Never Meeting Again In Our Next Life

That night, Song Yan made a floor bunk next to the bed very consciously, and then fell asleep with his clothes on his head.

Xia Lin sat on the bed and stared at him silently for a while. He had already thought of several ways to kick Song Yan out of bed, but Song Yan was so obedient that his plan was useless.

After a while, Song Yan's slight snoring was heard.

This level of snoring would not have affected Xia Lin's sleep originally, not to mention that he had already gotten used to it in his last life, but for some reason, his thoughts were disturbed this night, he tossed and turned, and couldn't fall asleep.

Images of mudslides in his previous life kept flashing through his mind. He wanted to warn everyone, but he couldn't remember the exact date. He was afraid that no one would believe his words.

Thinking of this, he turned over irritably, and the bed board suddenly creaked, waking Song Yan who was sleeping soundly.

Song Yan looked up at the bed, and asked in a slightly confused voice: "Xia Lin, aren't you used to sleeping on the bed here?"

"It's okay." Xia Lin didn't feel that he was a delicate young master who had to sleep on the bed. He came here in the last life, because he was too tired from the long journey, and almost fell asleep.

Song Ting turned sideways in this direction and said, "If you can't fall asleep, can I sing "Sleep Song" for you?"

"..." Xia Lin wanted to refuse habitually, but Song Yan had already started singing softly.

"Sleep peacefully, baby, lilac red rose, gently climbing into the bed, accompanying you to sleep..."

His voice is soft and magnetic, especially intoxicating on quiet nights.

I have to admit that Xia Lin is very irresistible to his voice. He first found out that he likes Song Yan because he listened to his songs.After the two got together, whenever Song Yan hugged him and breathed in his ear, he would be very emotional.

"Stop singing." Xia Lin interrupted in embarrassment. He didn't want to admit that his heart, which had been silent for a long time, became agitated again on this summer night.

.Does it sound good? Song Yan asked cautiously, "Then I'll change another one?" "

"Don't change it, I don't want to hear it."

Song Yan fell silent.

After a while, Song Yan asked in a low voice: "Xia Lin, does it mean that no matter what I do, it will only arouse your resentment or even disgust?"

"You can tell me what you don't like, and I can change it."

Xia Lin said coldly: "To be honest, after reliving my life, I found that there are many things that I hate about you, but what I hate the most is that you always do to me what you did to Yu Luotong again. , makes me nauseous."

Song Yan was silent for a moment, then said in a low voice, "Tonight is the first time I've sung "Sleep Song", and I've never sung it to anyone before."

Xia Lin "..."

He glanced in Song Yan's direction, and he could clearly see the light on Song Yan's phone screen in the dark, which should be the lyrics of "Sleep Song" that he just searched from Baidu.

Xia Lin looked back silently, thinking that I should be curious about your singing for the first time.

Song Yan sighed and said, "Xia Lin, I'm not very imaginative, and there are only a few things I can think of to please people, but I really want to be nice to you, not just putting on airs. "

Xia Lin didn't object to this point. Song Yan liked Yu Luotong in the previous life, so he wholeheartedly flattered Yu Luotong. Although he was with him later, his relationship didn't reach that level, so he didn't give him the same treatment as Yu Luotong.

That kind of treatment was originally what Xia Lin dreamed of, but in this life, when this kind of treatment really fell on him, he didn't want it anymore, he didn't want to deceive himself any longer.

After a moment of silence, Xia Lin said quietly: "Song Yan, you are not in love with me, don't you still not see this clearly? No matter in the last life or this life, you only regard me as Yu Luotong's substitute, only But in the last life, Yu Luotong had feelings for you, but in this life, Yu Luotong and you have missed each other from the very beginning, you just have no choice. What's more, you keep saying that you owe me and want to make up for me, but love is not exchanged by making up Come on, guilt is not the same as love, do you understand?

"I understand." Song Yan said, "It's just that I understood it too late, and I have already missed you for the rest of my life."

Xia Lin thought, no, you still don't understand.

But Song Yan went on to say: "After the rebirth in this life, I combed through the memories of the two lives over and over again. The more I recalled, the more I understood. And the accident in the bar at the age of 17 not only seriously injured his body, but also became the lingering fear and haze in his heart. He felt that he was abandoned by the whole world, and he wanted to cut himself off in despair. Wrist suicide, I stopped in time."

Xia Lin was taken aback, he didn't know the details of that incident, let alone that incident that almost drove Yu Luotong to a dead end.

Song Yan went on to say: "After I heard what happened to him, I ran to find that bastard in a fit of anger. You should also know what happened later. I was severely punished by the school. Luo Tong was both grateful and guilty to me. He said that he I really want to repay me, but he has nothing to give me except his body. At that time, I felt very uncomfortable, thinking that since no one in this world treats him well, then I will protect him and be his forever rely on."

When Song Yan said this, he suddenly smiled self-deprecatingly: "I always thought that Luo Tong loved me. I deceived myself all my life. I didn't know until I was reborn in this life. It turned out that it was not love. It's just the only life-saving straw, whoever reaches out to him, he will love and rely on whom. In the last life, it was me, and in this life, it is you."