love of life

The two lived together vaguely like this, Gu Ming was always uncertain about this relationship, and he didn't have the courage to prove it.Lin Zexi was busy going in and out every day. He did all the laundry, cooking and cleaning, and Gu Ming was not allowed to intervene.Gu Ming made him accept the credit card for daily expenses after he talked about it, but he refused to accept the monthly salary of 5000 yuan.Apart from these, there is no change between the days and the past, the only difference is Gu Ming's state of mind.He became cautious and cautious, worried that he would disappear again when he woke up.

That night, the two were lying side by side on the bed, Gu Ming didn't feel sleepy, and Lin Zexi lay beside him quietly, not sure if he fell asleep.For half a month, Gu Ming has never violated the rules. The word "forcibly hug" that Lin Zexi said that day when he got angry still echoed in his mind, and it has always been a knot in his heart.He took a deep breath, turned over to face his side face, and moved slightly to his side, but still didn't have the courage to lean over.Time passed by, and the people around him remained motionless. He lowered his voice and asked tentatively, "Are you asleep?"

"What's wrong?" The person beside him asked slowly without opening his eyes.

Gu Ming was startled, propped his body up on his elbows, leaned over to look at him and said, "You haven't fallen asleep yet? I thought you had already fallen asleep."

"You've been tossing and turning beside me, how can I sleep." He half complained.

"I don't think I'm moving." Gu Ming whispered.

Then fell into silence again, Gu Ming couldn't bear the embarrassment of being so close, and finally mustered up the courage to say: "I'm sorry."

Lin Zexi froze for a moment, opened his eyes and looked at his face from the faint light reflected from the window and asked, "Why do you apologize?"

"I shouldn't have forced you that night. I didn't control my emotions, let alone take your feelings into account, and hurt you like that. I'm really sorry." This knot has always been in his heart, which directly caused him to be unable to Looking squarely at Lin Zexi, I always feel that I owe him.

"Hmm." Lin Zexi just hummed lightly again, and didn't say anything else.

"Are you still refusing to forgive me?" Gu Ming's tone of frustration was mixed with anxiety, and he unconsciously leaned to the side.

"It's over, it's over, there is nothing to forgive or not forgive." He said lightly.

"No, I know there is no past, otherwise you wouldn't have said those two words that day. You have always hated me in your heart." Gu Ming asked relentlessly.

"No, no resentment." As always, he cherished words like gold.

"Then why have you been so cold to me?"

Lin Zexi froze for a moment, "Haven't I always been like this?"

The other party's rhetorical question caught Gu Ming. Since he knew Lin Zexi, he has always had this attitude, and it can be said that it was even worse before.Could it be that he really wanted more and demanded more?

"Zexi, but I don't want to do this, I want to be closer to you, very close." He moved towards him while talking, and their shoulders were almost touching.

"Hmm." Lin Zexi only hummed again.

Gu Ming frowned and complained with a sad expression: "It's like this again."

Unexpectedly, Lin Zexi turned his head to stare at him and asked, "Have you asked me?"

"What?" Gu Ming was suddenly stunned by the question.

"What do you want, what can you do, have you asked me?"

"Ask you?" Gu Ming was stunned for a moment, and tried to speak: "Then I can..." But he didn't know what to ask for a moment.

Lin Zexi looked at his hesitation and lack of words, and clearly uttered two words: "Yes."

The blunt answer surprised Gu Ming, and he was full of doubts: "What can I do?"

"Anything is fine."

Lin Zexi's expression was unusually firm.In an instant, Gu Ming's heart skipped a beat, and blood was rushing around in his body.Lin Zexi loomed in the night, exuding a seductive aura.He rolled over and sat astride him, leaning over and kissing her.

The next morning, Gu Ming woke up early in the morning. Although Lin Zexi's right arm was numb, he felt refreshed.Looking at his sleeping profile, he was very satisfied.It turns out that people who are in love with each other are so happy together.It turns out that the union of heart-to-heart is much deeper and stronger than simple satisfaction.In the past, he always felt that the promise of life and death in poems and songs, and the pain of dying in movies and TV were just exaggerated artistic expressions, but now he really understands that it is an impulse that can give everything and give up everything for it.Thinking of this, a name came to his mind, Wang Yijie.In the interpretation of unforgettable love, Lin Zexi is probably the one who has the most say.Thinking of this, his heart couldn't help throbbing, and the rare good mood disappeared.He shook his head, pushing the inexplicable thought out of his mind.Gently shifting his head to the pillow, got up to prepare breakfast.

Everything is back on track, and the two are constantly adjusting their way of getting along in daily chores.Lin Zexi was in charge of most of the housework, and Gu Ming started to read and helped with housework while studying.In spare time, we discuss cooking together, watch movies, and live a very comfortable life.It didn't take long for the house demolition money to arrive in the account, and Lin Zexi directly transferred it to Jiang Yu's account regardless of Jiang Yu's objection.After this incident, he can calmly ignore Jiang Yu's messages and phone calls from time to time.

More than a month later, the cooking training class started, and Gu Ming also returned to school.The trajectory of life is running normally.But the trajectories of both people's lives have been slightly deflected.

As soon as Lin Zexi went to report, he saw a familiar figure, Luka who accidentally knocked over his mapo tofu in the culinary competition.Lin Zexi saw him at a glance, but didn't take the initiative to say hello. Luka turned around and saw him queuing up to get his uniform. He recognized him immediately, and came over to say hello: "Hi, you are Lin Zexi, I remember correctly, right? When I signed up, I wondered if you would come too, but I didn't expect You really came."

"Hello." Lin Zexi greeted, smiled shyly, and looked beside him. It seemed that the tall man did not come with him.

"I'll wait for you here, get your clothes quickly, let's go to the locker room to occupy the locker." Luka said.

At this moment, Gu Ming came over, glanced at Luka and asked, "Zexi, is he your classmate?"

Lin Zexi nodded and said, "He is the one who ranked ahead of me in the last culinary competition, called..." After that, he couldn't say his name in front of him.

Luka accepted the words with a face of indifference: "Hello, my name is Luka. Compared with Lin Zexi, I have known you for a long time."

Gu Ming heard that there was something in his words, he frowned and thought for a while, he couldn't think of where else he had seen him besides the last competition, so he simply kept silent.

"What? I don't remember? There was another time in the dark, and we had a big fight and almost fought." After deepening the impression twice, Luka can be said to have a deep impression on him.

In Gu Ming's mind, a small boy dressed in a non-mainstream way appeared. He insisted that he was gay and tried to catch him. In the end, the two had a big fight. If I remember correctly, there was a flower protector by his side at that time. "Oh, it's you."

"What? Didn't you say that you are not gay? You are developing a socialist brotherhood together?" Luka knew at a glance that the two were a couple. Thinking of Gu Ming's straight and cancerous appearance at that time, he couldn't help but hate He said a few words.

Gu Ming's face was dark, he didn't refute, he just wanted to pull Lin Zexi away.

"What? Are you still so chauvinistic? You have to take care of me making friends with Lin Zexi?" Luka has always had a good impression of Lin Zexi. After the game, he added WeChat, but Lin Zexi changed his number and never had a chance to chat.As soon as he finished speaking, Lin Zexi subconsciously turned his head to look at Gu Ming. Under the gaze of the two, his attitude softened.

"I'm not that obsessed, I won't interfere with his freedom to make friends. He can do whatever he wants." Although there was a feeling of rushing ducks to the shelves, Gu Ming suppressed the anxiety in his heart, but he still said what he wanted to do. Feel right.

"That's good. The class schedule has been posted. After the registration today, the opening ceremony will start, and the class will start directly in the afternoon. You can go back." Luka pointed to the class schedule posted in the window and said.

Gu Ming looked around, only the students in white uniforms were left, and all their parents and friends left.Gu Ming rubbed his nose and asked unnaturally: "How about I go back first? Will I come to pick you up after class?"

"No need, it's a 15-minute walk from here, it's very convenient. You start school tomorrow, go back and get ready, and I'll go back after class." Lin Zexi said softly.

"Okay, okay, we still have to rush to occupy the cabinet. If we go late, the good seats will be taken by others." As soon as Lin Zexi finished speaking, Luka pushed him towards the clothes collar, leaving Gu Ming alone Stand in the middle of the square.

"Luka, push slowly, there will always be cabinets, don't be so anxious."

Luka stopped pushing and shoving, but leaned into his ear and said, "I just want to get rid of that man quickly. It's really uncomfortable to see him around you, like a special stalker." .”

"Don't say that about him." Lin Zexi had a good impression of this child, but sometimes his words were too blunt.

Luka looked at his serious face, froze for a moment, then shook his head helplessly and said, "Okay, I won't talk about it in the future, who made you love him so much."

"What did you say?" He seemed to have heard a terrible word from the other party.

"I said that because you love him so much, I won't speak ill of him in the future, because I still like you a lot and want to make friends with you sincerely." Luka explained in detail.

"How do you know that I love him very much?"

Luka rolled his eyes and said, "Didn't you look in the mirror when you looked at him, when you talked to him, or even when you talked about him? You have a few big words 'I love him' carved on your face." Crazy love'. I was really shocked today, I always thought you were a very restrained person, but I didn't expect to see you so fanatical this time. I really have to reflect on my own eyes."

Hearing these words, Lin Zexi felt his face get hot, and he picked up a random topic to interrupt, and started the day's class.