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When Gu Yao received Xu Qingzhou's call, he was asking Yang Fei to apply medicine for him. His body injury was almost healed, but the bruise on his back hadn't disappeared, so he had to apply safflower oil slowly.

Han Chengjia and Cheng used to belong to the same club. Today, the club had something to do and went to a meeting. They haven’t come back yet. Before, they took turns to help, but today there is no other way. Gu Yao can only trouble Yang Fei.

But Yang Fei, apart from being a little patient with Cheng Yi's matter, was full of impatience with other things. He was eager to finish and leave as soon as possible, and his hands were merciless, just like a blind massage He didn't nod his head correctly, and Gu Yao grinned in pain.

"Hiss, Yang Fei, why don't you be gentle, this is human skin, not pig skin."

Yang Fei glanced at it disapprovingly, then poured a little medicated oil on his hand, "Crack!", and slapped Gu Yao on the back again, which really caused him to scream again.

Then, as if he hadn't expected the voice, he asked calmly and normally, "How did you get hurt?"

Gu Yao often took a shower and was shirtless in the dormitory, so naturally he couldn't hide it, so when he heard Yang Fei's question, he felt a little guilty, and stammered, "Didn't I tell you that you were robbed during the holidays?" , took the money and was jealous of my handsomeness, so he beat me up."

"Ha ha."

The latter sneered and obviously didn't believe it.

Gu Dashen sighed, he knew that with his poor acting skills, coupled with the flawed lies, it was okay to deceive Cheng Han Cheng's family for two hundred and five, but to deceive Yang Fei was just a dream. , it's dark.

Seeing his silent look, Yang Fei didn't care, and continued: "I took a look, you were beaten with a stick, you were beaten in a mess, the marks were light and heavy, and the force was uneven. It's just a novice, there are not many people who can make you fight back, so, it was your father who hit you, right?"

Although these words were interrogative sentences, the tone of Yang Fei's words was very certain, as if he had made up his own guess.

Without waiting for Gu Yao to refute or nod, he continued: "I met your father when he was in his freshman year, and he looked like he loved his wife and son, and you gave him a face, so I guess he didn't even say a harsh word to you. However, it must be a big deal for him to beat you, I guess, you are out of the closet."

Gu Yao: "..."

"Looking at your expression, I guessed right, you really came out of the closet."

The latter rolled his eyes at him, and said angrily: "Don't tell Cheng once, that bastard's mouth doesn't care about things, he can't cover his words, maybe he will tell Xu Qingzhou as soon as he turns his head."

Yang Fei sneered, and said indifferently, "Don't worry, I don't care about your messy things."

Yang Fei looks gentle and elegant, but in fact, he is a crazy group, who disdains gossip about people behind his back, so Gu Yao heaved a sigh of relief when he heard what he said, knowing that the secret was kept, so he simply snatched it from him. The safflower oil rubs itself.

No need to do anything, Yang Fei was also happy and relaxed. He took out a wet towel from the table and slowly wiped his hands. He leaned against Gu Yao's table, raised his chin, and gossiped, "Why did you suddenly think of telling your parents? You can’t take it easy, what’s the rush.”

"Then why did you have to tell your parents, why can't you wait until you graduate from the college entrance examination and go to university?"

"We are different," Yang Fei retorted without thinking, "I was in adolescence, I was young and ignorant, and I was impulsive. Are you in adolescence now?"

Gu Yao sneered at his remarks, returned a middle finger, and didn't want to say a word.

But Yang Fei was still curious, and kept asking, "Tell me, what on earth are you thinking, you have cut off your back, so you won't be afraid that Xu Qingzhou has had enough fun, pat his ass and leave."

These words were very hateful, which provoked Gu Yao to stare at Yang Fei, then turned his head away from him, trying to keep out of sight and out of mind.

"I asked you something, you tell me and I will analyze it for you."

While asking, Yang Fei also raised his foot and kicked Gu Yao's chair a few times.

The latter was so noisy that he turned his head and was about to say a few words when he heard the mobile phone on the table ringing. He hurriedly picked up the mobile phone and found that it was Xu Qingzhou who called, and said something to Yang Fei. made a silent movement.

Yang Fei was close, so he naturally saw the caller ID. He knew that he couldn't find any useful information, and he didn't have a habit of eavesdropping on other people's calls. He shrugged and walked away knowingly.

When Yang Fei walked away, Gu Yao hurriedly pressed the answer button. Before he could make a sound, he heard Xu Caiziqing's cold and aggrieved voice from the phone, leaving a sentence "I won't be back at night", and took Picking up the coat that was draped over the chair, he ran out in a hurry.

Looking at his back, Yang Fei shook his head, then continued to read.

It has just entered March, although the temperature has risen slightly, it is still cold, and the wind is blowing against the glass windows, which still makes people shiver a little.

Gu Yao was anxious, so he added money to the driver, and shortened the one-and-a-half-hour journey to four or ten minutes. When he arrived at the back gate of Xianan, there were only a few nearby residents around. Eat at a small stall.

The smell of oily smoke and the sound of punching fists added a bit of excitement to this quiet space, making it more popular than during the day.

He looked around, and finally saw Xu Qingzhou curled up beside a lounge chair.

Xu Caizi usually has a lofty and arrogant look, trying his best to maintain his steady and calm personality, never showing weakness, and has a tough temper, not admitting defeat at all, most afraid of being a little bit worse than others, there is He shouldered all the difficulties by himself without showing any timidity.

Therefore, when he was about 1.8 meters tall, huddled together, squatting pitifully on the ground, buried his head, and embraced himself with his hands, he looked weak and helpless, which aroused people's desire for protection.

I have never seen Xu Caizi show weakness. When he saw this scene, Gu Yao's heart ached, and he hurried to check around him, afraid that he was not feeling well, so he didn't dare to touch him lightly. His head was sweating in a hurry. , kept asking: "Zhouzhou, what's the matter with you? Is there a stomach problem? It's not comfortable there. Say something, does it hurt? Don't be afraid, don't be afraid. I'll take you to the hospital."

Xu Qingzhou heard the voice, raised his head slowly, and saw Gu Yao half kneeling beside him, sweating profusely. He was baffled at first, but after hearing these words, he came to his senses and took Gu Yao's elbow to explain, "I'm fine, don't worry."

"Stop coaxing me. It's okay, why are you squatting on the ground? Look, your eyes are red, are you crying in pain?"

Xu Qingzhou: "..."

How would he explain it? He was squatting on the ground because he was tired from waiting for Gu Yao. He originally planned to sit on a chair, but his buttocks were injured. He just tried to sit.

So I could only find a corner and stand there. I was tired from standing behind and my feet felt weak, so I planned to squat for a while, but Gu Yao came right after I squatted down.

As for the redness of the eyes, I'm sorry, it was rubbed by myself because of the sand.

Xu Qingzhou wouldn't talk about all the above facts, it was too embarrassing, in the end he could only stand up, circle around Gu Yao a few times, and reassure himself that he was fine.

Gu Yao touched east and west, making sure again and again, and then put down the knife in his heart.

On this big night, the two of them didn't plan to sleep on the street, they found a hotel that looked clean and tidy, got a room, and went in.

Gu Yao still remembered that Xu Qingzhou had just had sex with himself all afternoon, and he was feeling uncomfortable, and the cold wind was blowing outside for an unknown period of time, worrying that he would catch a cold, so he was just like serving his ancestors, serving him to take a bath and wash.

After all this was done, I helped him wipe off the dripping hair, carefully helped him to the side of the bed, put two pillows on him, and let him lie down comfortably, so I was relieved.

Then he sat on the head of the bed, wiped his wet hair, and waited slowly for Xu Qingzhou to talk about what happened tonight without rushing or asking.

Xu Qingzhou moved his body, changed to a more comfortable position, and turned his head to look at Gu Yao's side face. For a while, he didn't know where to start. Too many things happened today, and his brain is still not working. It's a bit of a mess, and nothing has been sorted out yet.

His eyes wandered back and forth on Gu Yao, he thought a lot, and finally looked at his empty hands, opened his mouth and asked, "Where's my cake?"

Gu Yao paused for a moment, vaguely angry. He didn't expect who Xu Qingzhou's bad temper, which likes to be blind and arrogant, was learned from. He was so worried that he was going to die, but he could still calmly ask, "I Where's the cake?"

Regarding this, Gu Dashen didn't know whether he was lamenting Xu Qingzhou's strong psychological quality, or lamenting that he was too worried, so he just continued to move his hands, rubbing his hair, and said in a light tone: "I didn't buy it, At 10:30 p.m., the store was already closed."

"Ah, what a pity."

"Oh, it's a pity. You just want to eat a cake at night, instead of going back to the dormitory, you wander outside. Do you want to catch a cold and go to the hospital?"

This tone is different from Gu Yao's usual playful and joking tone. Xu Qingzhou naturally knew that he was angry. He lowered his head like a child who had done something wrong, and unconsciously held the bed sheet with his ten fingers, crumpling it into a ball.

He called because he wanted to see Gu Yao, but he didn't want to bother Gu Yao with his troubles, as long as he was happy with his partner, why should he let the other party worry about his troubles.

Gu Yao felt a little surprised when he didn't hear the answer. He glanced sideways and saw Xu Qingzhou lowering his head, obviously out of state, and was even more angry.

He just thinks that Xu Qingzhou is so bad, he doesn't say anything, hides everything, endures everything by himself, looks like he lives in his own world, and doesn't care, but he looks like a clown, so funny .

Gu Yao is not greedy, he just wants to know what Xu Qingzhou is thinking, what is bothering him, why he is unhappy, that's all.

But when two people get along, one of them has to compromise. If Xu Qingzhou can't do it, he can only take a step back.

Gu Yao figured it out, and didn't intend to continue to argue with him, he sighed lightly, and just about to speak, he heard Xu Qingzhou speak, "I just talked to Fang Qi and the others."

"Ok?"

"Say we're together."

Gu Yao was stunned, he didn't expect this reason, he knew that Xu Qingzhou cared about their friendship with Fang Qi, even though he had been sneaking with him all the time, he never thought of forcing Xu Qingzhou to prove their relationship.

The two cherish each other and are not willing to be wronged by the other at all.

After thinking about it for a while, Gu Yao could guess what happened, but he still asked one more question: "What did they say?"

"I talked a lot," Xu Qingzhou smiled bitterly, "it's embarrassing anyway."

Xu Qingzhou didn't mention what Lu Qian said, and told Gu Yao everything that happened in the dormitory.

Gu Yao lowered his head, dripping water from his undried hair, little by little, dripping onto the gray T-shirt, smudged, and dyed the color of the clothes deeply. Looking from a distance, there is a kind of The beauty of splash-ink landscape painting.

Although he was not at the scene, but from what Xu Qingzhou described, it can be imagined how chaotic the scene was at that time. In fact, it is no wonder that his good brother suddenly bent, and normal people would find it difficult to accept it at the first time, not to mention there are still A Lu Qian.

Just saying it among friends is already so unacceptable. If one day, Xu Qingzhou's parents find out, he will say it like today, regardless of his care, and then call himself, alone Waiting for my company on the empty street, I will still say goodbye and turn around gracefully.

Thinking of this, Gu Yao suddenly began to feel afraid, afraid of Xu Qingzhou's timidity, afraid of all the useless efforts he had done, afraid that they would have no future.

He thought of what Yang Fei said just now in the dormitory, what would he do if Xu Qingzhou pulled away.

Yes, what will I do.

It seems that I can't do anything.

His throat was a little dry and itchy. He swallowed a few mouthfuls of saliva involuntarily, moistened his throat, and asked in a hoarse voice, "Then, what do you think?"

Xu Qingzhou didn't speak.

The atmosphere suddenly fell silent, only the slight breathing of the two people, motionless, and time stood still.

In the end it was still Gu Yao who was defeated, he sighed resignedly, and was about to find another topic to skip this matter, but just as he was about to speak, he felt a heavy burden on his back.

Xu Qingzhou leaned his forehead on Gu Yao's back, covering his face, and passed his breath to Gu Yao through his clothes, making the latter feel so soft that he lost even the slightest unpleasant thought.

"I don't have any ideas. I don't think it's wrong for us to be together. I didn't think it before, I don't think it now, and I won't think it in the future."

The two were so close that Gu Yao could even feel the slight tremor in Xu Qingzhou's chest when he spoke. He did not deny that Xu Qingzhou's words moved him. He hooked his lips and turned back to hug Xu Qingzhou into his arms. .

The latter put his arms around his waist and buried his head in Gu Yao's arms.

Gu Yao bowed his head and kissed the top of Xu Qingzhou's head. The freshly washed hair carried a faint fragrance, which penetrated straight into his nasal cavity. He tightened his arms and said slowly: "Xu Qingzhou, I like you."

"I know."

"I really like you, I like you very much."

"I know."

always knew.

The two just used the most intimate posture between lovers, embracing each other all night.

Early the next morning, Gu Yao sent Xu Qingzhou downstairs to his dormitory. After last night, they each thought a lot, and they did not hide and hide. I got a lot of gossip and scrutiny, but the two of them didn't care, and they still didn't look sideways.

It wasn't until the downstairs of the dormitory that Gu Yao said worriedly: "How about I go up with you, you were so embarrassed last night, I go up with you, maybe it will be better."

Hearing this, Xu Qingzhou laughed and said: "It's okay, I have to get along with Fang Qi and the others for two years, this matter has to be resolved, otherwise everyone will be uncomfortable, and if you go up and say it, it will be even more chaotic, come on, You go back first."

"Why don't we talk about it later?"

"It's the same any time, you go back."

"Then I'm leaving. Call me if you have anything to do, and call me if you have nothing to do. Do you know?"

"Yes, yes, let's go."

After dawdling for a long time, Gu Yao turned around and left slowly.

Xu Qingzhou kept watching, and only entered the dormitory building when he was out of sight.

He rested all night, and his health was much better than yesterday. After a while, he reached the fifth floor and stood at the door for a while, hesitating.Taking a deep breath, he took out the key from his pocket and opened the door.

After opening the door, the three people inside turned their heads to look at the door in unison. When they saw Xu Qingzhou, they were all stunned.

Xu Qingzhou closed the door, a little at a loss, not knowing what to do first.

In this weird atmosphere, Fang Qi spoke first, and waved with a smile, "Zhou'er, you're back."

Following the steps given by Fang Qi, Xu Qingzhou smiled, walked towards Fang Qi, and replied: "Well, I'm back."

When he got closer, he saw that Fang Qi's computer was turned on, and it was the green Jinjiang website he had seen before.

Seeing that he was discovered, the latter smiled awkwardly, and then closed the computer.

Yu Fang smiled and took over the conversation: "Where did the genius sleep last night?"

"Opened a room outside the school."

"With Gu Yao?"

"..."

As soon as Lu Qian made a sound, the weird atmosphere became even more strange.

Xu Qingzhou froze for a moment, then nodded, and gave a soft "hmm".

After saying this, the bedroom suddenly fell silent again.

Yu Fang squinted his eyes and thought for a while, cleared his throat, and broke the moment of silence, "Well, I'm a little hungry, Fang Qi, let's go for a walk and go to the cafeteria to buy breakfast."

Fang Qi, who was named, was worried about the fight between the two, and had no time to talk about it. Hearing that he was still thinking about eating at this time, he said helplessly: "What to eat, what do we do on the weekends in our dormitory?" It's time for breakfast, wait until noon and go straight to lunch."

Not afraid of god-like opponents, but afraid of pig-like teammates.

Yu Fang was defeated by Fang Qi, a pig teammate, so he simply didn't bother to talk nonsense with him, so he just pulled him away and left.

"No, I'm too hungry. If you don't accompany me, I'll eat the beef jerky you brought."

"Fuck, I'm not going to get sick, I only have a little beef jerky left, can you let it go."

"All right, all right, don't worry about it, let's go eat, eat."

"Ah, ah, I haven't changed my clothes yet."

Hearing the voices of the two getting farther and farther away, Xu Qingzhou understood Yu Fang's behavior, moved a chair, sat straight in front of Lu Qian, and pretended to have a long conversation, "Lu Qian, let's talk talk."

"Okay!"

Although they were talking, neither of them opened their mouths. They didn't say a word for a while, but they spoke in unison.

"sorry."

"sorry."

"What I said yesterday went too far and I apologize for what I said."

Xu Qingzhou looked up, looked at Lu Qian, and said apologetically, "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to hide it from you. I want to wait for a chance, and then tell you when it's appropriate."

Lu Qian nodded, and said in a flat tone: "I know, you've always been like this, why don't you do it, and if you do, you won't deny it. I've known you for so long, and I know it all."

He looked at Xu Qingzhou, as if caught in the past memories, paused for a while, and continued: "You, why did you choose Gu Yao? Obviously, you have more choices."

Like me!

"Why," Xu Qingzhou smiled, with a long and distant voice, "I don't know. When I realized it, I found that I had him in my construction of the future."

Hearing this, Lu Qian felt that his numb heart was still tingling. At this moment, he really knew that he could only be fixed in the position of a friend in the future, and this fixation might last for a lifetime.

Xu Qingzhou withdrew her smile, looked straight into Lu Qian's eyes, and said seriously: "Lu Qian, I remember all the kindness you have done to me. I treat you as a brother, a brother, so I don't want to be a brother because of Gu Yao. , Let there be a gap between us, of course, it's normal if you can't accept it, it's already a shame to not give me a mouthful of spit."

"This road is not easy to walk. No one will support it. They will only look at you with strange eyes and treat you as a different kind. Have you thought it through clearly? Are you not afraid?"

"I'm afraid," Xu Qingzhou rubbed his nose, "You know, I'm used to enjoying myself, I'm a bit of a young master, and I'm serious about face, I'm most afraid of others pointing fingers at me, offending my reputation, and damaging my reputation for the rest of my life .”

"It's okay, you can still look back now, only we know about it, you and Gu Yao just broke up, and everything is back to the original point." Lu Qian was a little anxious, and grabbed Xu Qingzhou's arms.

Xu Qingzhou smiled, and gently patted his hands, "I have never rebelled since I was a child, and I have been going smoothly. I have worked hard to be a good boy in the hearts of the author's parents and maintain a perfect personality. Now I want to rebel once, and Together with Gu Yao."

Lu Qian withdrew his hand, lost his mind, stared blankly at the ground, and then smiled wryly, "As a brother, I can only bless you."

Hearing this, Xu Qingzhou's eyes lit up immediately, and the smile on his face deepened, "Lu Qian, thank you!"

The latter looked at the extremely happy smiling man in front of him, the topless boy in his memory who was smiling brightly and brightly against the sun, seemed to have become a thing of the past.

He thought that Xu Qingzhou's future would be happy.

The author has something to say:

small theater:

Gu Beiye Yao: See what we found, a lonely, weak, and helpless Xu Qingzhou, let us approach him slowly.

Handsome author: [Drooling] Then, shall we remove Xu Qingzhou's head and eat it directly?

Xu Qingzhou: Hehe→_→

Gu Beiye Yao: [Fierce face] Then, we can remove the author's head and use it to feed my weak and helpless Zhou Zhou.

Handsome author:  …

ps: There are [-] chapters, and there are still [-] chapters to finish. I plan to make up [-]. It should be perfect. I will watch and write other episodes.

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