[Zhao Xi] Qing Ben Liuxia Xiyin

Foreword: When a person is dead, what is the use of status and so on, but it is some psychological comfort for the living.Text: "Azhao, I don't have a home anymore." "No! Cousin, come back with me!" On the bed, Ye Zhao was once again entangled in nightmares, watching Pianpian's clothes go away alone, raising his feet to chase after him, his legs But as if she was stuck in the mud and couldn't use her strength, she yelled in the direction the figure left: "Cousin, I'll take you home... don't go..." Never felt so much pain.No eyes and swords hurt bones, she drank wine, groaned and swallowed blood, the pain of flesh and blood, endured it, and it passed.The tragic death of her father and brother was more painful than gouging out her heart. She gritted her teeth and melted the wail of swan geese into a sharp blade. She suffered from the pain of skin and skin, and finally she was able to sacrifice wine and burn incense to chat with each other on every victory night.After being honed on the battlefield, she is used to enduring pain. The pain will not break her, it will only make her stronger under the torture.Only, the cousin——from childhood to adulthood, she has guarded her heart, "A Zhao, I have no home..." every word, like the ax and hammer gouged into the bone marrow.Pain, she can bear it, but no one taught her what to do when regrets follow her everywhere, every moment she breathes, remind her - you think it's so natural that you don't need to grasp it, it will be there by itself Yes, the figure in white, gone, and never to return.Lose it, and the cousin ceases to exist.It can be recalled that every relaxed, joyful, lively and wonderful time in life is more vivid and colorful because of this white dress by his side.Dumb as himself.Lost my cousin, lost my heart.If the heart is not there, it is hard to find.To live in the world is to survive every day.Life for life, she can't.It was the cousin who sacrificed her life for righteousness, fought for victory, and saved the common people, including her own life.She has to continue to live for her cousin, to see the peaceful and prosperous life she gave up twenty-nine years in exchange for.I will never forget it from life to life, and keep it in my heart all the time.She can only drag this pair of soulless skins, struggling for a month, a year, a lifetime.