love of life

After dinner, Lin Zexi wanted to wash the dishes, but Gu Ming drove her to sit on the sofa to rest, and got busy by herself.He sat on the sofa and looked at Gu Ming's busy figure, and suddenly a thought flashed across him, was he in Gu Ming's eyes before, as he was seeing him now?There was a warm feeling in this busyness, he shook his head and waved away his wild thoughts.At this time, the cell phone rang suddenly, it was Jiang Yu calling, he went back to the room and closed the door before answering the call.

"Hey, Zexi, are you feeling better? Have you been discharged from the hospital?" Jiang Yu asked happily.

"Well, it's much better. I just got out of the hospital this morning. How about you? Are you still working overtime these days?"

"It's okay, I promise to go to bed before one o'clock every day, which is much better than before. It's just..." Jiang Yu paused in the middle of speaking.

"what's up?"

Jiang Yu hesitated for a moment and said, "Oh, it's not a big deal, it's just that the hotel I told you about had a small problem, the chef of the Chinese restaurant resigned, and he couldn't find a suitable replacement in a short time. Not really Any high-end professional restaurant, as long as the minimum home-cooked dishes can be prepared. The last few days have been half-closed, which makes me feel itchy and want to do it myself. The previous chef resigned three months ago, but I Seeing that you care so much about Shunxin Restaurant, you didn't mention it. It just so happens that the house is going to be demolished, don't you think it's a coincidence arranged by heaven?"

He was silent. Originally, he didn't have any thoughts about going to the hotel to help him. He didn't really think about it, and he didn't really resist it.But now, Gu Ming's figure suddenly appeared in his mind, and he felt more worried.

"Just treat it as a temporary help, up to three months, and I won't bother you once I find the right person." Jiang Yu continued to persuade.

He still didn't answer. For more than half a year, Jiang Yu took good care of him, and even expressed full trust in him when he left. He really couldn't refuse directly.When he was in a dilemma, Gu Ming knocked on the door twice, opened it and came in and asked, "Are you asleep? Let me cut some fruit for you. The cantaloupe I bought today is very sweet."

He unconsciously turned sideways to block the hand holding the phone, nodded indiscriminately, with a flustered expression.Gu Ming responded and went out. I don't know if he saw him on the phone.

There was silence on the phone for a while before Jiang Yu asked, "Is that the person just now? Why hasn't he left yet?"

"He sent me back today. Let's not talk about it. I will think about what you said." After speaking, he hung up the phone in a hurry and walked out.

"Are you done? Come and eat some fruit." Gu Ming put the peeled cantaloupe and washed grapes in a fruit plate, and placed them on the coffee table in the living room.

He sat down on the sofa, and when he saw the washed grapes, he remembered the scene of Gu Ming washing grapes for the first time, and when he turned on the faucet, water splashed all over his body.Thinking about it, he couldn't help but glanced at his clothes.

Gu Ming looked down at his clothes following his gaze, and asked curiously, "What's wrong? What are you looking at?"

There was a faint smile on his face, which made Gu Ming's whole body tremble. "why are you laughing?"

"It's nothing, I suddenly remembered the scene when you washed grapes for the first time, and you splashed water all over yourself when you turned on the faucet. It seems that your skills have improved a lot now." Lin Zexi said with a smile.

Gu Ming looked at him and smiled, and he was in a good mood, "That time was in the morning, and the water pressure was unstable and I was inexperienced. I can't do it now. Ever since I ate your cooking, I have no interest in eating outside. As long as I have time, even if I make it unpalatable, I am willing to do it myself."

"That's pretty good." After he finished speaking, he picked up a piece of cantaloupe with a toothpick and ate it.Gu Ming was right, it was really sweet.

"What do you want to eat tonight? Ribs or fish?" Gu Ming asked.

"I'll cook it tonight. You haven't eaten my cooking for a long time."

"Well, I'll go buy the ingredients first, you're only in charge of cooking, and I'll do the rest." Gu Ming didn't refuse this time, he really missed his craftsmanship.

"it is good."

Gu Ming stood aside, quietly watching him sitting on the sofa eating fruit.Only now did he realize that in the past Lin Zexi was always busy, and the only time he was free was when he was sick.Sitting leisurely like this, it seems like this is the first time I've seen it.

"Aren't you going to eat?" He asked, looking up.

It was only then that Gu Ming realized that he was being obsessed with him like a junior high school student, and felt a little embarrassed.He stretched out his hand to scratch his hair and said, "I was a little stuffed just now, so I went out for a walk and bought some vegetables by the way. You can rest at home." After speaking, he picked up the key and went out.

He was alone in the house again, empty but relaxed.He began to think seriously about going to Shanghai.Jiang Yu's request was still echoing in his ears, and he really couldn't refuse such a legitimate request.He glanced at his phone, and Jiang Yu sent him several messages, all begging him to go to Shanghai to help him.Although he decided in his heart to help him for a few months first, he didn't answer directly.

For dinner, Lin Zexi cooked four dishes and one soup, especially the sweet and sour pork ribs.

"Try it quickly, your favorite dish." He handed him the bowl and chopsticks and said.Gu Ming held up the chopsticks for a long time without doing anything.

"What's wrong? The dishes are not right?"

"No, it's just a feeling in my heart." Gu Ming came back to his senses, and gently picked up a piece with chopsticks and put it in his mouth. A familiar smell mixed with the mixed thoughts in his heart was churning in his chest.

"It still tastes familiar from before, so delicious."

The two ate quietly without much verbal exchange, as if time had gone back in time.But suddenly, he said, "Gu Ming, you'd better go back. I've decided to go to Shanghai."

Gu Ming's rare good mood was swept away, he stopped eating, still lowered his head and asked: "Why? Are you going to Shanghai to find that person?"

"It's not for him, it's just that he has a hotel in Shanghai that just needs a chef, so I'll go over and help out temporarily."

"Help? Just right? How can there be so many good things in this world? If I told you that I also have a hotel in City A and I'm short of a chef, would you go?"

"Gu Ming, that's not the case. He really needs my help. He has helped me a lot in the past six months, and I can't refuse him."

"He just took advantage of you and tied you to him again and again. Don't you realize it?"

"Can you be so mean? When I didn't agree to go to Shanghai with him, he didn't force me. He even gave me the shop, so I can stay here with peace of mind."

Gu Ming slapped the bowls and chopsticks on the table suddenly, his face was ashen, "Since I refused at the beginning, why are you going now?"

"Because he asked me for help with something, and the store here was demolished soon, and I happened to be idle."

"These are just excuses. Since you can refuse once, why not just refuse the second time? You couldn't wait to run to him the day I came. Think to yourself, why are you making so many excuses?"

Gu Ming's words made him very angry. He still had some worries in his heart, but now he was exhausted: "Then let me think about it." After finishing speaking, he put the bowls and chopsticks on the table, turned around and prepared to enter the room.

His back made Gu Ming startled, as if this turning around was the eternal farewell.Gu Ming stood up suddenly and grabbed his arm: "Don't go."

He struggled to shake off his restraint, but the opponent's increasing force made his arm ache. "Gu Ming, let go."

"I won't let go this time, never again." After speaking, she pulled him into her arms and kissed his lips somewhat roughly.He still kept struggling, dodging Gu Ming's demanding kisses, but he couldn't escape his embrace.Gu Ming finally got tired of this kind of chasing, bent down and picked him up horizontally and walked into the bedroom.

He took advantage of the situation to press him on the bed, clamped his hands, and began to ask for kisses recklessly.He struggled helplessly under him, and after a while, Gu Ming finally stopped, put his hands on his sides and stared at him.Gu Ming's red eyes, heavy breathing, tense body, and... He began to feel scared, the person in front of him was gradually losing his mind.

"Gu Ming, calm down, don't do this. You don't want to do this, you have never been interested in men, have you?" He really felt the threat, he couldn't move his body and could only hope that words could arouse his reason.

"You're right. I'm not interested in men, but I'm not interested in women either. Have you forgotten? I told you two days ago that the only person I like is you and I only want you." Gu Ming closed his eyes gently in the middle of his speech, took a deep breath, tried to calm down his emotions, slowly opened his eyes and said: "I have wanted you since the past, but I dare not admit it. You have just lived in my house for two months. I started to have erotic dreams. It has become more frequent in the past six months, and it has disturbed me. I have tried to find a woman and a man, but nothing works. I think you may be the only one in this life." After finishing speaking, he slowly Leaning down, she whispered in his ear, "Don't reject me, okay?"

The soft words in his mouth did not lessen the strength in his hand, he tried to move his body, but still had no chance to resist, he said angrily: "Will it be useful for me to refuse?

The two faced each other quietly, so close that they could feel the warmth of each other's breath.Lin Zexi felt hotter and hotter, and the back against the sheet was already covered with a dense layer of sweat.He has been paying close attention to how his body responds.Ever since Gu Mingqiang kissed him last time, he has been doubtful about his mental state.Gu Ming's closeness will not make him feel sick physically. If the last time was accidental, what about this time?Not only did he kiss him forcefully, but he also trapped him under him, at other times...others?He vomited so long ago that the man would not even want to eat for the next three days.But now, he just feels nervous and his body is a little stiff, other than that, his mind is blank.There seemed to be some empty little jumps in his chest, as if he was expecting something.Without warning, a hot current rose from Lin Zexi's lower abdomen, and the desire that he had suppressed for two or three years gushed out from nowhere, which caught him off guard.There was a reaction at the place where he was close to Gu Ming, and he couldn't control his physical desire, so he had to turn his flushed face aside and not look at Gu Ming.The scene in front of me is a silent invitation, and the body's reaction is much more real than the words in the mouth.Gu Ming just followed the most primitive reaction of the body, and no longer had to have any scruples.

"It's useless to refuse, I'm going to order you today."