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After Xu Qingzhou said this, the bedroom suddenly fell into a strange silence, the four of them held their breath, and no one spoke.

No matter how surprising this sudden scene was, for a while, I didn't know what to say first.

In the end, Fang Qi spoke first.

He looked up at Xu Qingzhou in disbelief, opened his mouth, still didn't understand what was going on, then turned his eyes back and forth, scratched his head, and asked uncertainly: "Zhou'er, what were you talking about just now?" , I don't seem to hear clearly."

Xu Qingzhou understood that Fang Qi was the first to make the move, and planned to find a way for him to pass it off as a joke so as not to embarrass a few people.

But knowing that Gui knew, Xu Qingzhou didn't have this plan. He didn't think about regretting it from the moment he opened his mouth. In the end, he just sighed and repeated what he just said: "I said, I'm with Gu Yao .”

This time, the voice was louder, the words were clear, and the words were even more clear. In the quiet space, they reached the ears of the three without any hindrance. :"Hold!"

Lu Qian watched from the side, showing no emotional fluctuations on his face.

From the moment Xu Qingzhou opened his mouth to speak, he felt something strange in his heart, and before he could stop him, he heard this sentence that made his mind go blank.

During the two years that he liked Xu Qingzhou, Lu Qian has always been cautious, not daring to cross the safety limit for half a step, afraid that Xu Qingzhou would not accept it, and even more afraid that he would feel disgusted.

He is not a saint, he can't love someone without asking for anything in return, he always thought that Xu Qingzhou's straight man is deeply ingrained in his mind, so he can only use the reason that he can't break Xu Qingzhou and ruin his life to come Explain your cowardice and fear.

Lu Qian has countless opportunities to express his heart to Xu Qingzhou, and also has countless opportunities to get along with him day and night, even if he takes one more step, today's story will have a different ending.

Everything is not so important now.

Already ready to give up, trying to be in front of a good friend, watching Xu Qingzhou get married and have a happy marriage, from this point of view, Lu Qian will feel that he is actually helping Xu Qingzhou get his life on the right track, sincere and kind .

But he never thought that one day, Xu Qingzhou would stand in front of him and tell himself seriously that he was with a man.

This kind of plot development made Lu Qian's previous hesitation, timidity, entanglement, and fear become ridiculous, and his self-deception became evidence of his incompetence and cowardice.

In the end, he could only bear with the various emotional fluctuations in his heart, raised his head slightly, and asked calmly, "When?"

The matter has come to this point, Xu Qingzhou didn't want to hide it, he took his eyes back from Fang Qi's face, turned his head, looked straight at Lu Qian, and said softly: "It's been a long time, I didn't want to hide it from you, but I just haven't found it. Chance said."

"why?"

Why do you like boys?Why do you like Gu Yao?Why do you like it, not me?

Lu Qian looked into Xu Qingzhou's eyes, which contained all kinds of complicated emotions, and there were too many hidden affections, which made people feel uncomfortable, depressed and uncomfortable.

This look, like a Pandora's box, contains many secrets, luring others to fall and sink, and it only takes a few seconds to understand the meaning of it.

The latter didn't want to pry into the content inside, but turned his head, looked at the ground, and said in a flat tone: "There is no reason, I just like it."

Lu Qian looked at him like this, and when he heard this answer, he felt as if a thousand knives were cutting his own flesh. He took two steps forward, approached Xu Qingzhou, and said in a deep voice, "How could this be, how could you Will like Gu Yao, how is it possible, Gu Yao is a man, Qingzhou, what are you thinking."

"That's right, why did Zhou'er bend, there was no warning at all, it was too sudden." Fang Qi echoed from the side.

Yu Fang, as the calmest of the three, has never spoken since the beginning. Although the relationship between men and women is chaotic, he has a clearer understanding of many issues than others.

Just like the matter between Xu Qingzhou and Gu Yao, he had noticed the abnormality a long time ago, but he was not sure.

Hearing what Xu Qingzhou said today, I'm not surprised at all. I feel inexplicably natural and reasonable.

The current situation is very embarrassing, Xu Qingzhou's discomfort, Fang Qi's bewilderment, and Lu Qian's heartbreak, mixed with several emotions, spreading in the dormitory.

He looked aside now, then made a sound, cleared his throat, and said with a smile: "Everyone calm down first, let's talk about this slowly, don't worry, we are all brothers, don't hurt your friendship, isn't a wit just falling in love Well, he was not mean enough to hide it from us, but there was a reason for it, we..."

Before Yu Fang finished speaking, Lu Qian didn't have time to listen to his nonsense, but just looked at Xu Qingzhou's side face coldly, word by word, without any emotion in his words, "Xu Qingzhou, do you like men? , Have you ever thought about the consequences? What about your parents? What will you do in the future? Do you know what others will say about you behind your back? "

Hearing this, Yu Fang immediately understood what Lu Qian was going to say, his expression changed, he turned his head to stare at the latter, and hurriedly shouted, "Lu Qian, shut up."

"You haven't thought about all the consequences, you are with a man, you are ruining your future, ruining yourself."

"I……"

Xu Qingzhou opened his mouth to explain something, but he was interrupted by Lu Qian after he uttered a single word.

"Are you looking for excitement, or are you willing to degenerate? Gu Yao is so good, so good that you are willing to be with him with a bad name on your back. You are obviously a normal person, so you have to go on that abnormal path? You have to make yourself miserable ?"

"Lu Qian, don't talk about it, shut up the fuck, shut up, don't talk about the fuck." Yu Fang's voice was a little higher than before, and the expression on his face became ugly.

Fang Qi listened for a long time, and at this moment, he also heard something wrong, "Lu Qian, what are you talking about, how can you say Zhou'er like that, Zhou'er is not what you said, what nonsense are you talking about? "

The person next to him didn't see anyone else in his eyes. At this moment, Xu Qingzhou's words "I'm with Gu Yao" were all in his head, and he automatically excluded the voices of Yu Fang and Fang Qi, and said to himself: "They will poke your parents Backbone, say they didn't teach their son well, people in the society will say you are a disgusting homosexual, a "sick" person, and your friends will say you are a pervert, that you are disgusting... hiss"

Yu Fang rushed forward, with anger on his face, he punched Lu Qian heavily on the face, panting, and said angrily, "Lu Qian, what the hell are you talking about, are you crazy? Can you wake up a little bit?"

Knocked to the ground by a punch, the fine hair on his forehead covered the emotions in front of him. Sitting on the cold ground, Lu Qian was stunned for a moment before spitting bloody spittle from the side of his head. He didn't even stand up. With this movement, he sat on the ground, motionless, as if unconscious, lifeless.

"Zhou'er, Lu Qian, he didn't mean that, really not, Lu Qian, you fucking say something."

The latter didn't respond, and still maintained the posture just now, without making any movement.

Xu Qingzhou looked at the farce in front of him, and felt as if several big stones were pressed in his heart. He wanted to explain, wanted to explain, opened his mouth, but didn't spit out a single syllable.

After Lu Qian said that just now, the atmosphere in the dormitory became even weirder. I could only hear Yu Fang panting. Fang Qi looked at this, looked at that, and couldn't stand this uncomfortable feeling of depression, so he could only speak softly. Justify Lu Qian to Xu Qingzhou.

"Zhou'er, Lu Qian was just shocked by the news, what he said just now was all bullshit, don't take it seriously."

Xu Qingzhou didn't speak all the time, just stood in the middle of the bedroom, tilted his head, he could only see the smooth lines of his face, but couldn't see the expression on his face clearly, heard all kinds of words, and didn't respond at all, like a quiet and delicate Puppet, try to reduce your sense of existence.

He thought about how surprised and unbelievable Fang Qi and the others would be when he told the whole story. Although he had already prepared himself mentally and didn't expect to get them all to support him, when Lu Qian said what he said, Xu Qingzhou still remained silent. I felt that my heart was so uncomfortable that I couldn't breathe, as if my throat was being choked.

In fact, he didn't blame Lu Qian. Every word and sentence Lu Qian said was true and with good intentions. Every "what to do" in his words was a question that had always troubled Xu Qingzhou.

No matter how much I pretend to be indifferent, these problems are real and will not dissipate due to changes in the length of time.

It wasn't until Fang Qi called his name twice that Xu Qingzhou came back to his senses, turned his head back, glanced at Lu Qian who was on the ground from the corner of his eye, and then looked at Fang Qi and Yu Fang in front of him.

After pondering for a while, he smiled, opened his mouth lightly, and said in a flat tone: "I know, I know what Lu Qian said, I thought about it, I think about it every day, but I still don't think I did anything wrong .”

"Zhou'er."

Xu Qingzhou waved his hand, interrupted Fang Qi, and continued: "What others say, do my shit, my choice, he is not qualified to point out, except for my relatives and friends."

"I didn't tell you all this time. I was worried that you wouldn't be able to accept it. I didn't want to hide it from you. You think I'm disgusting or sick, but it's a fact that I'm with Gu Yao. , and three brothers are missing.”

As soon as the voice fell, the dormitory fell into silence again. This happened so suddenly that neither of them knew what to say. After all, their minds were full of muddleheaded words. That's the question of friendship.

Xu Qingzhou waited for a while, and saw that they all tilted their heads and looked sullen, and knew that there was too much information about this matter, and they would not be able to receive it for a while, so they didn't continue to say anything, just sighed, and turned back to their seats to take Putting on a coat, he walked straight to the door with his waist supported.

When holding the doorknob, he tilted his head slightly and said softly: "I feel like this is the way it is today. Everyone feels awkward in the dormitory. I can go out. If you have anything to do, call me."

As soon as the voice fell, he opened the door and walked out without any hesitation.

Fang Qi only reacted when the door slammed "Boom!", and hurriedly got up and said, "No, I have to go out and see where Zhou'er can go at night."

While talking, he hurriedly chased him out.

There was another sound of closing the door, Yu Fang raised his eyes to look at the closed door, then shifted his gaze to Lu Qian who was on the ground, sneered a few times, and said angrily: "You are happy now, think about what you just said Those words, look like a talented person, it's already uncomfortable enough, but you still poke him in the heart, Lu Qian, why didn't I know you were so capable. "

After Lu Qian said those words, he didn't make a sound, and kept his movements like this all the time, motionless, with his head down, only slight breathing could be heard.

Yu Fang looked down, feeling speechless at his dying look, and continued: "Lu Qian, you like Xu Qingzhou, is that what you like?"

Lu Qian's body froze, mechanically raised his head slowly, looked at Yu Fang, and let out a hoarse syllable from his dry and uncomfortable throat, "I..."

There was only one sound, and no more words.

He just moved his mouth and said something silently.

The words just now were not about Xu Qingzhou, but about himself. He was not as brave as Xu Qingzhou, nor as persistent as Gu Yao.

Only by presenting all the ugly and dark facts like this can I work hard to prove that I am right and that I have made the right choice, so as not to make my failure look so ridiculous.

People are like this, and they don't see the treasures that they have carefully treasured, being easily possessed by others.

Seeing his appearance, Yu Fang felt tired and helpless, so he could only bend down to pull him up from the ground, slowly helped him to the chair, and turned over to find the ointment.

Xu Qingzhou didn't know all kinds of thoughts in Lu Qian's mind. After coming out of the dormitory, he turned the corner and went downstairs. After walking two floors, he heard the sound of "tapping" behind him. When he turned around, he saw Fang Qi.

Immediately stopped, and now at the entrance of the corridor, he asked, "Why did you come out?"

In order to catch up with Xu Qingzhou, Fang Qi didn't have time to change his shoes, so he trotted behind wearing flip-flops, leaning on the wall for a while, and when he recovered, he replied, "I'm out to find you, It's so late at night, where are you going, stop making trouble, and come back with me."

Xu Qingzhou took a step back, avoiding Fang Qi reaching out to hold his hand, and shook his head, "Forget it, everyone will be very embarrassed when I go back now, I'll go out and get a room first, or go to the Internet cafe for a night, and wait until tomorrow Calm down, I'll be back."

Thinking of Lu Qian who was hysterical just now in the dormitory, Fang Qi felt a little guilty, retracted his hand hanging in the air, patted his forehead, and said tiredly: "What's all this?"

"Come on, I'm a big man, what are you worried about?" Xu Qingzhou patted him on the shoulder and said with a smile, "Go back quickly."

There was no other way, Fang Qi could only agree, then sighed, hesitated for a long time, and carefully asked out the confusion in his heart, "Well, you and Gu Yao..."

The following content is self-evident, Xu Qingzhou smiled and nodded, "Well, we were together last year."

"Then what did you say earlier that you went out to buy books and didn't go back to the dormitory until late at night, so you were with Gu Yao, right?"

Seeing that the lie was exposed, Xu Qingzhou was also a little embarrassed, touched his nose and nodded in embarrassment.

"My God," Fang Qi exclaimed, "I really didn't expect you two to be a couple. You say you, a good straight man, you can bend whatever you want. There is no sign at all. I get along with you day and night. Yeah, why didn't I see it..."

Xu Qingzhou had a smile on his face and didn't make a sound. He just listened to Fang Qi talking to himself. Then, he opened his mouth lightly and interrupted his long speech, "Fang Qi, do you feel sick?"

Fang Qi was still baffled by the sudden interruption. When he heard Xu Qingzhou's question, he put aside the messy remarks and said with a smile, "To be honest, I think it's weird. After all, you don't look like a Gay, I was surprised to say that you and Gu Yao are together."

Speaking of this, he punched Xu Qingzhou angrily, and continued: "But, I have known you for so long, and I know your personality. Since you have decided to be with Gu Yao, you must have thought about it for a long time. You, like me, have always been smart, you will not do things you are not sure of, and you will not easily regret things you have decided."

Xu Qingzhou couldn't laugh or cry, "Why do you still praise yourself?"

"Hee hee hee, and to be honest, apart from being shameless, Gu Shen has no shortcomings. Apart from the problem of body structure, in terms of knowledge, appearance, and character, they are all on par with you. Now This is the end of the matter, don't worry, I will support whatever decision you make, brother, who made me and you friends."

It would be a lie to say that he was not moved. Xu Qingzhou was really touched after hearing Fang Qi's words, but because of his personality, he couldn't say those hypocritical words. In the end, he just smiled and nodded towards Fang Qi. Everything is over. Without saying a word.

"Okay, I'm leaving, you're going back."

"Then don't go to Internet cafes, open a hotel and get some sleep."

"Got it, let's go."

Fang Qi stood on the stairs and watched Xu Qingzhou go downstairs, and waited until he was out of sight before turning back to the dormitory.

Xu Qingzhou left the dormitory building and walked aimlessly around the campus. Not to mention that Lu Qian was uncomfortable, he himself was also uncomfortable. This feeling of being abandoned by the whole world and being forced to stand on the opposite side is very uncomfortable.

He is a very face-saving person. If similar things happened in the past, in order not to let others see the joke, he would hide and hide himself in a place that others cannot see. It's all like the arrogance of spicy chicken.

But it's different now, he has Gu Yao, he is no longer alone, and there is no need to bear some grievances by himself.

Thinking of this, Xu Qingzhou took out his mobile phone and dialed a mobile phone number by heart.

It rang a few times and was connected immediately.

Xu Qingzhou softened his voice, and said a little wronged: "Gu Yao, I want to eat the cake from your cafeteria."

The author has something to say:

small theater:

Lu Qian: [draws the sword] Garbage author, go to hell!

Handsome author: [Panic face] Boss!Speak slowly if you have something to say, put down the knife first.

Lu Qian: [Furious] You fucking took so many red envelopes from me. If you can't be the male lead, why can't you set up a fan-attracting second male lead for me alone?

Handsome author: [Blinking eyes] You are the second male, look how popular you are among the readers.

At this time, a classmate Fang Qi with the title of male second passed by.

Handsome author:  …

Lu Qian: ...

ps: When I found a new cute little worm, the author of Spicy Chicken used the nine-square grid. There are so many worms. Sorry, I will catch it. When I watch the sky at night and find an auspicious day, I will catch it !I swear.

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