shadow lover

I said I also want welfare, Anyang asked me what I wanted, I said you can give me whatever you give to those children, she said that they are all small snacks that are not suitable for me, I said why not, I think it is very good, otherwise You have to go to the supermarket to buy it yourself.She asked me if I was sure, I nodded, and then Anyang left the office for a few minutes, and when she came back, she stuffed two large packs of snacks into my arms.

She said that I had something to do and asked me to go back first, so I took the big gift bag she gave me and left. I drove to the store. I thought it was a benefit I bought for them, so I put the things on the bar and said: "Don't move these two packs of snacks, this is my benefit." Looking at the two packs of things worth up to 400 yuan, I thought of the past None of the gifts Anyang bought for me was less than a thousand yuan, so I couldn't help but feel discouraged when I shook my head.

I don't dare to ask for anything now, I just hope that she can treat me like others, I just hope that she can talk to me more, look at me more, and stay by my side more.

When I got home, the room was pitch black. I put down the things in my arms and took a shower in the bathroom. After taking a shower, I sat in the living room and watched TV. There was a youth campus TV series on the TV. The fresh little emotions made people look so clear .At about 11:30, the door lock moved. Turning his head to look at the door, Anyang walked in from the door.She changed her slippers and went into the bedroom to change clothes, then went to the bathroom to take a shower, and returned to the bedroom to blow her hair and sleep half an hour later.She acted as if she didn't see me, and she was doing her own thing freely in front of me. My nose was a little sour, my eyes were a little sour, and my heart was a little bit astringent, which was even more uncomfortable.

I turned off the TV and went back to sleep, climbed into the bed and lay beside her. When she was about to turn over, I grabbed her arm, leaned up and half pressed it on her body, and tears fell from my heart before I spoke. What is it for a woman, pearl or white water depends on the state of mind of that person when facing you.

"I was wrong, it was all my fault, my fault, Anyang, please don't treat me like this, I'm so sad."

"Whatever you want, I'll buy it for you."

"no no no……"

"Then why are you crying?"

"I'm just feeling uncomfortable and uncomfortable"

"At the company today...you heard it all"

"Well, no, no."

"I'll pick you up from get off work when the holidays are over, and then go to the movies."

"okay."

Is this her compensation for lying to me? I fell asleep holding Anyang's arm that night, and she didn't push me away like before.

A few days later, Anyang was on vacation. I didn’t know if she was staying at home when I went to work during the day. She actually appeared at the door of the company and waited for me when I got off work at night. When I arrived at Anyang who was standing at the door, I asked me with a smile, I said it was okay, I don’t know if this is a good sign, I always feel flustered.

"Sen Miao let's go play together, you bring Anyang to have fun together."

"No, no, you play." The colleague who was rejected by me then showed doubts on her face. She saw me pulling Anyang's clothes uneasily.

"Come on, let's go, why are you still twitching, it's not like your style, let's go." Okay, I was forced into their car by the colleagues who came over later, and Anyang didn't say a word all the way , I tugged on her sleeve tightly for fear that she would turn her face away on the spot.

In the KTV, Anyang sat alone and watched the people around me play around. I was dragged by my colleagues to chat and drink, and three glasses of foreign wine filled my brain with alcohol.

at a certain age you will know

It's hard to live alone

Gradually began to taste the taste of loneliness

time is beating your pride

When you pass a certain intersection you feel

There are fewer and fewer people chatting with you all night

Tired of being chased by loneliness

Find someone who loves you and want to entrust you forever

How many people can walk with me

Few are willing to spend their whole lives

Whether it is unforgettable or not is not that important

I just want to experience the taste of love in the plain

Finally you are here

Fortunately I didn't give up

Happiness doesn't come easily

will make people more cherish

I ordered the song "Finally Waiting for You" by Jane Zhang until I choked up tears, and I said, "Anyang, don't give up the relationship between us, okay, just love me again, okay?" It was really uncontrollable tears Ben, I don't want to do this either, but as soon as it reaches a certain point, the heart starts to twitch unbearably, and it hurts.

The microphone in my hand was taken away, and then the tears on my face were sucked away by a cool tissue. In silence, I stretched out my arms around her waist and refused to let go. We didn't take a taxi and walked side by side in the dim light when we came out of the KTV under the streetlight.

"I'm off on 29. You can just stay at home and don't need to come over these two days. It's cold, so don't catch a cold."

"My mother asked us to go there early on 31. She bought a lot of New Year's goods. We went back to our hometown to visit relatives on the first day of the new year. If you don't want to go, you can wait for me at home. I came back in the evening of the second day."

"That... It was my fault that I went to Miss Han a while ago, I'm sorry, my fault, but I was flustered, I was worried, that's why I made such a bad move, I promise I will never make small moves behind my back again, I swear."

When I went to grab Anyang's hand, she avoided her. A few minutes later, she took out a red box from her bag and handed it to me. She said: "Happy New Year". When the box opened, there was a cute little clay figurine inside. The clay figure is my cartoon appearance.

Anyang didn't come after get off work the next day. When I stood at the gate in a daze, two colleagues who went out to play together yesterday patted me on the shoulder from behind and asked me what was going on. I sighed and shook my head and said that was what you saw.

"This plot is a bit upside-down. It can be said that in love, there is no one who will always be on the top. It's terrible enough for you, a big president, to fall in love."

"Do you two want a salary cut or a demoted job?"

"Ai ai, don't bring such a thing. You have been so angry in a meeting recently that your relationship is like a bag. The root cause is here."

"Go, go, don't bother me."

Distraught, I pulled the door open and got in the car. When I was almost home, I saw a person with two big food bags at the entrance of the supermarket. I pulled over and pushed the door down. I ran over and took the things in her hand.

"I'll come, the car is over there."

After entering the house, I put the yogurt and other foods I bought into the refrigerator. Anyang turned on the fire and cooked in the kitchen. After tidying up the things, I went into the kitchen to help. I watched her tie the fence and prepare to cook, and I hugged her unconsciously from behind. Standing still, I leaned on her shoulder and said, "I won't let you go, and I won't let you leave me even if I die."

"open"

"I do not"

When the sound of the clattering pot was heard, tears filled my eyes again, and when the food was brought to the table, Anyang suddenly said, "Where did you get so many tears, you can cry when you say so."

I said, "Are women made of water?" She sighed speechlessly, then went to wipe her tears with a piece of paper, lying on the bed after eating, I grabbed her body and wanted to kiss her face, she was a little uncomfortable She moved impatiently, and after I hummed, she said coldly, "Don't cry."

Then she didn't move, so I attached to her and kissed her forehead, her eyes, her nose and lips, Anyang, love me once, my Anyang, I love you.