Cold violence

After hugging and talking, He Chu still seemed to be living in a dream.

The person who called him to hug him was Zhou Yu, and the person who called him boyfriend was also Zhou Yu. Just a few hours ago, they were almost impossible, but now they established their relationship so quickly.

Zhou Yu actually found it incredible. Before this, he never thought that one day he would be able to give his feelings to another person like this, when he was still young and that person was not yet deeply involved in the world.

He used to always think that the day when two people get together must be a matter of course, or when he becomes good enough to like someone wholeheartedly, when he can be responsible for what he does , he will let himself like a person.

But life is really not for him to follow the rules blindly. He has had many accidents since the beginning of school.

So before he knew it, he had changed so much for He Chu.

Or in other words, when you really like it, you don’t think about so many right and wrong. You just want to satisfy yourself and make the other person happy with you.

The feeling of liking He Chu is different from the feeling of "liking" Yu Jingzhou back then.

For Jingzhou, it is more like relying on relatives. I don’t want the other party to leave me. I can be unconditionally childish in front of the other party. I also know that the other party will not get angry with me. A feeling of habit and satisfaction.

But when he is with He Chu, he will want to pay for this person, want to do a lot of things within his ability for this person, and want to get this person's response.

It will even deeply affect oneself because of this person's emotions.

I really like He Chu. From the first time I was noticed by this person, I was actually tempted.

Zhou Yu thought about it, and was led back to his seat by He Chu to get his schoolbag.

After he finished saying that, He Chu seemed to suddenly become very clingy.He held Zhou Yu in his arms for a long time, and said coquettishly, "Just hold me for a while, just for a while."

Now when I go back to my seat to get my schoolbag, I have to hold Zhou Yu to be complete. He Chu holds his and Zhou Yu's schoolbags in one hand, and wraps Zhou Yu's cold hand in his palm with the other hand. people.

Zhou Yu felt the temperature from his hands, and finally couldn't help laughing. The smile deepened until it reached his eyes, and finally he laughed softly.

——This person is mine now, and this warmth will not leave easily in the future, right?

His hand moved in He Chu's hand, and then he held He Chu's hand tightly. — Interlocking fingers.

"What are you laughing at?" He Chu was a bit taller than Zhou Yuchan, at this moment he turned his head slightly, his eyes were full of tenderness.

Finally, I was able to hold this person openly, instead of using all kinds of rogue reasons to forcefully hold his hand in my own.Zhou Yu's five fingers are flamboyant, they are neither thick nor thin when clasped between his fingers, it is just the right size for He Chu to feel comfortable.

Look, we are such a good match, even the feeling of holding hands is so comfortable.

"Like a primary school student." Zhou Yu rubbed his nose with his hand, and smiled again after speaking, feeling a little embarrassed suddenly.

This is the first time, to feel the temperature in someone's hand so seriously.

"Why are you shy? There's no one around now." He Chu laughed at him, but he also laughed out loud while talking, "Besides, it's just holding hands, I didn't do anything bad."

It's not that I haven't pulled it before.

He smiled and felt that he was a little funny, but he just couldn't help it.

The dots of joy all gathered together and scrambled out, filling his heart and unable to calm down for a long time.

It's such a feeling when the person you like is around, the point of laughter will become extremely low, and you can't help laughing even when talking.

After He Chu finished speaking, he felt that Zhou Yu's hand tightened again. It took a long time before he heard Zhou Yu muffled something very vague. It took He Chu a long time to understand what he said: "Before... When you hold me, it's not...it's not like this feeling."

What was it like when they were together?

He Chu always held his hands together very forcefully, as if they were just holding hands, that's all when a certain limb of the two of them was stuck together, and that's all. They didn't add any emotion, and didn't dare to add any extra emotion. Just relying on force to pull another person to reach the same speed as he was walking, that's all.

But now he and He Chu are walking side by side, their hands are warm and strong, Zhou Yu only needs to use light force to touch the palms of that person, just like two beating hearts are also tightly stuck together Same.

It was a kind of hidden emotion between two people that could be felt without their words.

It seems that as long as the two hands don't let go, they won't separate.

It is also like a kind of unique tacit understanding between two people. The walking speed of the two has already become the same. It is no longer necessary for anyone to pull the other to move forward quickly. As long as the two of them stretch out a little to the side Cut off the fingertips, you can touch each other.

"How does it feel now?" He Chu raised his eyebrows and stood still.At this moment, the dim yellow light above his head shone from behind him, and He Chu's face was not very clear. Zhou Yu could only count the eyelashes on his eyes that were slightly shining through the light, and see if there were any shadows hidden in the shadows on his face. If there is no smile.

Zhou Yu hesitated for a moment, unable to express the feeling in his heart, he stretched out his other hand to help He Chu straighten the broken hair on his forehead.The light above his head made him squint his eyes slightly, because of the light, his whole body looked warm.

"It's a feeling of heartbeat." He Chu laughed, feeling the temperature of Zhou Yu's fingertips.Sometimes he felt that Zhou Yu was like a little girl, delicate in mind but ignorant of emotions, would affect himself because of other people's emotions, she was prettier than those little girls, with a slender figure, and a taste of well-proportioned flesh and blood In it, sometimes certain actions are a bit like a girl, just like now.

But He Chu also knew that this was the best way Zhou Yu could think of to express tenderness.

Zhou Yu withdrew his hand, took a small step back, and looked at He Chu carefully.He acquiesced to what He Chu said, which was the feeling of heartbeat.

He felt his heart beating powerfully in his chest, and every time the blood flowed, he could truly feel that the person in front of him made him so happy.

——I hope there is someone beside me who is sunny and brilliant, real and powerful.

Zhou Yu remembered the sentence in his diary, and suddenly found that the second half of the sentence was exactly the same as what he said when he first mentioned He Chu in the diary when he first started school. Dare to face up to it.

"Don't bother you." Finally, Zhou Yu laughed in a low voice twice, and led He Chu forward.The way home was not long, but this was the first time Zhou Yu walked this way with other people.

The scenery on the side of the road is exactly the same as when I walked by it countless times before, but it looks very different today because there is another person beside me.

Even the most monotonous trees seem to have gentle colors.

"I really hope this road can be longer." He Chu stood still in front of the stairs of Zhou Yu's house, put the schoolbag in Zhou Yu's hand, and rubbed his hair.

Zhou Yu took He Chu's wrist and took his hand away, dissatisfied, "Don't treat me like a child, okay?"

He Chu also realized that this action was too much like a child, so he put his hand down and patted Zhou Yu's shoulder, and smiled at him, "Okay, hurry up boyfriend."

"Aren't you going back?" Zhou Yu frowned. They had delayed for a long time today, and it would be unsafe for He Chu to go back later by himself, but He Chu didn't seem to have any intention of leaving now, "Go back early , Call me when you get home." After speaking, he turned and went upstairs, as if he had no regrets.

He is not a procrastination person. Except for the emotional aspect, other places have always been to save time as much as possible.

It's also strange. In the past, you obviously didn't procrastinate in everything, so why is it so difficult to admit your intentions?

Probably... Maybe it's because I'm subconsciously afraid of getting hurt.

"Wait." He Chu suddenly called out to him.

The voice-activated light in the stairwell on the first floor was broken, Zhou Yu stood in the shadow and turned around, his whole body blended into the night, but because of this, his fair face became clearer in the darkness.

He Chu walked quickly to his side, held his hand, and asked, "Give me... a kiss?"

Zhou Yu smiled. Could it be that there is still a goodnight kiss?He felt that he was not yet able to accept this level of intimacy, holding hands and hugging He Chu was the limit he could do now, so he asked, "In what capacity?"

"As a boyfriend and tablemate. Put a stamp on it." He Chu leaned forward and felt Zhou Yu's arms stiffen slightly.

Zhou Yu was a little nervous, he could feel that He Chu was slowly approaching to test something, he just wanted to avoid it, but the kiss didn't come as expected.

Instead, his hand was slowly lifted up, and then a soft thing stuck to the back of his hand.

He Chu kissed the back of his hand.

"I know you're not good enough, so just put a stamp on the back of your hand." He Chu's voice was a little smiley, and he let go of Zhou Yu's hand, "Go up quickly, my highness, I'll watch you go up Let's go."

Zhou Yu was stunned, feeling that the place on the back of his hand that had been kissed became hot, he withdrew his hand, nodded numbly, turned around, walked two steps and then remembered something, turned around and waved to He Chu. wave.

"Okay, I just need to watch you, go up, I'll be leaving in a while." He Chu also waved to Zhou Yu, "See you tomorrow."

In the past, He Chu's "see you tomorrow" was all in the text messages, but now it's the first time Zhou Yu heard him say it himself.

When He Chu said these three words slowly and solemnly, it was like a promise. He said that he would definitely come when he said that he would see you tomorrow.Zhou Yu's heart moved slightly, and he said with a smile, "See you tomorrow, boyfriend."

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