Dagami is seriously ill [Quick Transmigration]

"What's wrong with you? Is there something wrong?" Yan Zhi touched Yang Ruichen's cheek with the back of his hand, but found that it was very cold, not like a fever.

"Why are so many people able to attract your attention, but I can't." Yang Ruichen stretched out his hand from under the quilt and grabbed Yan Zhi's wrist. He endured the emotions for a long time and finally looked at Yan Zhi who was close at hand. Hold back: "I also think you can keep looking at me, but you will still be attracted by other people and other things, why can't you be mine alone, why!!!"

At this moment, the wide sleeves slid down to reveal the glaring knife marks on his wrists.

Yan Zhi's pupils shrank slightly, he grabbed Yang Ruichen's wrist and looked at the bleeding place: "What are you doing... are you crazy!!"

Looking at Yang Ruichen in disbelief

He heard his own trembling voice, and looked at the knife mark on Yang Ruichen's wrist in fear. It was a deep and new mark, as if it had been cut not long ago.

So why did Yang Ruichen wear a sweater, why did he look so strange, just to cover up such a stupid behavior!

"Yang Ruichen!!!!"

He yelled this to people with all his strength, full of anger and fear, let go of Yang Ruichen's hand, squatted by the bed and knelt down on the floor, looking up at Yang Ruichen in disbelief.

This guy is really crazy.

Cut your wrists?

Oh really...

"Yan Zhi, I feel very scared. I'm afraid that you no longer exist in your heart." Yang Ruichen pulled down his sleeves, then sat up and wanted to pull Yan Zhi up on the floor. Seeing the scared expression on Yan Zhi's face, he seemed Realizing that he was frightened by his appearance: "I'm sorry, I'm not—"

Snapped--

Yang Ruichen's outstretched hand was knocked off by Yan Zhi's force, which was not strong, but he felt his heart ache when he heard it.

Yan Zhi raised his hand and slapped Yang Ruichen's hand away, his eyes were full of anger and mixed with complex emotions: "Yang Ruichen, how did you become like this, you dare to cut my wrist?! You dare to give me—— "

Stepping forward and grabbing Yang Ruichen's collar, he was so angry that he couldn't speak, his mind was in a mess, Yang Ruichen actually cut his wrist? !Why did it become like this.

"Don't cry." Yang Ruichen was not angry at his behavior, but felt very sad when he saw his face crying, and reached out to wipe away the tears from the corners of his eyes: "I don't want you to know, because I just want to prevent you from thinking that I God just wants to possess you and divert his attention."

"What do you use to move the horse? You cut your wrist?!" Yan Zhi was so angry that he punched Yang Ruichen's face, pressed him on the bed and punched him in the face, and finally saw the corner of Yang Ruichen's mouth being cut by himself I stopped after hitting red, but I still felt very uncomfortable.

He sat on Yang Ruichen's body in a daze for a long time, and when he came back to his senses, he grabbed Yang Ruichen's hand and opened his sleeve, and looked again. The knife marks on his wrist were deep and slightly bleeding, where his fingertips stroked. There were also bloodstains.How uncomfortable it must be to make fun of his body, did he make Yang Ruichen so uncontrollable?

Can't he even make a phone call?Can't stand it?

"Yang Ruichen, are we the only two in your world?"

Yang Ruichen touched the corners of his dull lips, looked at the handsome face sitting on him, and smiled when he saw people suffering: "Well, you are the only one left besides me."

Forgive him for wanting to possess, all because of fear.

"You can't go on like this anymore." Yan Zhi fell on Yang Ruichen's body, leaning his head on his chest and listening to the strong heartbeat, he tasted the salty tears sliding into his mouth: "Yang Ruichen, I'm afraid..."

Both hands tightly grasped the clothes on Yang Ruichen's arms, trembling unceasingly.

The fear of being about to collapse was unbearable when he clearly realized it. He realized that he might have made Yang Ruichen like this, and Yang Ruichen was caught in this kind of worrying about gains and losses again and again.

If this continues, neither of them will have a good time.

Yang Ruichen felt Yan Zhi's body trembling, and wanted to hug him with great distress, but Yan Zhi suddenly turned over and left him, got up and got out of bed, and the warmth in his arms suddenly became empty.

Yan Zhi supported the side of the bed and stood up, the hands supporting her body were still shaking.

"Yang Ruichen, let's separate."

It's not that he doesn't like Yang Ruichen, it's just that this kind of Yang Ruichen has made him feel strange and scared, and he doesn't know what to do anymore, the patient Yang Ruichen who wanted to save has been exhausted time and time again.

He wanted to help Yang Ruichen, how could he not want to help Yang Ruichen, but Yang Ruichen was attacking his psychological defense again and again.And his existence is now an insurmountable obstacle for Yang Ruichen.

"Yan Zhi!" Yang Ruichen turned over and got out of bed when he saw that someone was about to leave, and stepped forward to grab Yan Zhi's hand: "Don't go..."

Don't you plan to pay more attention to him now that he looks like this?

As soon as this idea appeared in his mind, he suddenly felt that he was really crazy.Sure enough, he saw the fear and red eyes on Yan Zhi's face, and suddenly felt pain in his heart, Yan Zhi cried...

How could he make Yan Zhi cry?

Seeing that Yang Ruichen still dared to hold his hand, Yan Zhi lowered his head and let out a deep laugh, which seemed to be choked with sobs: "Yang Ruichen, you scare me, I shouldn't stay by your side."

"Let's go?" Yang Ruichen stared blankly at his hand knocked off by Yan Zhi, and felt that Yan Zhi's words seemed to be a bit erratic.

Yan Zhi didn't look at Yang Ruichen again, he just shook off his hand, and left without saying anything.

The psychiatrist is right that sometimes the epiphanies for these obsessed people come only through heart-wrenching regret.She actually used the means of cutting his wrists to attract his attention, that's it now, what method will she use in the future?

Forced to die?

Or lock him up?

It's not that he was impatient with his companionship, but that his companionship has now become the fuse that caused Yang Ruichen to become more and more serious. As long as he exists for a day, Yang Ruichen will be deeply trapped in that so-called fallacy and cannot extricate himself.

So he shouldn't have appeared in front of Yang Ruichen.

Love is possession?The love to ride a horse is possessive!

Yes, he admitted that he was cowardly.

But it was also because he was afraid that Yang Ruichen would do something to attract his attention, so it was right for him to leave.

Yang Ruichen didn't step forward this time, he just stood there watching Yan Zhi's leaving figure, he saw Yan Zhi leaving in front of him again, and this time Yan Zhi was real this time.

Because of his appearance, he was angry, very angry, and felt that he could no longer bear his paranoia and madness.

Looking down at the knife marks on his wrist, why can't he attract the attention of Yan Zhi.

This will really take away the value of the face...

How to do.

The chest suddenly hurt so badly that it was difficult to breathe, and tears flowed down his face before he knew it. Should he really not force Yan Zhi to be with him like this? Should he go through this time alone before looking for Yan Zhi.

Obviously not like this.

——Yang Ruichen, why do you want to make things the worst, if you make yourself uncomfortable, why put on your face, you are not loving him, you are harming him!

Their condemnation was clear and strong in his mind, and he slowly knelt down and covered his head in discomfort.

No, he loves looks.

——Love is not possession, don't you understand now?Are you still unwilling to have a good talk with us even though you are gone?

say?Why did he want to talk to people who robbed his body? Isn't it because of them that he has become like this now?

——Is it our fault that you became what you are now?are you sure?It is clear that you agree with Lin Luo's point of view and put it into practice, and your practice has confirmed Lin Luo's fate, love can't be crazy.If you look like this, you won’t like you, no one will like you, why don’t you wake up, do you want to wait until you completely lose your looks before you can wake up! !

He did not want.

He doesn't want to lose his looks at all.

Why did he become like this.

——Give space and freedom to his appearance, he is an independent person, and should not be someone you control.

So is it meant to let him go?

Looking at the impulsive knife marks on his wrist, he suddenly felt ridiculous.

I don't know when he became as crazy as Lin Luo. He tried to get attention by hurting himself for the person he couldn't let go of, but in the end he scared the person he liked the most. He was really crazy.

Walking to the window and leaning on the window sill, he happened to see Yan Zhi pulling Zhang Rui away, his eyes were getting darker but with the constant thought of letting go, he didn't want Yan Zhi to leave him, he wanted Yan Zhi to be there all the time By his side, Yan Zhi felt uncomfortable because of this, then he should let Yan Zhi take a breather.

But the pain in his chest was so painful that he was about to suffocate, it took a lot of courage to let Yan Zhi leave him, and life without Yan Zhi was dark again.But if Yan Zhi continues to stay by his side, he will be hurt.

I can't let my appearance be hurt anymore.

He supported the window sill with his hands, as if there was only one last place that could support him from falling down.

It's time to let go, not because I don't love, because I love too much.

Then he bears it alone.

The night was getting darker, the clouds were thick, and it looked like it was going to rain.

Yan Zhi took Zhang Rui out of the community, because Yang Ruichen's parents hadn't come back, so he could only send a message saying that he would go home to take care of his sister these days, and he didn't mention Yang Ruichen's extreme behavior. He didn't want to say it, but he got angry when he thought about it.

Thinking of the knife marks I saw just now, I feel scared when I think about it now. Is it necessary for that lunatic to make it like this?

He didn't expect Yang Ruichen to become like this at all, and he didn't know how to help, because he was afraid.Fear of his own existence will become the root cause of Yang Ruichen's getting worse, maybe Yang Ruichen will become like this because of his existence.

It is right to go now.

want to cry.

Resisting the soreness in his eyes, the bastard Yang Ruichen has left him again now, and lied to protect him, everything has changed!

Taking Zhang Rui out slowly with heavy steps, feeling irritable.

The bus at night didn't stop running until eleven o'clock, and there are still buses at ten o'clock, so I took Zhang Rui outside.

"Brother, did you argue with Brother Yang just now?" Zhang Rui looked up.

Yan Zhi's face was a little unnatural: "What do you know, it's not a quarrel."

He hoped that it was a quarrel, he really had enough of Yang Ruichen's character of being so cold-blooded and making trouble behind his back, how dare he cut his wrists now?The scariest thing is that this guy didn't want to die, just to get his attention.

I really don't understand why Yang Ruichen is still like this, isn't he doing enough?

I haven't recovered from the impact just now, and I'm afraid in my heart. The knife mark is very deep. If I use a little more force, I will really bleed. If Yang Ruichen is a little more crazy...

will die.

The more he thought about it, the more irritable he became, and he forced himself not to think about it any more. He needed to calm down for a few days. Being tortured by Yang Ruichen in the past two months has really driven him crazy.

"But brother, why do you look so angry? Did brother Yang make you angry?"

Yan Zhi looked down at Zhang Rui, thinking that this little kid could figure out so many things: "Well, I'm really angry now."

It seems that I feel a little better to have such a guy by my side. Although she is a little girl, at least he can have someone to talk to.

It is impossible not to be annoyed now, he is not as tolerant as Yang Ruichen, he can't bear anything.

"But brother Yang loves you so much, why does he suddenly make you angry?"

"I also want to ask why he hurt so much before and I don't hurt now, and now it always makes me uncomfortable."

The community is in the urban area. Walking along the greening of the community to the city center is the city center. Walking into the crowd with neon lights from a quiet environment seems to make me feel better.The two simply walked back, anyway, we'll talk when we're tired from walking.

Zhang Rui didn't make trouble, so she obediently followed her brother with her schoolbag on her back and listened to him complaining about Brother Yang. She found it very interesting, at least her brother would talk to her, not her alone, so she listened to everything.

"Zhang Rui, you are in the first grade of junior high school now, right?"

"Ah."

"Is there a boy you like?"

"No, I just like to eat."

Yan Zhi looked at Zhang Rui beside him: "Have you never liked anyone?"

He also wanted to talk about learning from little girls. After all, girls are always more delicate than boys. He wanted to be able to ask something. Obviously, he was thinking too much, so forget it.

I didn't understand it myself.

"Does it count if you like your brother?"

"Huh?" Yan Zhi was taken aback.

"It's amazing, brother, you are very attractive. I always want to look at you. The warm feeling on your body makes people always want to get closer, especially when you are helpless and sad. When you first When I came home, I felt that I seemed to have found a treasure, which seemed to light up my life. Sure enough, you really lit up my life. You saved me. Although I know you are not happy, but I am special Thank you for showing up when I was saddest."

I was a little embarrassed to be caught off guard by a wave of praise for my appearance.

"I heard from my mother that Brother Yang is an orphan, so I think Brother Yang likes Brother so much, you must be the same as me, and think that you light up your life."

brighten life...

For Yang Ruichen, is he?But he had tried his best, and wanted to drag Yang Ruichen out of the abyss. Seeing the knife marks on Yang Ruichen's hand, he didn't dare to think about it anymore, and it cast a shadow in his heart.

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