animal lover

Put two eggs in the glass kettle, press the switch, and cook slowly.

Mu Yan lay on the table, looking sideways at the gradually boiling water.He was going to have a physical examination early this morning, and he planned to eat these two eggs after the blood test.

The child in her stomach is already four months old, and he still has to go for Down's syndrome screening today, thinking of the last child, Mu Yan felt a dull pain in her heart.

Now that the weather is getting warmer, if there is nothing wrong with this child, it should be born in summer.

He was sitting in the car, obviously it wasn't cold, the air conditioner was still on in the taxi, Muyan felt stuffy, so she lowered the windows a little.He leaned against the window and took a deep breath, expecting the chilly spring to enter his lungs, he closed his eyes, and his hair was blown back.

He has actually gotten better recently, the frequency of the nightmares he had for several months is gradually decreasing, he can feel the changes in himself, when a life is born, the other life that affects him disappears.

Everything in the world will not last long, love will not, hate will not, the original person who can affect one's emotions is just an insignificant existence in the end.

When Mu Yan arrived at the hospital, after the blood test came out, she pressed a cotton ball on her arm.He was walking slowly, when suddenly he was patted on the shoulder, Muyan turned her head and looked at the person in front of her with an unnatural expression.

Xuzhou stood in front of him, a little surprised, "Muyan?"

Muyan opened the corner of her mouth, "Hello."

He and Xu Zhou had met several times, it was not a formal occasion, but he stayed overnight at Jiang Yenan's side, and on several mornings, before he woke up, he would hear Xu Zhou's voice, basically calling for the manuscript.

He was in the bedroom, lying on the bed and heard the conversation outside the door. Xuzhou asked Jiang Yenan when the deadline would be due, and Jiang Yenan threw out a sentence, falling in love and not wanting to write.

He was immediately elated, got out of bed and opened the door, wearing Jiang Yenan's shirt, hugged his teacher Jiang, and kissed Jiang Yenan hard under Xuzhou's astonished gaze.

He is the lover that Jiang Yenan once admitted, but the world is unpredictable.

He didn't talk to Xu Zhou much, and after nodding, he walked past him.

Xu Zhou's eyes fell behind him, and he looked up at the department sign on the wall.

Before Mu Yan got home, she received a call from Chen Ke.

When Chen Ke came over, he took a fruit basket and a box of milk, and Mu Yan sat on the sofa. He hadn't had time to change his clothes when he went out, listening to Chen Ke asking, "How do you feel recently?"

"well enough."

Chen Ke looked at his pale face, paused and said to him, "We contacted Jiang Yenan for you."

Muyan's expression was startled, she touched her stomach subconsciously, and then said: "I won't see him, as you said at the beginning, all this is my imagination, I am indeed mentally ill, please don't Tell him about me."

"Muyan?"

Chen Ke frowned, Mu Yan stood up, he took the fruit basket and milk back to Chen Ke, and said, "Take these things back."

In the past few months, Chen Ke has been in contact with Muyan. He knew Muyan's physical condition, and when he was secretly startled, he couldn't help but want to take care of this person more.

He was kicked out of the door, the outside was colder than the inside, he tightened his clothes and sighed softly.

Muyan felt that Xiding couldn't stay any longer, there were memories and familiar people everywhere.

He couldn't live in that nightmare forever, he didn't want to hear that name again, and he didn't want to bear the trembling panic again.

Before he left from Xiding, he went to Mu Zhengyuan's tomb again.

He has never been a qualified son. He used to leave for several years to dance, and he would not go back even during the Chinese New Year.Mu Zhengyuan kept watch on the time, calculated the time difference and called him. When he received it, he would have a quick chat for other reasons and then hung up the phone.

Thinking about it now, at that time Mu Zhengyuan said for a long time to let him return to the country, probably because he knew that his time was short and wanted to see Mu Yan again.

It's a pity that he and Muyan didn't even say goodbye for the last time.

Muyan felt very uncomfortable, but people's ability to bear is limited, once the zero point is reached, the hollowed out heart becomes numb.

He couldn't even cry, he hugged the bouquet of white chrysanthemums and sat down in front of the tombstone.

He bought some cooked vegetables and a bottle of white wine. He stared at the photo of Muzheng Yuan on the tombstone and said in a low voice, "Dad, I didn't realize until now that I never had a good meal with the two of you before."

He pursed his lips and scratched his hair, "I've grown so big, I don't know what you like to eat, what kind of son am I..."

Muyan lowered her head, the tip of her nose was filled with soreness, something was blocked in his throat, maybe it was unwillingness or regret, he whispered: "Dad, I miss you so much."

He left Xiding and moved to a city near the sea.

The house is also by the sea, an apartment building, and you can see a large area of ​​blue when you open the window, which can be regarded as a sea view room.

Because it was still winter and the sea was blue and deep, he didn't often open the windows when he moved here. There were not many things in the house, but adding everything would add more.

Muyan's ability to live alone is still very good. He replaced the house with a new light. Once the light was turned on, the whole room was much brighter than before. He also bought wallpaper for people to paste, and a fabric sofa and a small cot.

The decorator smiled and asked him, "Sir, are you building a wedding room?"

Muyan shook her head and didn't say much to him.

Tang's screening revealed that the child was normal. Mu Yan originally thought that he would not like this child, so he would not care about it, but when he knew the result, he was completely relieved.

After all, he still likes children.

He thought, since he has decided to give birth to a child, it is impossible not to love this child just because it is Jiang Yenan's child.

The child doesn't know anything, he was brought into this world, and looked at all this ignorantly, everything is strange, only parents can bring him safety.Muyan will be his father and the one who gave birth to him. He will take care of this life and give him the love he deserves.

His gestation of the last life stopped abruptly at four months, but this time, it will be a complete birth process.

Muyan didn't know that he could have children before. He only heard from his personal doctor that his two sets of organs were relatively fully developed, but the matter of having children is still open to discussion.However, this speculation has now been confirmed.

Muyan invited the doctor who had been examining her in France back to China, hoping that she could help her give birth to the child.

When Linda stepped out of the critical moment, she saw Muyan wearing a knee-length coat waving to her, she smiled and hurried over to Muyan's side.She said hello in Chinese. She learned Chinese from Muyan. Muyan smiled and said, "Linda, your Chinese has deteriorated."

"You have been away for a long time, and no one communicates with me."

Linda walked to Muyan, and they went to get the luggage.Mu Yan said to her: "Are you tired? Go to the hotel first, and I'll take you around tomorrow."

"If you don't go shopping tomorrow, I'll do a full body checkup for you first."

Linda frowned, she raised her hand and lightly touched Mu Yan's shoulder, "You've lost a lot of weight."

Muyan looked away, and said in a low voice, "I ate a lot and gave it to him."

Linda remembered that the first time she met Muyan, she was a very jerky young man who had just arrived in France, hiding a whole body of secrets, and every time she was checked, her back was very straight.

He said before that dancing is all about him, but now he has given up dancing.Linda felt a little emotional, and said to Muyan: "You are missing from the dance troupe, it seems like something is missing."

"There will be nothing missing. Ballet is changing rapidly, and soon everyone will forget about me." Mu Yan lowered her head, smiled and shook her head.

He sent Linda to the hotel and went home by himself.

It was not easy for him to come out, his belly began to show slowly, it was not obvious hidden in the coat, but after taking off his clothes, it made people feel awkward.

The protruding belly covers the slender body, and the slender hands and feet are like the legs of a spider.He pulled off his clothes and took a look at his belly. He looked away and sighed. He was getting more and more strange.

Muyan lay on the sofa, slept for a while, and felt very hungry after waking up.

He didn't bother to cook anymore, so he ordered takeaway, and he ate many things that he would never touch before.

Half a roast duck, oily char siu and a large bowl of beef noodles, Muyan almost finished eating all of them, and then lay back down again, dozing lazily.

Linda checked him the next day, and the child was normal, except that Muyan herself was malnourished.

After hearing this, Muyan was puzzled and said, "I eat five times as much every day as before. Is this still malnourished?"

"I'll make a recipe for you, you eat according to this, measure your weight every day, and you don't need to eat anymore after you eat this weight."

Linda wrote a letter to Muyan, and Muyan took a deep breath when she saw it.

"I... can't accept this number."

"It's for your own good." Linda said with emotion, "I watched you grow up. I don't want anything to happen to you."

Mu Yan pursed her lips, nodded, and said, "Thank you, Linda."

Linda's diet for Muyan is not the usual three meals a day, but eight meals a day, and he will eat almost every once in a while.

In just a few days, Muyan's whole body became rounder at a speed visible to the naked eye, and her person became more and more lazy.In addition to taking care of his food, Linda also took care of his exercise, and took him out for a walk every morning and evening. Mu Yan was somewhat resistant to going outside because her body became bulky.Linda pulled him and persuaded him for a long time before he dawdled and followed out.

The weather was getting warmer, and Muyan was wearing a loose black sweater, sweatpants, and a woolen cap.After walking a few steps, he felt tired and found a chair to sit down.He raised his head, his lips were drawn into a line, and he leaned against the chair without moving. He said to Linda, "It's not easy being a woman."

Linda listened, raised the corners of her lips, and sat down beside him, "Having a child is not easy, but because it is not easy, parents will cherish it even more when a child is born."

Listening to her words, Muyan raised the corners of her eyes, and said, "Linda, your Chinese has improved so fast."

"Because I have a good teacher."

"I also have a good doctor." Muyan said softly, "Thank you for coming back to help me."

After summer, Muyan doesn't go out much.He is very afraid of heat now and sweats easily.

When he fell asleep at night, his stomach was heavy, and a sense of pulling in his body made him feel uncomfortable from time to time.

Sometimes he felt sore in his back, and he leaned against his back with one pillow while hugging another pillow in his arms, curling up slightly on his side.

He maintained this posture for one night, and when he woke up the next day, every bone in his body was ringing with every slight movement.

Linda was worried about him, so she moved from the hotel to his house, and the two rooms were separated by a wall.There was some movement on Muyan's side, but she could hear it clearly.

Sometimes, in the deep and dark night, she would hear Muyan crying, it should be a dream, crying and calling another person's name.

When she heard this, she didn't ask any more questions.But when I looked at Muyan's red and swollen eyes the next day, I handed him the iced towel and asked him to cover his eyelids.

The child was born in August, not full term.

Linda had already contacted the local hospital and arranged an operating room for Muyan. When Muyan was pushed in, her consciousness was already a little blurred.He looked at the flickering white light in front of him, and most of his body was wrapped in pain.He was injected with anesthesia, but he could still feel something being cut open.

He heard someone say something urgently, his breathing gradually became uneven, and his heartbeat fluctuated slightly.

What's going to happen to him, Linda seemed to be shouting, he didn't know what to do.

That was the moment when he was closest to death, and everything in front of him suddenly played back like a revolving lantern.He has seen a lot, and the faces that have passed through his life are presented in front of his eyes.

He still saw that person. When he met for the first time, he still had messy hair, fair skin, tall and thin, standing by the door frame, with a face that said no one should enter.

He broke into Jiang Yenan's life, spent a lot of money in it, and then hurt each other, ending in a mess.

He closed his eyes, several tears spilled from the corners of his eyes.

He thought, he really wanted to say goodbye to Teacher Jiang.