shadow lover

Sen Miao hit Mo Han, according to her, because she saw the news reported by a certain station on TV, and because she couldn't contact me personally, she did it out of desperation.

"I'm sorry, I couldn't control my emotions in a hurry." All the friends present were Mo Han's friends. After I pulled Sen Miao away, she also calmed down and apologized to Mo Han. I was dragged by someone and then told everyone goodbye.

"I have been calling you, sending messages and videos for the past few days, but you didn't respond, so I confiscated them in a hurry." After getting in the car, Sen Miao explained to me that I looked at the night scene outside the car window and didn't respond.

I know, of course I know Sen Miao's personality, not when she thinks the fire is imminent, she will not be so aggressive.

This time, Senmiao didn't directly ask me why my phone was turned off. She turned a corner and asked me if my phone was broken or if I need to replace it with a new one. I replied, no need to.

I put my luggage in the hotel room. Before going home, we went there to pick up the luggage and check out. At the hotel gate, we ran into Sen Miao’s friends. They were supposed to be having a party. It was natural to see Sen Miao. Then they saw me carrying the suitcase and dragged Sen Miao aside to talk.

After returning home, Sen Miao didn't say anything. After taking a bath, she lay flat on the bed and closed her eyes. Sen Miao said that Sister Ke was in the past tense. Sen Miao said that she wanted to have a future life with me. Sen Miao said...

I think that after these years of those things and the repetition of emotions, this time she should completely let go of the past as she said, but when Sen Miao began to need, desire, and look forward to the future, I had already fallen into a state of silence.

My dear Senmiao, do you know that it's not that I don't love you anymore, it's just that I'm too tired to support you.

My dear Sen Miao, you know, I am not unwilling to pay attention, but I am afraid that I will not be able to achieve it,

My dear Senmiao, do you know that I didn't do it on purpose, I just know that my ability is limited, or I really can't reach the state you want now, I'm sorry, I still can't keep up with your footsteps and you Same advance and retreat.

The nightmare of endless reincarnation is repeated again and again, even if you sleep, you can’t get a rest. When you open your eyes, it’s another day that repeats itself. Get up, brush your teeth, get dressed and go out, arrive at the company on time, arrive at the event site on time, visit customers on time, and go to the dinner as scheduled.

Mo Han went directly to the company to find me in the afternoon, and it was not Sen Miao who accused me. I said, "Didn't you all apologize? Do you still want to slap her back?"

"I thought about it, can you let me?"

"I have something to say, I can go if I have nothing to do."

"Fu Senmiao called me and asked me to meet at night. What do you think she wanted me for? I have a psychological shadow of being smoked by her."

"There are people you are afraid of, to hell."

"Anyang, I took the mouth for you, what kind of sarcastic remarks are you talking about?"

"Then what do you want me to say?"

"I think Fu Senmiao should be interested in you now, just because of his eagerness to kill people, it doesn't look like it's pretending."

"It's really not fake"

"You're serious, she cares about you."

"Um"

"Then shouldn't you look like you got what you want, why are you still looking depressed and dead?"

"Is it related to you?"

"Well, don't mention it. I brought you your medicine. The dose you take is a bit large. If you don't do this, it will lead to neurasthenia. Be careful and you won't be able to hold the makeup pencil in the future."

"Understood, I have to leave beforehand, I won't send you off, and I will call you the money back."

I received a call from Mo Han when I was with a client outside at night. After I got through, I heard Sen Miao’s voice, she said: “Miss Han, I apologize to you again for what happened last time. About Anyang, I remember that you came to me after I broke up with Anyang for the first time that year. You care about her in every line. I want to know if you still have that kind of thought about Anyang now. If so, why not? tell me."

"Mr. Fu, you are really good at throwing the pot away. The reason you two have a bad relationship is because I was in the middle of sowing discord. Mr. Fu, don't forget how you played Anyang back then, how she knelt at your feet I beg you to show some mercy. Could it be that the world depends on your ideology, when you want it, the other party must give it unconditionally, and when you don’t want it, just let it go and let you know what to do."

"There were other reasons for what happened back then"

"Isn't it just that there is someone in your heart that you can't let go of? That's fine, that's fine. Then what do you mean by holding on to Anyang and torturing her alone? Isn't it because she gave in to you again and again, or because you think she has nothing to rely on alone?" Do you dare to act recklessly. Mr. Fu, people, I understand that selfishness is natural, but you and I can't talk about it."

"Anyang, is there anyone around her?"

"Fu Senmiao, you bastard, it would be great if there was someone around her. I don't need to persuade her to try with someone else, and don't hang herself on a tree like yours."

No matter how unpleasant Mo Han's words were, at least Sen Miao got what he wanted to know from the other party's mouth. Afterwards, Mo Han asked me how I felt when I heard Sen Miao's remarks. She punched me hard on the chest, and she said I was worthless.

At the end of January, I went to Mr. Mu’s house with gifts to accompany Sen Miao to visit Sister Ke. Everyone present saw Sen Miao’s initiative and my hesitation. When Mr. Mu spoke, Mrs. Ke interrupted her and pulled me to Sitting next to her, she said, "Don't worry about what other people say, if you don't want to be like this, just be yourself."

I should thank Sister Ke, because only she told me that you are yourself, do what you want to do and are willing to do, this kind of similar words.If she said something wrong, she was wrong. The explanations were all excuses to find reasons for herself, and the strong words were all bandit logic.

Sister Ke said that the reason why a fallacy can become truth is because you believe it. If you don't believe it, the truth is just the result of an experiment, which is actually not that important.

Sen Miao, Sister Ke didn't help you with the speech, but I think you can hear that she is helping you keep me, Sen Miao, don't worry, don't push too hard, ask for too much Well, I will give you everything I can, but I need space for myself for the time being, I hope you can understand.