Cold violence

"I'm back, Mrs. Zhou."

"Zhou Yu?!" He Chu pinched his icy wrist and said in surprise, "You..."

"Sign a courier?" Zhou Yu smiled slightly, the corners of his mouth curved into a nice arc.

"You fucking..." He Chu was stunned by the so-called "express delivery". He gathered his composure and saw the person's face clearly, and suddenly he choked up.

Zhou Yu's body was still covered with unmelted wind and snow and the cold air of the twelfth lunar month, his hair was slightly damp, and his face was even paler because of the weather.

He wanted to say something, to tell him how worried he was when he wasn't answering the phone, to tell him how sad he was to have been waiting for so many hours, to tell him that in just a few short hours, he had Miss this man so much.

Zhou Yu's wrist was still pinched in He Chu's hand, even his wrist was cold, his pale skin was covered with lines of blood vessels that had turned dark purple due to the cold, holding it in He Chu's hand, he felt the blood in his hand The temperature is dropping a little bit.

This idiot, who doesn't know how to wear more clothes, just came to see him like this, doesn't he know how to feel sorry for himself?

He Chu wanted to open his mouth to blame him for not cherishing him, but when he looked at the man's smiling eyes with a little pride and a little invisible expectation, he couldn't say anything.

He came back overnight, even before the jet lag, just to meet himself.Is it because of the sentence I said, "I want to be with you now when I think about it"?

Zhou Yu asked him to wait for him, and he really came back.

Facing the wind and snow, with his own joy, he just wanted to give He Chu a small surprise...

He pulled Zhou Yu into his arms and hugged him tightly, as if trying to break his bones.

Zhou Yu only felt that he and He Chu's chests were extremely close, and the warmth from He Chu's body spread to his body through the material of the clothes, and he could even hear the heartbeats of the two of them, gentle and powerful.

He Chu strangled him so much that he opened his mouth to say something, but he heard He Chu's aggrieved voice from above his head: "You didn't answer my call for so fucking long, are you trying to scare me to death... ..." He let Zhou Yu's head rest on his shoulder, rubbed his chin against the top of his hair, and said again: "You really scared me to death..."

You scare me to death.I'm afraid that you agreed to me just for fun, I'm afraid you won't want me this time, and I'm even more afraid that something happened to you over there, and we'll lose contact from then on.

"Didn't you miss me? I'll come back to see you." After a long time, Zhou Yu raised his hand and patted He Chu's back, and said softly, "Don't you welcome me?"

"Welcome...you are the host here, why don't you welcome me?"

"Why did it scare you?" Zhou Yu laughed, and then said, "Aren't you welcome in? You only wear this at home. Is it cold standing here?"

He Chu shook his head lightly at this movement.

His Zhou Yu is really the stupidest person in the world, even though he is frozen like this, but he still cares about whether he is cold or not...

He held Zhou Yu in one hand, and slid down to hold Zhou Yu's hand with the other, with a heavy voice: "I just wear this little thing, are you here to make me feel sorry for you? You didn't say hello to me in advance when you came back... I thought You don't want me anymore..."

So Zhou Yu smiled softly and said, "No, I didn't tell you, I just wanted to surprise you, don't you like it?"

"It's not a surprise... I'm really afraid that you just don't want me... Tell me, how do you make it up to me?"

Zhou Yu leaned on He Chu's shoulder, burst out laughing with a "puchi", broke out from He Chu's arms, pushed him into the door, and then pulled the door behind him. Wen was pressed against the door again by Zhou Yu.

Zhou Yu laughed and stepped forward: "Just make it up like this..." Then he smiled and kissed He Chu's lips. He Chu was still in shock, and let him kiss gently for a long time before he could kiss. He lowered his eyes to look at Zhou Yu's pale cheeks.

From He Chu's perspective, he could only see Zhou Yu's tall nose bridge and eyelashes like small fans. He closed his eyelashes slightly, looking too beautiful.But his kissing skills still haven't improved at all, he rarely does this kind of thing, and he is still as young as before.He carefully pecked He Chu's lips, as if he was tasting a peerless nectar.

Then Zhou Yu stepped back slightly, staring into He Chu's eyes.

"It tastes good." Zhou Yu blinked at him, and stuck out the tip of his tongue to lick his lips.

He Chu's head suddenly exploded into a firework.

"Can you call this compensation..." He Chu took advantage, and hummed, "Why don't I teach you..."

"Is it the on-site teaching from Mr. He?"

"No, I'm exercising my privilege as Mrs. Zhou."

He Chu looked at him, cupped Zhou Yu's face with both hands, and lowered his head.

This time it can be regarded as a real kiss, even the exchange between lips and tongue is so close.

He Chu looked at Zhou Yu panting slightly in front of him, raised his eyebrows and said, "Unexpectedly, Mr. Zhou has been in the mall for many years, but his kissing skills still haven't improved at all."

Zhou Yu wiped the corners of his mouth, and retorted: "Then, with whom did Mr. He practice his kissing skills so well?"

"Admit my kissing skills? Then I'll take you as a compliment..." He Chu stretched out his arms and hugged Zhou Yu, "That's why I think about you every day, why don't you ask me, He Chu's head In addition to missing Zhou Yu every day, what else can I have?"

"have what?"

"And love you."

What he said was shameless, and Zhou Yu was also a little embarrassed. He turned his head and wanted to cover his face, but his arm was held down by He Chu, and he couldn't move. He could only blush quietly.

It's strange to say that Mr. Zhou, who was young in the mall, always retreated when he met this person, and finally let that person directly open the city gate, occupying the commanding heights in his heart.

Not for anything else, just like it.

"Are you tired, let me take you somewhere?" He Chu said suddenly as he watched Zhou Yu's face slowly turn red.

"Where?"

"Go...to our house." He Chu smiled, and covered Zhou Yu's eyes with his hands, "This time, you have to go blindfolded."

Our... home?

Zhou Yu was a little puzzled, he didn't understand what He Chu meant.But he still agreed: "Well, yes."

Even though He Chu helped Zhou Yu pack all his luggage and changed his clothes again, the road was still a bit congested when he went out.

Zhou Yu was indeed tired after being on the plane for more than ten hours. With a silk scarf on his eyes, he quietly fell asleep leaning against the co-pilot. He Chu occasionally turned his head, and he could see his beautifully shaped lips. Makes him want to sneak up and kiss her.

Zhou Yu came back early, and Zhou Yu came back early because of him...

Based on his understanding of Zhou Yu, Zhou Yu will never take the initiative to do this. He is very passive in any matter related to feelings. As long as it involves his personal emotions, he will not be too obvious. This was the first time Zhou Yu did something for He Chu, which made He Chu feel flattered.

Every little surprise Zhou Yu gave him was a precious treasure that He Chu wanted to treasure in his heart.

He once tried to understand Zhou Yu's past, but he couldn't find out the most secret thoughts in his heart. He only knew how much this person was struggling in his heart, and this person's superficial indifference was just a shell he used to disguise himself. In fact, he is sensitive and fragile, and the slightest emotional changes of the people around him are easily caught by Zhou Yu, which affects his emotions and the way he handles things.

He Chu wanted to help him share a little, but Zhou Yu didn't give He Chu this chance.He always digested his emotions by himself before coming to see He Chu again.

There was nothing wrong with him doing this, but He Chu hoped that Zhou Yu could be honest with him, he would rather Zhou Yu cause him some trouble than Zhou Yu holding back by himself.So he was always obsessed with such problems, which instead created a gap between himself and Zhou Yu.

When they were together when they were young, He Chu couldn't understand Zhou Yu's reason for doing this. He just felt that he was too tired to guess Zhou Yu's thoughts like this. In fact, he just didn't understand the person in front of him, and he was too immature to do it. Careful and tolerant.

He and Zhou Yu are completely different existences, he is too enthusiastic, and Zhou Yu is too cold.During the time when he lost his temper, He Chu felt that Zhou Yu didn't care about him at all, but now that he thought about it, it was actually Zhou Yu who tolerated his temper and willfulness all along.

At that time, he was always pursuing superficial things too much, so that he ignored the fact that all Zhou Yu's caring was silent.He will only treat you silently, even a little cautiously, so as not to let you find out, as long as you don't pay attention, you will think that he doesn't care about you at all.

But in fact, Zhou Yu's heart is a bit childish. He also hopes that his concern can be felt by the people around him, and he also hopes that someone can respond to his concern.

But he will be embarrassed to tell you even this small thought, like a timid cat, after finishing a little thing, it will quietly hide in the corner and watch your reaction secretly.

He may not need you to be nice to him, as long as you show a little kindness to him, he will repay you double.It's like throwing me a plum and giving me wine, Zhou Yu's kindness to people is actually very simple, very pure and good.

It's just that He Chu was careless in the past, and he always felt that Zhou Yu didn't do anything to him, until during the long seven years of separation, he could only recall the things they experienced together over and over again because of his endless thoughts about Zhou Yu. Only then did he discover Zhou Yu's inadvertent tenderness and traces of his kindness to him in every little thing.

It's just that they had been separated for too long at that time, so long that the memory has faded, only that insignificant but extremely profound trace stubbornly remained.

Why would Zhou Yu not want people to discover her kindness to others...

Because his heart is actually very clean, it’s that simple, he hopes that everyone around him can live a good life, his little concern is insignificant, but he still hopes that his concern for others will be remembered one day Time will make people feel warm.

He has always believed that those who can be by his side will not do anything to hurt him, so he is sensitive and suspicious, it is difficult to build trust in the people around him, he is always outside the group, he knows the people around him People actually have a purpose for him, that's why he doesn't approach those people.

The people who can get close to Zhou Yu are those who Zhou Yu finally accepted after breaking through many obstacles in his heart, who can make him unconditionally trust him and treat him well in the end.

Only those who have entered Zhou Yu's heart can discover how precious Zhou Yu is.

He can maintain his own heart and pursuit in his darkest time, how can people not cherish this person?

Now He Chu finally understands how hard-earned Zhou Yu's trust was, but thinking about it makes him even more regretful, he didn't understand until now.

That's why they missed so many years, and that's why they regretted so many years.

But that's okay……

He Chukong held Zhou Yu's fingertips with one hand, and the air conditioner finally gave him a little warmth.

He couldn't help but smile.

It doesn't matter, there is still time, they still have a long way to go, and they can go on together.

This time, I will never let go.

The traffic flow gradually dispersed, and He Chu's speed also increased. The mottled light and shadow flickered on Zhou Yu's face, reflecting a different kind of charm on his cheeks. He Chu stopped the car slowly, without yelling. Waking up Zhou Yu, she just stared at the peaceful sleeping face of the person in front of her, her heart firm and soft.

In the end, Zhou Yu didn't know what he felt, and suddenly woke up.He woke up very peacefully, but turned his head slightly, looking in He Chu's direction.

He Chu thought, if he didn't have the silk scarf on his eyes, maybe he could see him blinking when he was not awake. Zhou Yu must still be confused, and maybe he would reach out and rub his eyes.

"Why didn't you call me when we arrived?" Zhou Yu reached out and touched the silk scarf over his eyes, frowning slightly: "Can't you take it off?"

"I want to see you more."

"Tch," Zhou Yu snorted, hooked the corners of his mouth, "I'm not afraid to get tired of watching..."

"Only you, I will never get tired of watching."

Zhou Yu didn't reply, but the smile on his face became more obvious.

"We'll be there soon." He Chu extinguished the fire, turned around and got out of the car, then opened the car door for Zhou Yu, and took his hand: "I'll carry you up."

Zhou Yu smiled, obediently leaned on He Chu's back, and teased, "I have to carry it every time, what kind of obsession is it..."

He Chu also laughed softly, sent Zhou Yu on his back, and said, "This time the meaning is different."

This time it's taking you home, it's different.

Then he led Zhou Yu into the dark corridor, looking at the road under his feet with the light from the street lamp.

The decoration of this old house is not good, the concrete floor is a bit mottled, He Chu can even feel the bumps on the ground when he stepped on the ground, and the corridor is also narrow, two adults definitely cannot walk up it side by side of.

At that time, the two of them walked one after the other, but they were not reconciled to having one person look at the other's back, and they had to look back three times at each step when going down the stairs.

This was the third time he went upstairs with Zhou Yu on his back.

"Here we are." He Chu put Zhou Yu down, opened the lock with a key, put Zhou Yu's hand on the doorknob, and signaled Zhou Yu to open the door.

Zhou Yu felt the coolness brought by the iron in his hand, and was a little puzzled.But he still opened the door, and He Chu stood beside him and untied the silk scarf from his eyes.

"Welcome home," he said softly.

"..." Zhou Yu opened his mouth and lost his voice for a moment, because everything in front of him was so familiar.

He Chu took him back to his previous rental house next to the school.

This was their common home, where they lived together for more than half a year.

It has been seven years since Zhou Yu left, but this place has not changed at all.

The chandelier in the living room emits warm yellow light, illuminating the living room.

Zhou Yu turned his head, and his eyes were moistened almost instantly.

He Chu bent down and arranged slippers for him, only then did he realize that there were still a few pairs of leather shoes on the shoe cabinet, which looked as if He Chu would often live here.

Will He Chu often come back to live here?These seven years...has he kept this place for himself?

The floor has been replaced by He Chu with a more high-end floor. It is as clean as new. It must have been cleaned not long ago.Other than that, everything is exactly the same as when he left.

As big as the location of the furniture in the house, as small as the small lamp at the door has not been changed.

When He Chu left back then, he didn't take anything with him except his own things. He kept everything he brought. When Zhou Yu left, he left everything here except books and clothes.

One left memories for Zhou Yu when he left, and the other left all those memories here when he left.

Now I suddenly think of the lamp that He Chu left for him when he left. It turned out that he walked alone with full of affection and without mercy.

Who in the end lived up to whose affection?I really can't tell.

Zhou Yu blinked, trying to get the tears back into his eyes.

Such a sense of familiarity gave him the illusion that it was just a dream for so many years.

The once broken home was picked up by He Chu again, and the pieces were carefully glued together, making it as clean as new.

"When did you do this..." Zhou Yu murmured.

"After the college entrance examination. I bought this place. I don't want others to live in our house." He Chu deliberately emphasized the word "we".

Zhou Yu was speechless again, and glanced at He Chu, who smiled at him, stretched out his hand and rubbed his hair: "Go and have a look."

Zhou Yu walked in slowly, stroking everything he could touch little by little.

Everything in the room was kept in its original position by He Chu, Zhou Yu could know where everything was once placed even with his eyes closed.

He wanted to cry a little.

The sadness in his heart was so strong that he couldn't push it away. The more he tried to erase it, he found that it was getting more and more smeared, like ink stains spreading into the pool, making the whole pool of clear water dark.

The heavy sadness made Zhou Yu want to bend down at that moment. He had to cover his heart tightly to make the pain less obvious, but the spine supported him so he couldn't bend, so he moved slowly. Step by step, he walked towards his former room little by little.

He pushed open the door and raised his hand to turn on the light in the room. The switch was still in the same place as before, and even the light was the same as it was seven years ago, not bright, a little dim.

When he saw that familiar room, a tear slid down his cheek and made a faint sound on the floor.

The layout of his room has never changed, but a new computer has been placed on his desk, his bed has been re-customized into a new bed that is the same as before but more refined, and his bookcase has also been replaced. People refill it, and the neat arrangement of colors is the same as the way he used to put books.

Even...even the sheets on the bed are of the same pattern as before...

It was as if he had been away from this place for so many years, and it was really just that after he left home in a fit of anger, he was persuaded to come back by He Chu's kind words, and then the two of them lived together again as if nothing had happened.

It's just that over the years, they are no longer that wayward teenager.

The violin that He Chu gave him back then was placed in its place. At that time, he put the violin case back in He Chu's room, and now it has been returned to its original owner.

Lying quietly on the desk is a copy of "Red and Black". The corners are neat, but the side pages are already yellowed, as if it has been turned over many times.

He had a premonition that this was the book that He Chu took from his bookcase back then.

He walked to the desk, held the book in his hands, flipped a page casually, and saw the densely packed reading notes around him. The neat and immature fonts were all written down by himself many years ago.

This "Red and Black" was a bet he had made with He Chu at the time, and he was asked to read it after he lost. For this reason, he went to help him write reading notes back then. This is the only one. He wrote it in the book. Books that have been written.When this book disappeared from his bookcase, it turned out that He Chu secretly took it away before leaving.

He Chu preserved all their past and brought him such a gift today.

For countless days and nights in the past, when he thought of He Chu and their former home, the home that was abandoned by the two of them one after another, he felt pain in his heart.

It was obviously just a house, but in Zhou Yu's eyes, it was a proof of their affection.

He never thought that one day he would be able to return to this place he called "home".

Even more, he never thought that He Chu would give him the house back intact.

How long has He Chu kept this place?If they hadn't been together again, how long would He Chu be here alone?

He couldn't tell if he came back this time to surprise He Chu, or to accept He Chu's wishes.

If he hadn't been with He Chu, would he never have known that there was such a person in this world who had such deep affection for him?

"I've finished reading this book," He Chu's voice came from behind him, Zhou Yu felt a pair of hands around his waist, and the next moment He Chu's chin rested on his shoulder, his The voice is deep and smooth, as elegant as a violin:

"Julian was a brave man who would die generously for the beliefs and ideals in his heart, but I was timid and cowardly. That He Chu chose to succumb to the environment at that time, and that He Chu hoped that he could be influenced by that environment." Tolerance and acceptance, so that He Chu abandoned you, but now that He Chu no longer exists. Now He Chu can also give up his life for the belief in his heart like Julien. My belief is you, my everything, Except for this life, everything has long been yours."

At that time, he "begged" the forgiveness of everyone in the class. He abandoned his beliefs and his heart. He integrated into the class, but his heart died at that moment.

"Zhou Yu, are you willing to put my life in your own hands?"

——In this way, I will completely belong to you, and I will be completely and completely yours.

——Whether you want me to give up my life to die, or stay by your side for the rest of my life, it's all up to you.

I am yours, from dick to soul, whether you care about it or not, you are the only one you meet.

"He Chu," Zhou Yu put the book on the table, lowered his eyes, and said slowly, "Do you remember that sentence?" Everyone has a grave in his heart, which is used to bury the one he loves , forever in the bottom of my heart, forever and ever'."

"I remember." He Chu stretched out his hands to wrap around Zhou Yu's hands, and kissed his fingertips.

"So do you want to live in?" Zhou Yu asked softly.

Live in the grave in my heart, so that we live in the same bed, die in the same hole, our flesh and blood depend on each other, and no one can separate us.

Would you like to, He Chu?

"I think, I think." He Chu took a step forward, pulled Zhou Yu into his arms, leaned against his neck, and sniffed his breath.

"Thank you." Zhou Yu said softly.

"Thanks for what?"

"Thank you." Zhou Yu still didn't say anything, just repeated what he said just now, the past flowed through his mind like running water, those joys and sorrows all came from the person in front of him.

Even if this person is no longer here, his emotions are all related to it, all because he likes this person.

It was before, it is now, and it will be in the future.

Thank you for giving me another home after so many years, thank you for being willing to bear so much willfulness in me, thank you for still waiting for me, and thank you for being the person next to me.

"No, I should thank you." He Chu lowered his head and kissed the back of Zhou Yu's neck.

Zhou Yu suddenly felt that some warm liquid had penetrated into his neck, and then the temperature gradually cooled down, until it was absorbed by the fabric and disappeared without a trace.

He Chu let go of Zhou Yu, rubbed his hair, and gave him a reassuring smile: "I have a gift for you."

As he said, he walked to the closet and opened the door. The closet was empty, with something hanging in the middle.After he closed the cabinet door and turned around, Zhou Yu finally saw what He Chu was holding.

It's the school uniform of one of their two sets.

"When they start school, do you still want to go back to school? Let's...be at the same table again."

The white school uniform rushed towards her face with a youthful atmosphere and youthful joy. The lights in the room were a little dim, but Zhou Yu felt that his eyes were brightened.

So he smiled and said, "Well, okay."

Then you take my arm, and we walk out through the main gate in broad daylight.

—— "Red and Black"

The author has something to say: this is the end of the text (scattering flowers)!To be honest, I really didn’t think about it being so long. I realized that it would take longer to update the next day when I lost the manuscript (hugging my head)

This story does not seem to have any ups and downs in the plot. In my opinion, the protagonist's life has actually been smooth and smooth, without any suffering.But people always say that I am stabbing my own sons with knives (laughs), in fact, I really think it’s okay, it’s just that some episodes resonate emotionally when I look back and feel uncomfortable.

This article was written in a mess, because it started without an outline, and I found it incredible that it would end.Some of the plots now seem to be bloody and bloody, a bit unsightly, but I still like it very much, so I haven't deleted it.Thanks to everyone who didn't dislike it.

When writing this story, I was not in a very happy mood many times, so the writing style of this article is not happy at all (I am guilty).

But the original intention of writing this article has not changed. I hope that everyone who reads this article, as well as all the children who have been treated unfairly, can find their own best future.

Of course, it is impossible for a person to live a smooth life in this life. Gains and losses are always relative, just like when I chose the second year of junior high school, I was doomed to lose the little biscuits at that time.

Of course, the reasons for the biscuits themselves also accounted for a large proportion.In high school, Biscuit was not a person who could "lover". Apart from his love for He Chu, he was more dependent on him wanting to grab a piece of driftwood and never let go.So I arranged for them to meet again after seven years. At that time, everyone learned how to love someone, and they could be together better.

Finally, I would like to thank Ms. Fang Kezhou for the nomination. She provided me with a lot of help when I wrote this article. Without her, maybe I would have written this article halfway through, and it would not be impossible to just ask them to be possible.But the more help she gave me was spiritual, right? 23333 This article will be published, and I hope that everyone who has given me all the help at that time and who has expectations for this article can read it and let them see it A complete biscuit and the second grade of junior high school, tell them that this story actually has a complete ending.

(There are really many people who encouraged me, so I won’t nominate them one by one here, but thank you everyone.)

By the way, Zhou Yu is the name I thought of alone at the beginning, as for He Chu... 23333 is because I really want to write a pair of cp called "Chu Yu", so He Chu has a name.I don't know if any children found out the names of this pair of CPs when reading the article.

They've had eyes for each other since they first met in high school, so I hope they end up together.

Just like the phrase "Meeting you for the first time is like returning from an old friend", I hope they are very beautiful.

Thank you for meeting, and thank you all who have read the article so far. (bow)

Extra episodes will be released from time to time later, let's see when I finish writing.There will definitely be, but I don't know how much I can write.

In the extra episode, there may be some discussion and understanding between me and Ms. Fang Kezhou on the characters of Little Biscuit and the second year of junior high school, hoping to let everyone have a better understanding of these two people.

Ah... I accidentally said it a bit too long, so let me say the last sentence.

Finally finished the text before July, I am so touched QAQ