love of life

Gu Ming took a taxi and went back to his apartment.As soon as he entered the door, he rushed to the bathroom to take a shower, threw the blood-stained shirt he had changed into the trash can, and threw it out the door.He changed into casual clothes, took a can of Coke from the refrigerator and sat on the sofa.On the day of his 18th birthday, he used the first trust fund he received to buy his first house and first car, and put all the remaining 100 million yuan into the stock market.Gu Wenxuan put money into the card for him on time every month, and he locked that card in a drawer and never used it.When his mother passed away nine years ago, his grandparents who immigrated to the United States wanted to take him to settle in the United States, but he refused.After graduating from high school they wanted him to study in the United States, but he refused again.He told them he wanted to stay in China, in his mother's hometown.

This was just one of the reasons, and he kept another reason hidden in his heart. He couldn't forgive his father for abandoning his mother because of a man, and he took that man back home just a month after his mother passed away.Since then, he has moved into the boarding school, not even going home to take a look at it during the holidays.I work outside during the summer vacation, and go to the United States to spend the New Year with my grandparents during the winter vacation.As soon as he turned 18, he bought his own house with the trust fund left to him by his mother before his death, and officially moved out of the Gu family.

Gu Ming was sitting on the sofa, looking at the clean white walls, brand new furniture and bright rooms, suddenly the old house a few hours ago appeared in his mind, he couldn't help frowning, feeling very uncomfortable.With the palm of his hand, he squeezed the empty soda can from the middle, threw it into the trash can by the wall, and rubbed his hair casually with the towel on his shoulder.He found that he didn't feel sleepy at all, so he changed into neat clothes, put on his bag and set off for school.

At ten o'clock, Gu Ming appeared in the classroom. The classmate who called him in the morning looked at him in surprise, "Didn't you say you had something to do in the morning? Why are you here now? I don't know you Love learning so much."

Gu Ming put the backpack on the table, and simply hummed as an answer.

The classmate continued: "Gu Ming, Young Master Gu, what's wrong with you? Liu Jingjing didn't take good care of you last night?"

Gu Ming froze for a moment, frowned and asked in an unhappy tone: "Who is Liu Jingjing?"

The classmate laughed exaggeratedly, "Aren't you? She has been pestering you for so long and you don't know her name? Liu Jingjing is that girl from the journalism department. She has long hair and often pesters you. I saw you go out together after school yesterday." What about the school gate?"

After school yesterday?school gate?In Gu Ming's mind, only the scene of Lin Zexi kneeling in front of him like a wimp appeared.He shook his head and moved his thoughts forward, thinking of the woman who was walking beside him at that time. "Oh, you're talking about Linda. We broke up after leaving school yesterday. Xu Zhe, keep your mouth clean. I have nothing to do with that woman."

Xu Zhe heard Gu Ming call out his name in a serious voice, and quickly raised his hands and said, "Okay, I'm not joking. Then you should tell me what happened, right?"

Gu Ming took out the textbooks from his bag, flipped through them casually, "It's nothing, I got up late this morning, and I wasn't up when you called me, I want to sleep more."

Xu Zhe wanted to continue asking, but seeing Gu Ming's expression of not getting close to strangers, he swallowed his full of questions.He raised his eyebrows in a self-defeating way, took out his phone and continued chatting with the school girl.

Gu Ming flipped through the textbook absently, and suddenly his phone vibrated. He took out his phone and saw that there was an unread text message, which was an unfamiliar number.He clicked on the inbox, and the content of the message: Master, I have arrived at the parking lot downstairs in Muyun Community, if you need a car, please contact me.

Gu Ming closed the open textbook heavily, and cursed "Damn" with a sullen face.Xu Zhe who was sitting next to him was startled.

"Young Master Gu, what's wrong with you? Who made you so angry?" Xu Zhe took the time to glance at Gu Ming and asked while replying to the message.

Gu Ming didn't say a word, he just felt that the anger in his heart made him restless.He packed up his books, put his schoolbag on his back, said to Xu Zhe, "I'll answer it for you in a while", and left in a hurry.

Xu Zhe looked at his back and shouted loudly: "Class is about to start, where are you going? Didn't you just come here? Where is this song coming from?"

Gu Ming drove out the car parked in the school parking lot yesterday and drove home.As soon as he entered the community, he saw the familiar black Land Rover parked in the most conspicuous position of the parking lot.He parked his Magotan in the parking space, grabbed his schoolbag and angrily walked to the Land Rover, and opened the driver's door.Lin Zexi was startled suddenly, raised his head and looked at the person in front of him in a daze for several seconds.

Gu Ming saw that the head of the person in front of him was still wrapped with gauze, and his complexion was slightly better than before. There were still two needle holes for infusion on the back of the right hand that was resting on the steering wheel, which was bluish purple.Gu Ming's anger didn't come to one place, and he said fiercely: "You really don't want to die, right? If he wants to die, he should die away from me, and don't be an eyesore in front of me. Just treat me as a dog this morning. The mouse is nosy, next time you want to die, I will not stop you."

Ze Xi's complexion became even uglier, and the embarrassment in his eyes was undoubtedly revealed.He reached into his pocket and took out a dilapidated wallet. The corners of the wallet were worn off, and the surface was covered with wrinkles.He took out a stack of banknotes from his wallet and handed them to Gu Ming, "I was discharged from the hospital and the hospital refunded me 1500 yuan, and my own 500 yuan. I will return you the 2000 first, and I will return the remaining 1476 yuan later." you."

Gu Ming looked at the stack of banknotes in his hand, gritted his teeth to suppress the anger that was about to burst out, the veins on his forehead bulged out of anger, and his face was frighteningly gloomy.

Ze Xi felt that the atmosphere at the scene turned sharply down, swallowed and continued with wandering eyes: "I will definitely pay you back the remaining money as soon as possible..." Before he could finish speaking, Gu Ming had a seizure, and he reached out to take him The money in his hand was thrown into the air vigorously, and the banknotes danced in the air with the wind and scattered in all directions.

"What are you doing?" Zexi's expression changed immediately, he jumped out of the car and began to pick up scattered money, and kept saying to passers-by: "Sorry, that is the money I lost. Please return the one who picked it up." .

Gu Ming quietly watched from the side, seeing him chasing banknotes or bending over to pick them up, or kneeling on the ground to take out coins from under the car, felt embarrassed for him. Five minutes passed, and all the money within sight had been picked up. Zexi folded the money and counted one by one, "...Seventeen, eighteen, nineteen, why is one missing?" While counting again, Zexi looked around, moved the seat of the car to check it carefully, and then lay down on the ground to check the bottom of the car again, but there was nothing.

Just when Ze Xi was concentrating on picking up money, Gu Ming's anger was completely ignited. He had never felt that someone was as pathetic as this person in front of him, and he felt so disgusted.He slowly raised his right hand, and handed a hundred-yuan bill between his index finger and middle finger to Zexi. At that moment, Zexi showed a relieved smile, and his joy was beyond words. "Master, it turned out that you picked it up. It's great. I thought it was lost."

Zexi reached out his hand to take the coin back and put it with the others, but he stretched out his hand and found that Gu Ming's fingers were holding the coin tightly, and he didn't intend to let go.Zexi paused for a moment, folded the nineteen coins in his hand into a neat stack, handed them to Gu Ming, and said with a smile: "Master, including the one in your hand, the total is 2000 yuan, you put it away. "

Gu Ming took a deep breath, and with a dark face, he tore the banknote in his hand into four pieces and left it on the ground.Zexi looked at him puzzled: "Master, what are you doing?" He bent down to pick up the fragments while talking, carefully unfolded and flattened them, folded them up and put them in his pocket.Zexi hesitated for a moment, looked at the 1900 yuan in his hand and said, "Since the young master doesn't like cash, I'll go back and deposit it in the bank. Please give me your account number." Zexi looked up at Gu Ming after speaking. , found that he was just staring at him blankly, and he continued: "How about I transfer WeChat to you? When I saved your mobile phone number just now, I found that your number is tied to WeChat. I will add you as a friend."

Gu Ming still stood with a dark face without saying a word, Zexi also resumed his usual expression, and asked politely and formally: "Master, do you want to use the car now?"

The anger that Gu Ming had been trying to suppress was ignited time and time again by the person in front of him.There was no way to relieve the depressed emotions in his heart, so he took a few deep breaths, and finally lifted his foot and kicked the Land Rover's car door heavily, cursing sharply: "Damn, crazy."

"Master!" Ze Xi screamed, and quickly blocked the car with his body to prevent him from doing it again.He squatted down and gently wiped the paint on the surface with the palm of his hand, carefully checking whether it was scratched.

Gu Ming left without looking back, leaving him standing alone in the parking lot at a loss.

As soon as Gu Ming stepped into the room, he threw his bag on the sofa and took off his sneakers.He moved his toes lightly. The kick just now was a little fierce, and his thumb hurt a little.He sat on the sofa full of resentment, took off his socks and checked his thumb. The fingertips were red and swollen, but the nails and bones were not injured.The pain from his toes made his already angry mood worse. "Shit!" He walked around the living room a few times, cursing obscenities uncontrollably.A few minutes later, he unconsciously walked to the edge of the balcony, looking at the parking lot downstairs, the black Land Rover had already driven away.

Gu Ming stood on tiptoe and walked to the sofa, and finally sat down with peace of mind.He picked up the remote and turned on the stereo, which played Liekkas by Nordic singer Sofia Jannok, a melodious and ethereal piece of music that he didn't understand the meaning of the words and never thought to find out.He just simply likes this melody. Whenever he is upset, as long as he plays this song on a loop, his mood will gradually calm down.The familiar music sounded again, and my mood gradually calmed down, but unlike usual, this time the restlessness was not completely driven away, but transformed into something deeper and accumulated in my heart, slowly settling down.