Cold violence

Chapter 19

Zhou Yu didn't understand why his brain circuit turned a corner just now, the originally straight brain circuit suddenly deflected an angle, and then the development of things seemed to be out of his control.

All he could think about just now was that he seemed to be centering on He Chu's wishes. He Chu's hands were very warm...so as soon as his warm hands left, he immediately tried to keep that warmth with his hands, but... …

"I..." Zhou Yu looked at He Chu's eyes that seemed to be smiling but not smiling, Xueba's head suddenly became less flexible, "I... have cold hands."

This reason even sounded clumsy to himself.

"Oh——" He Chu dragged his voice for a long time, held Zhou Yu's hand in his own, and said, "My hand is always there when you want it."

He wrapped Zhou Yu's hand in his own, and rubbed his hurt ear with the other hand.

The gesture of keeping hands aside seemed a little awkward, but the smile on the corner of He Chu's mouth made Zhou Yu ignore it.

"Oh..." Zhou Yu felt a little embarrassed, so he lowered his head for a long time before answering.

He didn't realize at this time that he was slightly curling the corners of his lips, like a satisfied smile.

When He Chu and Zhou Yu were together, they often took the initiative. Whether it was talking or traveling, they were actively guiding Zhou Yu, hoping that Zhou Yu could be more positive about things.

But today he found that Zhou Yu didn't have any self-awareness about places like amusement parks, and he wasn't as sleepy as usual.

Usually Zhou Yu is indifferent to many things, but still has a basic awareness, but today it is He Chu who leads Zhou Yu completely, no matter where He Chu goes, Zhou Yu has no objection, He Chu feels suspicious, suddenly Thinking of something again, he smiled and said, "Are you playing that?"

He Chu was referring to the double-decker carousel, because it was an entertainment for children, there were very few people queuing up, Zhou Yu saw that they seemed to be able to go up directly, so he asked, "Is this something for children? "

He Chu opened his eyes and said nonsense: "Why? It's just not so exciting, so there are fewer people playing it. Do you want to play?"

After he finished speaking, he saw Zhou Yu nodded immediately, and let He Chu lead him to line up.

In fact, Zhou Yu didn't like wasting time, and when he saw that no one was playing this project, he followed He Chu, but He Chu and him didn't think the same thing.

Sure enough, He Chu understood that Zhou Yu had never been to an amusement park, and he didn't even know about these rides.

That's why he was fooled by He Chu. He didn't know which items were played by children. He Chu inexplicably felt that Zhou Yu's ignorant appearance was cute. He was leading Zhou Yu as if he was leading a child.

The staff at the side saw the two big boys He Chu and Zhou Yu actually got on the carousel, and their expressions were a little indescribable. Zhou Yu keenly noticed that there was something wrong with the people around him, so he pulled He Chu's hand and asked, "Why did they use this carousel?" look at us?"

When He Chu was queuing up for the project, He Chu and him were not together, so it couldn't be because of this.

"Did you read it wrong? I think it's nothing. Which one do you want to sit in?" He Chu led Zhou Yu to choose a seat on the merry-go-round indifferently, "How about this one? There are two side by side here."

Zhou Yu thought for a while, sat on the white horse, and reached out to pat the wooden horse's head.This action of his made He Chu laugh, He Chu sat sideways on the back of the wooden horse, and said: "How old are you and still look like a child."

Zhou Yu put his hand on the horse's head, and said seriously: "I remember reading fairy tale books when I was young, and those male protagonists would sit on white horses, come..."

what?To pick up his lover.

He Chu heard the hesitation in his words, and said with a smile: "Still believe this? Even if I ride the shortest and thinnest horse, I can still pick you up."

This sentence was too straightforward and sensational, Zhou Yu looked down at the pattern on the wooden horse, and reached out to grab the horse's ear.

——But not all people who ride a white horse in fairy tales can meet the person they like.

Zhou Yu didn't speak again after that, the merry-go-round horse started to turn slowly, and he started to be in a trance again while sitting.

He Chu stared at his profile with great interest, as if he was looking at some rare treasure.

His face is always so quiet.

When He Chu took him to play other sports just now, he was also so quiet, and he could only judge whether he was nervous from the movements of his hands.

Born like a person in a painting.

"Zhou Yu." He Chu called him suddenly.

"What?" Zhou Yu turned his head to the side and saw He Chu jumping off his horse, walked to his side, and whispered into his ear:

"You are so pretty."

Zhou Yu was taken aback.

This was the first time someone had said such words to him so bluntly.

He stared at He Chu for a long time before whispering, "You...you too."

Then He Chu saw with satisfaction that the tips of this indifferent young man's ears were slightly red.

"Is it fun?" When they came down, He Chu held Zhou Yu's hand habitually, but this time he didn't wait for Zhou Yu's answer.

He felt that Zhou Yu's whole body became stiff, and then he suddenly shook off his hand forcefully.

He Chu didn't understand what was going on, looked down and saw Zhou Yu hastily retracted his hands into his sleeves, and didn't give him a chance to pull him up again.

It was fine just now, why is it like this all of a sudden?

Then he heard the woman behind him say something: "Is the pumpkin cart fun? Next time mom will bring you to play, okay?"

The little girl led by the woman jumped up and said, "Well! I think the pumpkin cart is so beautiful! There are so many horses around! Can I play again?"

"Okay, then we won't go, let's go after this time."

"Hello." There were not many people playing on the merry-go-round horse, and there was no one at the exit when they came down. Zhou Yu walked very fast, and within a few steps, He Chu was left behind. He Chu caught up and tried to stop Zhou Yu. meet.

But Zhou Yu threw him away again, and walked out with even more strides. Then he picked the most inconspicuous corner, leaned against the guardrail outside the carousel, and stared at something.

He Chu chased after him, waiting for Zhou Yu to leave with him.

Zhou Yu's gaze was unprecedentedly focused.

He Chu saw that his eyes were as black as ink, and he couldn't see the end deeply, but he saw a sad expression from his subtle facial expression, but it was only a moment.

He didn't seem to be unhappy, He Chu felt that his mood should be very calm, but now Zhou Yu's face was obviously expressionless, but he seemed to read the deep nostalgia from those deep eyes, There is also a little envy.

It's like a child on the street looking for an adult to buy a bunch of candied haws for himself, but he dare not ask for it. He can only look at the bright red bunch of candied haws, silently envious of those children who have bought candied haws.

He Chu suddenly saw the mother and daughter sitting on the pumpkin cart.

The woman was very outstanding, with long hanging eyebrows, slender eye corners, and a high nose bridge that looked like a sharp knife, but the gentle smile on the corner of her mouth and the rolling eyes lightened the sharpness of her facial features, making her Her already perfect face had a touch of coquettishness.He Chu's heart moved slightly, and he felt that this face was extremely familiar.

Zhou Yu lay motionless on the guardrail, and he didn't even blink once for a long time. He Chu withdrew his gaze from the pumpkin cart. It wasn't until the pumpkin cart turned in front of them for the third time that he realized that Zhou Yu's eyes had actually been chasing that pumpkin cart.

His long eyelashes fluttered slightly, and he didn't close his eyes.

"Zhou Yu? Shall we go?"

"Wait a little longer, I'll take a look..." Zhou Yu interrupted him, his voice suddenly became a little hoarse, with a bit of sourness, as if he was trying to hold back tears and choked up.

He wanted to try his best to suppress his emotions, but he suppressed them too much, and instead made those emotions rush towards him even more violently.

The sky is overwhelming, but he has nowhere to say it, he can only bear it for life.

"That's it?" It was the first time He Chu saw Zhou Yu like this, his heart seemed to be squeezed tightly, and there was an answer ready to come out.

"That's my mother." Zhou Yu said slowly when the pumpkin cart turned around for the fourth time.

The mother and daughter in the car laughed at Yan Yan, and the woman stroked the little girl's hair from time to time, saying something to her.Zhou Yu's eyes suddenly became complicated, with joy, resentment, despair, and some jealousy that couldn't be concealed.

He was jealous of the girl sitting next to the woman.

The flame of jealousy rose from the sky in his heart, gushing out from those talking eyes. It was an emotion that he couldn't even detect and control.

In an instant, He Chu understood that the woman's appearance was exactly like Zhou Yu's, didn't she?

It's just that Zhou Yu's appearance is gentler, and the way the woman smiles is even more similar to Zhou Yu's. It's the sense of familiarity that overwhelms his face, which makes He Chuyi unable to remember it for a while.

"Then you..." He Chu looked at Zhou Yu's face. Under the cloudy weather, his face seemed to be enveloped in a layer of decay, and his whole body looked pale.

"We... haven't seen each other for three years." He said slowly, without a trace of emotion, as if it had nothing to do with him and he was just a stranger.He lowered his eyes, covering up the last trace of his emotions.

"That girl is my younger sister. She... her daughter." He paused, smiled, and said, "I often heard from Jingzhou that the two of them had a good life and were very happy. Today I just It’s the first time I’ve seen it. It’s really nice.”

"It's a pity that she doesn't look very much like my mother. She should be more like her father. My mother should like her very much. Well, it's pretty good." He took his hand off the guardrail, turned around slowly, no Say more.

"The merry-go-round is actually a game for children. I'm not suitable for it."

It took a long time for Zhou Yu to say such a sentence.

He Chu has never felt so sorry for Zhou Yu like this moment.

He spoke the cruelest truth to him in the most flat tone.His mother, whom he hadn't seen for three years, now brought another child into his sight, and in the past 15 years, no one had ever brought him to this place, so he didn't even have a carousel I have played it, but I still believe that anyone who rides a white horse will find someone he likes.

It turned out that there was a reason why he didn't have a sense of autonomy in the playground.

Zhou Yu is a person who can come to the playground by himself, but he has never been there because no one is willing to take him out when he most wants to come here.

So he stubbornly refused to let himself come here, as if he was extending his previous habits.

He hasn't even seen his mother for three years.

And just now his mother was standing behind him, but she didn't recognize him.So he shook his hands and left, but silently lay on the fence watching their joy.Maybe from the beginning to the end, this woman will never know that her child has watched her quietly from a certain position, happy for her current life.

What would Zhou Yu think when he saw them?Is he really not sad?Or did he really not care, and thought from the bottom of his heart that it was good, that as an outsider among them, it was good that he didn't bother them?

If it were He Chu, he would find it unbearable.

No one is born to want to be ignored, and no one is born to be ignored.

But Zhou Yu...

The child who was extremely lonely was satisfied just seeing her doing well.He said "very good", as if convincing himself, said twice, "very good", it seemed that it was really good.

It turns out that the merry-go-round is like this. Even if you are in one place, you can miss it from time to time because it keeps spinning.

His mother didn't even see him face to face, there was only one step between them, but Zhou Yu didn't say anything, and his mother didn't notice the two teenagers in front of her.

Zhou Yu was actually wronged in his heart.

Even if he knew whether his mother was doing well or not, he had to get a little bit of meaningless words from other people.

The sentence "very good" included all his thoughts.

In this world, there are some people who can easily get the unattainable life for him, and some people are accustomed to the gentleness that he has never enjoyed.

It turned out that Zhou Yu was such a person.He will be angry for a while because of the grievance in his heart, but he will still show his tenderness to that person without reservation.Even if that person never knows, never cherishes.

If he wants to treat someone well, he doesn't care whether that person accepts it or not. He just silently pays for you and acts as the person behind you who wishes you a good life.

Because you have his thoughts in your body, he can feel relieved when you live well.

"Zhou Yu." He Chu suddenly stopped him, and said softly:

"From now on...no one cares about you, I will care; no one will love you, I will love you; no one knows how to cherish you, I will cherish you. Don't be wronged, and don't be sad. Don't be bored in your heart, I will always They're all there."

He took a step forward and firmly held that person's cold hand in his palm, as if wishing it could be embedded in flesh and blood.

"Don't be sad, we will never come to the carousel again. I'll take you to wait for the speed car, and I won't lie to you this time, okay?"

Zhou Yu suddenly had the urge to cry.

It turned out that someone could understand what he was thinking. It turned out that there was really a person who went back to figure out his thoughts, and it turned out that someone was willing to pay.

——It's He Chu...

"I've been here all the time..."

The author has something to say: Although it's a bit embarrassing...but I quite like what the second grader said.

Although my mother doesn't have a lot of roles, but I... quite like her appearance.

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