animal lover

It was the last round of selection, Mu Yan was very talented, if she gave it a try, she might really become the first Chinese chief in the group.

Unfortunately, he didn't have this chance.

The agent went to the backstage, didn't see anyone else, and didn't answer his calls. When it was about to start, he suddenly received a message from him, and an apology popped up on the phone screen.The manager was taken aback for a moment, but didn't understand the situation, so he called again, and the phone signal was busy.

He frowned and looked at the screen. Several selected teachers had been waiting for a while. They couldn't continue to wait for Muyan. He sighed and turned back to the stage to let them start.

Mu Yan did not come, which means that he voluntarily abstained and lost the qualification to run for the chief.

The theater is closed to people today, and the seats of the audience that are usually full on weekdays have been vacated for a large number of films. A few selected teachers are sitting in the front row, and the lights on the stage are as bright as daylight, bright enough to hurt people's eyes.

In the VIP room, leather sofa chairs, mahogany-colored tables, two marks appeared on the originally clean tabletop, as if the body was run over.

There are more than a dozen nude photos of Muyan scattered on the ground, which were taken by Zhang Xian when he was a teenager, and are now used by people he loved to threaten him again.

He looked at Jiang Yenan in disbelief and fear, and Jiang Yenan told him that if he left, these photos would be exposed immediately.

His dignity was stepped on the ground by Jiang Yenan, he took off his clothes and stood in the small private room, Jiang Yenan sat on the sofa chair, raised his cane, and picked him up.He said to Muyan: "You should go to a place where I can't find you."

Muyan was shaking all over, angry and frightened at the same time, she secreted physical tears for no reason.

Jiang Yenan asked him to come over, Muyan glanced at the photo on the ground, shivered, and slowly moved towards him.

His arm was caught, Jiang Yenan grabbed his waist, and he was forced to sit on Jiang Yenan's lap.

With a trembling body, all the wings on the back were torn off.When the music started off the stage, Jiang Yenan pinched his chin and told him to look down.

His body was shaking, and his face was flushed.

He saw his teammates on stage, taking the position he'd only dreamed of.

Has he ever hated Jiang Yenan?

In fact, there was none before. He didn't want to hate someone he liked.

Before that, he still said to himself in his heart that it was his responsibility that Jiang Yenan would become like this.And Jiang Yenan almost died because of him, he should understand.

But now, understand what a fart.

Indeed, he is pitiful and fragile, but he is also the person Muyan will never fall in love with again.

He is violent and moody, even if he enshrines Muyan in his heart, gives him tenderness, and gives him roses, but once he enters the thorns, the torn wound cannot leave nothing because of good care, and there will still be scars , still aching in the rain.

Even if Jiang Yenan was a patient, even if the fever was caused by her face, what was the price?He just flinched in love, why should he encounter this.

The music in my ears gradually stopped, and the people in the theater may have all left.

Muyan looked at the dimmed lights in front of her, lying on the table, Jiang Yenan's breathing was behind him.

He covered his mouth, whimpering in pain.

Afterwards, he was taken to the hotel where Jiang Yenan stayed, changed his clothes, lay on the bed, and assumed the same posture as when he was a teenager.

Jiang Yenan said that everything is being updated now, and the photos also need to be updated.

The camera focused on him, he stared blankly at Jiang Yenan's face, and asked softly, "Do you really love me?"

Jiang Yenan let go of his pinched ankle, Muyan lay flat on the bed, leaned over, held Muyan's face, kissed the corner of his mouth, and said, "Of course, I love you, I love you very much. "

It was as if a moth had fallen into a spider's web, flapping his wings desperately, struggling with his soft body, but it was still useless, he was pierced by sharp pincers, and he couldn't escape completely.

He returned to the country with Jiang Yenan, and the attic where he was kept in captivity was repaired like new.He walked into the room, sat on the bed, looked up at Jiang Yenan, and said, "I won't leave this time, you don't need to chain me up."

Jiang Yenan leaned against the door frame, crossed his arms, stared at Muyan, and asked him in a low voice: "Do you hate me?"

With her hands behind her back, Muyan looked at Jiang Yenan complicatedly, and said to him, "I pity you."

Jiang Yenan gradually squeezed his arms tightly, he couldn't stand for too long now, he took a look at Muyan and closed the door.

Seeing him leave, Muyan sighed and threw herself on the bed.

He didn't want to bother anymore, he felt very uncomfortable, and every day was like a nightmare.

He thought, in fact, what Jiang Yenan asked was not difficult, just to stay by his side.

He can stay, he can let him do whatever he wants, but Jiang Yenan never wants to get any more love from him.

Autumn in Xiding is not too cold, but there are many fallen leaves. The autumn wind blows, and some yellow leaves are blown into the open glass window.

Muyan lay on the sofa, looking down at Jiang Yenan.

He pinched the yellow leaf and gently scratched Jiang Yenan's cheek. Jiang Yenan paused for a moment, without looking up, the kiss continued to fall.

In the small attic, the autumn wind blew away Muyan's voice, he curled up his toes, and the countdown bell rang in his ears.

His heart was pounding, he turned over, his face was facing out of the window, smelling the scent of sweet-scented osmanthus in the air, he lowered his head, enduring the soreness.

Jiang Yenan pinched his chin, leaned over, bit his lower lip, and asked him, "Why don't you bark?"

Muyan opened her eyes, and tears fell on Jiang Yenan's face.

Jiang Yenan stopped moving, Muyan looked at him, and he was no longer in his empty eyes.

Jiang Yenan seemed to realize this suddenly, opened his eyes wide, and let go of Muyan in panic.He backed away, Muyan yelled, Jiang Yenan felt cold all over, sat on the bed, looked at Muyan who slowly curled himself up into a ball without saying a word.

He swallowed his saliva, pulled off the thin quilt and threw it on Muyan's body, Muyan's fingers moved, and he grasped the quilt tightly, his knuckles turned white.

"Muyan."

He called Muyan's name, but Muyan's eyelids didn't move.

Jiang Yenan stood up and yelled again, Muyan buried her face in her arms and remained silent.

Jiang Yenan took a deep breath. After the effect of the medicine wore off, his body was extremely tired.He put on his clothes, then walked over slowly, squatting in front of Muyan, and carefully touched Muyan's arm.Muyan didn't break free, and let him hold her hand.

Jiang Yenan said sorry to him.

When this person is awake, he is actually not much different from before. He doesn't like to talk much, he is very quiet, and he is good at caring for others.

But he didn't wake up much, Mu Yan stared at Jiang Yenan who seemed to be similar before her, pursed her lips, and still remained silent.

He has become very obedient, Jiang Yenan has nothing to be dissatisfied with.

Muyan was thinking in a daze, but Jiang Yenan hugged him, buried him in his shoulder... and cried.

……

Mu Zhengyuan looked at the policeman in front of him, his face was pale, and he said: "I haven't contacted Muyan for about half a month. I know he is in France. I thought he was still preparing for the selection. He didn't want to contact me. , I dare not bother him."

Chen Ke frowned, and said to Mu Zhengyuan: "The police in France contacted us, saying that your son Mu Yan is missing, and he has returned from France a long time ago."

Mu Zhengyuan's expression was dull, he said in a panic: "I don't know, he didn't contact me, where would he go?"

Chen Ke lowered his tone and said to him, "The police are now investigating the surveillance cameras. Mr. Mu, do you know if your son has any good friends, or what happened to him?"

Mu Zhengyuan looked at the glass on the table, the tea leaves were sinking and floating in the hot water, slowly drifting down, he said: "Mu Yan told me before that he broke up with his boyfriend."

"Boyfriend?" Chen Ke asked differently.

Mu Zhengyuan sighed, "I'm not that kind of feudal parent, I can accept whoever I like as long as he lives happily."

Chen Ke felt that he was making too much fuss, his face was hot, and Mu Zhengyuan continued to say: "I was diagnosed with advanced gastric cancer a year ago, half of my stomach was removed, and the disease was under control, but recently the doctor said that I The cancer cells have spread." His voice was deep, suppressing the pain in his heart, and said with a choked voice: "I didn't want to make Yanyan feel uncomfortable, so I didn't tell him. But now I don't have much time, I still want to... Before he died, he could hold his hand and tell him to take good care of himself in the future, and Dad can’t accompany you anymore.”

Chen Ke's eyes were red, and Mu Zhengyuan raised his head, "Officer Chen, please help us."

It's been a long time since Muyan had a peaceful sleep, especially recently Jiang Yenan likes to sleep with his arms around him.

Jiang Yenan's breathing was very shallow, and he didn't move when he fell asleep.When Muyan couldn't sleep, she would draw his outline in the night, caress on the brow bone through the air, along the bridge of the nose, and lightly tap the tip of the nose with her fingers.

The sleeping Jiang Yenan looked at people and animals harmlessly, he frowned and pinched his nose.

Jiang Yenan couldn't breathe, opened his lips slightly, frowned and opened his eyes, and saw that Muyan was lying on top of him.He raised the corner of his mouth, stretched out his arms to hug him, and said in a daze, "Can't you sleep?"

Mu Yan leaned in his arms, heard his heartbeat, and for some reason felt a sense of loss.

It was as if everything was still there, nothing had changed, they had lost nothing, they had hurt no one.

He couldn't stand such a hug, pushed Jiang Yenan away, and got up from the bed.

He removed the cigarette case and lighter from the table, opened the door and went out.

He went down the stairs, leaned on the sofa, lit a cigarette, the nicotine slipped into his lungs, his body seemed to be addicted, and he relaxed a little bit.

He turned on the TV and changed channels while smoking a cigarette.

The night program was nothing special, and the local news station suddenly broadcast a piece of news.

The cigarette from Muyan's mouth fell, and the sparks landed on his leg, burning a black circle.But he didn't feel any pain, his pupils dilated, his whole body was shaking, and the bones in his flesh seemed to be broken. He opened his mouth and stared blankly at the news.

Mu Zhengyuan is a well-known local entrepreneur. The newspaper he runs has always been well-known in the industry. He does not report against his will, and everything starts with the people. He was also awarded the Top Ten Entrepreneurs the year before last.

It is impossible for a person like him to die without being reported.

He died of illness in the hospital a week ago. The gastric cancer was in the advanced stage and the cancer cells had spread. He was still chanting his son's name when he died.But the son who was said to be dancing in France did not show up until he closed his eyes and the funeral was over.

The 1-minute news is over, and the screen changes.

Only then did Mu Yan recover, he stood up suddenly, ran to the TV, and kept changing channels, trying to see if there was any news on other channels, what did he say.

His trembling hands couldn't hold the remote control at all. He hugged his head and let out a low cry of pain.I ran upstairs to find my cell phone, and just as I stepped up the stairs, I saw a person standing by the opening.

Jiang Yenan stood there, Muyan raised her head and stared at him intently.

The smooth water surface was broken by boulders, and the sleeping monster poked its head out.

They looked at each other, Muyan supported the wooden pillar at the corner of the stairs, his voice was hoarse, and he asked cautiously: "You know my dad..."

Without waiting for him to finish speaking, Jiang Yenan said: "He died of illness a week ago."

Muyan's breathing was almost stagnant, his nails were touching the paint on the pillar, and he said, "My father is dead, why didn't you tell me about such a big thing."

"I told you, you will leave me."

"You should have told me." Mu Yan's voice was weak, he said it again, and suddenly roared again, "You should have told me."

Jiang Ye went downstairs, Muyan retreated.

He ran from the second floor to the first floor, but because he was too anxious, he stepped on the air and fell to the ground.

He was shaking with pain, lying on the ground, unable to get up.He watched Jiang Yenan walking towards him, so slowly and heavily, he was pulled up, Jiang Yenan's fingers rubbed his lips and his spine.

He turned into a lamb waiting to be slaughtered, unable to move anything, just repeating over and over again, "Why didn't you tell me."

His father is dead.

The person who loved him the most in this world left him, and he even missed the last time.

He opened his eyes wide and looked at the person in front of him. His thin and handsome face was filled with worry. This face... Who would have thought that the owner of this face was a lunatic, a devil who would ruin other people's lives.

The hatred in Muyan's heart increased sharply, and the unprecedented pain numb his nerves.

He wanted Jiang Yenan to die.

Muyan pushed him away violently, Jiang Yenan fell to the ground, Muyan stood up, ran to the kitchen quickly, and pulled out the small fruit knife.

Facing Jiang Yenan, he took the other party's hesitation into his eyes, and said, "Let me go."

Jiang Yenan stepped forward and asked Muyan to put down the knife.

Muyan broke down and cried, he knelt on the ground, holding the knife tightly in his hand, suddenly changed direction and pressed against himself, "Let me go, let me go, let me go, let me go."

The knife pierced Muyan's skin, Jiang Yenan's face was pale, he stepped forward quickly, grasped the blade, blood dripped down, he didn't seem to feel the pain, he grabbed the blade and pulled it out.

"Are you still refusing to let me go?" Muyan's eyes were red, and he raised his head, as if possessed by a demon, or already possessed.

In the days when he endured obedience and joy, in the dark nights when he couldn't sleep day and night, he also became a lunatic.

The knife pierced Jiang Yenan's chest, and then pulled it out again.

Jiang Yenan stared at him blankly, opened his mouth, and was slashed on the throat, a whole wound from the neck down, as if to split him open.Jiang Yenan covered his neck, he was gasping for breath and could not speak.

Muyan trembled all over, her chest heaved violently, her eyes were one black and one red, like spider webs crawling all over her eyeballs.

He stepped back, the knife fell to the ground, and looked down at Jiang Yenan who was lying on the ground, blood slowly spilled from this person.

He escaped from the house, barefoot and bloodstained.

The winter in Xiding is extremely cold, with heavy snow covering the whole city.

He fled in a hurry, trying to run back to his home, thinking that Mu Zhengyuan was still alive.

But it's impossible for him, let him go for as long as he wants, he will die if he dies, and if he misses it, he will never come back.

Finally, he stood in the snow and looked at the snowflakes falling from the sky. Some of them fell in his eyes, very cold.

He heard someone calling himself, turned his head, but couldn't see the face clearly.

Someone told him to go over, someone begged him not to leave, and someone threw him on the ground fiercely, allowing him to cry.

He escaped from all this and kept running forward until there was no way in sight. He stepped on the cliff and jumped down without stopping.

Mu Yan woke up with a loud cry, he raised his head, looked at the familiar night, and let out a long sigh.

The nightmares day after day are never absent, this night, he dreamed about Jiang Yenan again.

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