Zhu Yilong--A Warm Smoke

Song Nuan sat on the Ferris wheel three times, and she really just sat there motionless, looking at the scenery outside the window, thinking about things that only she knew.Gucheng is a small city, there are not many lights at night, and there are no beautiful night scenes, only the darkness, very much like Song Nuan's mood.She cried for a long time, but didn't wipe her tears. There were water stains on her skirt, which seemed to be mocking her ignorance and fearlessness, but no matter what, even if she was bruised all over her body, it was her own choice, and she never regretted it. I will never regret it later.

Song Nuan had been sitting for a long time, and when she got off the Ferris wheel, she almost lost her footing. She simply sat on the ground, waiting for the numbness of her legs to pass, but saw the next cabin door open, and Zhu Yilong came out. Song Nuan was a little lost. Thinking that he was dreaming, or hallucinating, he raised his head and stared blankly at the man who had just said goodbye.

"Leg numb?" Zhu Yilong saw Song Nuan sitting on the ground, walked over quickly, knelt down and massaged her.

Song Nuan immediately moved back and retracted her legs, "You didn't leave, you followed me all the time?"

Zhu Yilong did not leave. He sat in the next warehouse, behind Song Nuan, and kept looking at her. She didn't move, and neither did he. The two of them swayed on the Ferris wheel three times alone.

For some reason, Song Nuan was a little angry, "Don't worry, I won't do stupid things, let alone implicate you."

"Oh, I thought you still remembered our agreement." Zhu Yilong lowered his head and said something inexplicable.

"What did you say?"

"It's nothing, it's too late, I'll take you home."

"No, I can do it myself." Now that they have broken up, there is no need to get involved, Song Nuan too knows the devastating blow that procrastination and entanglement will bring to her.

Zhu Yilong was worried, "Can you drive like this?"

"No, I didn't sleep well last night, and now I feel very sad. The road is too dark, and there will definitely be problems driving. I won't go home tonight, and I will live in a rented house." Song Nuan had already thought of a way out, so Now the order is clear, and I am not dazzled by the lovelorn at all.

Song Nuan is serious, she is not angry or playing temper, she is determined not to have any contact with Zhu Yilong, Zhu Yilong is a little lost, he wants to say something, but he still decides to respect Song Nuan and stop embarrassing her, maybe, two people It might be a good thing to separate and let Song Nuan get rid of herself. Apart from hurting, what else can I give Song Nuan.

"I'll take a taxi for you, you just treat it as the kindness of a stranger." Zhu Yilong said bitterly, no matter what, he couldn't let Song Nuan go away like this.

"Thank you." Song Nuan accepted Zhu Yilong's kindness.

After Song Nuan left for a long time, Zhu Yilong sat on the Ferris wheel again. His mind was empty and his heart was desolate. The Gu Cheng under his feet was very familiar to him, but also very strange.

After a long time, everyone on the Ferris wheel left, and Zhu Yilong was the only one left. He finally felt the piercing pain, which was more painful than a few years ago.Is it really only a hundred hours? Why does he feel that Song Nuan already exists in his life and cannot be divided.What kind of determination did this gentle girl make to cut off each other, what is she doing now, will she still cry, or it hurts more than him, but no one can tell.

Zhu Yilong didn't cry, he took out a small box from his pocket, put it in the palm of his hand, he couldn't bear to open it, he originally proposed to marry him tonight, knowing that Song Nuan would say terrible things, he still let her First of all, he didn't want to force Song Nuan, let alone see her disappointed.Therefore, the ring in my hand can no longer be given away.

Song Nuan, I love you, I really love you.

No one knew about Song Nuan's breakup, just like few people knew that she had been with Zhu Yilong.

After the breakup, Song Nuan lived the same life as usual. She didn't cry or complain, and she didn't seem too sad. She went to and from get off work on time, studied various courses, continued to write and update articles, and took medicine for regular checkups. I haven't played "Dream Wedding", and I haven't posted a new Weibo.

One day, when Song Nuan was making ward rounds to adjust the doctor's order, the date was written on April 4th, and she realized that only seven days had passed, why it seemed like a lifetime ago.

How is he?

Thinking of this, she actually shed tears in front of the patient, Zhu Yilong, I miss you very much.

"Is the child at home?" Dad Zhu couldn't help asking after ten o'clock after the business talk, seeing that the lights in the game room were still on.

Shen Nian was hugging Oscar, watching variety shows on the sofa, a little absent-minded, "I'm playing a game."

Zhu's father couldn't help frowning, "Why are you still playing games? You've been playing games for a few days, don't you have to go to work?" He has always been tolerant and doesn't interfere with his son's game play, but in recent days Zhu Yilong has obviously lost his sense of proportion.

Shen Nian didn't take it to heart, "I'm broken in love. I'm sad."

"Broken love, with Xiao Song?"

"Otherwise, with someone, I know the job every day, who would like to fall in love with him." Shen Nian's words revealed a trace of disgust.

Zhu's father took off his suit jacket, "Why, I thought the two of them were very stable."

Shen Nian was worried, "I don't know either."

"Aren't you going to persuade me, you can't always stay up late playing games, it's very harmful to your health."

"I tried to persuade her once, but I don't want to talk about it again." Shen Nian did talk to her son once, but it came back in vain. She is not good at persuading people.

Zhu's father sat down beside Shen Nian, stretched his waist, and asked with a smile, "Why?"

Shen Nian didn't smell the alcohol on Zhu's father, and was a little strange: "Why is it so late today, why didn't you drink?"

"Drink some tea with some old friends."

"Then can you still sleep at night?" Zhu's father is getting older, and his sleep is much worse than when he was young. If he drinks tea or coffee, he will have no sleep.

"Maybe I can't sleep, wait a minute, I'll go to the study to read a book first."

"Oh, hey, you should go and see your son first."

"Why don't you go?"

"I'm too lazy to talk about those big truths, I'm afraid I can't help but do it." Shen Nian's temper was a little impatient, and when it didn't make sense, he wanted to piss people off, and even use force to solve it, but Zhu Yilong obviously didn't accept this kind of thing. The psychological problems and the emotional world are all handed over to Dad Zhu.

Zhu's father stood up, "Then let me take a shower first."

When Zhu's father walked into the game room, Zhu Yilong was playing happily, and he didn't notice anyone coming in. His hair was messy, his beard was unshaven, and he was sitting there wearing glasses. He looked like a teenager addicted to the Internet. A cup of tea came in, and he turned off the power of the computer.

As soon as the screen went black, Zhu Yilong still hadn't realized it. He was about to eat chicken, but the power was cut off suddenly. He wanted to complain, but when he looked up and saw his father standing in front of him with a sullen expression, he immediately dismissed the idea of ​​treason and stood up. Called Dad.

"Sit down." Father Zhu put the tea in his hand on the table, "Have you had dinner yet?"

"have eaten."

"Ok?"

"Have some snacks."

Zhu's father is a loving father, and he is willing to talk more with his children, "Is it in a bad mood? Have you had a fight?"

Zhu Yilong bit his lip, "No."

Zhu's father was thoughtful, "That's a breakup."

"..." Zhu Yilongjue's father's words were a bit heart-wrenching.

"I'm sorry, Yilong, your mother and I haven't been by your side since we were young, and we haven't been able to give your parents advice and care in time for many things." Zhu's father sighed and played the warmth card first.

Zhu Yilong panicked, "Dad, what are you talking about, I know you and mom love me very much, I don't need anything, really, and you are not here, I am more free than other students."

"Hehe." Zhu's father laughed, "It seems to make sense, but if we leave at that time, you will still feel very sad."

"A little bit." Zhu Yilong never complained to his parents, but that doesn't mean he wasn't sad.

"My parents are busy with work, so it is inevitable that they will be on business trips or in other places, but the two of us are away all the year round, which still makes you sad."

"At that time, my mother followed me to Beijing resolutely. I might be a little unhappy subconsciously." Zhu Yilong was still young at the time, but he was deeply impressed by the sudden departure of his parents.

"Oh, we are responsible for the lack of responsibility, but the relationship between husband and wife is the closest relationship in the family, and your mother's actions are understandable." Zhu's father always protects his wife very much, even if Shen Nian is not around.

"I know, and I never blamed my mother."

"Your mother was in pain for a while. She cried after calling you every day. I asked her to go back to accompany you, but she didn't want to. It didn't get better until you came to Beijing often."

"Yeah." Zhu Yilong blamed himself a little, Shen Nian seldom said hypocritical words, when he was a child, he really thought that his mother didn't love him that much.

"Fortunately, you were sensible since you were a child, and you didn't rebel much. You didn't worry about your grandparents. Your mother and I are very proud. We live in this world, because of work and family, sometimes we can't help ourselves too much, and being a wife is even more difficult. , you are so busy, it is normal for Xiao Song to have emotions." Zhu's father is good at reasoning and likes to be persuasive, and he thought that the two of them were quarreling because they got together less and separated more.

Zhu Yilong has been playing games crazily for the past few days, and when he suddenly mentioned Song Nuan, he realized that he missed him very much, a little sour, "Song Nuan has no emotions, she has always been very good, I have been with her for half a year, and I have never had any problems because I couldn't see each other. Excuse me, in fact, we have never quarreled."

Zhu's father was originally a little angry at his son's decadence, but now seeing his son sad, he couldn't help feeling more distressed, "Then can I know why?"

"Song Nuan is particularly entangled in one thing. She always thinks why I love her and how long this love can last. Another incident happened recently. She feels that we are not suitable to be together, so she made up many reasons. This little liar." Zhu Yilong suddenly felt a toothache, he was angry with Song Nuan, but he couldn't bear to blame Song Nuan.

"Song Nuan thinks she is not good enough for you?"

Zhu Yilong admitted with some difficulty, "She would think so."

Zhu's father understood, "Most people would think so."

"Then what about you and mom?" Zhu Yilong had never asked such a question to his parents, but today, he asked one more question.

"I haven't communicated with your mother in detail. I don't have such an idea. Your mother probably won't. Even if there is no such thing as being sick and hospitalized, we don't think Song Nuan will be unworthy of you. After all, compared to Qi Dafei Ouch, it's more important that the son is not a good person." Zhu's father and Shen Nian have always been very open-minded parents, and they rarely interfere with their son's major decisions.

"Thank you dad, I know what the problem is, or I didn't give Song Nuan enough sense of security."

"It's really troublesome. A sense of security can't be given just by saying it."

"When you came to Beijing at that time, your mother came here without hesitation. Rather than saying that your mother gave up everything and sacrificed a lot for you, it is better to say that your father made your mother willingly pay for you, regardless of the consequences and not fearing the future."

"Hehe." Zhu's father praised his son very much, "Your mother has paid a lot for us."