Cold violence

When he went out on the morning of the [-]rd, Zhou Yu remembered that he and He Chu had changed the time that night.

His stomach was still hurting. That night he got in the car and went straight to the hospital. The doctor arranged for him a gastric lavage and left him on water for two days.

"Tsk." He rubbed his head, "I drank too much again."

Sure enough, you shouldn't force yourself.

But when he saw He Chu being bullied, he felt a little nervous, as if he would be sorry for himself if he didn't help, but in fact, even if he didn't do anything, it would be nothing.

But He Chu is his deskmate, how can he watch others bully him?

He poured himself a cup of hot water, but he still didn't understand why he couldn't control himself at that moment, and helped He Chu block the two bottles of wine, and now he was scarred all over himself.

It's not a good deal by any means.

During those two days, he was lying in the hospital, telling himself that he only went out because of the friendship at the same table. A bud, scratching him without pain.

Let his heart be tortured by shaking all the time.

It's better to recognize the reality earlier, you can fool others, but you can't fool yourself.

He said this to himself, but there seemed to be another person resisting such thoughts in his heart.He felt a little uncomfortable suddenly, and shook his head.

Before he sobered up that day, many of his memories were actually a little fuzzy. He just vaguely remembered that he drank so much that he couldn't tell the difference between east, west, and north. It seemed...it seemed like he was drunk?It seems that they stole the band's place and went up to sing a song?

"Hiss..." Then how did he have a normal conversation with He Chu?

Oh yes, I finally woke up with a stomachache.

Thinking of this, he felt extremely embarrassed, not to mention that he hadn't had a drink for a long time, it was too embarrassing to go crazy after drinking, and the most embarrassing thing was that this kind of scene was actually seen by He Chu.

The next time you drink, don't go to a place with so many people.

However, He Chu...would actually go to that kind of place, and he was extremely proficient in smoking...

Zhou Yu thought of He Chu bending down to get closer to the light of the fire in the dark, of the slender cigarette held vaguely between his slender fingers, and of his blurred face when he was puffing.

At that moment, He Chu didn't look like a young man of the same age as him. Instead, he looked like a young man frustrated in love, numb his nerves with the help of cigarettes.

What's interesting is that he couldn't see He Chu's face clearly, but he could imagine He Chu's expression behind the curling smoke, probably a little lonely.

It's really strange, why does this person who obviously lives such a wonderful life and doesn't need to worry about everything, still show such an expression?

That young man who seemed a bit arrogant in class and in front of Lao Huang, what was he worrying about?

Zhou Yu thought about He Chu's life before meeting him, it was probably different from how he was in school and in front of Zhou Yu, but he never thought that He Chu was so familiar with the wine shop.

Seeing that the bar owner next to him looked very familiar with him, the relationship between the two should be extraordinary.

This was also the first time Zhou Yu saw He Chu drinking.

One mouthful after another, making fun of the friends around me from time to time.

This is something Zhou Yu would never do.He was always too quiet when drinking, and he didn't want others to see his weak side when he was drunk. He had very few friends, and none of them could be like He Chu and Li Qi with him.

The little bit of envy in his heart slowly reappeared, Zhou Yu took a deep breath and forced himself not to think about it.

Since He Chu is a person who often hangs around the wine scene, what about the love scene?He looks so willful on the wine table, is he also proud of the spring breeze in love, does he live among thousands of flowers without a single leaf touching his body?

But in fact, it's not surprising at all. He Chu was born to attract people's attention easily, and it's only normal for someone to fall in love with him.

But in this way... how much of the "like" he said to himself was true...

"Don't think about Zhou Yu, you didn't take it too seriously anyway."

That's right, anyway, I didn't take He Chu's thoughts seriously, so why bother to entangle too much, and finally put myself in it?

"Where have you been?" At seven o'clock in the morning on the [-]th, Zhou Yu had just washed up and He Chu's text message came. He remembered that he and He Chu had agreed on nine o'clock.

"Get ready to go out." Zhou Yu got up and took a sip of water, put the phone on the table, turned and went out.

When he was riding in the car, he thought about meeting He Chu soon, and those small thoughts from the day before yesterday resurfaced.As soon as these thoughts popped up, he hurriedly turned his head out of the window, watching the scenery outside the window slipping past his eyes like flowing water.

"Zhou Yu! Here it is." When Zhou Yu got off the car, he heard someone calling him. He looked around, but he didn't see He Chu.

During the [-]th holiday, there were not many people in Happy Valley. The people in the queue were crowded together, and the short ones could only see their waists, while the tall ones could only see the tops of their heads.This is the first time for Zhou Yu to come to Happy Valley, and he seems a bit cramped seeing so many people.

Is that what the playground looks like?It's a very popular place...

In fact, when he was young, he always wanted to go to the playground to have a look, but no one took him.

"Zhou Yu! Here! Where are you looking?" He Chu's voice came again, and Zhou Yu realized that he was distracted just now, and quickly looked for He Chu's figure in the crowd.

He has good eyesight and is considered to be of average height in the crowd. Now he was standing outside the crowd, but he couldn't see He Chu's shadow.Zhou Yu's face blindness is very serious, even if he can see people clearly, he can only distinguish between men and women.

This was the first time Zhou Yu felt that face blindness was such an inconvenient thing.

In the past when there were few people, he could always see He Chu at a glance, but now there are so many people that people are shoulder to shoulder...

Should he take a special note of He Chu's appearance?

"Here!" He heard He Chu's voice coming from the front, but He Chu seemed to be hidden in the sea of ​​people so that he could not find him. He simply stood still and waited for He Chu to come to find him.

When Zhou Yu walks, he has a wide field of vision, but his vision is only within 50 meters in front of him, and other people will be blurred by himself miraculously.

He was still looking for someone directly in front of him, but suddenly his wrist was pulled from the side. He was startled, and subconsciously wanted to break free, but the moment he turned his head to look at the person coming, he held it even tighter.

His wrist was cold, but that person's body temperature was hot.

"Give me a hug for a while, okay?" He Chu smiled at him, his eyebrows and eyes curved, and there was a hint of coquettishness in his tone.

He smiled frankly, but the strength in his hands could not be ignored by Zhou Yu.

The body temperature was so high that it seemed to burn his skin, Zhou Yu felt that the place where he and He Chu came into contact was faintly hot, as if He Chu had imprinted his own brand on it with his own flesh and blood.

Zhou Yu lowered his head and lightly drew a circle on the ground with his toes, as a tacit consent.

"I've already bought the tickets. Let's just go in. You see, you haven't seen your tablemate after searching for so long, so I'll hold you back for a while, and I'll just treat it as... just treat it as your apology."

Zhou Yu was not used to having such physical contact with people in such a crowded environment.He felt that the eyes of everyone around him were on him and He Chu.

He hid behind He Chu, looked around again, and found that no one noticed their actions, so he raised his footsteps and followed He Chu's pace slowly. He still lowered his head, and there was something in his eyes Dodge, but it's a pity that He Chu walked in front and didn't notice.

Zhou Yu has always been very taboo about such behavior.

In his opinion, his abnormal orientation was already against the norms. If such a thing were to be made public again, Zhou Yu would feel as embarrassed as if his clothes were taken off in public.But He Chu didn't care, as if he was afraid that the world would not be chaotic.

Kind of like how he was in the bar that day.

"You..." Zhou Yu hesitated to speak, he wanted to ask He Chu if he wasn't afraid of being judged?

After all, he still felt that a person like himself was somewhat shameful.

In the past, he was criticized too harshly, and now he can't change the dislike of himself in his bones.

"You saw it at the bar that day, do you have any thoughts?" He Chu heard his hesitation, thought he wanted to ask about what happened in the bar that day, so he pointed it out directly.

He wanted to know if Zhou Yu minded, minded that he was actually not what he appeared to be, but rather frivolous, occasionally a bit dissolute, the rich second generation that people often looked down upon.

These days, he thought of Zhou Yu's appearance that day, like a noble son of a family, and he thought, maybe Zhou Yu's appearance is the real "rich second generation", someone who can be called elegant species of people.Even if Zhou Yu got rid of his wrapping skin, he would not be underestimated.

But I am different.

"What... what idea?" Zhou Yu was skeptical. What He Chu wanted to know had nothing to do with his thoughts. He was stunned by this sudden, unclear question.

"You've seen it all. I can fight, drink, smoke, and hang out with the bar owner. Don't you have any idea?"

Zhou Yu really didn't have any ideas. In his opinion, smoking and drinking are just two things that hurt the body. Anyone can do it, but the reasons for doing it are different.

Just like he drank to get rid of his sorrows and find a moment of peace in that confused time, fighting is also something that anyone can learn, whether it is out of self-preservation or out of his own emotions, in his opinion It makes no difference.

Those who don't want to be beaten will one day become the ones who strike first. No matter what the reason is in the end, no one wants to be beaten. In the end, everyone is actually the same.

"I don't have any ideas. Hmm..." He thought for a while, and felt that saying that he had no ideas was more like a perfunctory rhetoric, so he added: "Smoking and drinking are harmful to the body, and you will always be injured after fighting. You can think about it." Don’t do things like this in the future.”

"What?" He Chu was a little confused.Zhou Yu's irrelevant reply was like someone asking "Have you had lunch?" and another person saying "I'm going to dinner tonight".

But Zhou Yu's expression was serious, and he was actually giving him advice. He sighed softly: "I want to ask you what you think about me."

What are your thoughts on He Chu?

"I don't have any thoughts about you for the time being." Zhou Yu moved his fingers, wanting to tell He Chu that he could let go.

Emotional intelligence is so low, how can I fall in love after this?

"I didn't ask you this...I...forget it." He Chu felt Zhou Yu's slight movements on his fingers, and calmly clenched his hands even tighter.

He didn't mention what happened that night again, nor did he ask Zhou Yu why he went to the bar, nor did he even ask how Zhou Yu was doing after he went back that night. Both of them tacitly and selectively forgot about Zhou Yu's drinking that memory.

One was because the other party forced her to stand out and refuted her face, and she didn't dare to ask again because of the other party's look at that time;

"What about now?" He Chu shook the hand holding Zhou Yu, and looked at him with a smile: "What do you think?

Today's weather is very cloudy, and there are faint signs of strong winds.Zhou Yu was afraid of the cold, so he wore a thin coat outside when he went out. At this moment, his hands were tucked into his sleeves, covering half of He Chu's hands, as if the two of them deliberately made it to hide their eyes and ears.

"It seems... I don't have any ideas." He Chu's hands are very warm, but Zhou Yu's hands will become extremely cold as soon as autumn comes, and even the small half of his arms will be cold along with it. If you expose your hands in winter Outside, the entire palm will turn purple in a short time.

The strange thing is that since He Chu hugged him last time, his grudge against physical contact with He Chu has gradually become smaller. Now that He Chu is holding his hand, he is just not used to it for the first few minutes Forget it, the colder his hands were, the more he yearned for He Chu's warmth, and wanted to burrow into his palms.

Like the person who has been in the ice and snow for a long time, there are suddenly more heat sources around him that will not leave, even if it is possible to melt himself, he is reluctant to leave-because really, people who have not felt the warmth for too long , I have long had the determination to fly to the flame.

It was because his hands were too warm.

Zhou Yu said this to herself only because it was very warm.

When He Chu heard this, his smile became more obvious, as if Zhou Yu had acquiesced in his actions.He shook the hand they were holding together again, and looked at Zhou Yu, the meaning in his eyes couldn't be more obvious: since you don't have any objections, then I'll hold them all the time.

This is a very childish action, and He Chu did it with a sense of showing off.

They finally entered the gate of Happy Valley holding hands.

Zhou Yu narrowed his eyes slightly. For him, this place was mentioned by his classmates as "very interesting and exciting". The second book "Reminiscing about Things Past"...

However, since He Chu wanted to come...

"It's as if I'm centered on him..." Zhou Yu was so engrossed that he accidentally said what was in his heart. He Chu only heard Zhou Yu muttering something next to him. He tilted his head and asked :"What?"

"Huh?" Zhou Yu suddenly came to his senses, thinking that he was still bowing his head, he quickly raised his head, but unexpectedly hit He Chu's ear with his head. When he bumped into something, He Chu let out a "hiss", and his hand was also let go.

After the warmth left, the temperature on his hand immediately dropped.

Zhou Yu's heart skipped a beat suddenly, and he wanted to take that bit of warmth for himself, but by some coincidence, he grabbed He Chu's hand rubbing his ears.

"Huh?" He Chu's hand was suddenly held, and the movement of his hand stopped.

Hey wait, Zhou Yu is... taking the initiative to hold him?

After a while, Zhou Yu also realized, and was stunned on the spot.