Lin Shilang Gu

On the 28th of the new year, Gu's house was brightly lit and the soldiers were in chaos.

Gu Huai, who suddenly fainted, was sent to the hospital. Gu Yanqiu, Gu Feiquan, and He Songjun were waiting outside the emergency room together.He Songjun leaned on Gu Feiquan's shoulder, while Gu Yanqiu leaned his back against the wall, holding his mobile phone, looking towards the end of the corridor from time to time, as if waiting for something.

Gu Feiquan's eyes fell on her, and he narrowed his eyes slightly.

Footsteps sounded from behind, and the three of them looked over together, and Secretary Li ran over panting: "Where's Mr. Gu?" He was still holding a stack of materials in a sealed bag in his hand.

Gu Yanqiu nodded his chin towards the emergency room, and said calmly, "It's inside."

Gu Feiquan also understood at this time, and walked over with strides. He was a tall man of about 1.8 meters, standing in front of Secretary Li with a sense of oppression: "Secretary Li, what's going on?"

Secretary Li has been with Gu Huai for so many years, so he will not be intimidated by this momentum.

He looked at Gu Yanqiu, then at Gu Feiquan, and heaved a long sigh.

Although He Songjun's brain is not that good, but he is not stupid enough to get into this situation. She stepped on her high heels and came over, pointed at Secretary Li's nose and shouted: "What do you know, tell me quickly."

Secretary Li frowned.

He didn't like this new Mrs. Gu from the very beginning, she was far worse than Shen Huaiyu, she was full of a villain's success, not to mention, he was also full of guard against the people around Gu Huai. It's a woman who might be torn apart by this hand.

But after all, Secretary Li is the person next to Gu Huai, who is mainly responsible for Gu Huai's daily life in the company, and he doesn't have much contact with He Songjun, so he endured it.

Gu Feiquan pulled He Songjun's hand off in time. He Songjun turned his head and was about to reprimand her son who made her lose face in front of outsiders, when he saw Gu Feiquan stare at her coldly.

He Songjun fell silent for a moment.

Secretary Li glanced at Gu Feiquan, nodded slightly, then pushed his glasses, and said, "Gu Dong's health has actually been bad for a long time."

Secretary Li took out a stack of materials from the file bag, which were Gu Huai's medical records, films and examination reports, and He Songjun snatched them. There were some incomprehensible professional terms and flamboyant doctor's handwriting in front of them. She flipped through it quickly until she reached the final diagnosis.

Her pupils shrank suddenly, she lost all strength, and almost fell to the ground.

Gu Feiquan gave He Songjun a hand, and Gu Yanqiu took the document from her hand. When he saw the last two words, his eyes suddenly widened. As if he couldn't believe it, he rubbed his thumb vigorously on the paper. The text of is unchanged.

She took a heavy breath, staggered a bit, and Gu Feiquan who leaned over also saw two clear black characters——

Lung cancer.

Gu Yanqiu read the document again, from the back to the front, and then flipped through the X-rays taken, and the corresponding doctor's opinion, with the inspection time written on the head. The earliest one showed that it was the beginning of this year, that is, a period before Gu Yanqiu returned to China time.

The doctors who came out later also confirmed the authenticity of these reports.

cancer patient.

Lung cancer has begun to metastasize in the middle stage, and further examinations are needed to determine whether it is suitable for surgical treatment.

Among all the people who came, Secretary Li was the most familiar with Gu Huai's condition. He was the one who accompanied the examination and prescribe medicine every time before, so he was the one who communicated with the doctor throughout the whole process, answering every question and every detail.The doctor looked in surprise at the one who stood aside and listened quietly. It is said that the two people, the patient's son and daughter, looked like dragons and phoenixes, and they didn't understand his biological father's condition as well as an outsider. Shaking his head secretly in his heart, the young people nowadays are extremely busy.

Secretary Li: "Before, all the examinations were done in the first hospital, so doctor, would it be more convenient to transfer to the first hospital when the condition is stable?"

The doctor nodded: "Yes, in this case, wait two days after the person wakes up to go through the transfer procedures. Dr. Fang Lin from the first hospital has conducted targeted research in this area, and the success rate of the operation is also the highest."

Gu Yanqiu remained silent until the two had finished communicating, and then asked in a hoarse voice: "Is my father seriously ill?"

The doctor saw that her lips were pale and both hands were clenched into fists beside her, and felt a little compassion, and said: "If it is discovered in time, the situation is not so irreversible, and there is still a possibility of cure."

"How likely is it?"

"It depends on your father's physical condition and the later stage. This cannot be guaranteed. Dr. Fang Lin in the first hospital is your father's attending physician. She knows better than me. You can ask her when you transfer to another hospital."

"Thank you doctor."

Gu Feiquan also nodded towards the doctor: "Thank you."

After explaining the precautions for the past two days, the doctor nodded and left.

Gu Feiquan opened Gu Yanqiu's clenched fingers, pressed the back of her head with one hand, and gently pressed her forehead on his shoulder, comforting him: "It will be fine, you trust me, trust... Brother." He just opened his mouth for the last word, but didn't make a sound.

It is impossible for Gu Feiquan to be indifferent to Gu Huai's condition. Even though he and Gu Huai have not been together for a long time, boys are born with adoration complex for their father. This kind of worship is stimulated in the day-to-day relationship and understanding Come out and bring out a new attachment.

But Gu Feiquan knew better that Gu Yanqiu was the biological daughter who had been with Gu Huai for more than [-] years and grew up under his care. She had a much deeper feeling for Gu Huai than he did. She should be the one who is most sad now.

While Gu Feiquan patted Gu Yanqiu's back gently, he turned his eyes to He Songjun who had a dull expression.

Gu Huai did not wake up, so no one was allowed in for the time being.

He Songjun sat on the bench outside the ward, his eyes were straightened, and he was talking to himself, muttering something silently.

"Impossible...impossible...how could you get cancer...you're still so young..." Her hands and feet were cold, and what the doctor and Secretary Li said just now kept echoing in her ears.

— Lung cancer in the middle stage.

——It was found out before, and I have been hiding it from you all the time. Alas, Gu Dong refused to let me say that no one knew about it except me, him, and the attending physician.

——He always thought that while he was in good health, he would finish all the things to be done, without any worries, but he didn't expect that he was still not as good as God.

"He knew he had cancer...he knew..." He Songjun muttered, many messy thoughts flashed through his mind, unable to form.

"Things to be done... What are the things to be done..." She suddenly shivered, and asked herself blankly, "Me?"

Nothing to worry about?What about her?What is it?

Secretary Li was grabbed by the collar by the suddenly violent He Songjun, yelled in fright, and then went to pull her hand.

He Songjun didn't know where so much strength came from, but Secretary Li, an adult man, couldn't pull it away, Gu Feiquan strode over, pulled his mother's hand from Secretary Li's neckline, and said softly: "Mom, what are you doing? "

He Songjun stared at him in a blink of an eye, his eyes were red: "What am I doing, what do you think I am doing?!"

Gu Feiquan frowned, feeling that his mother's tantrum this time was different from the previous ones.

He Songjun ignored Gu Feiquan and turned to Secretary Li, "When did he find out about the cancer?"

Secretary Li: "This..."

He Songjun roared: "Say!"

Secretary Li took a step back, dodging her grabbing hand again, and didn't speak.

He Songjun: "Say it!"

The door of a ward was opened, and the nurse came out and reminded: "Don't make any noise at the door of the ward."

Everyone could tell that she was on the verge of collapse, so Gu Feiquan hugged He Songjun with both arms to prevent her from doing any more drastic actions.He Songjun struggled a few times in his son's arms, and patted his chest vigorously: "Let me go! Let me go!"

Gu Feiquan accepted it in a muffled voice.

He Songjun finally calmed down, with tears streaming down his eyes. He looked up at Gu Feiquan with infinite sadness in his eyes: "Your father knows he won't live long, so why did he marry me?"

Gu Feiquan's eyes were sore: "Mom."

He Songjun fell into his son's arms and wept bitterly: "What did he think of me all these years?"

Perhaps Gu Yanqiu knew the answer to this question. Later, she suspected that her father's marriage to He Songjun was her mother's last wish. Now it seems that it is probably true.With Gu Huai's personality, if he wanted to compensate someone, he wouldn't provoke someone he had hurt many years ago when he knew that his life was running out.

Before her mother died, did she know that Gu Huai was terminally ill?If she knew, would she still let Gu Huai do this?

And these, now only Gu Huai who is lying in the ward knows the truth.

When Gu Feiquan came to knock on the door, the mobile phone was still connected, and she heard everything that happened afterwards.Lin Yuewei originally wanted to come to the hospital, but Gu Yanqiu refused on the grounds that the situation was chaotic and she would not be able to help if she came. Lin Yuewei left her a message.

[I won't sleep tonight, when it stabilizes, give me a call]

Gu Yanqiu went to the end of the corridor to call Lin Yuewei, who answered in seconds, and Lin Yuewei asked anxiously, "How is your father?"

Gu Yanqiu was still a little dazed at the thought of the diagnosis, took a light breath, and said, "Lung cancer, the doctor said it was in the middle stage, and I don't know more about it."

"How could this be?"

"I don't know why it happened." Gu Yanqiu's voice was full of tears, but she swallowed it back, cleared his throat, and said in a low voice, "The doctor said there is a possibility of a cure."

"It will definitely be cured, isn't it in the middle stage? It's not in the late stage, don't be afraid." Lin Yuewei said, "Do you want me to accompany you?"

"I..." Gu Yanqiu wanted to say no, but she found that she was not as strong as she thought, so she was silent for a few seconds.

There was the sound of fabric rubbing against the sofa. Lin Yuewei ran to the entrance, picked up the car key on it, and said, "I'm going out now, give me the address of the hospital."

Another distant greeting was to Ran Qingqing: "Mom, go to sleep, I'll go to the hospital."

After Gu Huai was sent to the doctor, the mother and daughter didn't sleep, they sat on the sofa and waited.

Gu Yanqiu said: "Hang up first, I'll send you the location."

Gu Yanqiu hung up the phone in the middle of the call, clicked on WeChat to send Lin Yuewei the location, it would take about four to ten minutes by car.After Lin Yuewei turned on the navigation, she dialed the phone back again.

Gu Yanqiu picked it up, and asked softly: "What's wrong?"

Lin Yuewei kicked the accelerator and drove away from Lin's house quickly. He looked at the road illuminated by the headlights and said, "I don't worry about you. Just keep the phone connected."

Lin Yuewei: "Is the phone still charged?"

Gu Yanqiu: "...Yes." She has the habit of charging her phone at night, and the battery is full before going out.

Lin Yuewei: "That's good." She is not good at comforting people, especially in this situation, she will only repeat "don't be afraid", "I will be there soon", "There are still X minutes", but Gu Yanqiu is navigating The background sound and Lin Yuewei's artificial timekeeping gradually felt the power of stability.

It took Lin Yuewei half an hour to arrive, and regardless of whether the car was parked right or not, he unplugged his phone and rushed to the hospital.

"Which floor is it?" She remembered to ask after entering the gate.

"Fourth floor, take the elevator and turn right."

"Where are the stairs?"

"Stairs to the left, you will see me when you come up."

"immediately."

The usual exercise was not in vain, Lin Yuewei ran straight up the stairs, and gu Yanqiu felt that Lin Yuewei had appeared in front of her less than a minute after he finished speaking. She opened her arms full of warmth.

Gu Yanqiu nestled into her arms, pressed his face against her sweaty neck, feeling the powerful beating of her carotid artery.

"I'm a little scared, my dad..." She grabbed the fabric in front of Lin Yuewei, her voice trembling slightly, conveying the fear deep in her heart.

"Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, it will be fine, it will be fine." Lin Yuewei pinned her long hair behind her ears, coaxed softly, and then nodded slightly towards Gu Feiquan who was looking towards her.

Gu Feiquan withdrew his attention from Gu Yanqiu, and sat down on the bench with his arms around He Songjun who was tired from crying.

Lin Yuewei also took Gu Yanqiu to sit on the opposite chair, feeling an abnormal warmth around his neck, Lin Yuewei straightened his back, raised a hand to block Gu Yanqiu's side face, blocking the traffic All prying eyes.

Gu Yanqiu cried quietly for a while, then raised her face from her body, facing her pair's red eyes: "You, no, don't you want to go to the temple today? Go back to sleep first."

"..." Lin Yuewei didn't respond, and pushed her head back again.

What time is it, and you still say this kind of thing.

Gu Yanqiu raised his face and changed the subject: "Is Auntie asleep? I just heard you talking to her."

Lin Yuewei looked down at her and said, "I let her sleep, she should be asleep."

"Auntie has worked hard. Tomorrow I have to apologize to her for letting her go to bed so late." It was too quiet, Gu Huai still didn't wake up, and it seemed ominous. Gu Yanqiu couldn't control his thoughts and turned to bad results, so he couldn't bear it. Say something to ease your anxiety.

"To shut up."

"Oh."

Lin Yuewei looked at her pitifully and couldn't bear it, and said, "You talk."

"Speechless."

"Are you afraid when you don't speak, and feel that time passes very slowly?"

Gu Yanqiu blinked slowly, surprised at the sudden tacit understanding between her and himself.

"This is not a place to talk, let's go elsewhere." Lin Yuewei turned to Gu Feiquan and shouted, "Brother."

When she went to Gu's house before, Gu Feiquan and Gu Yanqiu were still pretending to be plastic siblings, and they called "Big Brother", but now there was nothing wrong with calling it out, but Gu Feiquan was stunned for a moment.

Gu Feiquan: "What?"

Lin Yuewei: "If Dad wakes up, call Gu Yanqiu and I'll take her to the stairs to sit for a while."

Gu Feiquan nodded: "Okay, you guys go."

He Songjun who was leaning on his shoulder suddenly opened his eyes and stared at the two people sitting opposite her, especially Gu Yanqiu.Lin Yuewei noticed her gaze, she stared back regardless, her eyes were bigger than hers, and she led Gu Yanqiu away.

The temperature in the stairwell is low, and the cold can make people awake.Lin Yuewei took a pack of tissues from his pocket, pulled out a few tissues and spread them on the steps, then hugged Gu Yanqiu's shoulders and sat down together.

After coming out, Gu Yanqiu didn't speak any more, but the erratic and panic in his eyes gradually dissipated, and became as calm as before.

"I should have guessed it earlier," Gu Yanqiu said, "It's been almost a year, and his illness is pretending to be real, but I didn't notice it at all."

"Your father is such a smart person, if you want to hide it..." Lin Yuewei still had nothing to say in his heart. Cancer is not an ordinary disease. Even if they notice abnormalities, ordinary people will not think in this direction.

"Why did he keep it from you?" Lin Yuewei asked.

"Secretary Li said that he wanted to finish what he was supposed to do while he was still in good health, without worries."

Lin Yuewei and He Songjun thought of the same direction, "Could it be that he wants to accompany your mother?"

Gu Yanqiu put both hands in the pockets of Lin Yuewei's coat, and sighed softly: "Maybe."

"Your father..." Lin Yuewei twitched the corners of his mouth, not knowing how to continue.

"It's too much." Gu Yanqiu helped her complete the sentence.

"..."

"Whether it's too much for me and Gu Feiquan or for He Songjun." Gu Yanqiu didn't favor Gu Huai, looked at the ground in front of him, and said, "He silently carried everything and put us all together. Keep in the dark, what is this?"

Lin Yuewei also sighed.

Gu Yanqiu said: "I am his daughter, and he is my father. When he wakes up, I'm going to ask him what's going on in his mind. And then persuade him to receive treatment, do you think it's okay?"

"Okay, I'll help you persuade him too." Lin Yuewei stroked her hair.

"There's also my mother's matter..." Gu Yanqiu frowned, with ups and downs and ups and downs, when will this matter end.

"Did Mr. Liu give the news?"

"In the investigation, he will not make a conclusion until he has no definite evidence and figured out the ins and outs. He can only wait."

"By the way, that He Songjun..." Lin Yuewei thought of the look in her eyes just now, and still felt like a light on her back.

"What's up with her?"

"She just stared at you, as if she hated you."

"She still hates my mother. My mother passed away, so she transferred all the hatred to me. If it was really my mother's last wish for my father to marry her, now my father is terminally ill, and I am her and me. Hate too." Gu Yanqiu can't talk about compassion for He Songjun, but after today's incident, she can't even talk about hatred, she is just a poor person, if the guess is true, then her whole life will be ruined by Gu Huai and Shen Huaiyu got it.

"I always feel..." Lin Yuewei felt uneasy.

"What do you think?"

"Be careful with her." Lin Yuewei couldn't tell, it was just weird.

"I will."

Gu Yanqiu flinched and said, "I'm a little cold."

Lin Yuewei unbuttoned her coat, and put Gu Yanqiu's two hands into her sweater. Inside her was warm skin. When she put her cold hands in, Lin Yuewei took a breath, and then quickly pressed Gu Yanqiu to Withdrawing his hand, he grinned and said, "Just wait for me to get used to it."

Gu Yanqiu didn't move.

Lin Yuewei covered her hands, feeling her palms slowly warming up, and said: "This is the first time I cover someone else's hands with my body. Chased her for three streets and beat her."

"Is it so cruel?"

"She won't be convinced without a beating."

"Now it seems that the two of you are not fighting."

"She can't beat me." Lin Yuewei said.

"I can't beat you either." Gu Yanqiu recalled her really brutal kick last time, and smiled.

"You don't need to fight. As soon as you say, lie down, I will lie down immediately."

Gu Yanqiu laughed out loud.

Lin Yuewei turned her hand over, warmed the back of her hand, grinned again, and said, "I'll go to the temple in the morning, and I'll ask your father for an amulet. The Bodhisattva will bless you, so don't worry."

"Don't you believe it?"

"I believe it, you and my mother both believe it, how can I not believe it?" Lin Yuewei said, "One is my closest relative, the other is my favorite person, you are both right, and I will be responsible for carrying it out. "

"like the most?"

"I just like it." Lin Yue changed his words slightly.

Following the topic she said, Gu Yanqiu suddenly remembered: "You still have to go to the temple? Then you won't sleep?"

"Sleep, sleep on the road, anyway, it's impossible to fall asleep now." Gu Yanqiu just opened her mouth, Lin Yuewei blocked her words, "I used to spend all night filming night scenes on the crew, it didn't matter, staying up late is a professional Yes, just leave it alone, rely on me to sleep for a while, and ask for leave at work tomorrow?"

"No please."

Lin Yuewei said, "Look, you still talk about me."

The two of them looked at each other half-heartedly, and decided to squint together for a while, so shoulder to shoulder, neck to neck, like mandarin ducks crossing their necks, dozing off.

The sudden ringtone of the mobile phone broke the long silence.

Gu Yanqiu immediately opened his eyes, Lin Yuewei sat up straight after him, the caller ID was Gu Feiquan, Gu Yanqiu picked it up, Lin Yuewei opened the door of the stairwell, and the two walked in together.

Gu Feiquan watched the two of them approaching, and stepped up to meet them: "Dad is awake, but the doctor said that only one person can go in." He looked at Gu Yanqiu and said, "You go."

Gu Yanqiu nodded: "Thank you."

Gu Yanqiu followed the nurse to change the isolation gown, and entered the intensive care unit alone.

There were only Gu Feiquan and Lin Yuewei left outside. Lin Yuewei and Gu Feiquan didn't know each other very well, so they were still sitting on the bench opposite him. After the two nodded to each other, they had nothing to talk about.

Gu Feiquan's lips moved, seeing that she seemed to want to say something, and finally swallowed it, crossed his hands and put his elbows on his knees, his hair, which was usually meticulously groomed, was messed up. Slippers, bare feet, turning his head to look at the door of the ward from time to time, with obvious worry on his face.

Lin Yuewei's actions were basically the same as his, but she was more worried about Gu Yanqiu.

For the third time, Lin Yuewei looked away from the door of the ward, glanced at Gu Feiquan, and then again, as if something was wrong.

She frowned, lowered her head in thought, and remembered.

He Songjun is gone.