Lin Shilang Gu

Lin Yuewei saw the words on it clearly, and couldn't help but adjust her posture to sit cross-legged in a more relaxed way: "If you write fast enough, I don't mind."

It takes time to see the words clearly, and time just gave her a chance to buffer her outspokenness.

This method was inspired by Gu Yanqiu from the psychiatrist. The psychiatrist suggested a different way of communication for impulsive speech. At that time, he suggested writing letters and drawing pictures. I bought a rabbit doll that Lin Yuewei liked, and after eating and taking a shower, I just sat down and wrote at the desk.

Throw away the ones that you think are not good after writing, and only leave the ones with clearer meanings, and the rest will be used on the spot.

Coincidentally, after finishing the arrangements, she planned to send a message to Lin Yuewei, asking her if the event was over. As soon as she turned on her phone, Lin Yuewei's message came, and she was too lazy to type and sent a video request.

Judging from Lin Yuewei's current tone, he should be in a good mood.

Gu Yanqiu put on a new A4 paper in order: [I went to see a psychiatrist today]

Lin Yuewei: "Did you go with Cheng Guiyuan?"

For such a simple question, Gu Yanqiu pressed the rabbit's head and nodded, indicating yes.

Before Lin Yuewei could get angry, Gu Yanqiu folded a new A4 paper: [Don't be angry]

Lin Yuewei snorted: "If you tell me not to be angry, I won't be angry? Don't you know how much you have done? I planned to take you to see a psychiatrist last night, and you and your best friend went there first What's the matter?"

There are a lot of questions, Gu Yanqiu couldn't answer them all at once, so he hurriedly wrote a [wait]

Lin Yuewei held back his laughter.

Gu Yanqiu could see her, so he bent his lips accordingly.

Come one by one.

[It’s okay to be angry, I’m apologizing now]

【Know too much】

[I don't know what happened last night, but I made an appointment to see a psychiatrist before]

Lin Yuewei asked, "When was it before?"

The paper shook: [Saturday, yesterday during the day]

Lin Yuewei: "Oh." She couldn't make any connection between the two.

Gu Yanqiu took out the one prepared in advance, densely packed, she moved the camera very close, Lin Yuewei looked at it with difficulty.

【Yesterday I did a lot of wrong things. I shouldn’t have run to the racecourse without your consent, and I shouldn’t have been so frivolous in public, damaging your image】

Gu Yanqiu: "Have you finished watching?"

Lin Yuewei: "After reading it, the next one, can't you talk?"

Gu Yanqiu changed to the next one: "I'm afraid there will be another quarrel while talking, so let's clear things up first."

[You shouldn't be on the court without taking your own safety into consideration, making you feel frightened]

Lin Yuewei said: "The last thing you should do is not trust me."

Gu Yanqiu wrote a [Yes], and put up another one: [I'm trying to control it now]

Lin Yuewei: "What do you mean by control?"

Gu Yanqiu said: "I can't tell at the moment, anyway, I'm sorry for doing such a thing on impulse."

There was a layer of diaphragm in her voice when she couldn't see her face, and Lin Yuewei was flustered by the sparse and cold sound quality. Lin Yuewei said, "Can you let me see you."

Gu Yanqiu: "Ah? Are you not angry?"

Lin Yuewei said anxiously: "I'm angry, but I want to see you."

Gu Yanqiu: "..."

After a few seconds, Gu Yanqiu probably replaced the external camera with a selfie. As soon as the screen went black, Gu Yanqiu's face appeared, cramped and nervous, but trying to smile lightly at her.

Gu Yanqiu met her eyes, didn't know what to say, and gave a soft "hmm" meaninglessly.

Lin Yuewei's eyes were a little sour, and he said firmly, "I have grown my skills, and I have learned to write."

Gu Yanqiu could still understand joking and being really angry, raised his hand to tuck the black hair falling from his ears, and said softly: "I'm afraid I won't speak, and I will make you angry again."

"That..." Lin Yue blushed slightly, cleared his throat, and said, "I didn't lose my temper with you on purpose this morning. I didn't find you when I woke up this morning. I lost my head when I was so angry. I also... I'm sorry anyway."

"I didn't pay attention to what happened in the morning. It was my fault."

"That's good." Lin Yuewei also wanted to use a piece of paper to write, and she felt embarrassed to say these words to her close people. She turned her face away and turned her ear to the camera, "Next time, don't run away from home casually. , send me a message no matter what.”

"it is good."

"You..." Lin Yuewei turned his face away, and Gu Yanqiu on the screen turned back into a rabbit.

Lin Yuewei: "..."

Gu Yanqiu: "I haven't finished speaking yet, let's continue writing."

Lin Yuewei: "You can do whatever you want, I can do it." She thought the two of them had reconciled, but since Gu Yanqiu still has something to say, let's see what she has to say.

[I went to Cheng's house today because I knew that I sleepwalked last night, and I felt sick and didn't want to face you]

Lin Yuewei began to roll up his sleeves.

[I think you should really want to hit me right now [laughs]]

Lin Yuewei: "Are you embarrassed to laugh? If you are in front of me, see if I don't blow your dog's head off."

"You can't hit it." Gu Yanqiu switched the camera back and forth in a second, letting his "dog head" flash across the camera, which was very rude.

Lin Yuewei said, "I didn't expect you to be such Gu Yanqiu?"

Gu Yanqiu smiled and said, "What kind? Am I not your cutie?"

Lin Yue clicked his tongue slightly.

Gu Yanqiu was dissatisfied with her answer, and asked: "Isn't it?"

Lin Yuewei: "Yes, yes, okay, you are the cutest, the cutest in the universe."

Gu Yanqiu gave a satisfied "um", and continued to stuff the prepared paper into the rabbit's arms: [Of course, I now realize that this is wrong, and I am actively cooperating with the doctor for treatment]

[The doctor said, I put all my feelings on you because of too much mental stress, and I will overreact when encountering things, and I won’t be like this when I am cured]

She looked down at the few sheets of paper left in her hand, and felt that what she had to say was almost done, only one sheet was left, and the rest were invalid.

Lin Yuewei finished reading all the words. Since she was mentally prepared in advance, she was not surprised. Seeing that she hadn't spoken for a long time, she asked, "Is it over?"

Gu Yanqiu: "There is one last one."

This time it was very simple, only three words, and a small red solid heart was drawn on the upper left corner of the paper.

Lin Yuewei smiled slightly.

Gu Yanqiu asked: "The last time you sent me to work at the door of your house, did you also say these three words?"

Lin Yuewei was a little shy, and pretended to be stupid: "What are you talking about, I don't know."

Gu Yanqiu's voice became a little anxious: "Then say it again." She quickly realized that she had fallen into a misunderstanding of suspicion again, but she couldn't help complaining that Lin Yuewei was unwilling to do what she wanted. , Why do you push back again and again.

Lin Yuewei didn't hear her emotions, thought she was flirting, and said arrogantly: "I don't, you didn't say it either, who can write a word, I can write it too."

Gu Yanqiu was choked back.

A few seconds later, Lin Yuewei heard a slightly hoarse voice: "I love you."

Lin Yuewei didn't expect that she could really say it, unlike Gu Yanqiu's character who is boring, but the boring gourd opened his mouth on his own initiative, Lin Yuewei twisted and said, "Okay, me too."

Unexpectedly, Gu Yanqiu was not very satisfied with her attitude: "You should say the same as me."

Lin Yuewei finally remembered that she was still a half-patient because of her frail nerves, and said condescendingly, "I love you too."

Gu Yanqiu stared at Lin Yuewei's cheek in the video, swallowed, and said boldly, "I want to kiss you."

Lin Yue smiled and said, "Wait until I go back tomorrow, there is nothing I can do now."

Gu Yanqiu asked: "Where are you? Are you in City J, I can fly there."

Lin Yuewei hurriedly said: "No, I'll go back tomorrow, don't you have to go to work? We both don't need to sleep when you come here."

Gu Yanqiu had no choice but to give up.

Only then did Lin Yuewei remember: "I just sprained my foot when I went back to the hotel."

"Is it important?" Gu Yanqiu asked nervously.

Lin Yuewei stretched her ankle, was surprised, and said with a smile, "It's done."

She looked at the time and found that almost an hour had passed, and the two of them didn't seem to say anything, they just explained the misunderstanding between each other.It seems that it is not a misunderstanding, but the truth that has been deliberately misunderstood from one's own standpoint.

"By the way, there is one more thing." Gu Yanqiu said suddenly.

Lin Yuewei had a frightened face: "You don't know how to write again, do you?"

Gu Yanqiu smiled and said: "Isn't it reconciled now, we can talk properly. I didn't deliberately play tricks last night, that is, I would feel sad if you didn't talk to me, and then subconsciously did such a thing."

Lin Yuewei regretted, "It's because I have a bad temper."

Gu Yanqiu said: "I also made mistakes."

Lin Yuewei said: "I made a lot of mistakes. I shouldn't have lost my temper with you in a hurry yesterday at the racecourse."

Gu Yanqiu said: "No, no, I was wrong first, if I don't go, there won't be so much trouble."

The two traced back to the source. Seeing that this topic was going to last for eternity, Lin Yuewei had to stop in advance. Gu Yanqiu raised an index finger and said, "I have a small request at the end."

"You said."

"Don't quarrel. If you have to quarrel, then just quarrel. Can you stop the cold war?"

"It's not that I don't agree." Lin Yuewei said embarrassingly, "Do you think it's possible?" To quarrel means that a person is angry, and asking a person who is angry to keep a calm mind is too much, and few people can Control it, at least Lin Yuewei can't help it, especially when facing Gu Yanqiu, her anger has always exploded.

Gu Yanqiu was silent for a second, and said: "Then the cold war can't last more than 24 hours a day?"

Lin Yuewei pondered for a moment: "This is about the same."

Gu Yanqiu smiled with relief: "Then it's decided, you have to remember."

Lin Yuewei said, "You remember."

"I'll remember."

An agreement agreed by both parties was reached. Gu Yanqiu looked at the time, then at Lin Yuewei, who was well-dressed opposite, and began to urge her to take a bath. No one could be seen, only voices could be heard.

"I really went to take a shower."

"Go."

Lin Yuewei walked into the bathroom with his slippers on. Gu Yanqiu set up the phone, took the book from the bedside table by himself, leaned on the bedside and turned it over, accompanied by the faint sound of water in the shower room, glanced at the phone screen on the video call interface from time to time.

Lin Yuewei was still immersed in the joy of reconciliation, hummed "today is a good day", hummed silently, and frowned, remembering what her mother said during the day.

——Why do I feel that you have a superior sense of charity, and you value your own compromise too much.

——No, you didn’t understand what I meant, did you act out of love, or did you choose out of desperation not to make the situation worse?

——You can’t do this.

If you want to talk about compromise, this time it is obvious that Gu Yanqiu let her find another way to seek peace.

Lin Yuewei didn't really understand the difference between the two at first, even if her mother explained it to her, she still didn't understand it, and she stubbornly believed that she was maintaining this relationship, and she had paid a lot for this relationship. .

Thinking about it differently now, if Gu Yanqiu reconciled with her not out of liking himself, but because of a compromise in desperation, reconciliation for the sake of reconciliation... Lin Yuewei thought, then he might explode again.

Thinking about it this way, she couldn't keep humming the song anymore, she hurriedly rinsed off the foam, wrapped herself in a bath towel, and ran out.

The video was not turned off, she rushed directly in front of the camera, tucked a bath towel in one hand, propped the other on the bed, and looked down at Gu Yanqiu inside.

Gu Yanqiu: "..."

Although the two of them have faced each other frankly, facing such a scene in the middle of the night, they still can't help but make people's blood rush.Gu Yanqiu looked away with difficulty, and said, "You, you, you, sit down."

"I ask you a question."

Gu Yanqiu heard her serious tone, turned around, tried not to let his eyes fall on places other than her cheeks, and said, "You ask."

Lin Yuewei looked strange: "Why did you ask me to reconcile?"

Gu Yanqiu was dumbfounded by her question: "Huh?"

"That's right..." Lin Yuewei couldn't think of specific words to describe it for a while, and said, "That's right, that, do you think you are more wrong or I am more wrong?"

Gu Yanqiu wondered how to tell the difference, and said moderately: "...the same amount."

Lin Yuewei: "The same amount, why did you apologize first?"

Gu Yanqiu was even more confused: "Shouldn't I apologize?" There must be someone who apologizes to break the deadlock, otherwise will the situation continue to deteriorate?What's more, after thinking about it clearly, this is an extremely trivial matter, and it's not worth arguing over it.

Lin Yuewei: "It's not wrong, then why are you...forget it, you understand the meaning of my question first, I'm going to change into pajamas."

Gu Yanqiu understood Lin Yuewei's question in a messy mind, and when she came back after changing her pajamas, she still couldn't figure it out.

Gu Yanqiu: "..."

Lin Yuewei: "Don't understand?"

Gu Yanqiu replied: "I don't understand."

Lin Yuewei changed to a simple way of asking, and gave an example: "This time you apologized, if next time, will you apologize again?"

According to Lin Zhi, women often give their partners tests on their desire to survive. Gu Yanqiu only felt that this was a proposition, and replied cautiously: "If I am wrong, I will apologize."

"If you're not wrong at all, what if I want to do it? I just want to quarrel, I just want to make trouble, do you still apologize?" Lin Yuewei touched his chin and asked.

Gu Yanqiu: "..."

Aunt Ran help!Cheng Guiyuan, help!

"Forget it." Lin Yuewei himself didn't understand this question, and it was pointless to torment Gu Yanqiu. If Gu Yanqiu understood these questions, why did the two of them quarrel like this.

Gu Yanqiu suddenly said nervously: "Are you angry?"

Lin Yue was stunned for a moment, then smiled and said, "No, isn't it reconciled?"

Her smile made Gu Yanqiu unable to feel completely at ease, and said: "If you really have something, you must tell me, and we can talk about it."

Seeing that she was so cautious in her words and deeds, Lin Yuewei couldn't help but feel a little uncomfortable, and said firmly: "There is really nothing, I was just thinking about something, and I was in a daze, it has nothing to do with you, and it's not okay, alas."

She lay down on the pillow in frustration: "You forget this passage, video chat is too inconvenient, we will talk about it tomorrow when we meet."

"Okay." Gu Yanqiu glanced at her again.

"Don't be so nervous." Lin Yuewei said, "It made me nervous too. It's really nothing, I swear."

"Okay then, I'm going to bed?" Gu Yanqiu first proposed this sentence, in order to avoid the conversation between the two of them going in a strange direction.

"OK, good night."

"Good night." Gu Yanqiu said, "Yeah."

Lin Yuewei: "Wow, da da da, two more kisses than you." The kiss was even louder than Gu Yanqiu.

Gu Yanqiu left a smile on the screen and cut off the video.

Lin Yuewei tossed and turned on the bed thinking about the difference between "love yourself" and "compromise", whether Gu Yanqiu loves or compromise, and how to avoid being out of "compromise" mentality.

Tossing and turning, sleepless nights.

If you can't sleep, you have to find someone who also can't sleep, the night owl Jiang Congbi.

Jiang Congbi received a call late at night, and said quietly and bitterly: "Your Majesty, since you fell in love, you may not be able to remember your concubine in 3 years."

The emperor, Lin Yuewei, laughed a few times in embarrassment, and said, "Isn't this busy?"

Jiang Congbi exposed her: "Busy about dating."

Lin Yuewei was embarrassed: "Hey, where are you, busy arguing."

Jiang Congbi was surprised and said, "No way, with Mr. Gu's appearance, you can still quarrel? Is it because Amitabha nagged you every day and you couldn't bear it, so you quarreled?"

Lin Yuewei said in her heart that you misunderstood Gu Yanqiu deeply, but she didn't want to tell Jiang Congbi what the real Gu Yanqiu was like, she just said: "Anyway, the cuts are constantly being cut and things are messed up, so let's live carelessly."

Jiang Congbi gloated unceremoniously.

Lin Yuewei asked sideways, "Is the little girlfriend still talking?"

"We're talking." Jiang Congbi said in a coaxing tone, "Come on, give Sister Lin a squeak."

A sound as thin as a mosquito: "Squeak." It came from the receiver.

Lin Yuewei, who was alone in the vacant room, was in a complicated mood.

Jiang Congbi said, "What are you doing? You want to hit my girlfriend?"

Lin Yuewei sneered: "I am determined, okay? Whoever likes little kids, I like big sisters." Although Gu Yanqiu is not a mature and stable big sister, she is still a cute little girl, but like Gu Yanqiu, she is also a big sister. People with cute qualities are even rarer in the world.

"Yes, you like to quarrel with big sister." Jiang Congbi remembered what she said before.

"Are you free tomorrow?" Lin Yuewei went straight to the point, not wanting to eat dog food.

"I won't be free one day, hey, my girlfriend pinched me, I'm not free, I'm not free, she just came to me today, and I have to accompany her tomorrow."

There were a few whispers rustling over there.

Jiang Congbi: "I'm free again. It's good to have a girlfriend who is gentle and considerate. Don't pinch me."

Lin Yuewei: "...I'm going to bed first, let me know when you're free."

Jiang Congbi: "Okay, okay, I will reply to you later, when I finish serving my partner."

Lin Yuewei put his hands behind his head, finally had a more reliable hope, and gradually fell asleep.

The next morning, Lin Yuewei was catching a plane. After washing up, he came back to look at his phone. Sure enough, he received a message from Jiang Congbi at three o'clock in the middle of the night: [Tomorrow at noon, let's have lunch together. I have to bring my family, and she will eat next to her. , we talk about our]

Lin Yuewei didn't really like having outsiders around, but after thinking about it, she agreed, and replied: [OK]

Just after replying to Jiang Congbi's message, Gu Yanqiu's good morning message popped up. Lin Yuewei got excited and dialed a video request directly. Gu Yanqiu probably didn't see it clearly, so he connected easily.

She had just woken up, her eyes were sleepy, her long hair was shaggy, and her normally cold eyebrows and eyes were set off by this appearance, making her look cute, staring straight at Lin Yuewei on the opposite side of the video.

Lin Yuewei couldn't help but waved his hand, "Hi, good morning my wife."

Gu Yanqiu stared wide-eyed, as if seeing a ghost, and then hung up the video in an instant.

Sleeping in each other's arms, waking up early to say hello to each other, is different from opening a video in the morning and clearly seeing your messy face.Gu Yanqiu was not frightened by Lin Yuewei, but by herself.

Lin Yuewei: "..."

Gu Yanqiu sat up, combed briefly, then dialed it back, raised the corners of her lips slightly, and said, "Good morning, Wei Wei."

Lin Yuewei, who had seen her before, just wanted to laugh now, and she did, and it was a belly laugh, leaning back and forth.

Gu Yanqiu couldn't hold back, and turned crimson: "Don't laugh, I thought it was a phone call, so I answered it."

Lin Yuewei: "Hahahahaha."

Gu Yanqiu became angry from embarrassment: "No more videos."

Lin Yuewei quickly stopped laughing, and regained his seriousness in a second: "I won't laugh anymore, it's still early, do you want to continue to sleep for a while?"

"Don't sleep, get up and do morning exercises."

"Lifting iron?"

"Lift."

Lin Yuewei looked at her arm meaningfully.

Gu Yanqiu said: "Try?"

Lin Yuewei said: "Go home and try, if you have the ability, don't let me go to the ground for an hour."

Gu Yanqiu said: "I'm fine, just stop yelling that you want to go to the ground."

Lin Yuewei was silent, made a begging gesture, and then stopped the short video with a sentence: "I'm going to have breakfast, and then go to the airport, you go to the morning exercise, and send me a message at the company."

"Bye-Bye."

"Bye-Bye."

As soon as Wang Yuanyuan saw Lin Yuewei coming out of the room with a red face, she knew that she and her partner should be reconciled.She is heterosexual. She used to read about lesbians on the Internet. Women understand women best. Occasionally, she can see a lot of dog food. She is really envious. Now, seeing Lin Yuewei's personal statement, no matter what kind of relationship, when it comes to dating, the quarrel is still It will be noisy, and sometimes it is even more terrifying for women to quarrel.

Taking advantage of her height, Lin Yuewei patted Wang Yuanyuan on the head, and smiled at her: "Sister Yuan, you look so good today."

Wang Yuanyuan rolled her eyes in her heart and smiled: "You look good too, thank you."

Lin Yuewei: "You're welcome, by the way, will giving roses look silly?"

Wang Yuanyuan: "No, except for pollen allergies, most girls like it very much. Even if they don't like it, they definitely don't hate it."

Lin Yuewei left a sentence without beginning or end: "Then I can rest assured." Shi Shiran walked towards the elevator entrance, and there was no one left or right. Then he quickly stood up straight and waited for the elevator as calmly as water.

***

Generally, companies start their holidays on New Year's Eve, so this Monday morning, Gu Yanqiu went to work as usual.There are two more days before the Spring Festival holiday, and the company is full of impetuous atmosphere. Gu Yanqiu walked through the office corridor all the way, nodded expressionlessly amidst everyone's greetings, and finally had breakfast with Lin Zhi who was sitting on a chair. After saying hello, he entered his office.

Everything is a repetition of the past, but today there is a little different episode.

There was a knock on the office door, and Lin Zhi was full of gossip, and said, "Little Mr. Gu? Little Gu?"

Gu Yanqiu: "Huh?"

Lin Zhi pushed the door open a little, and the florist in uniform held a large bouquet of roses in one hand, compared the name on the order with the other hand, and said politely, "Miss Gu Yanqiu?"

Gu Yanqiu raised his head, stunned for a moment: "...I am."

The little brother didn't go in, but he held out his hands and said, "Your flowers."

Lin Zhi volunteered to help her carry them in, and put them on the desk. There was a big bunch of pink roses, freshly picked, and each one looked very pink.Lin Zhi roughly counted, and visually estimated it was 99 flowers, tsk tsk tsk, it looks very expensive.

Lin Zhi looked up and down: "There are cards in here, do you want to take a look?"

Gu Yanqiu frowned: "How did he get in?"

Lin Zhi: "Maybe I saw the flower delivery downstairs so I put it in. Are you sure you don't want to look at the card?" He rubbed his hands, looking even more excited than Gu Yanqiu. .

She doesn't like roses, especially such a meaningless act of sending flowers, sent by some self-righteous person.The office already liked to spread gossip, and the gossip about her was even more serious. After a while, the whole company would know about it, which would only increase her troubles.

Lin Zhi urged, "Mr. Gu, card."

Gu Yanqiu took out the card and said casually: "Take apart this bouquet of flowers, give some of it to the outside employees, and give the rest to yourself."

Lin Zhi showed regret, so he had to go out with the flowers in his arms.

"Wait a minute." Gu Yanqiu called him suddenly, she couldn't hide the ecstasy between her brows, she cleared her throat, tried her best to suppress the upturned corners of her mouth, and carried the card behind her back, "Go and find me a vase."

Lin Zhi turned around: "Ah? Okay." He continued to walk out with the flowers in his arms, but for a moment he didn't understand the meaning of Gu Yanqiu's words, thinking he just wanted a vase.

Gu Yanqiu stepped forward in three steps at a time, snatched back the bouquet of roses in his arms, and waved his hands solemnly: "Okay, let's go."

Lin Zhi: "..."

Lin Yuewei's card:

Don't doubt my love for you, and don't dislike the flowers I gave you. Thousands of words can be combined into one sentence - when you go home, face me head-on!

The author has something to say: Mr. Gu: I don’t like flowers, and those who send flowers have problems

Mr. Gu after reading the card: Really fragrant, jpg