shadow lover

It was late at night and everyone dispersed, Xiao Zhang helped me to help Sen Miao get into the taxi, she asked me if I could, I said yes and asked her to work extra work at three o'clock in the morning so that she could go there earlier.It was already 11:30 in the evening when I dragged the drunk woman home. Sen Miao was so drunk that I just put her down and the woman was nauseated again.

When I was cleaning up the dirt and changing the dirty clothes, Sen Miao kept saying intermittently: "Xiaofeng, don't go, don't go, don't go." You, Sen Miao, will never mention it in front of me again. Miss Ke, you have breached the contract.After cleaning, cover her with a quilt and take her changed clothes to the bathroom to wash by hand. It is impossible to go out for more than an hour and want to sleep. Hang the washed clothes on the hanger on the balcony and pack up the makeup box Gently push the door and go out to work.

Arriving at the hotel at 5:[-] in the morning, Xiao Zhang felt flustered when I started to put on makeup for the customers. She took the time to tell me that I am not late, and there are still [-] minutes. I asked her to sit down and take a breath. I'm working smoothly.

"Sister An, I can do it."

"You go over there to give the customer a base, and I'll go over here when I'm done."

In order to save time, I asked Xiao Zhang to do the preliminary work well, and immediately changed to the next one after the work in hand was finished. In this way, all the work was completed until ten o'clock in the morning, and the work was finished and transferred to continue the work in the afternoon. This busy work was another day's work. .

"I'm not here these days, you've made progress, and you're more proficient if you're forced to a certain level."

"Sister An, don't mention it, I have been complained six times, not to mention the bonus and even my salary have been deducted this month, I am so busy, I asked Sister Lili to relax the schedule, and she said that I would not Chang Jin, don't you think this is going to kill me?"

"Don't be discouraged, everyone came here like this, take your time, and treat you to dinner if you want to eat."

"Sister An, that last night, Sen Miao and her... you..."

"As you can see and hear, I have nothing to say."

"Xiaofeng, who is it?"

"She is a gentle and friendly sister, someone Sen Miao likes."

"That person doesn't like Sen Miao, did she abandon Sen Miao, or did she hurt Sen Miao, which made Sen Miao unhappy?"

"No, Sister Ke's girlfriend is the chairman and president of the Mu Group, Mu Qingyao, and President Mu."

"She has a girlfriend, doesn't Sen Miao know?"

"They are all very good friends, and they are often in contact with each other."

"Good friend, it must be hard for Sen Miao to see the woman he loves love others."

"It's hard work, but it's the truth. It would be great if people's hearts could be separated, but it's a pity that there is only one heart and it can only fit one person." After sighing softly, Xiao Zhang said go to the store to eat and order takeaway We ate together, I said yes, then took a taxi and the two went to Sen Miao's place together.

The hot temperature passed and the breeze blowing was very pleasant. Xiao Zhang, I and a few people later sat together at a round table outside the store. We greeted each other and sat down to chat. The surrounding magnetic field changed from The smoke turned into peace.

"Whatever you want to eat, I'll treat you."

"You treat us to eat, you don't hate us."

"It's not worth it. I haven't said a few words before. Besides, it's normal for you to dislike me because of Sen Miao. It's understandable."

"We're quite embarrassed about you. I'll treat XX to this meal. How about ordering three pizzas?"

"No, let me do it, it's to calm down your sisters, and I will ask you to be merciful to me in the future."

"Hey, didn't we know that before, we thought Sen Miao was chasing you, who knew about your situation, and no one said anything about it."

"That's to blame me for not speaking up, blame me, blame me, you can order me to pay, whatever you want."

I don't want to make friends with those people, but I just want to find an opportunity to make the atmosphere less awkward. Sen Miao didn't arrive at the store until around [-] o'clock in the evening after working overtime. She saw me sitting and chatting with her friends at the door. With a slightly hesitant expression, I got up and asked her to sit in my place, then turned around and went to the store to bring out the chairs.

"Anyang, what brand of facial mask did you just say is good to come here, do you have a purchase channel?"

"Anyang, show me my face later, and show me the bean on my forehead."

"Anyang..."

"Come here later, Xiao Zhang, take a bottle of the face cream in my makeup box for everyone."

Sen Miao said that she hadn't eaten yet, and I was in a hurry to buy food for her. I didn't have time to talk to them, so I ran to the noodle restaurant opposite and bought some beef noodles and cold dishes for Sen Miao. She opened the store door with the food and walked in, put the food in front of her, opened the lid of the lunch box, broke off the chopsticks on the lid, and finally put the preserved egg tofu at her hand.

"Sen Miao, eat it, or it will be a lump in a while."

Sen Miao's eyes turned back from the window and landed on my face, then picked up the chopsticks and lowered her head to take a few bites. When she cleared her throat, I felt that she was going to speak next, so I pushed the lemonade forward.

"Did I say anything after I drank too much last night?"

"no"

"If there is, I apologize. Also, do you think people's hearts are easy to buy? Do you spend a little money and say a few polite words to gain the favor of others?"

"Of course not. If people's hearts are so easy to buy, then what else is there to do with true feelings?"

Sen Miao probably thought that I was using some small favors to buy people's hearts. How could that be?

Sen Miao doesn't seem to like my way of dealing with people. She said that excessive slickness is falsehood, and she said that unconscious flattery is deliberate flattery. When she talked about me, I didn't speak, but Sen Miao. For the sake of livelihood and rations, how can I not take the initiative to please, bow my head or bend over.

On Friday, Sen Miao company held a dinner party, and Sen Miao asked me to go to the banquet with her. On Thursday night, Sen Miao took me to buy an evening dress. She took a fancy to a sapphire blue dress and bought it. At the dinner, I walked into the banquet hall with her in the dress chosen by Sen Miao.

"Boss Ying, Boss Zhou"

"This...does it look like this? I'm a little dazed suddenly. Sen Miao, go over there and say hello."

"Okay, Mr. Ying, Guo Dong is also here, and he is waiting for you at the water platform."

"Well, okay, Anyang, if you feel bored, you can eat, don't be restrained." Boss Ying patted me on the shoulder when passing me, letting me be more casual.

"Anyang, it's really you."

"Mohan"

"You are beautiful tonight"

"Thank you, did you come by yourself?"

"No, there are friends over there. Aren't you going with Fu Senmiao? I heard that she is a celebrity around Director Ying."

"Oh, I can't help her when she's working, and besides, I don't know how to stop messing with her and upset her."

"I started a media company in partnership with my friend. How is your job now? Why don't you come and help me, and you can mention the salary."

"No, I'm fine now."

"If you have time to come out for dinner, I'll introduce my girlfriend to you."

"Girlfriend, is it still that girl? How are you all?"

"Well, she is very nice and treats me well. I think I should cherish the person in front of me. An An is gone, so I should let it go."

"That's great, congratulations, I'll send you a big red envelope tomorrow, one thousand, okay? I'm not as rich as you."

"Okay, I don't think you don't give too much. How are you and Fu Senmiao?"

“better”

Mo Han said that people can't come back to life. After these two years, she also felt relieved. She should always look forward. It's not easy to meet someone who is sincere and kind to her again. Once you decide to date, you must take it seriously, she said She still remembers what I said to her that time, love is not a transaction, and one should not go to the destination just to achieve the goal.

After returning home that night, I transferred a 1000 yuan red envelope to Mo Han, and she said to me unceremoniously, Anyang, you are so stingy, and the relationship between me and Mo Han has been zeroed out, so we can talk It sounds a lot more casual.Sometimes there are some things she can't say to her girlfriend, and some feelings that only I can understand. She will deal with the relationship between their couples after asking me, and try to avoid certain sensitive topics.

Last night, Sen Miao handed me a disposable lunch box. I opened it during the lunch break. There were two cakes. Xiao Zhang said he wanted to eat one. I handed her the lunch box in my hand and said, eat it all, cake The chocolate powder sprinkled on it, the sweet taste will make people feel happy, but Sen Miao forgot that I told her that I can't eat cream and sweet food. I still remember that sister Ke came to the store to eat this kind of food.

I don't know if not shedding tears means you are strong and don't need to be given tenderness: I don't know if as long as you don't shrink back it means you are not trembling and cautious and don't need to be given care: I don't know Does it mean that as long as you don't reach the level of kneeling down and begging for mercy, you still have room to bear and don't need to be comforted and cherished.

Sen Miao, although I can always blend into the group quickly, but in fact I don’t have friends who can really talk. Some things are not that I don’t say them, but I know that even if I say them, they don’t make any sense. I'm afraid that if I say it, you will get bored with me. Do you know the feeling of detachment when you are confused about self-awareness?It’s as if there’s always a voice in your ear telling you that you are not you, who you are, you have to admit that reality, you have to accept that true presence, and you have to face it when your soul is separated from your body. Miao struggled to pull it back and press it into his body.

I remember my mother said something to me before she went crazy, she said that you are not Anyang, and you will never become the real Anyang.Yes, I'm not Anyang, nor Ke Feng, but I don't know who I can be. I want to tell you that I am myself. What's ridiculous is that I don't have my own name, my own life, or my own Even if I feel like I’m not even my own, that’s why I can only grit my teeth and keep silent even if I can’t bear it and the pain is shaking all over my body.

Senmiao, it's getting colder, put on more clothes for work in the morning, remember to drink more hot water, and there are fewer people going to the store at night, so you can pack up early and go home to sleep, I just passed by the flower shop and I remember you asked me last time Regarding the question of buying flowers, fiery red roses come from the ones I love, which is called romantic and sweet, but for those who don’t need them, they are just a decoration. I ordered a large bunch of blue enchantresses in the store. I will send it to you in the afternoon, and it will be treated as a decoration, and the flowers will not easily wither and fall off.

Senmiao, it's autumn and I get angry easily. I bought chrysanthemums and honeysuckle and put them in your bag. Remember to drink them when you rest in the office.

Senmiao, it's raining, so be careful when driving.

Senmiao, it's getting dark, I'm on my way home, are you waiting for me?

Sen Miao, it's dawn, I'm not home yet, are you ready to go to work after waking up?

Sen Miao, I'm home, are you busy now?

Sen Miao, I'm off to work, see you tonight.

Sen Miao, I'm back, why are you falling asleep?

Sen Miao, I got up, why did you leave early again?

Sen Miao, I bought a striped shirt, see if it is the style you like.

Sen Miao, I smoked five packs of cigarettes today, and I feel very flustered.

Sen Miao, I drank a sip of wine tonight, it was very strong and burned my stomach.

Sen Miao, I waited for a week and finally got an expert number for my uncle. I will go home and give you the number in my hand. Don't worry about your uncle's legs. Don't worry. Don't worry.