Dagami is seriously ill [Quick Transmigration]

"We are family members. Is there anything we can't say? Seeing you feel uncomfortable and confused makes me feel uncomfortable too." Yan Zhi realized that his tone might be a bit aggressive, so he slowed down a bit: "If you have difficulties, tell us, and we will solve them together."

"It's really fine, maybe I'm not in a good state these days." Yang Ruichen covered up his discomfort and twitched his lips: "I'm sorry to make you worry."

Talking about wanting to hug Yan Zhi.

Yan Zhi was so angry that he immediately raised his feet: "Get away, don't talk nonsense, make your own bed."

Damn, is there anything you can't say? I'm really aggrieved.

"I want to sleep with you." Yang Ruichen wanted to find a topic to divert his attention from his appearance, so he began to look at the dormitory, a six-person dormitory, bunk beds, the beds are not big, mainly because there are other people together.

"What are you going to sleep on? This bed is only so big that the two of us won't collapse when we sleep on it."

"I think it's okay to squeeze." Yang Ruichen's eyes fell on the bed opposite his empty plank bed. The pattern of the quilt and pillowcase on it was very familiar, and it was the one they slept at home: "You put the bed in our room. Supplies are brought."

Yan Zhi subconsciously moved his body towards his bed, and then thought of what he could block, so he simply gave up, but his expression was a little unnatural, and then he sat on the side of his bed and bowed his head and hummed.

"Then our family's bedding still has me, and you have to put it on to be complete."

Yan Zhi raised his head and looked quietly at Yang Ruichen who was opposite him: "...do you want face?"

Yang Ruichen said with a smile: "After seeing you, I want to do many things with you."

"..." Hey, how should I understand this to make it look healthy.

"The death of the old lady didn't make me feel very happy. On the contrary, I got myself into trouble again because I thought she had something to say, even though she was crazy."

"What did she say?" Yan Zhi saw that people were about to start chatting with him, so he quickly corrected his attitude.

"She said that it's right to love someone, it's right to love crazy, and it's also right to want to lock the person you love by your side all the time so that no one else can see it."

Yan Zhi: "...Is that right? Yang Ruichen, you have read so many books in your head for nothing."

What is the logic?

"Your appearance, I think it's right. I just don't want people to see you, touch you, and I don't want to see you laughing with others. I just want you to belong to me alone." Yang Ruichen moved forward slightly. He could easily grab Yanzhi's hand by stretching out his hand, and he tried to lock Yanzhi firmly with his eyes: "Yanzhi, you must remember me, don't care what other people say, please remember me now. "

"What are you hiding from me, what are you afraid of." Yan Zhi could vaguely sense the meaning of Yang Ruichen's words, so Yang Ruichen himself felt the sudden appearance of two completely different attitudes just now, and it seemed that it was still uncontrollable.

"I'm afraid I'll hurt you." Yang Ruichen bent down and put his forehead on the back of Yan Zhi's hand: "I don't know when I will suddenly disappear and be replaced by someone else. I feel like I'm about to lose control of myself."

In the quiet dormitory, Yang Ruichen's voice was infinitely amplified, and the trembling that he tried to restrain was not restrained, Yan Zhi felt the slight tremor on the back of his hand, looking down at Yang Ruichen who was so tall, but he showed such a Vulnerable posture.

"Yanzhi, what I really want to say, I want to say it for a long time, during such a long summer vacation, I didn't miss you one day, but I dare not and can't go back, besides the old lady's matter, there are also my own problems, I think I-"

"You have cancer?"

"Huh?" Yang Ruichen raised his head in a daze.

"You don't have cancer, what do you say to do this, well, if you don't want to say it, I won't force you, then I will ask you a question now, do you think the problem you are facing now is more important than mine."

"you."

"Then let me ask you again, is it the problem you are facing that you feel is more painful or the pain of losing me."

"I can not lose you."

Yan Zhi spread his hands: "Then tell me what you are troubled by. Are you still afraid that those problems in your heart are still problems when I am by your side? Unless you lie to me, in fact, I am not important to you at all."

The problem that has troubled Yang Ruichen for a long time seems to be simplified by Yan Zhi to the point that it can no longer be simpler. Yes, why is he always stuck in a corner, why he dare not tell Yan Zhi about his illness, Yan Zhi will never despise himself , why he just dare not say.

Just for the little bit of dignity left, he wants to be good in front of his appearance, he wants to be a normal person, he doesn't want to be an abnormal person.

"Give me a little more time." Yang Ruichen lowered his head and said, "I can, I will go out..."

If he really couldn't bear it any longer, he would ask Yan Zhi for help.

Multiple personality disorder will scare people if they say it to Yan Zhi. Even he himself can't figure out his own situation, but at least now it seems that other people are not malicious.

Yan Zhi doesn't know how to deal with it. Yang Ruichen's current situation does not look very good, but they only have each other left, and they have to be with each other no matter what.

It's not a happy return, at least Yan Zhi thinks so.

Even more so in the days that followed.

Everyday Yang Ruichen seems to have no problems, and his excellence is still so outstanding, which is beyond compare.In the first monthly exam, he was able to easily win the No.1 in the whole school, and in the subsequent international competition, he won the international No.1. What's even more amazing is that he got the notice of exemption from a top foreign university!

This means that Comrade Yang can go directly to university.

There is no problem in academics, but it does not mean that this guy has such a good personality.

He never thought that Yang Ruichen would become like this. He could understand the nervousness of worrying about gains and losses before, but he couldn't understand the desire to control now.

Yang Ruichen didn't let him talk to anyone. Even if he wanted to talk, he had to be there, and no physical contact was allowed. If Yang Ruichen saw the person talking to him, he would suffer disaster at any time.The last time I was in the dormitory, I almost got into a fight with my roommate. In fact, it was because he told the roommate to borrow a water card, so Yang Ruichen did it.

What's more, Yang Ruichen's crazy desire for physical contact, whether no one is there or someone is there.

He thought about getting angry, because he was too irritated to have no space for himself, but at night, especially late at night, after Yang Ruichen thought he was asleep, he got out of bed. At first he thought Yang Ruichen was just going to the bathroom, but he found Yang Ruichen standing on the balcony , One stop is until dawn.

Afterwards, he discovered that Yang Ruichen suffered from insomnia every night, and he did not have a good night's sleep because of this.

Because he was very scared, Yang Ruichen just jumped down.

The back is lonely and desolate, without any strength, as if what Yang Ruichen bears in his heart will crush him anytime and anywhere, like a fledgling that can't fly yet wants to fly.He couldn't bear to let him choose to wait and see what happened, he wanted Yang Ruichen to explain the situation to him himself, and would not force him anymore.

So no matter how irritable I am, I just bear it when I think that Yang Ruichen might collapse at any time.

But he still feels uncomfortable without breathing space, so he always wants to sneak away when Yang Ruichen is not around, but his group of pig teammates cheat him every time because they know Yang Ruichen's weakness.

This session was a physical education class, and he originally wanted to take advantage of the crowds to slip away and go to a place for a while, but he didn't expect that the group of pig teammates in his roommates devoted themselves to cheating him, and the road would never return.

"Your face is here to play!"

"...Damn, you did it on purpose!!!" Yan Zhi asked a group of girls to cover him and prepare to slip away, but he was discovered by his roommates, so he didn't use to call him out.

Even without turning his head, he could feel Yang Ruichen's gaze falling behind him, his gaze was like a torch.

Hey.

Yang Ruichen is really crazy.

All the roommates know that Yang Ruichen's situation is very exaggerated. If you want to say it's normal, it's brother accusation, but if you want to say it seriously, it's possessive.

Yang Ruichen was very afraid that he would be called, so he was staring at him all the time. Now that they shouted, there would be no way to sneak up, so he was taken away by Yang Ruichen after he was liberated.

Yan Zhi turned his head and saw Yang Ruichen not far away looked at him with a particularly resentful look, feeling like he had done something wrong, he was almost bewildered by this guy.

Being stared at all the time, I almost put myself in my pocket.

The boys in the class watched Yang Ruichen drag Yan Zhi away again, but they were happy to hear it. This has become their daily pleasure. They just call Yan Zhi to annoy Brother Yang and close the small black room.

"Brother Yang really cares about his appearance. He doesn't give us a chance at all. In fact, it's just a game of ball."

"Don't talk about it, when I was sleeping last night, I just bowed my head in Shuangpu to call for Yanzhi, but Brother Yang just covered up Yanzhi. Speaking of which, I would like to add that the two of them slept together."

"Damn it, can the beds in our dormitory fit two boys!"

"Actually, I didn't believe it at first, but then I woke up one day to pee and found out that it was okay, because the appearance was sleeping on brother Yang, and it was not implanted at all."

"Oh~~~"

"The two of them have such a good relationship. They really deserve to grow up together. I'm envious."

"I'm envious, go find it yourself."

"You find someone who looks like you."

"I'll help you find someone like Brother Yang."

"... Forget it, play ball."

On the other side of the pitch—

"Come on, you like playing ball, don't you, I'll accompany you."

It's just the two of them.

Yan Zhi didn't know what Yang Ruichen was going to do. He was taken to the next door to the stadium, and then he saw a ball suddenly thrown at him, and he caught it in a hurry.Holding the ball, he saw that Yang Ruichen had no expression on his face, and felt guilty for no reason, so he simply walked to the side and chose to pat the ball to ease the embarrassment of the atmosphere at this time.

Really depressed, why is he so cowardly.

"Where did you want to go just now, don't you want to take me?" Yang Ruichen asked.

His eyes fell on the thin and handsome back, because he was wearing short sleeves to reveal his white arms, and his loose clothes wrinkled a little with the movement of hitting the ball.I saw that Yan Zhi slowly dribbled the ball to the basket, then dunked the ball with one hand and shot a two-pointer with casual steps.

The back of his neck is slightly tilted because of the throwing action, and he can see the beautiful neck line. Under the sun, his fair skin seems to melt into the sun, as if his appearance will be swallowed by the light if he is not careful.

Involuntarily walked towards the person.

"I just want to sneak back, and this is a school, where else can I go, at most—"

Da da da--

He was stunned by the approach of the heat source behind him, and the basketball in his hand fell to the floor, rolling and hitting the edge of the net.

"I know it's wrong for me to keep staring at you, but I'm really scared." Yang Ruichen put his arms around Yan Zhi from behind, resting his chin on Yan Zhi's shoulder and said softly: "Just now I saw you as if you were going to disappear , It's terrible. If you're not in front of me, I might go crazy, I feel like I'm about to lose control of myself, Yan Zhi, I think I'm really going crazy."

Lin Luo's words seemed to drive him crazy, and the phrase that love is possession would linger in his mind every day, so he began to live in anxiety about gains and losses.There are so many people around who can pay attention to Yan Zhi, and Yan Zhi may be taken away by others anytime and anywhere. A word from others can attract the attention of Yan Zhi, so that he has to frantically lock on Yan Zhi position, because he couldn't let his appearance escape his sight.

This state became more and more serious. During the day, he focused on his appearance, and at night, he lived in his own fear and loneliness. Everything came from that bewildered sentence.

The uncontrollable takes up all his space, including sleep.

So when he found his appearance again and wanted to leave him, even if it was just a small thought, he would feel his heart ache unbearably.In fact, it's not just because he's afraid of losing, it's because he's afraid that he's still alive but forgets his appearance, because other people in his body really want appearance.If he doesn't keep a firm grip on his appearance, he will definitely lose it.

He knew that he was getting more and more serious, and what Lin Luo left him had completely affected his life, and he couldn't get rid of it.

"Yang Ruichen, why should I be afraid when I am right in front of you? What are you afraid of?" Yan Zhi turned to look at Yang Ruichen, only to see complex emotions in his eyes: "When you face me, you don't even say that you are still scared." Can you go to someone and say, you have been saying that you are very scared all day long, so what are you afraid of, who made you afraid, it shouldn’t be the old woman, she is dead. Then who else made you afraid , only you are left."

The basketball hit the net and slowly rolled back to his feet, bent down to pick it up and hold it.

After he finished speaking, he looked at Yang Ruichen, who remained silent again.

Yan Zhi felt that all his patience was spent on Yang Ruichen, and he didn't study so seriously.He sighed helplessly, then took two steps back while dribbling the ball.

The ball makes a rhythmic sound as it hits the ground.

"Come on, since you're all in the court, it's too wasteful not to play a game. I haven't seen you play basketball before. Let's have a play, grab the ball from my hand, come on, overtake me, and throw it into the basket behind me." Then he threw the ball in his hand to Yang Ruichen.

The tight net surrounding the basketball court is like an impenetrable trouble in the mind. It should feel suffocated and uncomfortable, but Yan Zhi is now standing in the middle, and looking directly at him, only himself in his eyes.

Yang Ruichen caught the ball thrown by Yan Zhi, and slammed into his arms forcefully with inertia, with a 'bang' sound that seemed to break through the gloom just now.

Yes, why is he always so afraid, what is he afraid of, Yan Zhi has told himself countless times that he is here, so why should he be afraid.

Just for that bit of dignity, or to conceal the existence of other Yang Ruichen in his body, is it because of possessiveness, or because he doesn't believe in appearance at all.

In the backlight, Yan Zhi opened his arms, waiting for his attack, and the radiant look on his face belonged to this age's vigor, and the sunny front was completely opposite to him.The energy radiating from Yan Zhi always breaks through the insurmountable shackles in his body when he is most uncomfortable.

— Come on, surpass me.

He picked up the basketball in his hand and moved closer to Yan Zhi, one step at a time, getting closer and closer.

Because of his height and strength, Yan Zhi was not his opponent. He raised his arms and threw the basketball. At this moment, Yan Zhi jumped up and tried to intercept the basketball he threw.The arc of the basketball shot and the height of the appearance are infinitely magnified in his vision, like a competition for fate, a head-to-head competition, and the appearance does not flinch.

With a bang, the ball went in.

At that moment, he seemed to hear a click in his heart that sounded like a lock was unlocked. The struggle against fate should no longer be avoided.

Just when his appearance was about to drop, he hugged her.

Yan Zhi was caught off guard by being hugged, and put his arms around Yang Ruichen's neck: "Fuck, you scared me to death."

"Yan Zhi, I'm sick."

The author has something to say:

Mr. Yang said it, and then my climax and dog blood tetralogy are about to start, which means that the world is almost counting down. My prediction is that it will end at chapter [-], and return to reality. Mr. Yang chases his wife to the crematorium.

As for why Yang Ruichen is forgotten by his good looks, well, if you think about it, there are as many dogs as there are dogs.

I summed up the content of the four parts of climax and tide: prepare sugar.