shadow lover

I didn't cancel the evening schedule, but went to Anyang according to the appointed time. In the private room for two in the cinema, there was no other sound except the movie playing, and the people around me dozed off on the back of the sofa halfway through the movie.I then coughed a few times and then stomped my feet, "How many times have you watched this movie with other little girls, and how many times you watched it with the little beauty, and you are always full of energy. Are you just being so perfunctory with me?"

After the ridicule, the person beside me straightened up and stared at the movie screen without any response. She chose to block what I said again. At the end of the movie, I asked her: "What do you think..." She still didn't understand at first. Reaction, after I pulled her arm, she turned her head and looked at me blankly, not knowing why.

"Are you watching a movie, are you listening to me?"

"The show is over"

"I know"

"Go, go."

She didn't care about me and got up and opened the door of the box and went out by herself. Then I walked out with my coat, "Don't go, stop."

"You are too busy to go home every day. Is your job just to watch movies, eat and go shopping with the girls? This is your job."

"what do you want to say"

"What is your relationship with her, have you had sex?"

"Go eat, I'm hungry."

"What are you hiding? You did something shameful."

"I said no, do you believe it?"

"How did you convince me of you"

"no way"

Another argument, another dissatisfaction, and another silence. The bottom of the pot was as hot as my blood, and the unstoppable flame was approaching the brain.

"Is this your birthday present to me, Anyang?"

"Anyang, you can take revenge on me, but can you not use this method, I can't bear it."

The pain in my heart was so severe that when the other party still bowed her head and said nothing, the tears hidden in her eyes finally sprang up. The tears rolled down and fell into the bowl. My children, I will accompany them once in a while, they are too busy to spend time with their children."

"real"

"Well, really, it's a gift."

She handed me a small square box and opened it to find a silk scarf inside. Her tone was flat and there was no smile or tenderness in her eyes. Even though I thought our relationship had been relieved to a certain extent, she was just No more nights out.

The Christmas tree was delivered to the store on Friday night, and I hung up lanterns and posters with the store staff. When Anyang came, I stepped on a stool to hang gift boxes on it. She and Miss Han sat down in the back and ordered coffee and cake.

"You have to help me arrange the XX Music Festival, and you set the price."

"There is really no manpower left. There will be a lot of activities at the end of the year, and now I am very busy. Where can I get you people?"

"You know so many people, please help me get in touch, you can't just leave me alone, I have signed the contract, and... it's all a problem, I have a big head now, you can help me find a way no."

"I'll ask you, if you can change it, I will definitely adjust it for you, and I will ask other people if they can help you with the rest."

"I'll invite you to dinner after this life is over"

"Heh, it's not enough to pay for your meal. You don't have enough manpower to take on any business."

"Sister, it's a waste of money, and besides, I usually pay you guys for nothing, so I can do my best at critical moments."

I vaguely heard the conversation between the two of them. After answering the phone, Ms. Han got up and left. When she left, she whispered something in Anyang's ear. I was fixing things like small lanterns. Then go to Anyang and sit down.

"Does it look good, do it like this."

"Oh, that's alright."

"Can't you stay here with me for Christmas and New Year's Day?"

"Well, I'm going to go to another place. Mohan is short of manpower, so I'll go over and help."

"That's it"

In this case, I can’t say anything. The end of the year is the busiest time according to the nature of her work. Today is the Christmas shop. Many friends came to the shop. Everyone had a great time fighting, drinking and unpacking gifts. I called Anyang outside the store, but the line was busy, and the line was still busy when I called again after a while.Everyone broke up until early in the morning, and when the crowd dispersed, I sat in the store alone and looked at the brightly lit street scene outside, and I was dazed for a while.

After Christmas, New Year’s Eve comes immediately. The company organizes activities to welcome the New Year. This year’s New Year’s Eve party, Mr. Xiaoying, speaks on behalf of the group’s senior management. The invited entertainment stars sing loudly on the stage, and there is a sea of ​​joy below the stage. After toasting my colleagues, I hid in the bathroom and made a phone call.

"Hey... are you still busy there?"

"Well, something happened."

"No, just asking what you are doing."

"If I'm fine at the event site, I'll hang up"

"Wait a minute, happy new year."

"Well, happy new year."

"When are you coming back, hello..."

Before I could finish speaking, I hung up the call, exhaled and looked at myself in the mirror, with a sense of anxiety in my expectant eyes. On the last day of the end of the year, I drank too much. I took a bottle of wine and drank heavily. When I got home, I hugged my pillow and cried loudly.

The next day when I was hungover, I ran out to the meeting and vomited several times. Boss Xiaoying asked me if I wanted to go home and rest. I shook my head and said that I didn’t need to drink some lemonade.

On the evening of January [-]st, Anyang did not answer the phone.

On the evening of January [-], she said she couldn't hear me clearly at a dinner party.

On the evening of January [-]rd, she said that she had something to do temporarily and she couldn't decide when she would come back.

On the evening of January [-]th, the phone was not connected.

On the evening of January [-], the phone was turned off.

On the evening of January [-], the phone was still shut down.

XX Channel News, at 32:[-] p.m. on January [-]th, a fire broke out in XX, the reason was caused by..., with real-time news that the fire caused a serious stampede, the death toll was five, the number of serious injuries was [-], and the number of minor injuries For more than [-] people, relevant reports will be followed up.

The brain was necrotic in an instant, and his fingers trembled unconsciously. He stood up, picked up his clothes and ran downstairs, "Hey, do you have Han Mohan's phone number, do you have it?" She called Xiao Zhang while driving, and she said yes and then gave it to me Send phone number.

"Where are you, I ask where you are." The deafening music on the other end of the phone made me frantic, I drove straight to the place where the other party was, rushed into the bar and pushed through the crowd, grabbed the man's collar and raised my hand.

"Fu Senmiao, you are crazy."

"Anyang is helping you to go to the music festival to work. There is a lot of fire over there and you still have the mood to play here. You are still a human."

"Fu Senmiao, let me loose, loosen my clothes, loosen."

"Let me tell you, Han Mohan, if something happens to Anyang, I will demand your life."

"Damn it, Fu Senmiao, you... um... strangled me to death."

"Sen Miao, what are you doing?"

During the tearing, I heard voices coming from behind me, I loosened my strength and turned around to look at the surprised woman standing in front of me, and hugged her tightly in the next second, tears streaming down my face.

Maybe you don’t really know who is the most important person in your life until certain moments, maybe you don’t know if you really care so deeply and deeply, maybe I’m wrong, it’s my fault The love I thought was just my wishful thinking.

"Anyang, Fu Senmiao is crazy, this is strangling my neck, look at the bruises."

"What are you doing? Well, stop making trouble and go."

Trouble, even if it's all right, as long as I can still hold your hand and hug your person, I'll do whatever you want.