The residual temperature is over

The video from the screen is finished.

In the home screening room of the nursing home, there is a big screen in a small room, a marble coffee table and a row of sofas covered with green velvet cloth, on which Yu Shiye and Wen Bieyu are sitting next to each other.

After reading it, Wen Bieyu was a little dazed, he seemed a little cold, and approached Yu Shiye unconsciously, and was immediately embraced by Yu Shiye.

At such a close distance, no reaction can be concealed.

Yu Shiye could feel Wen Bieyu's body trembling. He heard Wen Bieyu's voice. Wen Bieyu was asking himself a question in a low voice, which was a routine question about euthanasia:

"He said he knew what was coming..."

Yu Shiye patted Wen Bieyu's back, and then answered him: "I know."

Wen Bieyu moved his lips again, his head was in a mess, these questions and answers kept circulating in his brain.

"This is his own will..."

"Yes."

"The illness made him suffer..." Wen Bieyu's voice trembled a little at this sentence.

"Yes."

……

For some reason, Wen Bieyu suddenly thought of her grandpa. Although he maintained a cheerful appearance, he was really declining, suffering, and unable to do anything without help.

The glass that hadn't appeared for a long time seemed to appear again, towering in front of him, with a hazy layer of white mist condensed on it, isolating his perception of the outside world...

"Bie Yu, are you afraid?"

Yu Shiye's voice reached Wen Bieyu's ears clearly.

Only Yu Shiye, only his voice, can penetrate the barrier as easily as piercing through a layer of paper.

Wen Bieyu suddenly realized.

"I... yes, I was afraid."

"Don't be afraid."

Yu Shiye pressed the back of Wen Bieyu's head and let him lean against his chest. Yu Shiye told the person in his arms:

"It's not a scary process, it's a path to tranquility."

The person in his arms trembled, and then Yu Shiye heard Wen Bieyu's slightly dull voice:

"Ono, are you afraid?"

"I was a little scared at the time."

"now what?"

"This is the implementation of Andre's will, and the relief Andre seeks for himself. He did all this with the idea of ​​getting a good night's sleep."

Yu Shiye first said such a long list, and at the end, he pulled the corner of his mouth and showed some self-deprecating smile:

"...I understand it all, but I'm still a little scared. Death is always scary."

and so……

He hugged Wen Bieyu's arm even harder, and the video showed his most floating days, which contained his firmest will. In his heart, he told himself and Wen Bieyu:

I will not let you experience these fears.

Yu Shiye gave Wen Bieyu some time, and at about the same time, he told Wen Bieyu gently, even jokingly: "Cry if you feel uncomfortable, I will comfort you."

The person curled up in his arms nodded first, then shook his head.

"I'm fine... As you said, this is his choice and the implementation of his will. I am a little scared and uncomfortable, but the fear and discomfort should only be mine. This is a very peaceful ending... this That's what you wanted to tell me, too, right?"

It's the nature of the world, there is black and white, but not everything is black and white.

Just as failure breeds success, and fear breeds strength, as long as a little bit of insignificant things are added, the two opposing sides can collide with magical sparks.

Wen Bieyu seemed to have run a long-distance race.

He feels tired, but the tiredness is only physical, and his brain is extra clear, like a whole handful of peppermint chips in his mouth.

He finally remembered more things about that time, the situation when he came to find Yu Shiye... It's amazing, when he was watching the video, he didn't think of it at all, but before he came here, he was still obsessed with it bosom.

"I was thinking," Wen Bieyu was slightly puzzled, "why I couldn't go up at that time. Obviously I saw you twice, and I guessed that you had an important call. At first, I didn't think that the person who carried you People have something to do with you, I thought in the coffee shop until the end that you would come to see me... It's like a big question in a reading test, all my ideas for solving the questions are correct, but I am careless and lack self-confidence, and in the end Wrong answer."

"If that's the price of being wrong, it's too much. If it's now..."

When Wen Bieyu said this, his voice slowly fell silent.

Yu Shiye asked him: "How is it now?"

"If it were now, I would definitely walk up to him when I saw the other party hugging you, face you directly, and ask if you have forgotten me. Maybe this kind of behavior is unethical, maybe it's just that I have been out of society for so many years and was rejected by customers Out of thick skin..." Wen Bieyu was thoughtful, and finally looked at Yu Shiye, "But I will still say that. Now I believe in myself even more. I believe that you love me even more."

"If it's now—" Yu Shiye also continued, he touched the corner of his eyes and smiled, "I believe I saw you."

There were not many comforting words, and the atmosphere was even unexpectedly relaxed.The pain that happened to another person, they all feel; when the growth after the pain comes, the joy is the heart of wine hidden in the dark chocolate.

After watching the video, it's time to leave here.

Yu Shiye took Wen Bieyu to another place, which was a flower shop, where he tied a bunch of purple roses.The familiar street scene vaguely evokes Wen Bieyu's memory, and then he remembered: "Before we went to Japan, you once went abroad without saying a word, did you come here?"

"Correct."

"You tied this bunch of flowers, it's..."

Wen Bieyu had a vague guess.His guess was verified.

Yu Shiye brought this bouquet of flowers to Andre's grave with Wen Bieyu. He knelt down and placed the purple rose in front of the tombstone. Then, he raised his hand to touch the tombstone and whispered to Andre: "I want to come To tell you a word... I am very happy now."

Wen Bieyu heard Yu Shiye's words.

He came up, also squatted down, took Yu Shiye's hand, and told Andre formally like telling his parents: "Don't worry, I will treat Xiaoye well."

This caused Yu Shiye to laugh.

Yu Shiye turned his head to the side, looked at Wen Bieyu, there was a ring of light in his eyes, shining brightly.He and Wen Bieyu said:

"In a year, I always come here a few times, first to see him, and then to go skydiving..."

"Bring the jade buckle I gave you?" Wen Bieyu asked.

"Yes." Yu Shiye said, "That will give me the confidence to come back."

"Bring the jade buckle, why not bring me." Wen Bieyu did not stop Yu Shiye from this seemingly dangerous exercise, but seriously suggested to Yu Shiye, "Yukuo can only tell you to come back, but I can tell you to work hard Are you coming back too?"

"...You are right." Yu Shiye smiled, "Do you want to go skydiving with me?"

"of course."

"Okay, I'll take you there. Before that, let me give you something."

Yu Shiye didn't give Wen Bieyu a chance to choose.When he asked this sentence, he brought Wen Bieyu back to the flower shop just now.The first time I came in was to remember and reminisce, and the second time I came in was for the burning love.

He wanted to pick a large bouquet of roses for Wen Bieyu.

Roses as red as flames.

Wen Bieyu followed Yu Shiye's train of thought this time, he was a little moved, but he was worried about Yu Shiye's shadow of red, and he didn't want to force others, so he picked a budding one from the flower tube by himself: "It doesn't take too much, this one That's enough. Meaning."

Yu Shiye always had a vague smile, he circled Wen Bieyu from behind, and as Wen Bieyu wished, he put the rose in his hand on the table, and then, without stopping, just this Hugging posture, draw out the second stick, the third stick...

One after another flowers passed by Yu Shiye's hands, and he placed them around the first flower. These red roses, like the red maple at the beginning, gradually merged with each other after passing through his hands and eyes. Additional red distinguishes the opening.

It's not fear.

It's passion, it's beauty, it's bravery.

This is my love.

He bought all the red roses in the store, and made a bouquet of roses on the stage that was so huge that it could almost bury a person. Then, he picked up Wen Bieyu and the bouquet and stuffed them into the car inside.

Wen Bieyu was a little confused.

The red of the rose shone on his cheeks, turning his cheeks into pink.

He was quite at a loss holding the flowers for a while, looking straight to the left and right, and suddenly had an idea, put the bouquet on the back seat, after thinking about it, he took out another flower and kept it in his hand.

At this time, he looked back at the back seat, and found that the entire back seat was decorated as a sea of ​​roses, such a warm color, even people standing outside the car could feel it without hindrance.

Wen Bieyu looked at it for a long time, a little eager to try, but not sure: "Is this too exaggerated, people who don't know will think it is a wedding car?"

Yu Shiye gave a smirk, as if he agreed with Wen Bieyu's point of view, stepped on the accelerator, and the car sped forward.

The wind blew in from the hood, and the roses in the rear compartment shook red waves.

Wen Bieyu in the passenger seat still had a rose in his hand. He looked at the road ahead, at the flower in his hand, and secretly looked at the flower behind through the rearview mirror.

The corner of his mouth curled into a small smile.

"Ono..."

"Ok?"

"We're on our way to get married."

"We're going to do something more romantic."

"?"

"Skydiving." Yu Shiye told Wen Bieyu, "Sometimes, skydiving is more romantic than a wedding."

Wen Bieyu believed everything Yu Shiye said.

He lowered his head, sniffed the heart of the rose, then turned his head, and pressed a kiss on Yu Shiye's cheek.

The romantic car rides on the romantic road.

When they arrived at the skydiving base and flew all the way above the sea of ​​clouds, when Wen Bieyu was tied to him by Yu Shiye with a special skydiving belt, Wen Bieyu finally understood...

"We're just tied like this, chest to back, jumping down like Siamese twins?"

"Correct."

"I……"

Wen Bieyu glanced outside, and he took a deep breath.

When I said it, I was plausible, but I really reached the bottom of the ground, and I was scared.