shadow lover

The book says to be honest and honest in a relationship, the book says that lying is the key to speeding up the destruction of a relationship, and the book says that the reason for regret in a relationship is because what you want is not obtained.

Sen Miao is a very good person. In order to reduce the harm to me, she consciously raised her vigilance against sensitive words. She also tried her best to adjust and mobilize herself to face me. I can see her efforts and restrained emotions. I think Get her exhausted after putting herself in full gear.

Introduced by a friend, I received a job with considerable income, but the job location was out of town, so I needed to go out for about a week. I didn’t immediately reply to the introducer and told her to tell her later, and then I went to Senmiao’s company to wait for her to get off work.I bought a pack of cigarettes in a small supermarket near her company. Actually, I had no addiction to cigarettes and would never smoke, but after I asked a friend for one, I started smoking like an addiction.

When a large number of people started pouring out of the office building, I threw away the cigarette butts in my hand and put gum in my mouth to chew to get rid of the smell of smoke in my mouth.When I saw Sen Miao's figure appearing at the door, I stepped forward to block her from the drizzle, "What's the matter, are you uncomfortable?" After getting into the car, Sen Miao sneezed three times in a row, and then she pressed her hands Press the neck.

"Oh it's all right."

"Are you catching a cold? I'll get you some brown sugar water when you get home. You should go to bed early today."

"it is good"

Sen Miao said she was feeling a little uncomfortable. I called the introducer after she lay down and told her that I couldn't go. I just hung up Mohan's phone and came in. She said directly: "You don't want to see Auntie off. Going to a nursing home and not doing a high-paying job, is Anyang not as important to you as your girlfriend now."

"How do you know about my work, Mo Han, you introduced this activity to me."

"Our company is holding an event. Didn't you say that you are back to doing makeup again, so I found someone who knows you to contact you."

"Thank you, my mother will go back there to raise her after she is discharged from the hospital as you said before."

"I'm going to see my aunt tomorrow, when will you go?"

"It's all right, send me a message before you go, and I will go there."

"How are you getting along with your girlfriend?"

"Let me meet and talk to you. It's been raining recently and you take care of yourself. I'll hang up the meeting first."

In the middle of the night, when I was sleepy and sleepy, I heard the coughing of the person next to me. I turned over and hugged Sen Miao. In an instant, her high temperature came through the pajamas. I felt something wrong with her. I quickly went to the ground and turned on the light to get the thermometer. .According to the measured temperature, Sen Miao had a fever, and the dizzy person lying on the bed said that he could just lie at home for a few days instead of going to the hospital.Sen Miao insisted not to go to the hospital, and then I fed her antipyretics and vitamin tablets, went to the bathroom, soaked a towel and applied it to her forehead.

Sen Miao was ill the next morning and she called Boss Ying to ask for leave. Sen Miao said her head was heavy and she lay on the bed and didn't get up. At about noon, Mo Han sent a message saying that she had arrived. I was thinking about how to reply to her Gongfu suddenly heard a bang from the bathroom.

"Sen Miao, let me see where it hurts, does it hurt?"

After I turned my attention to Sen Miao, I forgot about Mo Han's message. It wasn't until she called to inquire that I remembered to tell her that today would be difficult, "Mo Han, my girlfriend is sick. I can’t go there, so I’ll call you in advance when I go, I’m really sorry today, I’ll treat you to dinner another day.”

"That's all right, don't come here, I'll stay for a while and go back."

Because I spent most of my energy on Sen Miao, I was a little careless on my mother's side. When I couldn't go to my mother's side to take care of me, Mohan silently helped me take care of my mother.Although she said she was doing it for her An'an, when she looked at me with those dark and deep pupils, I knew I owed her love.

Sen Miao was sick and couldn't eat. I made millet porridge. Sitting on the bedside, I held a bowl and fed her one bite at a time. Go downstairs and buy some medicine for a sore throat." I remember Sen Miao's tender eyes leaning on the bedside that day, I don't know who the love at the corners of those eyes is for, but I just think that if I can make Sen Miao fall in love with that It must be warm happiness.

Sen Miao went to work after lying at home for two days. Her fever has completely subsided but her cold is still not healed. I asked Mo Han out for dinner at noon on Saturday. We sat down at a Sichuan restaurant. After ordering, I said yes She said thank you.

"The work is still on my mother's side, thank you for your help."

"Are you going to continue dating your girlfriend?"

"She proposed to break up with me a while ago, but I didn't agree, and then I said to give me a year, and if I still don't feel it after a year, I will leave automatically."

"Do you need a drink?"

"No, I don't drink. Actually, Mo Han, I have a question I want to ask you, but I'm afraid you might feel uncomfortable and I don't know how to ask you."

"You ask, I'm so familiar, there's not much to say."

"I want to ask if you will find a substitute for An An to keep by your side, and will you fall in love with that shadow that is not a real person after a long time."

"I don't know. I haven't thought about starting a new relationship in the near future, but I think it depends on the opportunity. Many situations are beyond my control."

"That is to say, if you meet a person who is 5.00% [-]% similar to An An, you will not be able to control yourself to approach her, but when you get closer and walk to that person, you will suddenly find this person It's just a resemblance, she is not the love in your heart, so even if you are reluctant to let her go, you won't love her from the bottom of your heart, right?"

"Emotional matters depend on both parties involved. Besides, even if they are like, they will not be exactly the same, so absolute substitution cannot exist. But I can't say whether to love or not. You know some people even if you don't love her that much. But when it comes to separation, you still hold back, why, because of long-term habits and mutual dependence."

Mohan didn't give a direct answer, but she collected some information from my words and deeds. I wonder if these things will cause Mohan to tell me later, since she can pay Senmiao, why can't I, Han Mohan? .

Sen Miao's company organized a trip and she also signed up for me to go with her, so I flew to Hong Kong with Sen Miao. Colleagues will chat with her for a while from time to time.After the plane arrived at the destination, we each collected our luggage and gathered in the airport lobby. The local travel company drove a bus to pick up the plane, and then we were arranged to live in a hotel with good conditions.

"Hmm..." After scanning the room card, I pushed open the door and rushed into the bathroom to vomit. This was the first time in my life that I was on a plane. I didn't expect to get airsick. It was so embarrassing.Seeing me like this, Sen Miao went into the room to put down her luggage and came over to me, "Don't go down after you lie in the room for a while, I will go out with them to buy some food and come back."

"It's okay. I'll go with you. I don't speak English or Cantonese. It's a little scary for you to leave me here alone."

"Then I won't go out anymore, I'll go and tell them, you go to bed and lie down first."

"That's not good. You guys have already made an appointment. It's okay. Isn't the commercial street just behind, and it's not far away. Well, it's 03:30 now. Didn't you set it at 04:30? Okay, you can also lie down and take a rest."

To be honest, it was really uncomfortable, my stomach was overwhelmed, not to mention my body just touched the bed, and then I started to writhe in pain. I was so painful that I broke out in sweat. Later, Sen Miao also noticed my abnormality. She leaned down and asked me if I was uncomfortable. Great, and then immediately went out to find their colleagues said that they do not go shopping.

"Come on, have a sip of hot milk. I won't go out and stay with you in the room. Come and let me rub your hands and take it away. Is it here?"

"Um, yes, uh..."

"It hurts so badly, I'm going to find stomach medicine."

"Sen Miao... just hold me... hold me."

On the first night after arriving in Hong Kong, we didn’t go out, but stayed in the room and ordered a pizza. After eating, I dug out the medicine I brought and threw it into my mouth and swallowed water down my throat, listening to the sound coming from the bathroom With the sound of rushing water, he looked at the medicine bottle in his hand and shook his head, then put the medicine bottle away and closed the suitcase.

Sen Miao, who just took a shower and walked out of the bathroom, is very attractive. Her white skin is very beautiful, and the water flows down her hair. She unconsciously moves forward and walks behind the man, leaning forward and hugging her in her arms.

"I've washed it, you go wash it"

"Sen Miao"

"My hair is still wet"

"Sen Miao"

"Anyang, I don't want that, go take a bath."

"okay."

Sen Miao supported my leaning forward body with her elbow, and I also turned around and entered the shower room after hearing her understandable words. We had one time just after we were together. Since then, Sen Miao has never let me touch her. But she wasn't interested in touching me either.The book says that passion is the spark of friction in love, and passion is also an indispensable seasoning in love.Senmiao and I lack passion in love, and she is even less interested in me. Although she was very gentle and soft to me when we got along, it actually proved that Senmiao, whom I love, is not Love me, or even the first little liking is gone day by day.