Dagami is seriously ill [Quick Transmigration]

— Do you like kissing?

--because I like you.

Lying on the bed, he kept thinking about the matter of Shachi in his mind. He was thinking about what Yang Ruichen meant and why he would say such things to him, because these words were obviously not meant for his family.

Who would tell family members like to kiss? ? ? ?

It couldn't be what he thought, he tossed and turned on the bed without falling asleep.

Suddenly a hand hugged him from behind through the quilt.

"Can't sleep?"

Yang Ruichen's voice came to his ears, and Yan Zhi complained silently in his heart, why even the development of his voice was better than his, it made his ears tingle, if it was said in a girl's ear...

Um?What the hell is he thinking.

"No, I slept pretty well." He decided not to talk to Yang Ruichen yet, feeling that his mind was in a mess and it was not suitable for chatting with Yang Ruichen.

Because it may be taken away.

"I saw you tossing and turning, and you didn't even put your feet on me." Yang Ruichen put his hands in front of Yan Zhi's belly and wrapped his arms around him, and said softly, "You used to go to bed when you went to bed, why can't you sleep today? gone."

The voice next to his ear was numb and itchy, Yan Zhi couldn't bear it anymore, turned around and slapped Yang Ruichen's face in disgust, saying: "Be quiet, I don't disturb my sleep."

Unexpectedly, he felt a soft touch on his palm, as if a weak electric current passed by, and he retracted his hand unnaturally.Just when he was thinking about turning over and turning back to lean against the wall, Yang Ruichen held his shoulders, watching his eyes flicker, and felt an indescribable feeling in his heart.

"I am a very selfish person. When your mother appeared frequently, I was worried that I would not be able to keep you, so I was happy when you refused all your mother's requests. I was very happy, which shows that I am You still have a place in your heart."

"Why are you talking about that?" Yan Zhi didn't dare to look into Yang Ruichen's eyes, because he couldn't see them, and there must be something wrong with them.

"Do you still remember that I mentioned the past to you this afternoon? I also want to cut off everything from the past, and want to be with you without distractions."

The moonlight pouring into the room from the window was cold, falling on the corner of the bed, and the handshake of the two cast a deeper shadow.

Yan Zhi was a little confused, because he didn't know what Yang Ruichen was saying: "What's going on in your mind, aren't we together now?"

All the things that he was about to think about in his mind were scattered.

"It's not clean enough. I may need time to completely cut off the past. Well, go to sleep and talk about it tomorrow." Yang Ruichen turned around and hugged him, patted Yan Zhi's arm with his hand: "Sleep, I did not say anything."

Appearance: "..." Neuropathy, this has no beginning and no end.

The incident in the sand pool seemed to be over that day, and if it passed, it was just that I couldn't live with myself in my heart.

Yang Ruichen Xiaoli closed the door of his house and walked to the market, living his life as he should.

Recently, because of Yan Zhi's parents, Yan Zhi has been very irritable, and he still has no appetite to eat. He thinks this is not enough, so he plans to go out and buy something to go back to coax Yan Zhi.

The distance from home to the market is only ten minutes. Because the town is not big and has a large population, it is even more difficult to feel the crowding when you go out to buy vegetables in the morning.

That is to say, Yang Ruichen felt that someone was staring at him in the crowded crowd. Recently, this feeling became more and more obvious, and someone was following him.

His calm drooping eyes fell on the shadow beside him. Under the feet of so many people, the shadows were walking left and right, but there was a shadow closely following him behind him.

Eyelids slightly closed, who is following him?

For the time being, he didn't pay attention to it, and he didn't seem to feel any malice, so he should buy the ingredients for his appearance first, which is more important.

The shadow behind him did not follow him until he entered the market.

But when he bought the ingredients and came out, he saw a person squatting on the steps not far from the entrance of the market.He didn't expect to meet Lin Jie, the tall guy who bullied him every day in the orphanage.

Just saw it not long ago.

It seemed that he was the one who followed him just now.

Lin Jie was squatting at the entrance of the market, smoking a cigarette. He was wearing worn-out denim. The scars on his face looked really pervasive. Many uncles and aunts who were shopping for groceries hurried around and saw people looking around as if they were Find something.

Bored, I looked around until I felt a shadow falling on my body, looked up with a cigarette in my mouth, and saw that it was the person I was looking for, smiled and took off the eyes around his mouth, and stood up:

"Did you finish shopping? It seems that you have been raised by people all these years, Yang Ruichen." He looked at the boy in front of him. Although he was not very old, he was already tall, and his eyes were still as indifferent as before, as if Nothing could arouse this guy's emotions.

Cold as always.

Yang Ruichen's eyes fell on the bruises on the man's face, and he said lightly, "It seems that I hit pretty hard that time."

Lin Jie sneered and touched his cheek: "You know it too, I'm disfigured."

"What are you doing now?" Yang Ruichen asked.

"Me? Nothing to do."

Yang Ruichen nodded: "It seems that my punch was still light." After speaking, he turned around and wanted to leave.

Seeing that someone was about to leave, Lin Jie immediately stepped forward to grab him: "I haven't even spoken yet, why are you leaving?"

Yang Ruichen turned his body slightly, his eyes fell on Lin Jie holding his hand, his amber eyes seemed to be covered by a thin layer of ice.

"Let go."

Lin Jie immediately withdrew his hand when he saw him like this: "Hey, I came to you this time for something."

"I don't have anything to say to you, right? What I want to say..." Yang Ruichen's tone paused, his eyes changed slightly: "Is it me who counted things back then with you?"

Lin Jie looked at the body of the guy in front of him. Who would have known that the little guy in his childhood could grow so big all of a sudden, and he would definitely be unable to beat him now.

"I'm not looking for you, someone is looking for you."

Yang Ruichen just looked at Lin Jie and said nothing.

Lin Jie subconsciously avoided this guy's sight. This guy's aura was getting stronger and stronger at a young age: "Do you remember the old woman in that small room? Do you remember my mother-in-law?"

"Huh?" Yang Ruichen's hand holding the bag gradually tightened, and his blushing joints showed a reaction that didn't match his facial expression.

Why mention this person in front of him.

why.

He knew that from the day Lin Jie appeared, it was time for him to be finished again.

"My mother-in-law has been talking about you all the time recently. It's quite lucky to say that this town is so small. You haven't touched you since you were taken away. I did meet you in the past few days. It just so happened that my mother-in-law was talking about you again." Lin Jie He touched his pocket and lit another cigarette, took a puff and exhaled the cigarette and continued: "Grandma's body is not as strong as before. She is already lying on the bed, and she is in that nursing home. Now I am talking about you all day, and I feel the same. It's strange, why does her old man like you so much, my grandson always thinks about you without paying attention to you."

Yang Ruichen didn't think this was something to be happy about, his expressionless face was so stiff that it was about to burst, he turned around and walked home without paying attention to anyone.

nursing home?

There is only one nursing home here. Before that, he felt that someone was watching him, could it be Lin Luo?

"Hey hey." Lin Jie grabbed him again: "Aren't you going to visit her old man? There are not many days left."

"Why should I go?" Yang Ruichen said coldly, shaking off his hand.

"I know my mother-in-law is a lunatic. She couldn't have lived that long. If it wasn't for you, she really couldn't have survived. No matter what she did to you before, at least you have been together for more than a year. Let's take a look before her old man leaves, and fulfill her last wish."

Yang Ruichen turned his face to look at Lin Jie. Hearing these words, he suddenly thought of the words that popped into his mind when he fell down the hillside that day:

——I told you that you can't run away, do you think I won't come to you if there are other people who can protect you?I'm back, let's meet next time.

The old woman's old face seemed to still emerge in front of him, and the bloody memories time after time all stimulated his nerves.

When he was most afraid and helpless, this old man was still stabbing his wounds, and the injuries brought to him by countless different faces left him covered in bruises.It's not that he doesn't want to forget, but that he can't forget at all.

He has suppressed the deepest hostility very well. He would rather explode alone when there is no one else than show it in front of others, especially in front of his appearance. The existence of appearance over the years has made him gradually learn lay down.

But it was Lin Jie's appearance that made him feel that his disaster was coming again.

-Let's meet next time...

Why come to him again, why is it still him.

Why not let him go.

Lin Jie accidentally saw Yang Ruichen's eyes, and his heart skipped a beat at that moment. The eyes were so familiar, exactly the same as when his mother-in-law was ill.

Looking at Yang Ruichen suspiciously, he frowned.

"You're about to die, right?" Yang Ruichen asked.

"Ah, well, the doctor said that systemic organ failure is not many days away."

"How long can I live?"

"A year at most."

Yang Ruichen nodded: "Tell me your mobile phone number, and I'll go see her sometime."

"Oh good." Lin Jie reported his mobile phone number to Yang Ruichen, and then saw that this guy didn't take out anything to memorize it, turned around and left: "You, you remember?"

Yang Ruichen ignored him and walked towards the house.

However, the emotions in his eyes began to surge. Under the surging black mist, there seemed to be countless emotions that he wanted to express, but he suppressed them very well.

He really hated that old man, because she pulled himself into an abyss that he couldn't get out of no matter how he walked, he once thought that he might become crazy like the old man, and would accompany people to perform different murders every day.

But now it seems that he feels that he is much better than the old man.

At least he was able to live, and she was dying.

Why did he keep Lin Jie's phone number? It was because he thought of a way to relieve himself, which was to watch the old man suffer day by day in front of him until he died.

He was in so much pain back then, how could someone die so easily.

The cold eyes are gradually gloomy, and the lingering black mist makes people feel like they are in an airtight cellar.

Several uncles and aunts would be taken aback when they passed by Yang Ruichen, oh what happened to this child, he looked so scary as if he was about to kill someone, and they all walked away quickly.

Even if Yang Ruichen didn't express it deliberately, the resentment in his body was invisible, and he began to sink into the pain of the past again and couldn't escape.

As long as that person lives for a day, he can't let go.

This is a knot that can never be untied. He himself has tied the knot into a knot and trapped himself in it.

Walking back home, even though the air in the country road is so fresh, there is no way to drive away the hostility on his body. Walking all the way back, it looks like someone owes him a lot of money.

"Hey!!! Yang Ruichen!!!"

At the end of the long path is his home, he stopped when he heard the call not far away, raised his head and saw the chic hut, and the boy standing by the window on the second floor of the hut smiled brightly waved at him.

I saw the sunlight falling on the window, outlining the boy's fair facial contours, and the gentle light just rightly outlining the curvature of the boy's smile.

It was precisely because of this screaming that the black mist on his chest seemed to have hit a shiny object, and dispersed with a 'bang'.

Yan Zhi stood by the window and saw that Yang Ruichen was about to reach the door of his house, and couldn't help calling him for a moment, then saw someone standing there stupidly looking up at himself, and looking down at him in a funny way:

"Why did you get up so early today? When I woke up, I thought you had gone somewhere. It seems that you went to buy food for me. Not bad."

Yang Ruichen raised his head, he couldn't take his eyes off the smiling face by the window, as if this person who was just shrouded in sunlight saved him again.

Along the way just now, he had thought about how to torture the old man countless times in order to make himself happy, but when he saw the appearance, he felt that those thoughts were dark and couldn't have.

How could he still think like that.

But only when the appearance is in front of him can he control him not to think about it.

Covering his emotions with downcast eyes, he said, "Come down and open the door."

What should be resolved must be resolved.

A corner of the memory that had been dusty for a long time had been lifted, and he was afraid that he would not be able to restrain himself.

Yan Zhi went downstairs to open the door for someone, and Yang Ruichen didn't speak to him again when he entered the door. He went straight to the kitchen to put down his things expressionlessly, and was busy with his own work.

He watched Yang Ruichen busy in the kitchen. For some reason, he felt that Yang Ruichen seemed a little unhappy, but he couldn't tell, because Yang Ruichen was usually like this, but today it seemed that there was something else besides silence. .

"Did you encounter any unpleasant things outside?" He asked, leaning against the glass door of the kitchen.

Yang Ruichen turned on the faucet and washed the tomatoes without paying attention, looking very focused.

Yan Zhi frowned when he saw people ignoring him: "Why are you ignoring me?"

What the hell attitude?That's it when you get out the door.

"No, washing things is not distracting."

Yan Zhi walked up to Yang Ruichen speechlessly and bumped him with his shoulder: "Stop pretending, you think I can't see that you are unhappy, what were you doing outside just now, tell me, is someone bullying you, brother?" Help you call."

"I am your brother."

Seeing people's appearance and correcting himself is even more speechless: "Why are you holding back, we are with each other, and we are so messed up—"

"It's almost summer vacation, do you want to live with your mother for a while?"

Yan Zhi's face sank, he looked at Yang Ruichen's side face: "What do you mean?"

Yang Ruichen put the washed tomatoes in a basket beside him, straightened up, looked at Yan Zhi and said lightly, "I may need to leave for a while."

leave?

Yan Zhi looked at Yang Ruichen without speaking for a long time, but the emotion that flashed across his face had already expressed his mood at this moment. He reached out and grabbed Yang Ruichen's collar to make people approach him, gritted his teeth and said:

"You want to leave? Where?"

Didn't you say you would be with him?What does that mean now.

"I am busy."

Thinking of leaving him with just three simple words?

Yan Zhi looked at Yang Ruichen for a long time, and the hand holding the man's collar trembled because of anger, but he still couldn't see anything from Yang Ruichen's face, and he felt aggrieved immediately.

"Is there anything I can't know? You have something I don't know?!"

"There are many things I don't want you to know." Yang Ruichen's expression remained calm, as if nothing could make his emotions fluctuate.

It should be said that he restrained his waves because of something, and tried hard to learn not to be happy.

So the words that come out become hurtful.

He clearly saw the shock in Yan Zhi's eyes, and even saw the discomfort after the shock. At that moment, he felt that he must have done something wrong.

But there are some things he doesn't want Yan Zhi to know, because it's too dirty.

Yan Zhi's pupils flickered slightly, and he looked at Yang Ruichen's words in shock, what do you mean, is this drawing a line with him?

Could it be that he wanted to leave because he was too annoying during this period of time?Or do you think that if grandparents are not around, he can be left behind?

The hand holding the collar slowly lowered, and his eyes did not move away from Yang Ruichen's face, but he couldn't see anything on Yang Ruichen's face, and he couldn't see through anything.

So it was because he didn't say anything, and he didn't want to tell him.

Without saying anything, he turned and walked out of the kitchen. He accidentally bumped into the glass door, and walked upstairs without paying attention.

Sure enough, everything will change when grandpa and grandma are gone.

The moment he stepped on the steps and caressed the handrail, he turned his head and looked at Yang Ruichen in the kitchen with his eyes flushed with anger. He couldn't hold back the pressure in his stomach, and yelled at people:

"Fuck, I'm not happy to be with you anymore, just leave if you want to, don't come back!!!"

After speaking, he ran upstairs.

Yan Zhi's angry roar seemed to be still echoing in the living room, irritating the eardrums to hurt.

Yang Ruichen stretched out his foot subconsciously, but stopped after taking a step, his eyes fell on the back of Yan Zhi's departure, and he didn't recover for a long time.

In fact, this is not the case. He has a reason, but he doesn't want to scare his appearance by saying it.

The emotion in the lowered eyelids couldn't be hidden, so he did something bad again, didn't he?

The author has something to say:

Rounding up today is Riwan again (proud jpg.)

……

Can I ever forgive me that, that, because of Mr. Yang's illness, Lin Luo must take care of it if he needs to change the bell.