animal lover

The airport announced the name of the absent passenger, over and over again, and he didn't show up until boarding.

The long-distance plane had an empty seat, and a very small star fell from the sky, creating a star shower.

The mystery novelist planned everything calmly. He cleaned up the traces in the house, from water cups to chairs, not an inch of hair or a fingerprint was missed.Walking back and forth, he finally stood still and looked down at the person lying in the sleeping bag. He squatted down, pinched the zipper, and slowly closed it.

He hugged the black bag like he was holding a treasure, Jiang Yenan bowed his head, and kissed the person inside through the plastic cloth.

He whispered, "You shouldn't have come, I can't control myself anymore."

He is not a good person, never has been, and his inferiority complex is inherently dark.Muyan seems to be a ray of light to him, maybe it's a bit cliche to say that, but it's the truth.

He couldn't imagine why a person with a physical defect could be as optimistic, cheerful and confident as an ordinary person.He is attracted and longed for, he wants to get close, but he is afraid.

But this star took the initiative to lean over and brought him a tiny amount of light.He wondered if as long as he found the light, even the mud like a stinky ditch could bloom.

But the fact is that there is never such a possibility, everything is his delusion.

He can't become a man, the ugliness in his blood has already branded him.

He can never turn over.

Muyan woke up, opened his eyes, and looked around in a daze.

A white wall with a geometric figure placed on the wall, I can't tell what it means.The light-colored curtains swayed slightly, and the wind blew on Muyan's arms.He moved, and suddenly felt that something was wrong. Pulling back the quilt on his body, he saw that his ankle, which was originally tied with an anklet, was bound by a chain.

Muyan's pupils vibrated violently, he pulled the chain with his hands, and the chain was motionless on his ankle, he covered his mouth with his hands, suppressed the panic in his heart, stretched the entire chain, and dragged him off the bed.The chain was not as long as he had imagined, and he felt a pull when he took two steps out of the bed. He grabbed the chain and pulled it hard, and the flesh on his ankle was worn out.

He was anxious and frightened, and his head was filled with Jiang Yenan's words, he seemed to come back to his senses suddenly, sat down panting, looked at the door, and shouted: "Is that Jiang Yenan you? Is it you? What are you going to do? Let me go."

No one responded to him, the curtains fluttered, and the roses on the cabinet against the wall bloomed quietly. He clutched his chest, leaned against the head of the bed, his eyes were red, and he whimpered softly, "Mr. Jiang, what are you going to do?"

The door was pushed open, and Jiang Yenan walked in.

He was wearing gray loose long-sleeved sleeves, coffee-colored trousers, and his hair was cut, revealing slightly protruding browbones.Probably because of being too thin, the whole face is more aggressive than before.

He stood in front of Muyan, and Muyan stood up abruptly.They were very close, but the former harmony was gone, the same distance, the warmth was frozen by the heavy snow in Siberia, Muyan gritted her teeth, and asked him: "What are you going to do? Let me go."

Jiang Yenan saw the fear in his eyes, he opened and closed his lips slightly, and said softly: "Why do you want to separate? What do you want? If you want a child, then have another one. I can accept it, I can accept it, as long as You don't go."

Muyan looked at him in amazement, her face full of incomprehension, he raised his voice, "What are you talking about? If that child is the reason, then just like this moment, you locked me with a chain, which proves that , I am different from you. I want to get out of here, please let me go."

"You said you would love me, you said you could accept me, you..."

"I regret it." Mu Yan interrupted him.

The wind blows the rose, the petals sway, and a few scents permeate the tip of the nose, Jiang Yenan looks down at the person in front of him.

She has always been smiling, calling herself Teacher Jiang's Muyan, like a little pet he raises, a Muyan he invites, likes to be buried in his arms, and whispers "I love you Muyan" , showed him a cold and impatient look.

He said, "I don't love you anymore."

Love or not love, how can it be so easy to say.

I love you

I do not love you

What the hell is this shit.

Take a man's heart out of the mud, put him in a dead body, nurse it carefully, and tell him you'll be fine, you'll be a normal person.After he became conscious, with flesh and blood, he was pulled out from the chaos, and kicked him away.Just because he showed his true self, the person who raised him said, you are not a human being, and you will not become a human being after all.

Jiang Yenan smiled, a loose smile, he pinched Muyan's chin and said, "But I still love you."

Muyan slapped his hand away, Jiang Yenan pinched his wrist with his backhand, Muyan said to let go, but Jiang Yenan lowered his head, and kissed like a brand, covering Muyan's wrist.

After taking the medicine, he would become excited and anxious, as if his body was trapped by a trapped animal, circling around the iron railing restlessly.

He said: "If you leave me for the sake of the child, then we will have another one, and if you have another one, will you stay?"

Muyan struggled, Jiang Yenan hurt him.He pushed Jiang Yenan's hand away, and said, "You're crazy,"

Jiang Yenan clasped his neck and said to him: "Did you know?"

Jiang Yenan seemed to be a different person, a person Muyan didn't know at all, rough and gloomy.

He is a poisonous snake hibernating in a cave. A summer rain wakes him up, and when he finds his prey, he entangles him tightly, and presses his venomous fangs against the neck of the prey.

He bit down, pouring the venom into his prey, and he heard the lamb cry feebly for mercy.He has no sympathy, nor will he feel pity. After all, poisonous snakes and sheep are not in the same world.

When Muyan woke up, Jiang Yenan had already left.

His body hurts a lot, but apart from the physical pain, there is also the pain in his heart.

Sweating, his clothes sticking to his body, he supported himself with his hands, sat up slowly, and looked down at himself.

Everything seemed to be broken, and he was pulled into a quagmire, his body wet and sticky.

Jiang Yenan hurt him as well as himself.

Mu Yan sat on the bed silently, in the snow-white room, the mottled red marks on his body were particularly glaring.

He pursed his lips, pulled up the sheet and rubbed his reddened skin vigorously.

Jiang Yenan was sitting outside the door, with his back leaning against the door panel, he could hear the sobbing in the room.

He made Muyan cry more than once, just now he was crying all the time, crying for pain and telling him to roll, and then kept crying.

He stretched out his hand, lightly touched the palm print on his face, lowered his head, buried his face in his arms, his shoulders trembling slightly.