Lin Shilang Gu
Chapter 148
Seeing this, part of Gu Yanqiu's guess was finally confirmed.
Shen Huaiyu and Gu Huai got married because of Yin's mother.Mother Yin had to choose to break up due to the reality. Shen Huaiyu knew her character well. In order to let her choose the path she set with peace of mind, she also cut off her own retreat.
The time when Gu Huai met Shen Huaiyu should have been after they broke up, that's why she saw Shen Huaiyu so devastated.
So did Gu Huai know about Shen Huaiyu's previous affairs before getting married?Gu Yanqiu speculates that the answer is almost certain. The "Xiaoyu" revealed from Yin's mother's diary is a gentle and decisive person. If she really agrees to the other party's marriage proposal without loving Gu Huai, she will definitely tell the truth , Give Gu Huai the right to choose.
Gu Huaiming knew that Shen Huaiyu had another love and wanted to marry her, maybe he had a glimmer of hope, but nearly 30 years later, Shen Huaiyu still chose to follow his old love.
A lot of old things, disturbing, are all voluntary choices, it is meaningless to care about who is right and who is wrong now.
X month X day, 199X
Married, I have known Young Master Yin for a long time, he is very kind to me, if I hadn't met Xiaoyu, there would be nothing wrong with asking me to marry him.I re-read Jin Yong in my spare time today. When I read the scene where Guo Xiang meets Yang Guo at Fengling Ferry, I was stunned for a long time. Shen Huaiyu is probably my Yang Guo.
X month X day, 199X
Mr. Yin's family knew my secret, he couldn't tolerate it, and ordered me to forget everything about her from now on.From the moment I decided to get married, I didn't keep a single thing from her, except me.But I am determined not to forget her, unless I die.
X month X day, 199X
I am pregnant and about to have a baby.I am very happy, a new little life is about to come into this world, maybe it can relieve me a little bit from the deep yearning.
Sometimes I think, it would be great if this is Xiaoyu and I's child, but it doesn't matter, I will love her as our child.
I thought of her name, Lingxi.
The body has no colorful phoenix wings and wings, and the heart is a little bit better.
I hope God can bring my thoughts to her.
No, it's better not to.
We all deserve our own lives.
X month X day, 199X
There is no news of the old man in the distance, I hope you can forget me.
X month X day, 199X
Consonance was born.
X month X day, 199X
Happy birthday, Xiaoyu.
X month X day, 199X
Lingxi grows fast, is very smart, and can already speak. The first sentence he yells is "Mom"...Would it be bad to write these in the diary? What year and month is it.
X month X day, 199X
It’s only been a month, and I can’t help rambling again, I don’t know why, I write these diaries, as if you are still by my side, I feel very happy, I hope you have a good life like me.
……
X month X day, 199X
I surrendered first, and after five years, I heard about you.I just found out that your husband is named Gu Huai and has a lovely daughter, so I feel relieved.
X month X day, 200X
haven't seen you for a long time.
I read this collection of love letters today and thought of you.Hello, Shen Huaiyu.In fact, I haven't stopped thinking about it all these years, but I have learned to restrain myself and turn those thoughts into a secret that only I know.
X month X day, 201X
Time flies so fast, Xiaoyu.
I looked in the mirror today and found that I had gray hair. I was only in my forties, and I had gray hair.
I used to say that the two of us will live together until we are 80 years old, healthy, safe, and smooth. Now that we are like this, is it true that we will grow old in advance?
Just kidding, hope you live to be 80.
Will there be a day we meet again?
Gu Yanqiu's eyes were slightly astringent, he turned this page, continued to the next page, it was blank, and turned another page, it was still blank.
Yin Lingxi pinched the bridge of her nose and said in a low voice, "This is the last article."
Gu Yanqiu sighed.
Neither of them lived to be 80, and there was no day when they would see each other again.
According to the diary records, the lives of the two of them did not intersect at all after their respective marriages. Only in the fifth year after marriage, Mother Yin couldn't help but found out about Shen Huaiyu's current situation.
Gu Yanqiu returned the diary to Yin Lingxi: "Thank you."
"It's nothing." Yin Lingxi tried to make a joke, enlivening the atmosphere, "In a sense, we both have the same disease."
Gu Yanqiu smiled lightly, but there was some seriousness in his brows and eyes.
The past is too heavy, and it is only now that she has glimpsed a glimpse of Shen Huaiyu's original appearance from the information she has obtained, and slowly pieced together a vivid and complete person.
She has no way to resent Shen Huaiyu. If time goes back ten or eight years, Gu Yanqiu may feel that Shen Huaiyu is incompetent as a mother. Since she doesn't love her, why should she be born.But now, she can't hate it no matter what. If there was no destiny, what kind of demeanor would she be, instead of being accompanied by the ancient Buddha with the green lamp and ending the rest of her life like now.
"Where is your mother buried?" Gu Yanqiu asked Yin Lingxi.
Yin Lingxi was stunned for a moment, and gave an address, which was a cemetery in City S, and asked, "What?"
Gu Yanqiu said: "I want to go and see her, for my... mother to see her."
Yin Lingxi understood: "When are you free?"
Gu Yanqiu said, "Next weekend?"
Yin Lingxi said: "Okay, I happen to be at home, call me when you come over, and I will pick you up."
Gu Yanqiu said, "Isn't that bad?"
Yin Lingxi smiled and said: "There's nothing wrong with it, do your best as a landlord, you've entertained me several times over the past few visits, and it's reciprocal."
Gu Yanqiu couldn't refuse, so he complied.She thought of Lin Yuewei outside. Lin Yuewei knew that she was going to worship in S City, and she had to make trouble again. She thought about it a little, and gave Yin Lingxi a vaccination in advance: "Maybe I will bring a family member."
Yin Lingxi's smile deepened: "Okay."
After chatting here, she got up and was about to leave. Yin Lingxi called someone to settle the bill, and the two separated at the door. Gu Yanqiu turned back and picked up Lin Yuewei who was "eating" from the cup in the private seat.
In front of everyone, Lin Yuewei suppressed his jealousy, went back and tossed Gu Yanqiu for a while, before asking what serious things the two of them had talked about tonight.
Gu Yanqiu told her the contents of the diary.
After Lin Yuewei finished listening, she didn't speak for a long time.
Gu Yanqiu asked: "If you were Yin Lingxi's mother, what would you do?"
Lin Yuewei thought for a moment and said, "I don't know. How about you?"
Gu Yanqiu leaned in her arms, played with her hair, and said, "I don't know either."
There is no real empathy in the world. From Yin’s mother’s notes and Yin Lingxi’s narration, Yin’s mother is a lady who was cultivated by a noble family, and she is filial to her daughter. It is not easy for her to admit her feelings and be with Shen Huaiyu. , and had to make a choice between family affection and love, no one could say that she made a mistake.
"I want to go to S city to pay homage to Yin Lingxi's mother next week, do you want to come with me?" Gu Yanqiu didn't want to think about this sad topic any more.
"Me? Why are you taking me?"
"If you don't go, I'm afraid that the family's vinegar will go from Yanning to S City."
"..." Lin Yuewei opened his eyes and said nonsense, "No, I'm very generous."
The tone of Gu Yanqiu's poem recitation was exaggerated: "You are too generous."
"You hurt me?"
"I do not have."
"Gu Yanqiu, how dare you hurt me now?"
"I really didn't, what I said is the truth."
"You stop for me!"
"I didn't run away."
Lin Yuewei pressed Gu Yanqiu on the sofa, making her pay the price she deserved for teasing her.
After finishing the work, I went upstairs and took a shower. The perceptual problem was solved, and the rational discussion was about to begin.As to why Gu Huai tried his best to conceal it, there is still no sufficient answer.Shen Huaiyu had an ex-girlfriend, and after the child Gu Yanqiu was born, she didn't love her daughter like Yin's mother did. To sum it up, in one word, Gu Huai didn't want Gu Yanqiu to know that this family was an illusion.Is this enough?
Lin Yuewei felt that it was not enough anyway. Gu Yanqiu was an adult, and same-sex marriage was legal. Didn't he just have no maternal love? It was worth all his troubles?
"Your father must be hiding other things." Lin Yuewei said, "Did you notice the letter he wrote to you last time, saying that no matter what happened to your mother, he loves you and knows you I found out a lot, and even know that you have been in contact with Yin Lingxi, but did he have any other reactions besides this letter?"
Gu Yanqiu shook his head: "No."
Lin Yuewei held his chin: "If you find out the whole truth, according to the basic routine, he should have an in-depth talk with you instead of just writing a letter. Is it because he is afraid that he will say something wrong, or that you will see through other things? What?"
Gu Yanqiu added: "There is also no answer to what Gu Feiquan once said to me."
It's been so long, Lin Yuewei can't remember clearly: "What did he say?"
"That's what I said when I didn't have a good relationship with him." Gu Yanqiu recalled, "He said, when my mother and my father got married, he was already born. With He Songjun's courage, why did she dare to marry me at that time? Pregnant before marriage, giving birth to this child resolutely, and whether she has gone to my father after giving birth to this child, and did my mother know about Gu Feiquan's existence before getting married? My father said he was pursuing my mother At that time, I had already broken up with He Songjun, did I really break up?" Since they wanted to break up, they all suspected that no one was a good person.
Gu Yanqiu: "The first question is whether He Songjun has the courage to give birth to a child, I don't think so. From Gu Feiquan's mouth and my observation of her these days, she does not look like someone with such courage, child It is doubtful why it was born."
Lin Yuewei jumped out of bed and took a notebook, Gu Yanqiu looked at her: "What are you doing?"
Lin Yuewei wrote like a fly on the paper: "Writing it down is more intuitive, you continue."
Gu Yanqiu said: "I don't rule out the possibility of being a mother. She just gave birth to Gu Feiquan in a cruel heart. After that, didn't she find my father? If He Songjun was an independent and decisive person, he would She won't marry into the Gu family after 30 years."
Lin Yuewei paused with the pen in his hand, and said, "So, Gu Huai knows, and your mother also knows that He Songjun and his son exist, and finally married into the Gu family?"
She has no special feelings for Shen Huaiyu, after all, she is not her mother, and every inference is so rational that it is cold.
Gu Yanqiu was silent for two seconds, and said, "Probably not." She didn't believe her mother was such a person.For so long, no matter what she found or how much she knew, Shen Huaiyu had always been a positive image in her heart, even if she didn't love her.
Lin Yuewei's lips moved, and a word came to his lips, but he didn't say it.
If it is true, Gu Yanqiu's reaction fits Gu Huai's purpose of concealment.It is known that Gu Huai loves Shen Huaiyu to the bone, and the purpose of doing these things is mostly to protect Shen Huaiyu. What really shattered Shen Huaiyu's image in Gu Yanqiu's mind was not because she had an ex-girlfriend, but because of other things, such as this The assumption is true.
Lin Yuewei just thought about it in his heart, and didn't discuss it with Gu Yanqiu in depth.
She sighed silently, and deduced in a benign direction: "It is possible that He Songjun went to your father. Your father knew about it, but your mother didn't. She didn't know about it until she married into the Gu family, so she secretly helped He Songjun and his mother. , which is basically consistent with what Gu Feiquan said about her mother having an intersection with your mother."
"En." Gu Yanqiu's face turned pale.
These two possibilities, subjectively, Gu Yanqiu believes in the second one, but rationally chose the first one. If it is the second one, it can't explain Gu Huai's anomaly in trying to protect Shen Huaiyu. It has been found to this point, just ignorant That's all, what kind of crime is this?
Lin Yuewei knew that Gu Yanqiu probably wouldn't be able to sleep again tonight, but fortunately, he had a rest tomorrow, and it didn't matter if he slept a little later.Lin Yuewei half hugged her, and gently patted Gu Yanqiu's arm to lull her to sleep until she fell asleep by herself.
Hearing the sound of even breathing around him, Gu Yanqiu couldn't help but bend his eyes, turned sideways to tuck the quilt for Lin Yuewei, and got up from the bed by himself.
She sat quietly in the living room downstairs, and did not wash the coffee cup until the gray belly appeared in the sky, and then went upstairs to sleep.
Naturally, he slept until noon, the door was closed, and there was no one in the room.
She didn't want to get up, so she called Lin Yuewei, the house was too big, the sound could not reach Lin Yuewei who was downstairs at this time.Gu Yanqiu took the mobile phone and dialed Lin Yuewei. Half a minute later, Lin Yuewei ran and rushed in, with a look of urgency: "What's wrong?"
"It's nothing." Gu Yanqiu stretched out two bare arms from under the quilt, "I'm hungry, I want to eat."
"Then get up."
"Get me clothes."
"Do you want me to dress you?"
"want."
"Okay, I'll do it right now." Lin Yuewei replied in a good-tempered manner, and opened the door of the cloakroom connected to the master bedroom.
Every time Gu Yanqiu was stimulated by something, his mind would be extraordinarily fragile, and he would be especially dependent on her, just like now.Lin Yuewei felt distressed seeing her like this, and had no other choice but to be more gentle and gentler.
She put on clothes for Gu Yanqiu, carried her to the bathroom, squeezed the toothpaste, stood beside her and watched her brush her teeth.When Gu Yanqiu was washing her face, she asked at the right time: "What do you want for lunch?"
"eat you."
Lin Yue made a gesture to undress.
Gu Yanqiu just laughed.
Lin Yuewei followed suit and praised her wherever he thought of: "You're a bit weird today."
"What's wrong?"
"Very cute."
"..."
An invisible gust of cold wind whizzed through the air.
Seeing that she didn't respond, Lin Yuewei swallowed, and said, "I watched it on my mobile phone, forget about it."
Gu Yanqiu looked at her.
Lin Yuewei: "What's wrong with you? Are you talking? If you don't like listening to me, I won't learn it anymore."
Gu Yanqiu laughed suddenly: "Hahaha."
Lin Yuewei heaved a sigh of relief, and said, "You can laugh earlier next time, I'm so frightened."
Gu Yanqiu: "Okay."
Lin Yuewei: "Do you like listening to earthy love stories?"
Gu Yanqiu asked: "What are earthy love stories?"
"Just the one I just said."
"Is it earthy? I think it's cute."
"Really?" Lin Yuewei's eyes lit up, "Wait for me to get my phone."
It was a surprise that Gu Yanqiu liked to listen to earthy love stories.Lin Yuewei took the mobile phone, searched for the collection of earthy love stories, entered, clicked on a page, and buzzed around Gu Yanqiu.
"Don't complain, hug me!"
"Ha ha ha ha."
"There have been rumors recently that I like you..."
As soon as Lin Yuewei said the beginning, Gu Yanqiu clarified: "This is not a rumor."
Lin Yuewei was very excited: "Congratulations, you will answer quickly!"
Gu Yanqiu touched his nose, feeling very embarrassed.
Lin Yuewei: "Do you know what my shortcoming is? It's your shortcoming."
Gu Yanqiu commented strictly: "This is not very good."
Lin Yuewei: "Closer to vermilion is red, and close to you is sweet."
Gu Yanqiu shook his arms and said, "Oh, I'm getting goosebumps."
Lin Yue smiled even harder than she did just now.
This is what a peerless cutie.
Lin Yuewei deliberately picked a funny one: "This is the back of my hand, this is the back of my foot, you are my baby."
Gu Yanqiu sniffed the air, frowned and said, "Why does this smell so good?"
Lin Yuewei laughed so hard that he nearly rolled down the escalator.
Gu Yanqiu stretched out his hand to help her, and said, "Be careful."
Lin Yuewei looked her from head to toe with his eyes, not to mention being "careful", he threw himself into Gu Yanqiu's arms, jumped up, and hooked his legs around Gu Yanqiu's waist.
Gu Yanqiu hugged her, looked at her feet, carried her down step by step, and put her down again. The two stood facing each other at the stairs. Schrödinger came out from nowhere, and hugged Lin Yuewei's ankle with his front paws.
The two kissed, and Lin Yuewei still put his hands on Gu Yanqiu's shoulders, feeling that this scene was familiar.
She frowned slightly, and after a while, the corners of her mouth were raised, and she said, "I had a dream before. In a long time ago, I was not with you."
"What dream?"
"Just like now, after the two of us kissed, a hand stretched out from behind and snatched you away. I was very angry, and when I woke up, I found that I was so angry that I cried."
"..."
"What's your expression like?"
Gu Yanqiu coughed lightly, and said with a serious face: "It's nothing." It must not be said that she wanted to laugh.
Lin Yue narrowed her eyes slightly, but she didn't find any abnormality on her face, so she gave up, bent down and hugged Schrödinger, and said as she walked to the sofa, "Did you have any dreams? It was about me."
"Have."
"What are they?" Lin Yuewei became interested.
"I dreamed of kissing, or something."
"Nothing else?"
"It's gone. That's all before we got together. I dreamed twice or three times."
"What about after being together?"
"After being together..." Gu Yanqiu's eyes dodged, and Lin Yuewei would probably be angry if he said that.
"Say it."
"I dreamed that you were with someone else." Gu Yanqiu said quickly, "I woke up very angry, and found that you were sleeping beside me, and then I secretly pinched your arm while you were sleeping."
"No wonder I sometimes wake up in the morning and find that my body is bruised and purple. You have solved the case."
The two sang together, as if talking about the real thing.
Gu Yanqiu secretly breathed a sigh of relief, thinking that he had finally passed this test, and before he could catch his breath, Lin Yuewei's eyes froze, "Did you cry sadly at night?"
"..." Gu Yanqiu hesitated, "No."
"Still saying no, I don't know you yet?" Lin Yuewei threatened, "Leniency is allowed for confession, and strictness for resistance."
"Okay." Gu Yanqiu sighed and confessed, "Yes, but—" She was afraid that Lin Yuewei would not give her a chance to say that but, so she immediately continued, "That was all before, and I didn't do it later Such a dream, let alone cry."
"Okay, I applaud you." Lin Yuewei clapped his hands three times, clapping.
Gu Yanqiu couldn't figure out her real intention, so he stared at her cautiously.
"Am I that scary?" Lin Yuewei wondered if she had blown her hair too many times. Gu Yanqiu misunderstood her image.
Gu Yanqiu shook his head hastily.
"What's for lunch?" Seeing that her mood had almost eased, Lin Yuewei asked the question at the beginning.
"do not know."
"I called my mother and asked her if she had eaten. If not, let's go home and take a bite, and stop by to see her."
Of course, Ms. Ran Qingqing said that she swept the couch and greeted her, she was very welcome.
The couple left as soon as they said they would, changed their clothes, didn't even bother to put on makeup, and went to the Lin's house with bare faces, to see their own mother, not outsiders.
Ran Qingqing came out from the inside when she heard the sound of wheels rolling over the road, she kept looking around until the car parked in the garage, then she put on a cold face and looked at Lin Yuewei who was walking over: "Which gust of wind is this?" Blow you here?"
Lin Yuewei felt it and said, "Dongfeng."
Then he rushed forward in three steps and gave Ran Qingqing a big hug.
Ran Qingqing lifted her feet off the ground, patted her on the shoulder, and greeted Gu Yanqiu who was following behind: "Little Gu."
Gu Yanqiu nodded with gentle eyes: "Hello, Auntie."
Lin Yuewei entered the house with Ran Qingqing in his arms. Ran Qingqing was struggling in her arms. Lin Yuewei said solemnly: "Mom, I thought about it. You used to hug me like this when I was young. Now I want to hug you too." you."
Ran Qingqing scolded you for being sick.
Lin Yuewei laughed and put her down.
The usually deserted Lin House suddenly became lively, the corgi dog in the cage barked, and the voices of people and dogs came one after another.
At the dinner table, Ran Qingqing euphemistically mentioned: "Little Gu, you said earlier that you would help manage the company..." The divorce procedures between Ran Qingqing and Papa Lin had already been completed, and apart from the company, other properties were negotiated of split.But this company is the big rock that Ran Qingqing has been hanging in her heart. Lin Yuewei can't manage the company, Ran Qingqing doesn't understand, and the only one she can count on is Gu Yanqiu.
The shares have been transferred from Papa Lin to Ran Qingqing, otherwise Ran Qingqing would be so worried that she could not sleep day and night.Since there is no suitable person present for the time being, although Papa Lin has no shares in his hand, he is still the person in charge of the company and is now helping to manage the company.He didn't say anything, and said that Ran Qingqing could replace him at any time if he found someone, but Ran Qingqing couldn't help it.She took away her ex-husband's company, and now she still needs her ex-husband to work diligently for her. No one can do such a wicked thing.
Gu Yanqiu said: "I remember."
"Just remember." Ran Qingqing breathed a sigh of relief, and then raised it up again, "Then when will you be free to take over?" Ran Qingqing felt very sorry, "I heard you It seems that you are also the chairman at home, if you are really busy, I can stay late..."
Gu Yanqiu thought for a while, pursed his lips, and said, "Give me a month, and I'll learn about the company. You can ask your uncle to give me some information I need to take over."
Ran Qingqing smiled brightly: "Okay, I'll let him get ready later." She lowered her voice and said embarrassedly, "Thank you, I can't help it either."
Gu Yanqiu smiled: "Auntie, you are welcome."
Lin Yuewei ate sullenly, without saying a word, for fear of being called by her mother.
Unexpectedly, she still didn't escape. Ran Qingqing saw Gu Yanqiu as a mother-in-law and her son-in-law became more and more pleasing to her eyes, and Lin Yuewei was... She couldn't think of words to describe it, so she said mockingly: "People say that a son-in-law is half the size , You are so right, some of them are not as good as half of them.”
Lin Yuewei lowered his head even lower.
Ran Qingqing: "Your face is almost buried in the rice, lift it up and drink a bowl of soup."
Lin Yuewei made three bowls of soup with one command and one action, with his mother first, then his wife, and finally himself.
Gu Yanqiu couldn't help laughing.
The tough lunch time finally passed, Lin Yuewei didn't enjoy eating at all, went to the garden to play on a swing after the meal, and invited Gu Yanqiu to join her, Gu Yanqiu said that Ran Qingqing picked up too much food just now, his stomach was full, and he wanted to stand up Son, push the swing for Lin Yuewei from behind.
"Are you busy?" Lin Yuewei heard her promise at the dinner table so straightforwardly, and wanted her to refuse, but he had no position. In a sense, Gu Yanqiu was indirectly helping her solve problems.
"It's okay." Gu Yanqiu said calmly.
Lin Yuewei pondered: "The gap between home appliance companies and technology companies seems not so small."
"My family also studies technology, and the electrical appliances didn't fall from the sky. They can be combined to make the best use of everything." Gu Yanqiu said solemnly, "To be honest, I have a plan."
"What plan?" Lin Yuewei turned to look at her.
"There is no horoscope, so keep it a secret first." Gu Yanqiu laughed.
"You didn't deliberately lie to me to make me feel at ease, did you?" Lin Yuewei doubted.
"It's really not." Gu Yanqiu turned her face away, "Don't think so much, just keep filming."
"How about I come back to inherit the family property? It's not bad to be a billionaire."
Gu Yanqiu ignored her nonsense, and pushed the swing suddenly, Lin Yuewei screamed "ah" and clenched the armrest of the swing, Gu Yanqiu laughed wantonly behind her.
***
"Have you asked?" Gu Feiquan just came out of the ward when He Songjun grabbed his arm, pulled him aside, and asked in a low voice.
Gu Feiquan was very annoyed.
Since he promised his mother last time to help her ask Gu Huai about the distribution of property, He Songjun pulled him to ask the same question every morning and evening, which made his ears callous.
"When I was about to ask, Dad fell asleep." Gu Feiquan casually found an excuse to perfunctory her.
"It's been several days. Every day you've been delayed by one thing or that thing." He Songjun became a little angry, "Did you never intend to ask?"
"No, I really didn't find a chance." Gu Feiquan tried his best to perform in front of her mother, sighing and sighing, "Mom, Dad is still in treatment now, asking this doesn't hurt his heart."
"Why didn't you see you feel sorry for me when he hurt me?"
"mom……"
It may be that Gu Feiquan acted too sincerely, or it may be that his son did not have an overnight feud. He Songjun looked at him and softened his tone: "Son, mom is already old, and she can't enjoy it for a few years. You are still young. If you deserve something, you must get it.”
Gu Feiquan had learned his lesson, instead of confronting He Songjun face to face, he nodded his head lightly to show that he understood.
He Songjun was even more sincere, and said: "Although Mom is a little vain, it's really not for herself. That's what their old Gu family and that dead woman owe you, and I owe it too, if it wasn't for..."
She stopped talking abruptly, frowned uncomfortably, vaguely said, "You don't need to listen to other things, but you have to listen to this one, you just remember one sentence: You deserve it. "
Gu Feiquan continued to nod.
There was a little ups and downs in his peaceful heart.
Since he was a child, He Songjun said the most words "The Gu family owes you and our mothers". After marrying into the Gu family, he said "deserved". She would say it over and over again, but she mentioned Shen Huaiyu twice, her tone was a bit weird, and she hesitated to speak.
The hatred is obvious, she hates the other party for taking away everything that should belong to both of them.
But to Gu Huai, she didn't seem to have said anything, and she didn't even directly accuse him of abandoning his wife and son. She just said repeatedly that the Gu family and Shen Huaiyu owed them, and her attitude towards Gu Huai after marrying into the Gu family was also different. Very doubtful.
Either He Songjun is like those mentally handicapped women in some TV dramas, who only hate Shen Huaiyu, the "little three", and are tolerant to the scumbag who cheats on him; or, Gu Huai did not do anything to abandon his family at all, That is to say, from the beginning to the end, at least until the moment of marriage, Gu Huai didn't know his existence at all.
This guess made the soles of the feet feel chilly, and a thought quickly flashed through Gu Feiquan's mind, causing him to shudder on the spot.
"mom."
He Songjun was about to enter the door, but was stopped by his son's voice, and stopped in place, she turned her head: "What's wrong?"
Gu Feiquan stared at her and asked seriously: "Why did you give birth to me back then?"
An imperceptible panic flashed across He Songjun's eyes, and he quickly calmed down: "Because I can't bear you." She smiled, "You child, why are you asking such a strange question again, I—"
Gu Feiquan interrupted her, his eyes darkened slightly: "Did someone deceive you?"
He Songjun's face turned pale in an instant.
Shen Huaiyu and Gu Huai got married because of Yin's mother.Mother Yin had to choose to break up due to the reality. Shen Huaiyu knew her character well. In order to let her choose the path she set with peace of mind, she also cut off her own retreat.
The time when Gu Huai met Shen Huaiyu should have been after they broke up, that's why she saw Shen Huaiyu so devastated.
So did Gu Huai know about Shen Huaiyu's previous affairs before getting married?Gu Yanqiu speculates that the answer is almost certain. The "Xiaoyu" revealed from Yin's mother's diary is a gentle and decisive person. If she really agrees to the other party's marriage proposal without loving Gu Huai, she will definitely tell the truth , Give Gu Huai the right to choose.
Gu Huaiming knew that Shen Huaiyu had another love and wanted to marry her, maybe he had a glimmer of hope, but nearly 30 years later, Shen Huaiyu still chose to follow his old love.
A lot of old things, disturbing, are all voluntary choices, it is meaningless to care about who is right and who is wrong now.
X month X day, 199X
Married, I have known Young Master Yin for a long time, he is very kind to me, if I hadn't met Xiaoyu, there would be nothing wrong with asking me to marry him.I re-read Jin Yong in my spare time today. When I read the scene where Guo Xiang meets Yang Guo at Fengling Ferry, I was stunned for a long time. Shen Huaiyu is probably my Yang Guo.
X month X day, 199X
Mr. Yin's family knew my secret, he couldn't tolerate it, and ordered me to forget everything about her from now on.From the moment I decided to get married, I didn't keep a single thing from her, except me.But I am determined not to forget her, unless I die.
X month X day, 199X
I am pregnant and about to have a baby.I am very happy, a new little life is about to come into this world, maybe it can relieve me a little bit from the deep yearning.
Sometimes I think, it would be great if this is Xiaoyu and I's child, but it doesn't matter, I will love her as our child.
I thought of her name, Lingxi.
The body has no colorful phoenix wings and wings, and the heart is a little bit better.
I hope God can bring my thoughts to her.
No, it's better not to.
We all deserve our own lives.
X month X day, 199X
There is no news of the old man in the distance, I hope you can forget me.
X month X day, 199X
Consonance was born.
X month X day, 199X
Happy birthday, Xiaoyu.
X month X day, 199X
Lingxi grows fast, is very smart, and can already speak. The first sentence he yells is "Mom"...Would it be bad to write these in the diary? What year and month is it.
X month X day, 199X
It’s only been a month, and I can’t help rambling again, I don’t know why, I write these diaries, as if you are still by my side, I feel very happy, I hope you have a good life like me.
……
X month X day, 199X
I surrendered first, and after five years, I heard about you.I just found out that your husband is named Gu Huai and has a lovely daughter, so I feel relieved.
X month X day, 200X
haven't seen you for a long time.
I read this collection of love letters today and thought of you.Hello, Shen Huaiyu.In fact, I haven't stopped thinking about it all these years, but I have learned to restrain myself and turn those thoughts into a secret that only I know.
X month X day, 201X
Time flies so fast, Xiaoyu.
I looked in the mirror today and found that I had gray hair. I was only in my forties, and I had gray hair.
I used to say that the two of us will live together until we are 80 years old, healthy, safe, and smooth. Now that we are like this, is it true that we will grow old in advance?
Just kidding, hope you live to be 80.
Will there be a day we meet again?
Gu Yanqiu's eyes were slightly astringent, he turned this page, continued to the next page, it was blank, and turned another page, it was still blank.
Yin Lingxi pinched the bridge of her nose and said in a low voice, "This is the last article."
Gu Yanqiu sighed.
Neither of them lived to be 80, and there was no day when they would see each other again.
According to the diary records, the lives of the two of them did not intersect at all after their respective marriages. Only in the fifth year after marriage, Mother Yin couldn't help but found out about Shen Huaiyu's current situation.
Gu Yanqiu returned the diary to Yin Lingxi: "Thank you."
"It's nothing." Yin Lingxi tried to make a joke, enlivening the atmosphere, "In a sense, we both have the same disease."
Gu Yanqiu smiled lightly, but there was some seriousness in his brows and eyes.
The past is too heavy, and it is only now that she has glimpsed a glimpse of Shen Huaiyu's original appearance from the information she has obtained, and slowly pieced together a vivid and complete person.
She has no way to resent Shen Huaiyu. If time goes back ten or eight years, Gu Yanqiu may feel that Shen Huaiyu is incompetent as a mother. Since she doesn't love her, why should she be born.But now, she can't hate it no matter what. If there was no destiny, what kind of demeanor would she be, instead of being accompanied by the ancient Buddha with the green lamp and ending the rest of her life like now.
"Where is your mother buried?" Gu Yanqiu asked Yin Lingxi.
Yin Lingxi was stunned for a moment, and gave an address, which was a cemetery in City S, and asked, "What?"
Gu Yanqiu said: "I want to go and see her, for my... mother to see her."
Yin Lingxi understood: "When are you free?"
Gu Yanqiu said, "Next weekend?"
Yin Lingxi said: "Okay, I happen to be at home, call me when you come over, and I will pick you up."
Gu Yanqiu said, "Isn't that bad?"
Yin Lingxi smiled and said: "There's nothing wrong with it, do your best as a landlord, you've entertained me several times over the past few visits, and it's reciprocal."
Gu Yanqiu couldn't refuse, so he complied.She thought of Lin Yuewei outside. Lin Yuewei knew that she was going to worship in S City, and she had to make trouble again. She thought about it a little, and gave Yin Lingxi a vaccination in advance: "Maybe I will bring a family member."
Yin Lingxi's smile deepened: "Okay."
After chatting here, she got up and was about to leave. Yin Lingxi called someone to settle the bill, and the two separated at the door. Gu Yanqiu turned back and picked up Lin Yuewei who was "eating" from the cup in the private seat.
In front of everyone, Lin Yuewei suppressed his jealousy, went back and tossed Gu Yanqiu for a while, before asking what serious things the two of them had talked about tonight.
Gu Yanqiu told her the contents of the diary.
After Lin Yuewei finished listening, she didn't speak for a long time.
Gu Yanqiu asked: "If you were Yin Lingxi's mother, what would you do?"
Lin Yuewei thought for a moment and said, "I don't know. How about you?"
Gu Yanqiu leaned in her arms, played with her hair, and said, "I don't know either."
There is no real empathy in the world. From Yin’s mother’s notes and Yin Lingxi’s narration, Yin’s mother is a lady who was cultivated by a noble family, and she is filial to her daughter. It is not easy for her to admit her feelings and be with Shen Huaiyu. , and had to make a choice between family affection and love, no one could say that she made a mistake.
"I want to go to S city to pay homage to Yin Lingxi's mother next week, do you want to come with me?" Gu Yanqiu didn't want to think about this sad topic any more.
"Me? Why are you taking me?"
"If you don't go, I'm afraid that the family's vinegar will go from Yanning to S City."
"..." Lin Yuewei opened his eyes and said nonsense, "No, I'm very generous."
The tone of Gu Yanqiu's poem recitation was exaggerated: "You are too generous."
"You hurt me?"
"I do not have."
"Gu Yanqiu, how dare you hurt me now?"
"I really didn't, what I said is the truth."
"You stop for me!"
"I didn't run away."
Lin Yuewei pressed Gu Yanqiu on the sofa, making her pay the price she deserved for teasing her.
After finishing the work, I went upstairs and took a shower. The perceptual problem was solved, and the rational discussion was about to begin.As to why Gu Huai tried his best to conceal it, there is still no sufficient answer.Shen Huaiyu had an ex-girlfriend, and after the child Gu Yanqiu was born, she didn't love her daughter like Yin's mother did. To sum it up, in one word, Gu Huai didn't want Gu Yanqiu to know that this family was an illusion.Is this enough?
Lin Yuewei felt that it was not enough anyway. Gu Yanqiu was an adult, and same-sex marriage was legal. Didn't he just have no maternal love? It was worth all his troubles?
"Your father must be hiding other things." Lin Yuewei said, "Did you notice the letter he wrote to you last time, saying that no matter what happened to your mother, he loves you and knows you I found out a lot, and even know that you have been in contact with Yin Lingxi, but did he have any other reactions besides this letter?"
Gu Yanqiu shook his head: "No."
Lin Yuewei held his chin: "If you find out the whole truth, according to the basic routine, he should have an in-depth talk with you instead of just writing a letter. Is it because he is afraid that he will say something wrong, or that you will see through other things? What?"
Gu Yanqiu added: "There is also no answer to what Gu Feiquan once said to me."
It's been so long, Lin Yuewei can't remember clearly: "What did he say?"
"That's what I said when I didn't have a good relationship with him." Gu Yanqiu recalled, "He said, when my mother and my father got married, he was already born. With He Songjun's courage, why did she dare to marry me at that time? Pregnant before marriage, giving birth to this child resolutely, and whether she has gone to my father after giving birth to this child, and did my mother know about Gu Feiquan's existence before getting married? My father said he was pursuing my mother At that time, I had already broken up with He Songjun, did I really break up?" Since they wanted to break up, they all suspected that no one was a good person.
Gu Yanqiu: "The first question is whether He Songjun has the courage to give birth to a child, I don't think so. From Gu Feiquan's mouth and my observation of her these days, she does not look like someone with such courage, child It is doubtful why it was born."
Lin Yuewei jumped out of bed and took a notebook, Gu Yanqiu looked at her: "What are you doing?"
Lin Yuewei wrote like a fly on the paper: "Writing it down is more intuitive, you continue."
Gu Yanqiu said: "I don't rule out the possibility of being a mother. She just gave birth to Gu Feiquan in a cruel heart. After that, didn't she find my father? If He Songjun was an independent and decisive person, he would She won't marry into the Gu family after 30 years."
Lin Yuewei paused with the pen in his hand, and said, "So, Gu Huai knows, and your mother also knows that He Songjun and his son exist, and finally married into the Gu family?"
She has no special feelings for Shen Huaiyu, after all, she is not her mother, and every inference is so rational that it is cold.
Gu Yanqiu was silent for two seconds, and said, "Probably not." She didn't believe her mother was such a person.For so long, no matter what she found or how much she knew, Shen Huaiyu had always been a positive image in her heart, even if she didn't love her.
Lin Yuewei's lips moved, and a word came to his lips, but he didn't say it.
If it is true, Gu Yanqiu's reaction fits Gu Huai's purpose of concealment.It is known that Gu Huai loves Shen Huaiyu to the bone, and the purpose of doing these things is mostly to protect Shen Huaiyu. What really shattered Shen Huaiyu's image in Gu Yanqiu's mind was not because she had an ex-girlfriend, but because of other things, such as this The assumption is true.
Lin Yuewei just thought about it in his heart, and didn't discuss it with Gu Yanqiu in depth.
She sighed silently, and deduced in a benign direction: "It is possible that He Songjun went to your father. Your father knew about it, but your mother didn't. She didn't know about it until she married into the Gu family, so she secretly helped He Songjun and his mother. , which is basically consistent with what Gu Feiquan said about her mother having an intersection with your mother."
"En." Gu Yanqiu's face turned pale.
These two possibilities, subjectively, Gu Yanqiu believes in the second one, but rationally chose the first one. If it is the second one, it can't explain Gu Huai's anomaly in trying to protect Shen Huaiyu. It has been found to this point, just ignorant That's all, what kind of crime is this?
Lin Yuewei knew that Gu Yanqiu probably wouldn't be able to sleep again tonight, but fortunately, he had a rest tomorrow, and it didn't matter if he slept a little later.Lin Yuewei half hugged her, and gently patted Gu Yanqiu's arm to lull her to sleep until she fell asleep by herself.
Hearing the sound of even breathing around him, Gu Yanqiu couldn't help but bend his eyes, turned sideways to tuck the quilt for Lin Yuewei, and got up from the bed by himself.
She sat quietly in the living room downstairs, and did not wash the coffee cup until the gray belly appeared in the sky, and then went upstairs to sleep.
Naturally, he slept until noon, the door was closed, and there was no one in the room.
She didn't want to get up, so she called Lin Yuewei, the house was too big, the sound could not reach Lin Yuewei who was downstairs at this time.Gu Yanqiu took the mobile phone and dialed Lin Yuewei. Half a minute later, Lin Yuewei ran and rushed in, with a look of urgency: "What's wrong?"
"It's nothing." Gu Yanqiu stretched out two bare arms from under the quilt, "I'm hungry, I want to eat."
"Then get up."
"Get me clothes."
"Do you want me to dress you?"
"want."
"Okay, I'll do it right now." Lin Yuewei replied in a good-tempered manner, and opened the door of the cloakroom connected to the master bedroom.
Every time Gu Yanqiu was stimulated by something, his mind would be extraordinarily fragile, and he would be especially dependent on her, just like now.Lin Yuewei felt distressed seeing her like this, and had no other choice but to be more gentle and gentler.
She put on clothes for Gu Yanqiu, carried her to the bathroom, squeezed the toothpaste, stood beside her and watched her brush her teeth.When Gu Yanqiu was washing her face, she asked at the right time: "What do you want for lunch?"
"eat you."
Lin Yue made a gesture to undress.
Gu Yanqiu just laughed.
Lin Yuewei followed suit and praised her wherever he thought of: "You're a bit weird today."
"What's wrong?"
"Very cute."
"..."
An invisible gust of cold wind whizzed through the air.
Seeing that she didn't respond, Lin Yuewei swallowed, and said, "I watched it on my mobile phone, forget about it."
Gu Yanqiu looked at her.
Lin Yuewei: "What's wrong with you? Are you talking? If you don't like listening to me, I won't learn it anymore."
Gu Yanqiu laughed suddenly: "Hahaha."
Lin Yuewei heaved a sigh of relief, and said, "You can laugh earlier next time, I'm so frightened."
Gu Yanqiu: "Okay."
Lin Yuewei: "Do you like listening to earthy love stories?"
Gu Yanqiu asked: "What are earthy love stories?"
"Just the one I just said."
"Is it earthy? I think it's cute."
"Really?" Lin Yuewei's eyes lit up, "Wait for me to get my phone."
It was a surprise that Gu Yanqiu liked to listen to earthy love stories.Lin Yuewei took the mobile phone, searched for the collection of earthy love stories, entered, clicked on a page, and buzzed around Gu Yanqiu.
"Don't complain, hug me!"
"Ha ha ha ha."
"There have been rumors recently that I like you..."
As soon as Lin Yuewei said the beginning, Gu Yanqiu clarified: "This is not a rumor."
Lin Yuewei was very excited: "Congratulations, you will answer quickly!"
Gu Yanqiu touched his nose, feeling very embarrassed.
Lin Yuewei: "Do you know what my shortcoming is? It's your shortcoming."
Gu Yanqiu commented strictly: "This is not very good."
Lin Yuewei: "Closer to vermilion is red, and close to you is sweet."
Gu Yanqiu shook his arms and said, "Oh, I'm getting goosebumps."
Lin Yue smiled even harder than she did just now.
This is what a peerless cutie.
Lin Yuewei deliberately picked a funny one: "This is the back of my hand, this is the back of my foot, you are my baby."
Gu Yanqiu sniffed the air, frowned and said, "Why does this smell so good?"
Lin Yuewei laughed so hard that he nearly rolled down the escalator.
Gu Yanqiu stretched out his hand to help her, and said, "Be careful."
Lin Yuewei looked her from head to toe with his eyes, not to mention being "careful", he threw himself into Gu Yanqiu's arms, jumped up, and hooked his legs around Gu Yanqiu's waist.
Gu Yanqiu hugged her, looked at her feet, carried her down step by step, and put her down again. The two stood facing each other at the stairs. Schrödinger came out from nowhere, and hugged Lin Yuewei's ankle with his front paws.
The two kissed, and Lin Yuewei still put his hands on Gu Yanqiu's shoulders, feeling that this scene was familiar.
She frowned slightly, and after a while, the corners of her mouth were raised, and she said, "I had a dream before. In a long time ago, I was not with you."
"What dream?"
"Just like now, after the two of us kissed, a hand stretched out from behind and snatched you away. I was very angry, and when I woke up, I found that I was so angry that I cried."
"..."
"What's your expression like?"
Gu Yanqiu coughed lightly, and said with a serious face: "It's nothing." It must not be said that she wanted to laugh.
Lin Yue narrowed her eyes slightly, but she didn't find any abnormality on her face, so she gave up, bent down and hugged Schrödinger, and said as she walked to the sofa, "Did you have any dreams? It was about me."
"Have."
"What are they?" Lin Yuewei became interested.
"I dreamed of kissing, or something."
"Nothing else?"
"It's gone. That's all before we got together. I dreamed twice or three times."
"What about after being together?"
"After being together..." Gu Yanqiu's eyes dodged, and Lin Yuewei would probably be angry if he said that.
"Say it."
"I dreamed that you were with someone else." Gu Yanqiu said quickly, "I woke up very angry, and found that you were sleeping beside me, and then I secretly pinched your arm while you were sleeping."
"No wonder I sometimes wake up in the morning and find that my body is bruised and purple. You have solved the case."
The two sang together, as if talking about the real thing.
Gu Yanqiu secretly breathed a sigh of relief, thinking that he had finally passed this test, and before he could catch his breath, Lin Yuewei's eyes froze, "Did you cry sadly at night?"
"..." Gu Yanqiu hesitated, "No."
"Still saying no, I don't know you yet?" Lin Yuewei threatened, "Leniency is allowed for confession, and strictness for resistance."
"Okay." Gu Yanqiu sighed and confessed, "Yes, but—" She was afraid that Lin Yuewei would not give her a chance to say that but, so she immediately continued, "That was all before, and I didn't do it later Such a dream, let alone cry."
"Okay, I applaud you." Lin Yuewei clapped his hands three times, clapping.
Gu Yanqiu couldn't figure out her real intention, so he stared at her cautiously.
"Am I that scary?" Lin Yuewei wondered if she had blown her hair too many times. Gu Yanqiu misunderstood her image.
Gu Yanqiu shook his head hastily.
"What's for lunch?" Seeing that her mood had almost eased, Lin Yuewei asked the question at the beginning.
"do not know."
"I called my mother and asked her if she had eaten. If not, let's go home and take a bite, and stop by to see her."
Of course, Ms. Ran Qingqing said that she swept the couch and greeted her, she was very welcome.
The couple left as soon as they said they would, changed their clothes, didn't even bother to put on makeup, and went to the Lin's house with bare faces, to see their own mother, not outsiders.
Ran Qingqing came out from the inside when she heard the sound of wheels rolling over the road, she kept looking around until the car parked in the garage, then she put on a cold face and looked at Lin Yuewei who was walking over: "Which gust of wind is this?" Blow you here?"
Lin Yuewei felt it and said, "Dongfeng."
Then he rushed forward in three steps and gave Ran Qingqing a big hug.
Ran Qingqing lifted her feet off the ground, patted her on the shoulder, and greeted Gu Yanqiu who was following behind: "Little Gu."
Gu Yanqiu nodded with gentle eyes: "Hello, Auntie."
Lin Yuewei entered the house with Ran Qingqing in his arms. Ran Qingqing was struggling in her arms. Lin Yuewei said solemnly: "Mom, I thought about it. You used to hug me like this when I was young. Now I want to hug you too." you."
Ran Qingqing scolded you for being sick.
Lin Yuewei laughed and put her down.
The usually deserted Lin House suddenly became lively, the corgi dog in the cage barked, and the voices of people and dogs came one after another.
At the dinner table, Ran Qingqing euphemistically mentioned: "Little Gu, you said earlier that you would help manage the company..." The divorce procedures between Ran Qingqing and Papa Lin had already been completed, and apart from the company, other properties were negotiated of split.But this company is the big rock that Ran Qingqing has been hanging in her heart. Lin Yuewei can't manage the company, Ran Qingqing doesn't understand, and the only one she can count on is Gu Yanqiu.
The shares have been transferred from Papa Lin to Ran Qingqing, otherwise Ran Qingqing would be so worried that she could not sleep day and night.Since there is no suitable person present for the time being, although Papa Lin has no shares in his hand, he is still the person in charge of the company and is now helping to manage the company.He didn't say anything, and said that Ran Qingqing could replace him at any time if he found someone, but Ran Qingqing couldn't help it.She took away her ex-husband's company, and now she still needs her ex-husband to work diligently for her. No one can do such a wicked thing.
Gu Yanqiu said: "I remember."
"Just remember." Ran Qingqing breathed a sigh of relief, and then raised it up again, "Then when will you be free to take over?" Ran Qingqing felt very sorry, "I heard you It seems that you are also the chairman at home, if you are really busy, I can stay late..."
Gu Yanqiu thought for a while, pursed his lips, and said, "Give me a month, and I'll learn about the company. You can ask your uncle to give me some information I need to take over."
Ran Qingqing smiled brightly: "Okay, I'll let him get ready later." She lowered her voice and said embarrassedly, "Thank you, I can't help it either."
Gu Yanqiu smiled: "Auntie, you are welcome."
Lin Yuewei ate sullenly, without saying a word, for fear of being called by her mother.
Unexpectedly, she still didn't escape. Ran Qingqing saw Gu Yanqiu as a mother-in-law and her son-in-law became more and more pleasing to her eyes, and Lin Yuewei was... She couldn't think of words to describe it, so she said mockingly: "People say that a son-in-law is half the size , You are so right, some of them are not as good as half of them.”
Lin Yuewei lowered his head even lower.
Ran Qingqing: "Your face is almost buried in the rice, lift it up and drink a bowl of soup."
Lin Yuewei made three bowls of soup with one command and one action, with his mother first, then his wife, and finally himself.
Gu Yanqiu couldn't help laughing.
The tough lunch time finally passed, Lin Yuewei didn't enjoy eating at all, went to the garden to play on a swing after the meal, and invited Gu Yanqiu to join her, Gu Yanqiu said that Ran Qingqing picked up too much food just now, his stomach was full, and he wanted to stand up Son, push the swing for Lin Yuewei from behind.
"Are you busy?" Lin Yuewei heard her promise at the dinner table so straightforwardly, and wanted her to refuse, but he had no position. In a sense, Gu Yanqiu was indirectly helping her solve problems.
"It's okay." Gu Yanqiu said calmly.
Lin Yuewei pondered: "The gap between home appliance companies and technology companies seems not so small."
"My family also studies technology, and the electrical appliances didn't fall from the sky. They can be combined to make the best use of everything." Gu Yanqiu said solemnly, "To be honest, I have a plan."
"What plan?" Lin Yuewei turned to look at her.
"There is no horoscope, so keep it a secret first." Gu Yanqiu laughed.
"You didn't deliberately lie to me to make me feel at ease, did you?" Lin Yuewei doubted.
"It's really not." Gu Yanqiu turned her face away, "Don't think so much, just keep filming."
"How about I come back to inherit the family property? It's not bad to be a billionaire."
Gu Yanqiu ignored her nonsense, and pushed the swing suddenly, Lin Yuewei screamed "ah" and clenched the armrest of the swing, Gu Yanqiu laughed wantonly behind her.
***
"Have you asked?" Gu Feiquan just came out of the ward when He Songjun grabbed his arm, pulled him aside, and asked in a low voice.
Gu Feiquan was very annoyed.
Since he promised his mother last time to help her ask Gu Huai about the distribution of property, He Songjun pulled him to ask the same question every morning and evening, which made his ears callous.
"When I was about to ask, Dad fell asleep." Gu Feiquan casually found an excuse to perfunctory her.
"It's been several days. Every day you've been delayed by one thing or that thing." He Songjun became a little angry, "Did you never intend to ask?"
"No, I really didn't find a chance." Gu Feiquan tried his best to perform in front of her mother, sighing and sighing, "Mom, Dad is still in treatment now, asking this doesn't hurt his heart."
"Why didn't you see you feel sorry for me when he hurt me?"
"mom……"
It may be that Gu Feiquan acted too sincerely, or it may be that his son did not have an overnight feud. He Songjun looked at him and softened his tone: "Son, mom is already old, and she can't enjoy it for a few years. You are still young. If you deserve something, you must get it.”
Gu Feiquan had learned his lesson, instead of confronting He Songjun face to face, he nodded his head lightly to show that he understood.
He Songjun was even more sincere, and said: "Although Mom is a little vain, it's really not for herself. That's what their old Gu family and that dead woman owe you, and I owe it too, if it wasn't for..."
She stopped talking abruptly, frowned uncomfortably, vaguely said, "You don't need to listen to other things, but you have to listen to this one, you just remember one sentence: You deserve it. "
Gu Feiquan continued to nod.
There was a little ups and downs in his peaceful heart.
Since he was a child, He Songjun said the most words "The Gu family owes you and our mothers". After marrying into the Gu family, he said "deserved". She would say it over and over again, but she mentioned Shen Huaiyu twice, her tone was a bit weird, and she hesitated to speak.
The hatred is obvious, she hates the other party for taking away everything that should belong to both of them.
But to Gu Huai, she didn't seem to have said anything, and she didn't even directly accuse him of abandoning his wife and son. She just said repeatedly that the Gu family and Shen Huaiyu owed them, and her attitude towards Gu Huai after marrying into the Gu family was also different. Very doubtful.
Either He Songjun is like those mentally handicapped women in some TV dramas, who only hate Shen Huaiyu, the "little three", and are tolerant to the scumbag who cheats on him; or, Gu Huai did not do anything to abandon his family at all, That is to say, from the beginning to the end, at least until the moment of marriage, Gu Huai didn't know his existence at all.
This guess made the soles of the feet feel chilly, and a thought quickly flashed through Gu Feiquan's mind, causing him to shudder on the spot.
"mom."
He Songjun was about to enter the door, but was stopped by his son's voice, and stopped in place, she turned her head: "What's wrong?"
Gu Feiquan stared at her and asked seriously: "Why did you give birth to me back then?"
An imperceptible panic flashed across He Songjun's eyes, and he quickly calmed down: "Because I can't bear you." She smiled, "You child, why are you asking such a strange question again, I—"
Gu Feiquan interrupted her, his eyes darkened slightly: "Did someone deceive you?"
He Songjun's face turned pale in an instant.
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