love of life

Gu Ming sat quietly in the living room alone, and Liekkas was played on the stereo in a loop, over and over again.He slowly recalled his mood and memories every time he listened to this song.The first time I listened to it was when his mother had just passed away. At that time, this song accompanied him for three months. During the period when he was out of school, he did nothing every day and played this song in a loop regardless of day and night. Song, I followed its melody over and over again in my heart.Later that man moved into Gu's house, the first time he lived on campus, and the first time he moved into his own apartment. This song accompanied him through many important moments in his life, but today?What's special about today?Is a useless poor man worth making him so angry?He couldn't figure it out himself.

Didi——Wechat notification sound came from the mobile phone, he clicked on it, and a stranger applied to add him as a friend, with three words "Lin Zexi" written in the note.Gu Ming's face was black, his thumb hesitated on the screen, should he click on the green accept button?At this time, a deeper level of curiosity sprouted in his heart. He wanted to take a look at the life of this lunatic and see how he usually loses his nerves.Thinking of this, Gu Ming clicked his fingers to accept.After the dialog box popped up, Gu Ming clicked on his avatar, zoomed in and saw it was a dead leaf.It is not a small and fresh style picture that can be used as a desktop, but a dead leaf taken casually on the side of the road, lying quietly on the ground splashed with muddy water, the leaf has been stepped on, and some are broken and incomplete.The blade is split from the middle, and a deep crack runs through the entire blade. There is nothing redeeming about the whole picture.He was indeed a madman.

The phone vibrated, he exited the picture, clicked on the information bar, and saw Lin Zexi sent him a transfer message of 2000 yuan, and then a text message popped up, which said: Master, this is the 2000 yuan you have left. I will pay you back the 1476 that I placed in a while.Before Gu Ming cursed, a third message popped up: I've finished my work at the bank, I'll go there right now, just wait at the place where I parked just now, and call me anytime I need a car.

Gu Ming looked at the three messages sent by Lin Zexi, and the anger that had been calmed down was ignited again, and even the Liekkas in his ear could not calm him down.He took a few deep breaths, but he still couldn't calm down the churning emotions in his chest. He grabbed the phone with his right hand and slammed it hard against the wall. With a "pop", it seemed that all the anger in his heart disappeared.He sat quietly on the sofa for a while, got up and picked up the phone, swiped it a few times, the phone was still working normally, but there was a crack in the middle of the screen, like that dead leaf.

Gu Ming wiped the phone screen, turned off the stereo in the living room, continued to play Liekkas on the phone player, put the phone on the bedside, covered the quilt and started to catch up on sleep.When he woke up at 05:30 in the afternoon, he woke up hungry and remembered that he hadn't eaten anything since last night.He got up and was going to look for food in the kitchen. He glanced at the balcony when he passed the living room, and walked over unconsciously to look downstairs. The black Land Rover was still parked in the old seat.He frowned, the emotions in his heart were very complicated, disgust, irritability, anger, and entanglement seemed to be a little bit of all.At this time, the mobile phone's WeChat notification sounded again, and it was a message from that person: "Master, I will wait downstairs until six o'clock. If you still don't need the car, I will go back first. Call me if you need anything."Gu Ming's fingers hesitated on the screen for a while, and finally clicked the back button, left the phone on the sofa, and went to the kitchen to find something to eat.

He took out a box of instant noodles from the kitchen, soaked them in boiling water from the water dispenser, and ate them hungrily before the noodles were all boiled.After taking a few bites, his rhythm suddenly slowed down. Things like instant noodles always smell better than eating them.He scooped up the noodles in two or three strokes, threw the soup and the box into the trash can, opened the door and threw it on the corridor.The whole room was filled with the unique greasy and strong smell of instant noodles. He grabbed the phone from the coffee table, leaving two obvious marks where his fingers stroked.There is another layer of dust in the room, and it's time to ask the hourly worker to come and clean it.

He walked to the balcony and glanced at the parking lot. The familiar car had already left.He picked up his phone and glanced at it. It was already 6:10.

The desertedness and dullness in the room made him a little irritable, and he glanced at the dust on the coffee table with disgust, even unwilling to sit on the sofa.He rubbed his hair vigorously with his hands, thinking about something to do at night.Suddenly, he saw the pair of jeans he had thrown on the bathroom floor. After returning this morning, he hurriedly threw away the dirty shirt, before he had time to deal with the pants.He walked over to pick up his pants from the ground, intending to throw them into the washing machine, flipped through his pockets, and took out a delicate business card - Yu Xiaoxiao.

He thought of the woman at the bar last night.Normally, he would definitely disdain to ask a woman out, but today is different, he needs something to divert his attention.Is it Yu Xiaoxiao?Liu Jingjing?It doesn't matter whether it's a cat or a dog, he just doesn't want to be alone in the room.

He grabbed the phone and dialed the number on the business card. The phone connected after two rings. A young and sweet female voice came from the other end, gentle and elegant, and asked politely: "Hi, hello, may I Who is it?"

Gu Ming flipped through the business card in his hand, "Excuse me, is this Yu Xiaoxiao?"

"Yes, hello, who are you?"

"Do you remember being in the night last night?" Gu Ming asked.

The other party was silent for a while, and said with a smile: "You are the handsome guy. I didn't expect you to be interested so soon. I am really flattered. How do you want to meet tonight?"

He deliberately kept calm and said, "Nine o'clock, see you at the old place?"

"The old place? Night? It turns out that the handsome guy wants to have some fun. Okay, see you soon." After speaking, Yu Xiaoxiao happily hung up the phone.

He put down his cell phone, he was in a strange mood tonight.He shook his head, changed his clothes and prepared to go out. He didn't want to stay in this empty room for a moment.

He hailed a taxi, and it was only a quarter past eight when he came into the night. Sister Hua saw him as soon as he entered the door, and hurriedly walked up to say hello with a smile on her face: "Young Master Gu is still alone tonight? Private room or lobby ?”

He always felt that there was something in the other party's words, and he felt sorry for what happened last night. "Well, let's go to the lobby." After speaking, he found a corner table and sat down, and only ordered two cold beers.

"Okay, Young Master Gu, take your time and play, I'll go first." Sister Hua saw that he was not in a good mood tonight, but sitting in the corner was not conspicuous, so she went to greet other guests.

Gu Ming opened a beer and looked around the bar aimlessly.The nightlife has just started, there are not many customers in the bar, and the music played by the DJ is mainly soothing. The colored spotlights cast a little halo in the hall, turning slowly, the atmosphere of the bar is still brewing, ready to Meet today's midnight bash.

From time to time, Gu Ming opened WeChat to browse Moments, watching other people's noise and tranquility, happiness and sadness, and familiar faces seemed so far away across the screen.Before he knew it, he clicked on Lin Zexi's homepage, and there was nothing there.He frowned and thought, is it because he never plays Moments?Or blocked him?

"Handsome so early? Have you been waiting for a long time?" Yu Xiaoxiao's pleasant voice interrupted Gu Ming's thoughts.He turned off the phone screen, put the phone on the table, and looked up at her.

Today she is wearing a more lively dress, a light green silk dress, a pair of beige embroidered sandals, and a fabric handbag in her hand, which is embroidered with three-color cats and a few butterflies. Undoubtedly, with long straight hair, it is completely different from yesterday's mature dress, but it has a special flavor.

"Please sit down, what do you want to drink? I'm treating you." Gu Ming smiled, and politely pulled away the chair beside him, inviting her to sit down.

Yu Xiaoxiao nodded with a smile, and said half-jokingly: "It seems that the handsome guy is in a good mood today, which is different from his cold look yesterday."

"Gu Ming." Gu Ming lifted the bottle and took a sip of beer, and said simply.

Yu Xiaoxiao didn't react for a while, and looked at him suspiciously.

"My name is Gu Ming." He repeated.

"Okay, handsome guy Gu." She said with a happy smile, stretched out her hand to call the waiter over, and ordered a cup of Long Island iced tea.

Gu Ming glanced at the beer in his hand with a negligible alcohol concentration, then raised her head and asked, "Such a strong cocktail?"

Yu Xiaoxiao put the handbag on her knees, sat dignifiedly, sighed, and said with a smile: "I'm already tired from work during the day, and I just want to relax when I come out at night, and I need such strong wine to be strong enough." , she reached out and gently stroked the beer bottle in front of Gu Ming, her index finger lingered on the mouth of the bottle for a while before leaving, and asked casually, "Are you going to drink this tonight?"

"Yeah, drink a little, it's best to be a little drunk." After Gu Ming finished speaking, he drank the rest of the wine in the bottle, but did not open the remaining bottle.

Yu Xiaoxiao stirred the cocktail in front of her with a straw, "You look like you're still studying, right? I'm so envious. The time of reading is the most carefree."

"I want to graduate early, so that I can do what I want to do without restraint."

She suddenly laughed out loud: "It's nice to be young."

He was a little unhappy, "What do you mean? Say I'm too young?"

"Anyway, I must be older than you." She drank a quarter of the wine through a straw, curled her lips and said.

"So what?" Gu Ming raised his eyebrows and asked.

"It's not that bad. It's good to be young, as long as you're an adult." Yu Xiaoxiao answered generously.

She took another sip of her cocktail and said to him, "Okay, I've said hello and drank the wine, it's time to get down to business. I know there is a good hotel nearby, and the price of the hourly room is also very reasonable."

His complexion suddenly darkened. In the past, the girls of the same age around him were eager to greet and give up, but they still pretended to be reserved after all kinds of hints. This was the first time they met such a straightforward woman.

Seeing his distressed face, she asked a little unhappy: "What's the matter? You don't want to tell me that you don't want to do it, do you? Didn't you take the initiative to ask me out?"

He actually felt a little embarrassed, "I took the initiative to ask you out, I just don't want to be alone tonight."

She thought for a few seconds, then smiled with a look of sudden realization, "So it's like this, it happens that I don't have anything important tomorrow morning, so I can stay with you all night today."

He knew that she had completely misunderstood what he meant, and wanted to refute but couldn't speak out. He felt a little embarrassed to retreat at this time, "Then let's go."

After speaking, Gu Ming walked ahead and emerged from the night.Yu Xiaoxiao is not stupid, she has long seen that the man in front of her is not interested in dating at all, he resisted his refusal to show weakness, she couldn't help but want to test his bottom line.Besides, it's not her Yu Xiaoxiao's style not to look for a chance to get such a handsome man.The two walked towards the door of the night.