shadow lover

I closed the documents in my hand and put them on a pile of documents next to the computer. When I came to work in the morning, I met Mr. Xiaoying who was taking the elevator upstairs. I asked him if it was okay if I didn’t go to the meeting in the afternoon. I wanted to go home half a day earlier. He Say yes.Putting on his coat and holding his mobile phone, he thought about whether to call Anyang and tell her, but he didn't answer when he pressed the number.

When I drove home, I wondered if she was at home. If she didn't answer the phone, she probably wasn't.As I expected, I opened the door and the room was very quiet. When I entered the room and closed the door, I walked to the sofa and sat down. To be honest, I was really annoyed, but now I can only face reality.

After sitting on the sofa for a while, I picked up the key and went out to my mother. My mother saw that I was alone and asked about Anyang. Tell me to go back to the room and lie down for a while, where can I lie down, and send a message to Anyang with my mobile phone.

Restless, I was called by my mother to go downstairs with her for a stroll, "Anyang can't be reached," my mother asked in the small park downstairs, I nodded, and then she took out her mobile phone to call Anyang, I pressed and pressed She shook her head with her hand, and my mother felt sorry for me and said: "You, now you know that you regret it, it's okay. If there is something between you that you can't solve, my mother will help you. The child in Anyang is very reasonable and won't hold you. Let it go, don't worry."

"Mom, was I a special bastard before, the kind that makes people itch with hatred?"

"It's time to figure it out, it's not too late, it's not too late, it's all right."

Later, I still asked my mother to call Anyang. My mother said that I was here, and that I should not go back tonight and stay here. I didn't refute it, so I agreed right away, but said that I would come later, and my mother told Anyang to wait for her to come back for dinner, and when she would eat.

I think this is because my mother communicated with her so that she can pay attention to it. If it were different, I guess she would not bring in the door before ten o'clock in the evening, and it would be around [-]:[-] in the evening when Anyang came over with large and small gift boxes. It's not too good to be innocent.

"Come wash your hands and eat. Let's take a bite today. Auntie will make delicious food for you tomorrow. Old man, drink less wine and eat more vegetables." My mother dragged Anyang to sit beside her. Put it down when it touches the lips, it's better not to drink, it's better to drink less.

After dinner, my dad and I went to the kitchen to wash the dishes, and my mother took Anyang to chat. I don't know what they were talking about, but when I entered the bedroom, Anyang's face was even more ugly.

"Are you taking a bath?"

"I don't want to wash"

"How dirty"

She stood up suddenly and walked out. The next moment I quickly hugged her waist and said, "If you don't wash, then don't wash. Washing your face and feet is the same."

"If it's the same answer and the same ending, why do you have to go around in circles to feel comfortable? You can't do it once."

Get rid of me, Anyang, went to take a shower, fell down on the bed and scolded myself, Anyang seemed unwell today, after taking a bath, she dug out the medicine box and threw a handful of granules into her mouth, this is the first time I noticed The dose of medicine she took was not within the normal intake range.

She took the medicine and ignored me. I fell on the bed and closed my eyes. When she arched her body, I sat up and turned her body to ask her what was wrong. When I touched her, my fingers were all wet and cold.

"Anyang, what's wrong with you, Anyang."

"Do not touch me"

"Why are you sweating so much? How uncomfortable are you? Turn around and let me see."

"Medicine, bag, medicine."

"Okay, I'll get it, right away."

Hurry up to turn on the light and get out of bed to take her bag and open it. She propped her upper body and stretched out her hand to find a needle tube in the bag. Exhaust the air in the needle tube, and then tie it down against the burst blood vessel to push the transparent liquid in the needle tube into the deep layer of the skin.

Such a scene brought me mental and psychological stimulation, which is definitely not inferior to the feeling when I saw Xiaofeng lying in a pool of blood, my heart skipped a beat.

The sweaty person fell on his back on the bed and gasped for breath. I vaguely heard her say: "Fu Senmiao, look at me like an ugly monster."

She laughed, and when she laughed, she laughed helplessly, and smiled strangely.

She didn't shed a tear, even if the pain was beyond her tolerance, she didn't shed a tear, and she didn't dare to touch the bulging veins on her body for fear of accidentally touching her.

When Anyang was still awake at dawn the next day, I got out of bed and walked out of the bedroom and closed the door gently. When I sat at the dining table with my parents and had breakfast, my mother asked me: "What did you two do in the middle of the night last night? in argument."

"No, there was no quarrel."

"Why don't you come to Anyang for breakfast?"

"Oh, she hasn't woken up yet. When she wakes up, ask her if she still eats."

"Well, let's go to the supermarket when she gets up later."

“I bought so much food and still bought it”

"No, buy something to take away, today's discount is cheap."

"Let's go, don't call us Anyang."

"We each took a little and came back quickly, otherwise you would have to drive, and it would take a lot of effort to find a parking space."

"Mom, Anyang, she..."

At this time, the door of the bedroom opened and Anyang had already changed her clothes and came out. My mother saw her get up and asked her if she would like porridge, and then said that she would go to the supermarket to buy some gifts to bring back to her hometown to visit relatives. Anyang responded and sat down. I drank two mouthfuls of porridge.

Today, the supermarket is only open in the morning, and it closes at 01:30. When you enter the cash register, you can't see the end of the queue.I looked back at Anyang, her complexion was better than at night, I took her hand and rolled up her sleeves to look at it, the veins on her arms were no longer obvious, and the disordered blue and red threads could still be vaguely seen.

"How long have you been sick? Does that medicine have any side effects?"

"Nothing to do with you"

The four words have nothing to do with you pierced into my heart hard. It turns out that scars are not only scars left on the body, but the knives that cut through the heart are also extremely sharp; Being strong does not need to be given gentleness; it turns out that if she does not shrink back, it means that she is not trembling and cautious, and does not need to be given care; Need to be comforted and pampered.

It’s not that my Anyang has never begged hard, or she has never given up her dignity and knelt at my feet, but at that time I ignored her pain and turned a blind eye to her pleading.

Suddenly I remembered what Xiaofeng said to me: Anyang still loves you psychologically, but she is a little scared, afraid that she will be smashed to pieces, have you observed the swaying behind Anyang's independence and perseverance? Have you ever cared about the broken body and mind under her forbearance?

Fu Senmiao, you are such an idiot. No one in this world would rather die in pain than choose to stay by the side of the person who stabbed him repeatedly.

Fu Senmiao, you are such a selfish, annoying woman.