[Comprehensive] I am not Green Valley

I'm going to be dazzled by Lisa Lisa.

Everything she said gave me indigestion, and she got my name wrong.

I covered my face deeply, and lay down on the desk of the protagonist academy, waiting for Joseph to give me an explanation.

I don't know how long it took, someone poked me on the head, and I looked up and saw Joseph sitting on the desk in front of me, grinning at me, holding a ring in his hand and saying : "Just now I snatched back an antidote from the enemy, isn't it amazing?"

"..."

Joseph saw that I might not be in the mood to chat with him, so he said with a serious expression: "I've heard about it." He wanted to pretend to be serious, but he finally failed in front of me. Laughed wildly for 3 minutes.

For a full 3 minutes, he still faced me with such an indifferent face.

I was so annoyed by the laughter: "Joseph, I don't think I can help you anymore, please ask someone else."

Only then did Joseph put away his smiling face, and said embarrassingly, "...it's my problem."

"..."

Only now did I notice that his body was covered in mud and sand, and he was injured and bleeding in many places. He came back without treatment, and felt that the problem was also on me.

What's more, no matter how hard I try to explain, I won't cause such misunderstandings.

My guilt had just reared its head when Joseph pushed a book for me to read.

I opened this book suspiciously—there was a genealogy of the Joestar family on it, and Victoria Joestar was also on it, and there was a dotted line between Joseph’s name and Joseph’s first marriage contract. By.My whole face was dumbfounded.

Joseph laughed again!

"I will never help you!"

Joseph patted my head to reassure me: "Okay, okay, our squad leader won't help if he says he won't help, neither fierce nor fierce!"

I was really pissed off by Joseph, and I thought this farce was so funny!

What the hell is this!

"What about after that?" I said seriously.

Joseph sat on the table and said, "It can only be said that you must live and die with me. You can just run away from things like marriage contracts." After finishing speaking, Joseph gave a thumbs up indifferently.

"Oh—I'm really on your boat." I felt a little regretful, so I raised my finger and said, "After that is successfully completed, you should study hard!"

This is the worst way I can think of to torture Joseph.

You see, he doesn't like reading, and he doesn't like working hard!

Joseph froze for a moment, then smiled: "Lvgu, you are really a good person."

I gave him a blank look: "I have so many advantages, is it only a good person?"

Joseph deliberately teased me: "Oh, oh, it's cute!"

"You might as well not say it."

I ran back to the protagonist's academy just because I felt a headache, not because I really gave up.If someone is really going to die in front of me, I know this person, and he or she is so good, I will definitely save her, or in fact, even if it is someone who stands on the opposite side, I may not be willing to watch He dies.

Because I think life is really precious, so precious that it shouldn't be wiped out so casually.This may be because I am soft-hearted, or because I am cowardly, but I cannot kill people without blinking an eye.

I asked Joseph, what would happen if I died in his world?

Joseph said that in the original world I would have suffered a heart attack and died.

"So, save your life." Joseph warned me.

I nodded.

But in my heart I feel that I have found the answer I have been looking for.

I don't know if other people will ask themselves such a question-how long does life have to travel before reaching the end?

Some people think that death is not the end, and some people think that reaching the peak of their career is the end.

I never looked forward to my future.Or, no one expected me to have a bright and bright future.

I am a person who is always ready to die.

I was born to be doomed to die.

I think my end point is probably to die for someone, it doesn't matter if it is meaningful or not.It's good to be dead.

There was a time when I often dreamed that I was on the execution platform, and the rusty knife corroded by blood was always stretched and blackened in the sunlight and cast a shadow on the ground.My head rumbled as I tried to take a last look at the sun, but the light was blocked by the executioner.

And this executioner was my mother, and she had tears in her eyes.

The look of grief made me feel bad too.

"sorry."

If it weren't for me, my mother probably wouldn't be so sad.

If it weren't for me, she wouldn't have to do bad things against her conscience.

Maybe she will be sad to lose her brother, but one day she will be able to survive.

But my existence made her so painful all the time.

I am sorry.

Because she was so sad, I couldn't really laugh with joy or cry with sadness.When I laugh, I always feel that I am really heartless, and when I cry, I feel that I am pretending to be someone.

I have made two fatal mistakes in my life.

one is to survive;

One is too naive.

do you know?When I was five years old, I was lost and thrown in a faraway city, but I still firmly believed that my mother must be very anxious to find it, so I also worked hard to find my way home.After a month, I finally came home, and when I raised my hands as if I was about to hug, the flash of astonishment and guilty conscience in my mother's eyes completely made me feel cold all over my body.

I know my mom is a good person, she just doesn't know how to deal with me.

She must have also been full of prayers and hopes that I would find somewhere to live my life well.But I'm back.

Wouldn't it be my worst mistake to make someone I love, such a good person, sad?

I thought, why don't I just die somewhere.

But if I commit suicide, my mother will feel that it must be her fault.

She can live a long life, why should she bear unwarranted pain?

So if I want to die, it's better to be an accident, an accident that was involved for no reason, an accident that no one can see.

……

Now I also met Chigu Haiyun, and the legend of the twins in the west haunted me again.

Isn't this the best ending?

I feel like I'm suddenly excited.

Joseph held my shoulder: "Your teacher and friends are waiting for you to go back! Don't forget!"

For a moment, I felt that Joseph had seen through all the thoughts in my heart, and my face was so hot that I didn't dare to respond at all.

"Green Valley," Joseph said, "You see, if you still dare to talk back and roll my eyes this month, you should show your aura and don't always be timid. It makes me very sad to be buried by you like this." No face, you know?"

I suddenly felt that Joseph asked me for help just to cheer me up before leaving. In fact, he can handle all problems very well.

The two of us returned to Lisa Lisa's island in a blink of an eye, and it was broad daylight now.

Joseph asked me: "Green Valley, what do you have for breakfast?"

"A croissant with almond jam, whole wheat and honey." I tried to think about the ingredients I had prepared last night. "And focaccia. For drinks, I made milk and coffee."

Caesar just stepped on my voice and entered the kitchen, looking at me and Joseph meaningfully.

Joseph knew that I was afraid of being misunderstood again, so he stood up and said, "I'll report the situation to Teacher Lisa Lisa."

"Go."

If I start cooking now, I can eat in half an hour.

After I put the bread in the oven, I saw Cesar standing where he was.

"what happened?"

Xi Sa coughed, and suddenly asked something that my head exploded in an instant.

"How do you feel about kissing JoJo? I've never thought about men and women. But it feels good to see you, very comfortable."

……

"JoJo and I are just buddies. You misunderstood." My expression was absolutely serious!

Caesar looked at me hesitantly, and finally coughed: "Since you are not a couple with JoJo, are you willing to teach me...Actually, I..."

Wow!

This sentence is quite obscure!

I really can't see that Xisar is such a jackal and tiger in the skin of a handsome guy.

I made an Okay gesture and said: "Don't worry, I will not be prejudiced against anyone. I absolutely support you and JoJo together. The Jostar family is super enlightened and rich. You marry into it." Absolutely no loss!"

The smile that Caesar showed after I agreed, gradually disappeared in my words.

"Forget it, I still don't have the courage."

Then Caesar left dejectedly in front of me.

Hey, I know, it's hard to take this step.

If I had known, I should have patted him on the shoulder and given him some courage.

>>Water in Venice

>> That's the tear in the eyes of an Italian lover

I hummed a wacky song as I happily baked bread.

Do you want to try making one for Uncle Ou and Chigu Haiyun when you go back?

I don't know if they will praise me.

Happy.

The author has something to say:

Not all people who want to die will be very depressed and gloomy. Some people are very happy when they think that death is bliss. On the contrary, if you keep persuading them, they will still feel that you are in the way.

Green Valley's mentality is actually very morbid. She has too much low self-esteem, and will transfer her faults to herself at any time, and force herself to maintain a happy state at all times. She looks like a normal person, carefree and heartless. Who knew that he wanted to die a long time ago, he could only live in a world that was needed by others.

I don’t know if you have watched One Piece, there is a girl like this in it, as long as the other party needs it, no matter if she is lying to her, no matter whether the other party is hostile or not, as long as she says "I need you", she will do whatever are willing to do.This girl is called BABY5.

Because being needed by others makes me feel recognized and has my own meaning of existence.

So whoever needs Green Valley the most, Green Valley will be with whoever is most.Why did I suddenly think of Uncle Ou? ORZ

I don’t know how to respond to the big explosion of comments in the last chapter, so let’s come and write a chapter.

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