Lin Shilang Gu

"Are you fashionable? Or old-fashioned?" Cheng Guiyuan pushed the water glass in front of her forward.

Running away from home is old-fashioned for others, but fashionable for Gu Yanqiu.

Yesterday during the day, Gu Yanqiu and Lin Yuewei left the venue one after the other, while Cheng Guiyuan went to hang out at the night show and came back in the middle of the night after being high with those second generations—she was different from a good girl like Gu Yanqiu, and she liked it at first. Playing like a duck to water on that occasion.

It was already three o'clock in the morning after she went home to wash and went to bed, and she felt woken up by the phone as soon as she touched the pillow.

Gu Yanqiu said that at the gate of her community, Cheng Guiyuan thought she was dreaming, and fell back to sleep. After a while, she suddenly realized and looked at her phone. It was really Gu Yanqiu who called her. She didn't change, just put on a thick nightgown and drove out to pick up Gu Yanqiu.

Gu Yanqiu seemed to be in a hurry to come out, so it was fine if he didn't drive, so he put on a thin autumn coat, and his lips turned white from the cold at the gate of the community, like a homeless stray dog.

She took Gu Yanqiu home, Cheng's father and Cheng's mother were already awake, Cheng's father had seen Gu Yanqiu at the dinner last time, but Cheng's mother did not, but she knew her daughter's sexual orientation and thought it was her girlfriend, Immediately, he looked Gu Yanqiu from head to toe with those 24K pure gold cyclops, nodding frequently.

This looks more reliable than the ones she handed over before.

Cheng's mother doesn't care that Cheng Guiyuan likes men and women, but she is very worried about her unsteady temper. She still hopes that women can have a partner who depends on each other. She has a very positive attitude towards Gu Yanqiu, and even gives her a big red envelope when she comes up. .

Cheng Guiyuan snatched Gu Yanqiu back from her mother in embarrassment, and hurriedly took her to her room.

In the heated room, Gu Yanqiu relaxed his arms and legs that were stiff from the cold outside, sipped warm water, and said with a wry smile, "Don't make fun of me."

"Argued?" Cheng Guiyuan said to the point.

Gu Yanqiu nodded.

"Is it more serious than a quarrel?" Cheng Guiyuan felt that just a quarrel would not cause a problem of running away from home, and Gu Yanqiu is not that kind of person.

Gu Yanqiu hesitated for a while, then nodded again.

Cheng Guiyuan glanced at her, but didn't ask any further questions.

As I said before, Gu Yanqiu and her are not friends who talk about everything in the public sense, but each has secrets and maintains a boundary between each other.She could see that even though Gu Yanqiu came to look for her, he still struggled with whether to tell the whole story.

Gu Yanqiu doesn't seem to have many friends in China.Cheng Guiyuan thought so.

She has never forced others, whether it is a lover or a friend, she closed the tie of the nightgown, moved the notebook over and opened it, put it on the coffee table, and clicked on a small game - minesweeper.

I'm not very lucky today, and the mine will explode with one click, and the game will end immediately.

Cheng Guiyuan was defeated and fought repeatedly, "die" persistently, and finally waited until Gu Yanqiu spoke.

Gu Yanqiu twisted his hands together, couldn't hide the tiredness between his brows, and said slowly: "I don't know how to face her, I was sleepwalking again last night."

Gu Yanqiu is very aware of her mental state. She had this intuition before going to bed last night. She might sleepwalk, so she made some arrangements in advance. After waking up, she went downstairs and saw the paper towels in the trash can in the living room, so she confirmed it immediately. .

"So you ran away?" Cheng Guiyuan pinched her eyebrows.

If she thought that Gu Yanqiu was in love with a junior high school student before, she admitted that she was wrong. Gu Yanqiu was probably talking about death mode, and she didn't know it yet.Sure enough, first love is troublesome. Her years of experience have told her that it is best not to touch anyone who has no love experience. The last lesson was that high school student from country M.

"I didn't run away." Gu Yanqiu denied.

"Who did you talk to beforehand?"

"No."

"Isn't that just running away?" Cheng Guiyuan said without giving her face at all.

"..."

"You'd better send a message before she wakes up, telling her that you are here with me, or that you went out to relax." Cheng Guiyuan suggested to her.

Gu Yanqiu took out his mobile phone from his coat pocket.

Cheng Guiyuan raised her chin: "Hurry up and send a message, you don't want me to do it for you this time?"

Gu Yanqiu suddenly remembered something: "Actually...the last time you sent me a message to sue for peace, I withdrew it after you left."

Cheng Guiyuan: "..."

She made a motion to vomit blood.

Okay, I can't move it.

Gu Yanqiu bent his lips and smiled.

Cheng Guiyuan was rarely angry, raised her eyebrows, and said, "Are you still laughing?"

Gu Yanqiu said, "I'm not laughing at you."

It was she who remembered one more thing.That time, because she withdrew the message Cheng Guiyuan sent her on behalf of her, she and Lin Yuewei had a cold war for several days. After Lin Yuewei came back, the two were still arguing.In the end they reconciled, and Lin Yuewei took her to meet Shao Yasi, showed her their marriage certificate, and announced their relationship openly.

Lin Yuewei liked her, she shouldn't doubt it.

Cheng Guiyuan clasped the coffee table with her knuckles: "I'm back to my senses, I'm back to my senses."

Women who fall in love are all godlike, Cheng Guiyuan asked her several times if she still needs her, Gu Yanqiu gave her a negative answer, and she went to sleep on her own.

The sky and the earth are big, not as big as her sleeping.

Cheng Guiyuan turned her back to her and closed her eyes.

Gu Yanqiu: "Last time, the two of us..."

Cheng Guiyuan closed her eyes: "Huh?"

Gu Yanqiu said, "It's nothing."

She hesitated as she tapped her hand on the phone screen. It seemed that she cried out for the last reconciliation. Lin Yuewei was very afraid that she would cry. Once she saw her cry, she would directly admit her mistake, no matter whether she was right or wrong.

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***

While giving herself some comfort, Lin Yuewei found Gu Yanqiu's contact information from her phone, and pressed it hard. If the phone screen wasn't of high quality, it would break her.

The phone is connected, beep-beep-beep-

Draw a very long voice.

Lin Yuewei paced anxiously in the room.

"Hello." The other side picked it up.

"Gu Yanqiu!" Lin Yue roared slightly.

"Mmm." Gu Yanqiu's voice was flat, in sharp contrast to Lin Yuewei's panic.Gu Yanqiu thought pessimistically, why do I always make her angry, but I can't help it.

"Where did you go?!" Lin Yuewei continued to yell, which could be heard throughout the house. Ran Qingqing raised her head from downstairs and started to go up the stairs.

"I'm at Cheng Guiyuan's house."

"Why did you go to her house?!" If Lin Yuewei's anger was at fifty at the beginning, as Gu Yanqiu increased his anger sentence by sentence, it has soared to eighty now, and it is still rising.

"I just want to come here." Gu Yanqiu was telling the truth, she didn't dare to face Lin Yuewei, and she had no other friends, so she could only come to Cheng Guiyuan.

Lin Yuewei's anger is about to reach its peak, Gu Yanqiu will always know how to make her angry, and only she can have this ability, "So you just don't want to stay with me, do you?"

"No..." Gu Yanqiu slightly opened his mouth.

Lin Yuewei: "Where did I offend you? Or where did I feel sorry for you, you hate me so much?"

Gu Yanqiu closed his mouth and listened silently.

Lin Yuewei was trembling with anger, and reached out and clasped the edge of the window sill tightly, so as not to let the worse words come out: "Ask yourself, is what happened yesterday my fault alone? Is there nothing wrong with you? I am not I didn't give you a chance to talk it out, you refused it every time, I owed you in my last life? I knelt in front of you to admit my mistake and you are willing to forgive me, right? "

"I'm not..." Gu Yanqiu was full of powerlessness, she was clearly not what Lin Yuewei said.

"Then tell me, what do you want me to do before you come back?"

"I'll go back, just not now."

"You want to be with Cheng Guiyuan forever?"

"……Yes."

"Okay, do whatever you like." Lin Yuewei hung up the phone simply.

Ran Qingqing pushed the door open, and saw her daughter slam the phone on the bed.

Ran Qingqing frowned: "I heard you yelling downstairs, didn't you make a phone call, was it louder than someone else?"

Lin Yuewei stared at her.

Ran Qingqing: "Still staring, you are the only one with bull's eyes."

Lin Yuewei stared at her for a while, then suddenly turned away, raised his hand to wipe his eyes, and prevented her mother from looking at her.

Ran Qingqing sighed, and the words that had rushed into her throat to criticize her rushed back temporarily, and said comfortingly: "Why are you crying, you still have a mother without a wife."

Lin Yuewei rolled herself up on the bed, hugged her knees with her hands, buried her face in the middle of her knees, and a crying voice came from below: "Mom, can you avoid it for a while."

Ran Qingqing: "I won't avoid it. If I avoid it, you don't know how long you'll be crying. I'll watch here, and you won't be able to cry anytime soon."

Lin Yuewei raised her face full of tears, angry and aggrieved: "Is it my real mother?"

Ran Qingqing: "It's my own mother, how can others understand you so well?"

"Get out." Lin Yuewei pushed her mother out, and Ran Qingqing stood at the door, counting seconds: one, two, three, four, five... When the count reached the [-]th second, Lin Yuewei pulled her away. door and invited her in.

"Can you talk properly?" Ran Qingqing glanced at her.

"Let's talk." Lin Yuewei broke the jar in frustration, "I know I had a bad attitude just now, but I couldn't hold it back. I rushed to my lips with every sentence. It's not happy if I don't say it."

"Are you really happy?" Ran Qingqing asked.

"Can I do this if I'm really happy?" Lin Yuewei pressed the corners of his eyes with a tissue in his hand, couldn't help cursing in a low voice, and said, "I've cried more in the past few months than I did in the previous 20 years. There are so many times, I am really convinced."

"Who do you serve?"

"Serve Cupid, who am I to obey." Lin Yuewei was annoyed.

Ran Qingqing burst out laughing: "I'm still in the mood to joke around now, it seems like it's nothing serious."

Lin Yuewei sneered and said, "What's the big deal? Who can't live without the other? What's the big deal? It's a contract. It's a contract, and it's over."

Ran Qingqing looked at her quietly without speaking.

Lin Yuewei: "What are you looking at me for?"

Ran Qingqing: "If you are capable, you can tell her this?"

Lin Yuewei: "Hmph, I'm not capable."

Ran Qingqing: "..."

Lin Yuewei took a deep breath and looked at her mother: "It's a happy time now, let's start, Auntie Zhixin."

Ran Qingqing took on the role of confidant aunt at the right time, knocking on her and saying, "Do you remember her sleepwalking last night? Didn't you tell me to get up in the morning and have a good chat and take her to see a psychiatrist? People are so fragile , can't you be gentle? Every time you talk, it's like a firecracker, and you can't wait to die with others."

Lin Yuewei just got angry and forgot about it. Hearing what Ran Qingqing said, he also started to feel annoyed, but he still insisted: "What? Is it reasonable for her to be weak? She is weak and I have to accommodate her? She is weak. It's not a fault of nerves, what's wrong with running away from home? I have to get used to her?"

Before going to bed last night, Lin Yuewei really planned to spoil Gu Yanqiu for a while, to get rid of her problems first, to be open and honest, and to walk towards a harmonious and beautiful future together.

Ran Qingqing said tactfully: "Others don't need to accommodate her, but you are her wife."

Lin Yuewei exploded as soon as she heard "wife" now, saying: "She didn't do what I did, right? She was at home with the illegitimate son of the mistress and the Meimei family. Did you control her? Who was in her sleepwalking?" Taking care of her, whoever thinks of delicious food and fun is the first to think of her. My travel plan is planned until I am 80 years old. I am a dignified young lady. In order to coax her, I am not enough to accommodate her? What about her? When something happens I just hide and don’t say anything, I’m afraid she’ll cry if I ask her, and I’m afraid she’ll cry if I don’t ask her, she’s made of water, am I made of iron?”

Ran Qingqing frowned slowly, and finally realized where the strong discomfort was.

"Are you posing too high?"

"What gesture?"

"Why do I feel that you have a superior sense of charity, and you value your own compromise too much?"

"Do I have it?"

"You have." Ran Qingqing said, "Last night you said that you let her go, and you are still talking about it this morning, as if this relationship is maintained by you all the time?"

"I really let her go." Lin Yuewei said.Otherwise, the two of them would quarrel to the ground, and this was only when she restrained herself.

"No, you don't understand what I mean. Is it because of your instinct of love, or because you don't want to make the situation worse?"

"Is there a difference?"

"Of course there is. The first type is a benign result achieved by getting along naturally. The second type will cause conflicts to accumulate, and the relationship between the two will become haggling. Do you always think that you have done it so many times? Good enough, why isn't she satisfied?"

"I..." Lin Yuewei was speechless.She has both, if she has to say, the second type is more, she is very afraid of trouble, and also learned from the deeds of people around her and novels and movies that falling in love is one of the most troublesome things in the world, the previous The plan was not to fall in love for ten years, but when I met Gu Yanqiu, I couldn't resist a few times, so I had no choice but to throw myself into it.She has to be strong in everything, and cares more about this relationship. If she hadn't figured out that admitting her mistakes first could make the situation less serious, she would never take the initiative to apologize, and she would pay special attention to every concession she made.

Ran Qingqing worried: "You can't do this."

The most taboo thing in relationships is to care about, whoever loves more loves less, I give more and you give less, no love in the world is completely equal.Calculating everything can only drag this love into the abyss.

She began to wonder how the two got together, but after thinking about it, she figured it out very easily. From the perspective of outsiders, the two of them are well-matched, well-educated, especially Gu Yanqiu.Such two people are a natural pair when they get together, who knows that there will be so many problems after they are really together.

Even Ran Qingqing looked away.

Lin Yuewei: "Why can't I die?"

Ran Qingqing had a headache and said, "Let me think about it." She glanced at Lin Yuewei, and hated that the iron could not be steeled, "Why did I give birth to a daughter like you, who doesn't look like your father at all."

This Lin Yuewei admitted: "Yes, I am like you, you should say that Gu Yanqiu is not like my father."

Ran Qingqing was speechless.

***

Gu Yanqiu poured a handful of winter cold water on his face, the face of the person in the mirror was steamed, his lips turned white, and his expression was sleepy.

Cheng Guiyuan, who was full of sleep, leaned against the door, "Did you send a message?"

Gu Yanqiu looked at the face of the person in the mirror. If Lin Yuewei saw her like this, she would definitely say that she was playing tricks again. Fortunately, she is not here now.Gu Yanqiu wiped off the water on his hands before calmly answering Cheng Guiyuan: "No, she called me."

Cheng Guiyuan said with great interest: "Then..."

Gu Yanqiu interrupted her lightly: "There was another quarrel."

Cheng Guiyuan: "..."

Gu Yanqiu passed by her and entered the room: "To be precise, she unilaterally fired at me."

"Because of running away from home?"

"Ah."

"You have a hot temper." Cheng Guiyuan laughed.

It’s been a long time since I’ve seen such a flamboyant love. Whether it’s in herself or someone around her, fast food life and fast food love are popular among young people nowadays. For myself, nothing can be left in the end.It is really rare for Gu Yanqiu and Lin Yuewei to love each other despite hurting each other.

Cheng Guiyuan licked her lips, and became more and more curious about whether they could achieve a positive result.

Seeing two people with sharp edges and corners willing to smooth their edges and corners for each other and become the most suitable person for each other, once they pass through the most torturous process, it will be better than those she saw that seem to fit but have undercurrents. I don’t know what Problematic love will break out from time to time, so be firmer.If they can't get over it, it can only mean that the two of them are really not suitable, but at least they will do their best to maintain this love.

The most important thing in a relationship is not love itself, but teaching us how to love someone.

"Yeah." Gu Yanqiu didn't notice her mental activity, and said, "She's fine, but I'm not fine, I made her angry."

Cheng Guiyuan said with emotion: "Is your filter too thick?" As far as she is concerned, that Miss Lin is not a small problem, and few people can bear this temper alone.

Gu Yanqiu pinned the long hair behind the ears, and smiled lightly with the corners of her lips slightly raised: "She also has a thick filter, and when she's not arguing, she always calls me cute every day, but I don't think I'm cute at all. She's been saying that for a long time, and even I almost believe it."

Cheng Guiyuan exaggeratedly covered her heart: "Ah, my single dog's heart hurts so much."

Gu Yanqiu drooped his eyelashes and clenched his fist slightly: "So I have to get well soon."

Cheng Guiyuan said in her heart that she was too naive, and said with a half-smile: "Do you think everything will be fine for you when you get better?"

Gu Yanqiu: "Huh?"

Some problems can only be realized by her own experience, Cheng Guiyuan chose not to expose them, and said with a smile: "It's nothing, I wish you a happy marriage. I didn't attend the last wedding, when will I have another one?"

Gu Yanqiu: "She wants to become a celebrity now, and I'm afraid she won't disclose our relationship in a short time, so it will probably take a long time."

"Star?" Cheng Guiyuan remembered, raised her eyebrows, and couldn't control her urgency to see the ending.

"Well, I went to the racecourse because I was afraid that she would be spotted by those second generations, and she would play some dirty tricks, which would be hard to guard against."

Cheng Guiyuan brushed her long hair, lowered her head and braided herself: "It's reasonable to be worried, but there is something wrong with the method, you shouldn't be so impulsive, you can say hello to her in advance, and just observe silently after you go , don't disturb her."

"I know." Gu Yanqiu sighed.

"But you can't control it." Cheng Guiyuan added the last sentence for her.

Gu Yanqiu nodded.

Cheng Guiyuan said: "It's almost lunch time, let's go downstairs for dinner, what time does the psychiatrist make an appointment?"

Gu Yanqiu replied: "Three o'clock in the afternoon."

Cheng Guiyuan said, "Okay, I can take a nap after dinner."

Gu Yanqiu looked preoccupied.

"Thinking about someone again?"

"I'm afraid that if she hasn't waited for a reply, she will..." Gu Yanqiu didn't say it.

Cheng Guiyuan opened the door, motioned her to go first, and comforted her: "Just one day, according to your description, your relationship is not that fragile, isn't it still in the period of passionate love, it is not so easy to mention those two words, rest assured."

Gu Yanqiu took back the sigh that came to his lips, it is always bad to complain about yourself in front of others, especially if she came here early in the morning to disturb people's sleep, it shouldn't be like this.

"Guiyuan." Gu Yanqiu turned around and called her.

Cheng Guiyuan was startled: "What are you doing? Calling me so affectionately, I thought you had taken a fancy to me. Let me declare in advance that I like veterans, and I don't like troublesome newbies like you." Gu Yanqiu The only thing that made her fall in love with other than a friend was that face.It's interesting to watch other people's struggles in love, but she doesn't want to when it's her turn, and she continues to live with the situation.

"..." Gu Yanqiu's originally serious expression was interrupted by her, and finally showed a dumbfounding expression, "I just want to say thank you."

Cheng Guiyuan: "It should." She suddenly fixed her eyes on Gu Yanqiu.

Gu Yanqiu looked himself up and down and asked, "What are you looking at?"

"Look at a Bodhisattva illuminated by golden light," Cheng Guiyuan recited a Buddha's name in a low voice, "Namo Amitabha."

Gu Yanqiu: "Go."

Cheng Guiyuan showed great joy at this: "How nice it is like this, don't keep carrying it, you are not too tired and others are too tired."

Gu Yanqiu: "Did I carry it?"

Cheng Guiyuan said, "I did it, and I did it very powerfully. When I didn't know you before, I thought you were a very indifferent person, the kind who kept you at a respectful distance."

"now what?"

"A rookie in love who is trapped by love." After Cheng Guiyuan said this, she immediately ran away with oil on the soles of her feet.

"you!"

Gu Yanqiu stood there for a while, shaking his head helplessly and chuckling.

Cheng Guiyuan looked at her from a distance, saw that she didn't respond after "you", and sighed: "Gu Yanqiu, you are really boring."

The bored Gu Yanqiu smiled.

At three o'clock in the afternoon, at the door of the psychiatrist's office, the interesting Cheng Guiyuan waved to the boring Gu Yanqiu, and looked at her encouragingly: "In order to fall in love, actively cooperate with the doctor."

Gu Yanqiu returned her a confident smile.

After returning to China, Gu Yanqiu received several psychological counseling due to the great psychological pressure.But she herself has minored in psychology, and almost went for the exam. Knowing the routines of psychiatrists, she has always cooperated on the surface and refused to speak out what was in her heart.The doctor prescribed medicine for her. Since the side effects of neurological drugs are relatively large, and there is no major problem with sleepwalking, she stopped the medicine and managed it by herself. Although the effect is slow, it is getting better slowly.Later, Lin Yuewei appeared. She quickly "healed" by shifting all her focus to the opponent. In fact, she did not solve the fundamental problem, so the rebound after the collapse of the defense line was particularly strong this time.

There was no other way, the doctor asked her what she answered, and she received a deep treatment.

It was already dark when we came out, and Cheng Guiyuan, who was waiting outside, got up to greet her: "How's it going?"

Gu Yanqiu smiled and said, "How can it be effective so quickly?"

Cheng Guiyuan: "If you laugh, it will work."

Gu Yanqiu looked at the sky outside the window and said, "I'm going home."

Cheng Guiyuan: "Go back and kneel down on the durian?"

Gu Yanqiu laughed again: "Then I'm going to buy two durians now?"

Cheng Guiyuan laughed along.

The two separated at the entrance of the hospital and went back to their respective homes.

Of course, she didn't buy durians. Gu Yanqiu thought it was not elegant for her and Lin Yuewei to kneel and talk to durians, so she gave up the plan, but she bought some.

Gu Yanqiu didn't dare to call after entering the door, and Gu Yanqiu left without saying goodbye, which was very bad for Lin Yuewei and Ran Qingqing, but when Ran Qingqing saw her, he greeted her lovingly: "Just come back."

Gu Yanqiu apologized to Ran Qingqing first, then looked around and asked, "Where's Yuewei?"

Ran Qingqing's eyes dodged.

Gu Yanqiu walked upstairs and asked, "What's wrong with her?"

Ran Qingqing: "She's not at home."

Gu Yanqiu: "What?"

Ran Qingqing: "At noon, she received a short-term notice from the company, saying that there was an event where a celebrity couldn't go, and she was asked to save the event, and left in a hurry."

Gu Yanqiu was quiet for a while, hooked his lips, and said, "That's it."

Ran Qingqing: "Don't be angry with her."

Gu Yanqiu smiled: "Auntie, you misunderstood, I'm not angry with her."

Ran Qingqing: "Then you are..."

Gu Yanqiu: "Have you cooked? I'll cook tonight? Would you like to try my cooking?"

Ran Qingqing: "???"

Then Gu Yanqiu went to the kitchen as if nothing had happened, and served a table of delicious food. The second monk Ran Qingqing Zhang couldn't figure it out. After Gu Yanqiu finished eating, he pressed the corners of his mouth with a paper towel. The dishes and chopsticks were cleaned up and went upstairs.

***

Lin Yuewei was temporarily replacing someone else, that star was higher than her, because she couldn't come because of personal affairs, Chen Xuan couldn't help her as a substitute, with an impeccable smile, she stood on the "heavenly high" One night, the house leaked and it rained all night. When I returned to the hotel where I was staying, I accidentally sprained my foot.

It's all Gu Yanqiu's fault, if it wasn't for her, she wouldn't have lost her mind.

Lin Yuewei took out a phone from his pocket that hadn't heard from Gu Yanqiu throughout the day and night, clicked on the other party's dialog box, typed, and clicked send.

[Two woods: If you don't contact me after today, I will really ignore you!There are still two hours until twelve o'clock! 】

Video requests rang at the same time.

Lin Yuewei quickly clicked on it, and then covered the camera.

There was also a black screen over there, and there was a rustling sound before the screen came out. A naive doll rabbit was kneeling and appeared in the center of the screen, holding a piece of A4 paper in its arms.

Several large characters were written on the cardboard with a black signature pen, which was too far away to be seen clearly, but the neat handwriting was written by Gu Yanqiu at first glance.

Lin Yuewei: "Come closer, I can't see clearly."

The camera got a little closer.

Lin Yuewei finally saw clearly, those words were written: [Daughter-in-law, I was wrong, I shouldn't have run away from home] The doll rabbit was wrapped up by Gu Yanqiu, and they made a gesture of acknowledging their mistakes in cooperation.

Lin Yuewei: "..."

Where is this playing?

The A4 paper was quickly pulled out by one hand, and a new one was replaced: [Did you see clearly? 】

Lin Yuewei recalled the afterimage of those hands: "I can see it clearly."

Another one: [I think you should still be angry with me, so let's communicate like this first] There is also Zhang Mengmeng's smiling face at the end of the sentence.