My Feelings Can Wait

The car followed the navigation all the way back to Beicheng, got off the highway, and the navigation broadcasted it several times before Ji Youyan realized that the route was not right.

"A Xiu, don't you want to go home?" Ji Youyan probed to see the destination of the navigation, and it showed an unfamiliar address.

Jing Xiu curled his lips and said casually, "Well, I lied to you."

The car followed the navigation and got off the viaduct, and continued towards the suburbs.The brightly lit night of the city fell, and the towering buildings on both sides gradually disappeared, except for the roaring vehicles, only one after another seemingly endless street lights were retreating rapidly.This is a road that Ji Yuyan has never passed, it is a little quiet and a little novel.

"You lied to me?" Ji Youyan smacked these three words, "Then where are we going now?"

With a shallow smile on the corner of Jing Xiu's lips, she said, "You will know when you arrive."

"Oh, it's so mysterious..." Ji Youyan cooperated with each other, leaning back on the back of the chair, pondering the lines of Jing Xiu's side face, a little curious and expectant.

Jing Xiu saw through her thoughts, glanced at her, and the curve of the corners of her lips gradually deepened.

Ji Yuyan felt that she seemed to be too calm and relaxed, so she pretended to have suddenly realized, and teased Jing Xiu: "Ah Xiu, you wouldn't..."

"Ok?"

"This car is borrowed after all..." She hesitated.

Jing Xiu's eyelids twitched, and he felt that what Ji Youyan was going to say was not serious.

Sure enough, Ji Youyan sighed, and said seriously: "Besides, this car doesn't seem to be very shockproof, no..."

Before she could finish her sentence, Jing Xiu slammed to a stop, frowning and saying hilariously and funnyly.

This is cuter.Ji Youyan showed a triumphant smile, and stretched out his hand to cover Jing Xiu's hand where the pick was placed, ready to coax Jing Xiu.

In front of outsiders, the high-cold queen, who has always been serious and unsmiling, always has nothing to do with herself who is talking nonsense.Ji Youyan likes to look at her eyes like this, and likes to deliberately confirm the softness that Jing Xiu Dudu has shown to herself time and time again.

Jing Xiu didn't give her a chance this time, he pulled his hand away, and hit the back of her hand with a "slap", "Get out of the car."

She unbuttoned her seat belt, also in the gesture of getting out of the car.

Hey, so ruthless.Ji Yuyan was slightly stunned, turned his head and looked forward, and found that the car had driven into a large courtyard at some point, lowered the window and looked outside, it seemed to be in an alley.The surroundings were quiet, except for the street lamps, there was no light coming from the building.

As if seeing Ji Youyan's curiosity, Jing Xiu opened the car door and explained: "This area is mainly for cultural and creative industries, and there are no people at night."

Ji Youyan unfastened his seat belt and got out of the car. He looked around and saw a man asking for instructions from Jing Xiu at the gate of the courtyard not far away. Jing Xiu nodded. The man closed the gate of the yard and turned into a side room.

"Ah Xiu, this is..." Ji Youyan was puzzled.

Jing Xiu locked the car, walked around to her, hooked her little finger vainly and led her forward. "Can you see the sign on the house ahead?"

Ji Youyan followed her words to the building in front of her. The night was too dark to see the exterior decoration of the building clearly, only a low-rise building.As the distance got closer, she stopped and carefully looked at the black English characters inlaid on the house by the light of the street lamp.

E, X, C, S... She spelled the letters one by one, and after finishing spelling and reading it, her heart beat suddenly quickened.

EXCSTUDIO... Is EXC what she meant by "excellent"?She opened her eyes wide and looked at Jing Xiu with implied surprise.

Jing Xiu has already arrived at the door.She opened the door, tilted her head slightly, and smiled at her: "Welcome to Ji Yuyan's exclusive recording studio.

In the sound of rustling leaves, Ji Youyan heard his heart beating like a drum.

She finally knew why Jing Xiu could confidently say to herself, "There is no rush in the recording studio".

She looked at Jing Xiu without blinking, trying to be reserved, but still couldn't help the joy that overflowed from the bottom of her heart.She raised her feet and walked towards Jing Xiu, walking faster and faster, and finally rushed to Jing Xiu almost at a trot, hugged Jing Xiu, and pushed her into the darkness of the recording studio.

Jing Xiu let out a little surprise, and was pinned on the door by her, and then her soft lips fell down.

The door has not been completely closed, under the dim light, Jing Xiu raised his eyes and bumped into Ji Yuyan's eyes, touching his eyes full of joy and tenderness.Her heart softened, she hugged Ji Youyan's back of the head, closed her eyes and let her do whatever she wanted.

Seeing that the fire was about to spread, Jing Xiu regained some reason, turned his face away and said, "Yanyan...don't worry..."

It really doesn't fit here.Ji Youyan rubbed the tip of her nose against her nose, then stopped obediently.

"It's so well hidden, when did you start preparing?" She helped tidy up Jing Xiu's clothes, with unconcealable joy in her words.

Jing Xiu's eyes sparkled, "It started when you said you wanted to make an album."

She broke away from Ji Youyan's arms, and said regretfully: "I wanted to give it to you as a birthday present, but something went wrong during the construction, so I couldn't finish it within the scheduled time." She closed the door and opened it. Ceiling lights and wall lights.

Only then did Ji Yuyan see the space structure inside the door. Now they are in a long and narrow corridor. At the end of the corridor is a door on the left and right sides. The signs on the door say "studioA" and "studioB", which should be the recording studio main body space.

On both sides of the corridor are display walls with a simple yet stylish design. Ji Youyan can see at a glance that the outermost display area has the album and poster she released when she first debuted. The second display area On the bed, there seemed to be all kinds of paper with black characters written on it.

She got closer and took a closer look, only to find that those papers, some crumpled and unfolded, some shredded and pasted, were all discarded manuscripts from her past.

The heartstrings seemed to be plucked heavily by something, and Ji Youyan looked at Jing Xiu beside him with a sore throat.

Jing Xiu avoids her sight, points to the area of ​​the record, and hints at Ji Yuyan: "It's very empty here..."

Ji Yuyan held her finger with five fingers, and promised tacitly: "One day, I will fill it up."

Jing Xiu showed a satisfied smile.

Ji Yuyan stared at her smiling face, her eyes became hotter, she tightened the five fingers holding Jing Xiu's finger twice, "I..."

Before she could speak, Jing Xiu quickly withdrew her index finger from her hand, and said with reddened ears, "Let's go in and see if you like it."

Ji Yuyan was stunned for a moment, seeing what Jing Xiu thought of with his index finger unconsciously rubbing, his whole body became more and more turbulent, "Ah Xiu, what are you thinking? Huh?"

Jing Xiu ignored her teasing, pushed open the door of studioA, and said frankly: "I am a layman in terms of music. I asked Herbert to design the acoustic design. There should be no problem in this aspect. But for other equipment, I synthesized it." I bought it on someone else's opinion, so I'm not sure if it will suit you."

"There will be nothing more to my liking than them." Ji Youyan stood at the door and looked around the room, and replied sincerely.This is a rehearsal room. Opposite the glass partition should be the control room. The venue is very large, and Ji Youyan has a bottom of his heart just by looking at it.

On par with the top commercial studios she's been to.It's too extravagant.

Jing Xiu only thought she was talking about love, and didn't take it to heart: "If there is something inappropriate, you can bring it up now, and there is still time to correct it."

"This is a large rehearsal room, which is convenient for the band to rehearse. Opposite is the control room. This studioA has a rather special design, that is, you can see the ceiling, which is made of glass. The studioC recording studio on the second floor is visible from the three spaces here. It’s convenient for simultaneous recording.” She pointed to the design of the walls, the guitar boxes, drums, and microphone boxes in the rehearsal room... and introduced them one by one.

Ji Youyan was relatively calm at first, but gradually he was attracted by these top-level equipment that he had only seen in the introduction before, and he couldn't put it down.

Jing Xiu followed her, seeing the pure love and happiness in her eyes, and felt sincerely satisfied in her heart.

Ji Youyan played from the first floor to the second floor, and finally tried to record and sing in studio C for a while, and then went to the control room to ponder for a long time.

When she raised her head from the custom-made operating table, and inadvertently bumped into Jing Xiu's eyes staring at her through the glass, a feeling of annoyance rose spontaneously.

She was so playful that she forgot the time and left Jing Xiu hanging out for a long time.

She took off her earphones and went out into the recording studio, squeezed into the sofa where Jing Xiu was sitting, touched Jing Xiu's face and coaxed her: "Aren't you bored, are you sleepy?"

Jing Xiu shook her head, "It's okay." After a pause, she asked her again: "Do you like it?"

Ji Yuyan held her hand in his palm, and said every word seriously: "I like it, I like it very much." Instead of saying thank you, she just kissed Jing Xiu's forehead and said with distress: "Ah Xiu, thank you for your hard work. "As a layman, it is conceivable how much effort it took to build such a recording studio under such a busy schedule.

Unexpectedly, Jing Xiu closed her long eyelashes, stared at Ji Youyan's clear eyes, and said unceremoniously: "Well, it was quite hard work."

With one hand resting on Ji Yuyan's chin, she poked behind the sofa with the other, and changed the light in the room to a darker one familiarly.

The atmosphere suddenly became charming.

Ji Youyan knelt up and kissed Jingxiu, and said slyly: "Then I will find a way to make you relax?"

Jing Xiu avoided her kiss, her voice was already tinged with charm: "Use my method."

"What way?" Ji Youyan teased her with interest like a kitten.

Jing Xiu straightened up, taking advantage of Ji Youyan's unpreparedness, and changed places with Ji Youyan.

"You sang just now." Jing Xiu's usually clear eyes were stained with mist.

Very charming.Ji Youyan pushed back Jing Xiu's loose hair, raised her body and kissed Jing Xiu's chin. "Yeah." She murmured from her throat.

"Now, I want to hear it." Jing Xiu breathed out in Ji Yuyan's ear like blue. "Yanyan, hum a song for me here."

The word "hum" is meaningful.

Ji Youyan let out a soft laughing voice, as if he was in a dilemma: "But I also want to hear you hum, what should I do?"

"Let's see which one of us is good at composing music?" It seemed that they were discussing very seriously.

Jing Xiu pursed her lips and didn't answer her words. Taking advantage of her position, she grabbed Ji Youyan's hands and pressed them to the top of her head.

"Then I'll come first." She kissed Ji Yuyan and smiled softly.

……

The long drought meets the rain, and the two are very happy.The third floor is equipped with a rest room and bathroom. The two tidied up a little, went upstairs to take a shower, and prepared to stay there.

There is everything in the bathroom, Ji Yuyan tore open the outer packaging, raised his eyes to tease Jingxiu: "I think you have premeditated."

Jing Xiu's fair face was blushing, and she turned away from looking at Ji Youyan, but she didn't refute.

Yes, she had premeditated.She hoped that she could forget about other things and be happy.

After being satisfied, Ji Youyan slept deeply, which was a rare good quality recently.Jing Xiu refrained from falling asleep, and seeing that she was really asleep, she let go of her heart and let the drowsiness sweep her away.

On the second day, the two slept together until the sun was up. After eating the breakfast brought by the guard, Ji Youyan and Jing Xiu left the recording studio and drove home.

On the way, Jingxiu casually mentioned to Ji Yuyan: "The studio still has an American custom-made mixer that hasn't been delivered yet. After the movie is finished, you should be just in time when you come back to record the album."

Ji Yuyan thought of something, his eyes darkened.She curled up her knuckles slightly, and confessed to Jing Xiu: "Ah Xiu, my album should not start until next year."

"After the movie is finished, I want to go abroad first."

The speed of the car suddenly slowed down, and Jing Xiu looked at Ji Youyan in astonishment.

Ji Youyan no longer concealed it, and made it clear to Jing Xiu: "Ah Xiu, you know, I'm looking for Master Daokong." She saw the note that Jing Xiu left on the portrait.

"Any news?" Jing Xiu frowned slightly.

Ji Yuyan nodded, then shook his head again: "Yes, I asked Zhuo Lin's buddhist friend to help me notice. Her friend met Master Daokong at a sutra debate meeting in Bhutan some time ago. But..." Her voice was stained Suffering: "The master is unwilling to come back to see us. He said that the predestined relationship is over. You can't force it. You can do it yourself."

Can't be forced, it means that Dao Kong obviously knows what they want, and it also means-not a guess, Jing Xiu really lacks something.These twelve words carry too much weight.Like a verdict, Ji Youyan's last hope has come to nothing, so he can't sleep at night and suffers every day.She watched Jing Xiu lying peacefully beside her, but she always felt that it was all a dream come true.

"He doesn't want to come back, so I'll go find him." Ji Youyan's eyes were full of determination.

The author has something to say: Ji Wang: I, Ah Xiu, sing really well.

Ruan Ningwei was excited: I haven't heard Teacher Jing sing for a long time, what are you singing about?

Ji Wang smiled lowly: Let's learn to meow together, meow meow meow meow, meow meow meow meow.

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