shadow lover

It’s been almost half a month since we went to the concert together last time. During this period, she was busy with work and didn’t have time to ask me out to meet her, and she didn’t let me go to see her, which made me talk all day and night. stable.

I finally got home from work and dialed the other party’s number before going to bed at night. Before the other party opened my mouth and was connected, I said: "Anyang, when will you finish your work? You are so busy all day long. No head, when can I see you."

"It will be over in two days. After this, I will be free for a few days. I will pick you up from get off work the night after tomorrow."

"Yeah."

"Then go to bed early, good night."

Is it so concise and to the point? I said goodbye without saying a few words. I was so angry that I really wanted to punch him. Unfortunately, no one let me vent. I turned over and hugged the pillow to sleep. In my dream, I dreamed that Anyang was walking with other girls. Together, this makes me cry.

Today Anyang said that he would come to pick me up from get off work in the evening, so I changed into a more sexy dress. My colleagues at the company saw me and asked me if I had a date tonight.I took the time to get off work and went downstairs. At the gate of the company, I didn't see the figure of the person I was thinking of. I looked left and right, but there was still no sign. I took out my mobile phone and called the other party. The other party said that I was stuck on the road and asked me to wait patiently. , In this way, I stood outside and waited for more than 40 minutes before I saw the figure.

When she walked up to me, I was a little angry. I ignored her and walked forward on my own. She followed behind and got into the car.

"I'm angry, I'm sorry, I'm late and made you wait so long."

"I dressed like this and stood at the gate of the company. There are so many pairs of eyes looking at me, I...I..."

"Okay, can you just order whatever you want?"

"That's what you said"

"Um"

The corner of her mouth twitched and she coaxed me softly, and I was so happy that I drank a few more glasses. I hugged Anyang's neck and twisted my waist under the music, sticking to her skin and wrapping around her body. .

"Anyang, can you stay away from the little girls around you? Anyang, can you call me or something? After I call you every morning, I look forward to the evening coming quickly. Heart, do you know; Anyang, can you spoil me alone? See why they are acting like a baby with you and acting cute with you. Why are you being so nice to them? It’s very attractive. Do you know. I don't want you to be like this, I don't want you to be so likable, especially that Xiao Zhang, who clings to you all day long and still talks to you, what, look at the chat records."

"It's late, I'll take you home."

"I don't, we haven't seen each other for so long, don't you miss me, I miss you, I miss you, let me hug, hug."

I hugged her but I didn't let go. There was no way Anyang didn't leave after I dragged her home. When I opened my eyes after dawn and saw her leaning on the bed, I was very happy. When I went to kiss her face, she opened her eyes. Eyes, the next moment she stood up and went out of the room.

"Anyang, don't go, don't go, Anyang, I know you don't want to come back, it's all my fault, our new home is finished, let's live in a new house, okay, Anyang."

"release"

I let go under her orders. This is her bottom line. She is not ready to return to an intimate relationship with me. She has no trust or sense of security with me. She treats me Doubts remain.Now Anyang can treat me gently or become cold in the next second, she can pamper me or put me aside, it all depends on her current mood and how she sees the way I express my love to her superior.

"I'm afraid of her cold face if I say one more word now"

"Hexi for 30 years in Hedong and 30 years in Hexi"

"Hmph, can you stop reading the joke and help me out?"

"What are you in a hurry for? It's fine if the person is yours. Didn't everyone say that you need space? You are too clingy and people don't like it. I'm not saying that your EQ is so low now."

"Am I clingy to me, no."

"The other party thinks that you have you, but you can rest assured that Anyang can't run away. I think it may be because you were too unreliable before, so it's normal for people to be uneasy. You have to make sure that you are really reliable this time. Hang out with you."

Friends around me persuaded me to take it easy, told me to be patient and socialize with Anyang, and said that if I was too hasty, it would be counterproductive. I think what they said was right, but the progress was so slow that I felt There is no progress to speak of.Love words cannot be said, intimacy should be done in moderation, even if you are jealous, you should not be too obvious, in a word, you have to be patient and take your time.

In the past few days, Anyang has disappeared again, which makes me feel uncomfortable. When I call her, she just says she is busy. At night, she just says good night. In the morning, I say good morning. I really do. I couldn't take it anymore, I thought in my heart that it would be better to come quickly, even if a thousand arrows pierced the heart, it would be more comfortable than this, wouldn't it.

In the afternoon, I left the meeting ahead of time and went to find Anyang. I just entered the office area, and my heart was in a state of suspense. Seeing the girls surrounded her and a few of them were posted, I yelled loudly. Anyang.After hearing my voice, the other party walked through the crowd and walked in front of me, stretched out his hand and pushed open the door of the office. I couldn't control it when I entered the room, and I said, "What do you want me to do? Give me something. Can you be happy, I beg you, don't torture me, I really can't take it anymore, I can't hold it anymore, Anyang, I beg you."

"Where is this? It's far worse than you used to treat me." As soon as she said this, I burst into tears. When she saw me crying, she came to wipe my eyes, pushed her hand away, and I wiped it myself. The more I thought about it, the more I felt wronged, and then I started to cry loudly. After crying for a while, Anyang saw that I didn't want to stop, sat on the sofa and hugged my shoulders and coaxed: "Okay, don't cry, I'm just kidding you Take it seriously, I will keep a distance from them in the future, okay, and I will be stricter with Xiao Zhang in the future, okay?"

"Uuuuuuuu, really."

"Really, look at you crying like a tabby cat, tell me why you have so many tears."

"Are women made of water?"

"Yes, there is really nothing I can do with you, stop crying, be good."

I don't think I should look like Anyang's ideal lover. The Fu Senmiao she expected has no image in front of her, but Anyang has become the look I admire in my heart. She is more mature, more calm and more stable. She's as wise as I am when we're at a big dinner together.

There is a saying, I love you, and I am willing to become what you like. She grows and changes all the way by my side. I watched her change from an ignorant and immature girl to an intellectual and capable appearance. Thank you for loving me, thank you for my Anyang gave me her only love.

When summer comes, we set up a table outside the door and set up a barbecue grill. Friends come and sit around to eat skewers. Everyone is happy. You and I can’t stop talking. When Anyang saw the customer, he came back with a big box. She said that this was a product given to her by a customer, and that everyone would share it.Before the words were finished, the gang snapped up, and the emotional gang seemed to be short of two or three masks.

"Hey, this mask is good, it's very refreshing after applying it, I need to take a few more home for my sister."

"The bosses of each of your major companies are scrambling for masks here, do you still have any status?"

"Hey, Sen Miao, you either, look at how cute you are in front of your Anyang, and you have the nerve to talk about us."

"how"

"You can stare at us so much now, I don't bother to talk to you."

"Don't come here again"

"Oh, but you recruited us here, who dares to come to your side now, it's not a good face."

"Let's tear your mouth apart"

"Anyang, look, look, there is a little white rabbit in front of you, and a leopard in front of us."

"Stop making trouble, I'll go in and get you beers."

"Anyang, torture Fu Senmiao tonight and help us out."

Friends occasionally even jokingly asked Anyang if she had any sisters, and said that if she had any sisters, she would introduce them to them, saying that they would be angry when they saw me enjoying so much. Come meet everyone and kiss me on the cheek.

Anyang, I want to see the sunrise.

Anyang, I want to see the sea.

Anyang, I want to go to the ends of the earth.

Anyang, don't leave me, I love you.