shadow lover

It is because I am all my reason that the originally warm and gentle Sen Miao's temperament has changed drastically. It is my fault and it is my debt after all.Sen Miao said that she never loved Anyang but was used to her people and treating her well. She said that she was too lonely and she didn't want to continue her own life. She said that Anyang was a good girl and a person who lived a stable life.Sen Miao said that her aunt and uncle liked Anyang very much and would often ask her when she would reconcile with Anyang. She also said that since she accidentally saw Anyang with other girls in a shopping mall, she often suffered from insomnia and restless sleep.Sen Miao said that Anyang is still single and she wants to get back together with Anyang and keep her by her side forever, saying that she can't bear to watch Anyang love others.

In the end, Senmiao choked up and said: "Xiaofeng, I understand what you said, I shouldn't do that, I shouldn't be so selfish, I shouldn't use Anyang again and again. Xiaofeng, I thought I could control myself, I I thought we could talk and chat like ordinary friends when we met again, but you know what? Whenever I walk towards her, my whole heart is twitching. I'm afraid to hear her telling me that we are no longer possible or that I hate you Fusen Miao. Xiaofeng, my mind is in a mess now, I don’t know what I want to do, I don’t want to love, I don’t want to be surrounded, but I still want to hold Anyang’s hand and complain to her, want to She sat by my side and stayed with me all the time. Xiaofeng, help me, help me, please."

A few days later, I called Anyang to invite her to come to my house as a guest. The other party first said that she was busy and had no time, and then asked to see if she was free. It was not until I said that I wanted to talk to her about Sen Miao. After declining it, he just said softly that he knew it and hung up the phone.After I put down the phone, Qingyao complained about Anyang for not knowing what was good or bad. I watched her reply and said, "We are the ones who indiscriminately fan the flames, hey." I originally taboo such things, but because of Sen Miao, I would As it should be.

On Thursday afternoon, Anyang appeared in front of me with a cosmetic box. She must have run over, so she was panting heavily. She said that the work place was a little far away, so she came late. I am really sorry.

"Thank you Anyang, thank you for coming to see me, I am the one who should say sorry, I am the culprit, I am sorry for making you suffer."

"Sister Ke, I have something to do this afternoon, so just say what you have to say."

"I know that you instinctively choose to reject this kind of thing. I have a deep understanding of this feeling. That kind of powerlessness will make you unable to hide. Anyang, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, if it weren't for me, Sen Miao, I wouldn't be where I am today In this way, if it weren't for me, you wouldn't be innocent and wouldn't be implicated or hurt. Anyang, Sen Miao, she..."

"Sister Ke, can I ask you a few questions?"

"Okay, you say."

"For a person who doesn't love you, is it meaningful to wait indefinitely?"

"no"

"For a person who only thinks of you when he is lonely, is it necessary for me to satisfy the other person's needs when he is lonely?"

"no"

"Sister Ke, how long can the temporary needs last? One day, ten days, or one month and one year?"

A few questions from Anyang left me speechless. She had already seen through Sen Miao's mind. She didn't know whether she was tossing around with us or wronging herself. She looked at me with empty eyes, which made people feel distressed.

"Anyang, I, Ke Feng, beg you, please wait for Sen Miao, please, she has already depended on you, it's not that she doesn't have feelings for you, it's just that her heart needs some time to relax, can you just wait."

"Sister Ke, if you hurt yourself, Mu will always get angry, so stop talking."

"Anyang..."

"Sister Ke, even if Senmiao doesn't love you anymore and let go of her love for you, you are still the most important part of her heart, she will definitely listen to what you say, even if she listens to your words, stay with me, But people's hearts will still be out of control, if one day she meets the right person, what should she do next."

We looked at each other meaningfully after Anyang spoke out about the most worrying heart disease. After a long silence, I asked: "Then can we still be friends?" The other party didn't give an answer, then got up and left.

Later, Senmiao called to ask me what I said to Anyang that day. I was about to say sorry for not helping you when I heard Senmiao’s joyful voice. She said, Xiaofeng, I’m going to pick Anyang up from work, and she didn’t refuse me. I asked her to come over for dinner with my parents on Sunday and she said yes, Xiaofeng, thank you, thank you.

Listening to her joyful voice, my heart was relieved, and I told her softly, it doesn’t matter if the time is wrong, as long as there is still a chance, I can make up for it, as long as I use my sincerity, I am not afraid that the other party will not feel it, Sen Miao, come on .

Sen Miao, Anyang still loves you psychologically, but she is a little scared and afraid of falling to pieces.

Sen Miao, Anyang is smarter than me and understands love better than me. You have to work harder and don't let her go to others.

Sen Miao, I'm sorry, I didn't help you much, thank you for your love, from now on, go chase your own happiness, Anyang is a good girl, she deserves your protection and love.

Sen Miao, have you noticed the sway behind Anyang's independence and perseverance? She is actually not as strong as you imagined. She is not as hard as you see. Don't let the voices of the people around you hinder your judgment, calm down and get along well , I believe you will find the life you want at first in her.

Sen Miao, she is here. The person who really matches you has already come to you. This time, don't be stupid again, and guard your little sun.

If pride is not coldly photographed by the sea of ​​reality

How do you know how to work hard?

to go far

If dreams never fall off a cliff

Close

How can you know a persistent person?

Has invisible wings

sow tears in my heart

will bloom bravely

can in tired time

close your eyes and smell a fragrance

like a good night's sleep until dawn

I can walk and hum a song

with brisk steps

Always feel the weight of loneliness when depressed

How eager to understand people lend some warmth to lend a shoulder

I'm glad that our tacit understanding has been so long along the way

Through the wind and around a bend, still connected

as usual

Hold the original dream tightly in your hands

most wanted place

How can I go back halfway

The first dream will definitely arrive

real desire

To be able to count to heaven