love of life

Lin Zexi walked around the house, and when she returned to the living room, she saw Gu Ming wiping the dining table and coffee table with a rag.

"I roughly cleaned the living room, and finally there is a place to eat and sit tonight. The takeaway is coming soon, right?" Gu Ming asked.

He glanced at his phone and said, "Well, it's only a few minutes away."

"Okay, I won't do it after I finish wiping it."

At this time, the sound of the washing machine running suddenly sounded on the living balcony.Lin Zexi glanced outside, and Gu Ming hurriedly said, "I just washed the sheets that were just replaced. It just so happens that the sun is pretty good these days, so they will be dry tomorrow."

"Oh. Where's the bed sheet and quilt in my previous room?" Lin Zexi asked.

"It's full of dust, I just replaced it and washed it together." Gu Ming said while wiping the back of the chair with a rag.

"Oh, then...understood." Lin Zexi wanted to ask him why he didn't see the change in the closet, but finally swallowed his words without asking anything.

At this time, the doorbell rang, and Gu Ming ran to open the door with the rag still on.A large plastic packing box is placed across the center of the dining table, and there are two sets of disposable tableware.Lin Zexi looked at the takeaways on the dining table, feeling uncomfortable. Since he came here, this was the first time these things appeared on the dining table.Gu Ming was busy arranging the dishes, but he got up and went to the kitchen to open the refrigerator.There were still two cans of unopened orange juice in it. He looked at it and found that it hadn't expired.Then he took out two glasses from the cabinet and poured orange juice into the glasses.Then pick up two coasters and arrange them on the dining table, with the cups placed on top of them.

Gu Ming looked at the glass on the table and said with emotion: "The first meal you cooked here was the same. Even the canned orange juice had to be poured into the glass. That moment gave me a warm feeling. Feeling. Stepping here again after half a year is full of memories. Fortunately, you came back with me, otherwise I would definitely not have the courage to come back here alone." He did not speak, eating in silence, Gu Ming also He picked up the bowl and ate.

After eating, Gu Ming took the initiative to pack up the takeaway boxes, packed them out and threw them in the corridor.Lin Zexi took the glass into the kitchen to wash, and Gu Ming came back after throwing away the garbage, leaning against the kitchen door frame and watching his busy figure, unable to distinguish between memories and reality for a moment.The past six months seem to be Nan Keyimeng, he is still him, and he is still him.

After Lin Zexi finished washing, he shook off the drops of water on his hands, and raised his head to meet Gu Ming's eyes, "What's wrong?"

Gu Ming collected his memories, "It's nothing, actually there is something... that is, I turned over the body of the bed sheet I changed at home just now, and there was only a clean sheet and quilt cover. I changed the one in my room. Today Tonight we can only make do with it." Gu Ming's voice became weaker and weaker, and he lost all confidence after talking about it.He thought of countless reasons for Zexi's objection, but he didn't expect the other party to just say "Oh" without any response.

"Then why don't you wash it first, and I'll pack your luggage. The new towels and toothbrushes are placed in the old places, and the towels hanging on the shelf should be thrown away." Gu Ming suggested.

Lin Zexi nodded, hummed, and walked towards the bathroom.Gu Ming looked at his back, couldn't help trying to figure out what he was thinking, but he found nothing.Ever since he exposed Jiang Yu's secret demolition of the house, Zexi has changed. He doesn't comment on his diligence and hard work, and just accepts it passively.The reunion of the two seems to be going well, but he can't see his heart clearly.

After Zexi finished washing, he opened the bathroom door and saw Gu Ming sitting on the sofa with an open suitcase at his feet. "Have you finished washing? You go to rest first, and I will clean up for a while." Gu Ming pointed to the master bedroom with the door open and said, without looking away from him for a moment.

Lin Zexi glanced at him, then at the door of the master bedroom, and walked quietly towards the room.It wasn't until Ze Xi's figure disappeared around the corner of the master bedroom that Gu Ming finally let go of his hanging heart.He closed the suitcase and threw it aside, got up and went to wash.

Lin Zexi saw that the layout of the master bedroom was exactly the same as when he left.He had entered this room countless times before, but he had never spent the night here like today.His mood was very complicated. Gu Ming's lame excuse wanted to create an opportunity for the two to get close. He had a hundred reasons and excuses to refuse, but in the end he followed his words and agreed.Gu Ming is special to him, and he has realized it since a long time ago.His life in the past was too complicated, and he was burdened with too many secrets and criticisms. Now he just wants to be simpler, and simpler.Since you don't hate it, don't dislike it, then accept it.

After Gu Ming finished washing, he fumbled in the living room for a while before finally turning off the headlights and pushing open the bedroom door.The room was pitch black, and through the moonlight coming in from the window, he saw Zexi curled up on one side of the big bed, lying facing the wall.He gently closed the door, tiptoed towards the bed, gently lifted a corner of the quilt and lay down on it.The two were lying back to each other, with a gap propped up in the middle of the quilt.Gu Ming turned around gently and tucked the quilt around his shoulders, while he lay on his back and tried not to move, for fear of waking up the people around him.

In fact, Lin Zexi heard the voice as soon as Gu Ming pushed the door open. He has not fallen asleep, and his heart is always hanging, as if there is something unfinished.He secretly opened his eyes and looked at the moon outside the window, but he didn't feel sleepy at all.There was no movement next to him, and he remained motionless, waiting for sleepiness to come.I don't know how long it took, when Ze Xi's consciousness gradually became blurred, he heard a soft sigh from behind him: "Hey, what are you thinking in your heart? Can I expect something? Or is it just my wishful thinking? "

He listened quietly, without moving.Gu Ming murmured softly, but it was like an all-pervasive cool breeze soaking into his heart, a faint joy arose spontaneously, warming his whole heart.For a moment there was a desire to be close to him.He restrained the crazy thought of turning around and snuggling up to him, still lying motionless, the long-lost joy in his heart made him feel slightly trembling.

After an unknown period of time, he fell asleep in a daze.When I opened my eyes, it was dawn, and the people around me were gone, and the quilt was neatly spread, as if nothing happened last night.He got up and looked at his phone, it was already 08:30 in the morning.

As soon as he opened the door, a smell of fried eggs came over his face. He followed the smell to the kitchen and saw Gu Ming busy inside.He hurriedly finished washing, rolled up his sleeves and walked into the kitchen.

"I'll do the rest." Lin Zexi said.

"Go and sit down, this egg will be ready after frying." Gu Ming skillfully turned over the eggs in the pan, lifted the frying pan and shook it a few times, the eggs swirled in the pan, making a rustling sound.

He didn't leave the kitchen, but opened the refrigerator and took a look. Unlike yesterday's empty one, it was already filled with vegetables, meat, seasonings, eggs and other commonly used ingredients, and he also bought flour and butter.He looked at the ingredients in the refrigerator and figured out what to eat for noon and night, and he had already drawn up a recipe in his mind.

Breakfast was minced meat porridge and eggs, and the two sat around the dining table to eat as they did in the past.

"Gu Ming." Lin Zexi called out his name without answering other words.Gu Ming raised his head and looked at him in surprise, with doubts on his face.

"I have something to discuss with you." He said slowly.

"Well, you say. As long as I can do it, I will promise you." It was rare for Lin Zexi to talk to him so seriously, and Gu Ming had a ready expression on his clothes.

He slightly pulled the corner of his mouth, and then said, "Let me do the cooking and household chores in the future."

"Let me help you. I didn't realize that housework was so heavy until I did it myself."

He shook his head and said very firmly: "Gu Ming, don't you want to go back to the past? Then promise me, the way we get along in the past is comfortable for both of us. Besides, you have taken a break from school for a year, so you should review your homework carefully Come on, don't delay."

"Then you can't read from morning to night. I can help you when you are free."

"No, if you want me to stay, promise me, or I will move out." Lin Zexi said firmly.

"Okay, okay, I promise you, as long as you don't leave." Gu Ming answered quickly, with a hint of pleading behind his eager tone.In fact, he didn't want to threaten him by leaving here, but seeing that he cared so much about his own stay, he still couldn't help being happy.

"Well, after breakfast, you can go about your business and leave the rest to me."

Gu Ming didn't refute, he lowered his head and continued to eat breakfast. After a while, he raised his head and asked hesitantly: "Then we..." Gu Ming wanted to ask if they were living together, but in the end he didn't have the courage to ask. .Finally, the atmosphere got better, and I was afraid that this rare tranquility would be broken by opening my mouth.

"what?"

"It's nothing. Oh, it's like this. I want to make a better study environment. I want to... I want to transform the second bedroom into a study. The master bedroom is big enough and the wardrobe is spacious enough. It's useless for the two of us." Question. What do you mean?" Gu Ming asked while observing the expression on his face.Lin Zexi continued to eat without changing his expression, and only responded lightly without saying anything.

Gu Ming didn't expect everything to go so smoothly. The happiness came so suddenly that he was caught off guard.After finishing his breakfast in twos and twos, he stood up excitedly from his chair and said, "Then I will make arrangements today. Go to the nearby home furnishing city to order desks and bookcases, and find someone to take away the beds and wardrobes by the way." After finishing speaking, He grabbed the keys and mobile phone and ran out the door, looking like he was afraid that Lin Zexi would repent.Seeing him jumping out the door, Lin Zexi was also in a good mood.A year ago, I never thought that someone would be so happy because of my words and actions.For the first time in several years, he felt attached to this world.He, too, has become important.