Cold violence

The first monthly high school exam was not very formal. No. [-] Middle School produced the papers by itself, and didn't even get a score in the exam room. It only opened up the seats in each class and assigned two teachers, but the students in the class couldn't stop the students from saying this. emphasis on the exam.

Each of them is serious and hardworking. After all, there are only a few such existences as Zhou Yu and He Chu.They are still too young and don't know how to hide their edge.

But no matter how Zhou Yu usually treats his studies, he still treats the exam very seriously. He will finish writing even the simplest papers carefully, and control the time for checking.

Zhou Yu placed a piece of white paper on the table. Apart from the paper, there was only a black pen, a card marker and an eraser on the table.

He twirled his pen and watched the class gather in groups of three and four to discuss the possibility of the topics to be tested in the exam.He glanced to the side, He Chu was lying on the table and sleeping soundly.

He Chu was completely arrogant and blatant.Zhou Yu would at least pretend to be listening carefully in class, while He Chu didn't even care about superficial efforts, and didn't even pay attention to exams like the monthly exam.The squad leader is very popular, and he never cares what others think of him.

After all, it is the spirit of a young man, the light on his body is so dazzling that everyone can see it.

Zhou Yu recalled what He Chu said yesterday, and couldn't help shaking his head.

He felt that He Chu didn't really like him at all, he just became interested in seeing his face.There are countless people who have had a crush on him since childhood, and the number of love letters he has received can be counted since elementary school. He feels that he can tell whether He Chu's feelings for him are "interested" or "liked".

With such a face... If it is his character, if He Chu insists on it for a few more months, maybe Zhou Yu will still believe that He Chu is the real one. He probably said those words yesterday because he became angry because of his strong reaction. .

But what Zhou Yu didn't know was that in He Chu's eyes, those things that were his duty and should be done were not the same thing in He Chu's eyes.

In fact, when he came home yesterday, he wrote a diary about He Chu.

"I had too much physical contact with He Chu today. The 'too much' refers to the surface area of ​​contact. I think I still can't get used to it, but I don't have too much disgust.

"So he likes me.

"But what can I do? Maybe he just doesn't realize who I am. I think so.

"Thinking of it this way, he is really a very good person, but I can't pass my own test. His liking is probably too superficial. Although I can't make a conclusion so early, I have to convince myself so.

"But I..."

But what?He actually had an idea, but he didn't dare to write it down. Such an idea was too unlike "Zhou Yu".

Not even daring to admit it.

He actually didn't want to refuse, he knew it.No one can reject other people's sincerity, but he couldn't believe that He Chu was sincere to him.

If you don't really like it, then there is no need to take that step for him.

Fifteen minutes before the exam time, Lao Huang walked in with the paper in his arms, and the voices in the class gradually disappeared.Lao Huang put the paper on the podium with a "snap", and glanced at the audience with a serious expression, Zhou Yu and his eyes just met.

Old Huang's expression was a little displeased, he sighed, raised his hand and tapped He Chu's table with his knuckles, He Chu heard the sound and immediately made a movement, squinting his eyes and looking at Zhou Yu.

Zhou Yu looked at him without saying a word, and raised his chin to the podium.

"Oh yes, the monthly exam..." He Chu straightened his body, yawned, and feebly stuffed everything on the table into his schoolbag, and threw the schoolbag on the ground.

"Is the first subject Chinese? Then you can call me after half an hour..." After cleaning up, he lay down on the table again, buried his head deeply in his arms, and muttered again softly, but Zhou Yu Didn't hear clearly.

Zhou Yu was a little helpless, pinched the back of He Chu's neck with his hands, and said softly, "Get up for the exam."

"Tsk. I haven't woken up yet..." Zhou Yu's hand was cold, and He Chu was shivered by the cold. He shook Zhou Yu's hand away impatiently, and murmured: "If you let me I will sleep."

With a bit of coquettish taste, like the intimacy between lovers.

Zhou Yu paused for a moment, didn't call him again, and retracted his hands into his long sleeves, only showing half of his fingertips.He stared down at the white paper on his desk, seriously considered the possibility of He Chu sleeping for half an hour and then waking up to finish the exam, thinking that he would wake him up in 10 minutes.

At this time Fang Xian turned his head and smiled a little embarrassedly: "Brother Yu, um, your Chinese is pretty good too..."

Hearing his tone, Zhou Yu seemed a little embarrassed, and looked at him suspiciously, and heard him continue: "Let's... check the answers to the multiple-choice questions, and just check the choices... okay?"

right answer?Zhou Yu had never checked the answer with anyone before.

It is usually not his turn to participate in this kind of thing. Those who are not good at learning are already dead pigs who are not afraid of boiling water, and those who are a little better at learning have already gathered together. Even if Zhou Yu is always No.1, he is still thriving, far away from No.2. The kind, he seems to be too far away from people, basically no one will look for him.

Zhou Yu thought about it, and felt that the answer to the quiz was not a big deal, so he nodded, "I'll pass it on to you when I finish writing it."

"Brother Yu, you are benefiting the society! I am so touched that I have to be your little brother for the rest of my life! Eh? Why is your face so pale? Have you got a fever?" As he spoke, he reached out to touch Zhou Yu's forehead to check the temperature, "I'll help you Do you try it?"

"It's okay, I..." Zhou Yu leaned back slightly, ready to tactfully reject his kindness. At this moment, He Chu, who was sleeping, seemed to have heard something, and suddenly stood up and slapped Fang precisely. Xian's hand.

Fang Xian was beaten inexplicably, but when he wanted to say something, he saw He Chu staring at him with a gloomy face, and he heard He Chu say every word: "Do you want to touch the forehead of my deskmate?"

"Hey, I was still sleeping just now, you got up before I touched it, what are you doing, such a baby, let's meet brother?"

"If you want to touch it, I'll touch it. What are you touching?!" As he spoke, he brushed away Zhou Yu's bangs and put his hand on Zhou Yu's forehead. What to see, go back to the exam."

"Okay, okay, you touch it." Fang Xian couldn't see He Chu's behavior of "protecting food", so he rolled his eyes and turned back. Then he remembered something and quickly turned back and said to Zhou Yu: "Then, Then don't forget the one we agreed on just now!" After speaking, he only felt He Chu's eyes slash, and he quickly sat down again.

"Take your hands away." Zhou Yu sat still, and said coldly, as soon as He Chu's hand touched him, he felt his whole body go cold.

It was only then that He Chu remembered what Zhou Yu said yesterday, "I don't like being touched by others", and he withdrew his hand embarrassingly. He put his fingers together in his palm, as if he could still feel the coldness on Zhou Yu's forehead.

Has his temperature always been this cold?

"Just take the exam when you wake up." Zhou Yu reminded him.

He Chu nodded subconsciously. Seeing Zhou Yu's pale face, he couldn't help but ask, "You..."

"It's nothing." Zhou Yu avoided his question, lowered his head and scribbled irregularly on the white paper with his hands. After thinking for a while, he said softly, "Take a good exam." Ignored He Chu no longer, and stopped the movement of my hands, quietly waiting for the teacher to issue the paper.

The practice of No. [-] Middle School is to divide arts and sciences in the first semester of the second year of senior high school. This time, the monthly exam took all nine subjects, and No. [-] Middle School shortened the time to take the exam for only three days. The time was so tight that there was almost no time to rest.But Zhou Yu didn't seem to be under any pressure, and he wrote every subject extremely fast. He Chu watched him writing like a fly, and compared himself, feeling that the distance between himself and Zhou Yu was really too far.

Before the exam, He Chu was secretly upset when he heard that "shameless" guy Fang Xian came to Zhou Yu asking for answers to the multiple-choice questions. Who would have thought that Zhou Yu would actually write the answers carefully after finishing the exam papers? passed it on to him.

After He Chu arrived at the end of the exam, he still remembered the shock on Fang Xian's face when he took the answer, because Zhou Yu's speed was so fast that he could finish almost every subject more than half an hour earlier.

It's really fast. You can tell from the degree of completion of his usual homework. He really thinks these questions are a piece of cake.

He Chu used to occasionally think that he was still smart, but after seeing Zhou Yu, he felt that he was not as good.

When the last exam in the morning was over, Li Qi saw that Zhou Yu was not there, so he sneaked over, sat on Zhou Yu's seat and whispered to He Chu: "We agreed last time, we will go to Wang Zhi after the monthly exam." ?”

He Chu nodded, indicating that he still remembered, and said, "Get up from my seat at the same table, where will he sit when he comes back later?"

Li Qi looked at He Chu, his expression couldn't be more distorted: "I'll just come over to tell you something, and you still won't let me sit down. You think that Zhou Yu is like you, and it's only for this one minute." Get me up."

He Chu watched him stand up with satisfaction, thought for a while and said, "Then let's go there today, just in time for the November holiday, and my dad doesn't care about me."

"That's OK, then I'll go there after school tonight, and I'll say hello to him in advance. By the way, how did you do in the exam this time?"

"Ah...it's okay, that's how it feels, anyway, the paper is not difficult."

"Then... what about Zhou Yu?"

"He," He Chu leaned on the chair, sighed, and said slowly, "He is simply invincible..."

"what?"

"I don't think his writing speed is comparable to his. It's terrible."

"Wow, even you can't do it? Then can you still take the first place this time?"

"Probably not. Zhou Yu, he doesn't seem to learn much like me, but he is really good." He sat up straight, glanced at the door again, and asked, "Are you still going? When you meet him back, you have to pester him again."

"Hey, didn't the president call him out just now? What are you worried about?" Li Qi gave him a white look, and suddenly said: "Is that your imaginary rival in love? Are you worried?"

"Why do you talk so much? It's blocking my sight, so I'm going to retreat without incident."

"Okay, that little one is stepping back now, take your time and watch your rival in love." After Li Qi finished speaking, he ran away without a trace.

He Chu waved his hand impatiently, all he could think about was the scene when Yu Jingzhou went to the class gate to call Zhou Yu just now.They had just finished their exams, and it happened to be the end of school time, so Yu Jingzhou went straight to the door of their class and recruited Zhou Yu out.He Chu thought that before he said a word to Zhou Yu, Zhou Yu ran away first, looking at Yu Jingzhou outside the door with black lines all over his face.

Zhou Yu turned his back to him, he couldn't see Zhou Yu's expression, he thought about Zhou Yu's attitude towards that person, Zhou Yu might smile at Jingzhou or something... "Zhou Yu hasn't smiled at me a few times yet What is he..." He cursed in a low voice, turned his back and stared at Zhou Yu's empty seat.

——My mentality is wrong...

He Chu thought suddenly.Tsk, it's none of my business who he talks to, I care too much, what right do I have to let people not talk to that Yu Jingzhou?He silently rolled his eyes in his heart, and cursed himself secretly.

"The relationship between people is good, why do you care so much?" He repeated, turned around and sat down, and saw Zhou Yu just came in, his back was facing the light, the sun seemed to coat him with a layer of golden light, congratulations Looking at the smile on his face at the beginning, it seems that it has not dissipated, and it is looming on the corner of his mouth, and his heart can't help but move.

He looks really nice when he smiles...

But he changed his mind: It's not smiling at you, you are so excited.

Sure enough, when Zhou Yu returned to his seat, his indifferent expression returned.He Chu lowered his eyes, blocking the little bit of jealousy in his eyes.

He is jealous of Jingzhou.

Jealous that he and Zhou Yu are so familiar, jealous that he can be treated differently by Zhou Yu, jealous of those pasts that he participated in Zhou Yu.Zhou Yu had known him for many years, he could tell.

"Do you have time on vacation? Go out to play together?" He Chu adjusted his mood, raised his hand and knocked on Zhou Yu's table, thinking that Zhou Yu might not go home during the vacation, so he probably wouldn't refuse.

"with who?"

"And me."

After he finished speaking, Zhou Yu fell silent. ——This is the first time he was invited to hang out by someone other than Yu Jingzhou.Because of being out of gregarious since childhood, only Yu Jingzhou is willing to be with him.No one invited him, and he never tried to take the initiative to invite anyone to go out together, but the person who said this to him was He Chu...

"Where?"

"Downtown, Happy Valley." He Chu wanted to go here because he had heard that the amusement park is a holy place for dating, and he also had such thoughts about Zhou Yu. No matter whether Zhou Yu liked him or not, it would be good if he could get a good impression of him, "Why? Like? Are you interested?"

Zhou Yu thought for a while, but did not refuse, and felt that he even had a little expectation.He nodded and asked He Chu: "When do you want to go?"

He Chu was in a good mood today. He and Li Qi were whistling all the way out after school. Li Qi looked at the words "Brother is very happy today" written on the corners of He Chu's eyes and brows, and couldn't help but ask, "Isn't it? Take a vacation, as for being so happy?"

He Chu rolled his eyes at him, and the smile on his face was even bigger. He winked at Li Qi, "I asked Zhou Yu to go out to play during the holiday."

He actually couldn't believe it, Zhou Yu agreed so readily, he thought that people like Zhou Yu had no interest in places like playgrounds, and at the same time he couldn't believe that he was so happy.

Why are you so happy?Is the reaction a little too much?

——The person I met was Zhou Yu, which means that I am still very good.

He explained it to himself.

"Looking at your potential, isn't it a Zhou Yu? Wang Zhi only made an appointment with you after a month. Do you think he will be mad if he knows your reaction now?"

"Let him know what to do? Last time I boasted to Zhou Yu that I could catch up with him within a month. I finally had a vacation. How can I not work harder?"

"When did I rely on it? When did you tell Zhou Yu!? You must be too courageous."

Speaking of this, He Chu also felt that he was a little too impulsive, and he hesitated a bit, "Well... just, when I took him out of class last time, I couldn't hold back all of a sudden, so I told him .”

"That, that, then how did you tell him?" Li Qi was a little shocked when he heard the news, he only knew that He Chu liked Zhou Yu's face, and he might not like it after a while, He Chu Ever since he found out that his sexual orientation was wrong, there have been many boys who have liked him, and most of them are the ones who forgot after a while. When He Chu told him about it before, he didn't take it to heart. This time, He Chu actually confronted Zhou Yu directly?

This is talking, the fake has become true?

"Well... I said, um... I just like you, what's the matter?" He Chu seemed a little embarrassed to mention this, scratched his head, and immediately stretched out his hand to stop a taxi in order to cover up his embarrassment.

"Then...then how did he reply to you?"

"He said he would wait and see."

Li Qi covered his face with his hands, and it took him a while to say to He Chu, "Are you sick? You actually told Zhou Yu?"

It was even more strange for He Chu to hear his words, but when he wanted to refute, Li Qi went on to say, "Don't you just like someone's face, and you still have the nerve to run up to him and tell him? Let me ask you, if Zhou Yu really promised you , I'm really with you, I really like you, do you think it's appropriate for you to play tricks?"

"No, why do I have an attitude like playing tickets? Am I serious about chasing him? Do you know how much I have spent this month trying to get him to get along well with our classmates?"

"You just like his face just for fun! What if Zhou Yu is serious in the future? If one day you don't like his face and want to dump him, how are you going to end it?!"

Li Qi felt that He Chu was a bit unreasonable. He actually liked Zhou Yu after so many days. Feel.

"Even if I only like his face, what's the matter? Why did I play tickets? There seems to be no shortage of people who like Zhou Yu's face." He Chu also became angry when he heard Li Qi's words, he felt that his attitude was enough Seriously, it's no big deal if you confess your love, and it's no big deal if you were rejected by Zhou Yu at the time, but what Li Qi said was like He Chu chasing Zhou Yu just for fun.

What's more...he didn't just like that superficial face anymore.

"You only like someone's face..." Li Qi took a deep breath and said slowly, "You are not serious. Since you are not serious, what are you going to do if Zhou Yu takes it seriously?"

"I'm not serious? Why am I not serious..." He Chu was also taken aback when he said this.

He never thought about whether he was serious about Zhou Yu before.He has taken a fancy to Zhou Yu's face since the day he signed up, but there are many faces he has liked, and Zhou Yu can only be regarded as the prettiest one among them.He had also taken a fancy to other little boys before, and thought about what to do with them, but he never said that he liked them, and he never persisted for such a long time.

He had been brainwashing himself before, saying that what he liked was Zhou Yu's face, in order not to take himself seriously...

Because the more serious he is, the more he pays, the more he can't afford the price if Zhou Yu is not serious.

But he actually said "like" to Zhou Yu, and even said that he would catch up with him within a month... Is this really like?If it's..."I like someone's face" I feel so superficial when I say it; if it's not...why does he care so much about Zhou Yu?Even if Zhou Yu may not care about him at all, the occasional concern for him is only out of "reciprocity".

How could he not really like Zhou Yu?

Zhou Yu's kindness to him is always in his heart, so how could it be possible to like him just by looking at his face?He liked this person so much that he knew it clearly in his heart, and even felt angry when Li Qi said that he only liked Zhou Yu's face. How could he not really like him?

"I..." He was silent for a long time, and once again thought of Zhou Yu's face, that face with exquisite features but little smile.If it was really just because of his face...how could he persist for so long under that eternally indifferent face?

"I'm serious. Seriously... I like Zhou Yu."

He has seen too many couples on and off. His father roamed the shopping malls after his mother left, and the women around him were always playful and never serious, because the only one who was serious was no longer by his side.He Chu had seen all kinds of women, and he thought... Maybe if he is not serious, he will not repeat his father's mistakes.So... he learned to "not be serious".

But... Zhou Yu is different after all.

He is different from those people.The aura of him that tightly protects himself makes He Chu want to get close to this person, his hands that will never warm up make He Chu want to warm this person with his own body temperature, his face that is always indifferent Let He Chu want to do his best to make this person cheerful.

Zhou Yu's attitude of "seeing through the world of mortals" and the occasional "self-defeating" in his eyes made He Chu want to get close to this person and see his true face clearly.

He could feel Zhou Yu's pessimism and world-weariness, so when he faced his indifferent face, he wanted to get closer to this person.I wanted this person to be different because of him, so I tried my best in the class to let Zhou Yu and the people in the class talk a few more words... Although Zhou Yu still has nothing to talk about with those people now, just Li Qi and the others were able to open their mouths in their studies for the first time, but even so, He Chu was satisfied.

So it's not serious?Don't you really like it?

When Li Qi questioned his words just now, He Chu really felt the anger in his heart.It's rare for him to be so serious about a person, how can he tolerate other people's doubts?

He has been moved since he saw Zhou Yu's face, and he has kept all his actions in his heart for so many days. He can't allow anyone to get too close to Zhou Yu, and he doesn't want anyone When people go up to touch this person, it seems that subconsciously they have regarded Zhou Yu as their own property. If he says he likes it, then he will do what he says.

"What did you say?"

"I said... I like Zhou Yu, I want to chase him, not only because of his face, but also because of him. Even if he has no feelings for me, I will never let go."

After He Chu finished speaking, he let out a long breath, leaned on the back seat, and closed his eyes.I felt a little tired, probably because I finally dared to face my inner thoughts, and finally dared to make my true thoughts public.

Yes, before he hid his thoughts in his heart, he only dared to let himself know, and sometimes he even questioned his thoughts, but now that he said it, the thoughts became clearer and clearer.

——He just likes Zhou Yu, that's what he likes.

Li Qi looked at He Chu for a long time, his eyes were dimmed in the darkness, mixed with the meaning of scrutiny.

This was the first time he heard He Chu say the word "like" to him so seriously, and it was also the first time he heard He Chu express his heart so bluntly.

He knew that Zhou Yu was a very good person who could afford He Chu's love.

After a long time, he reached out and patted He Chu's shoulder and said, "You have to remember what you said today."

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