[Comprehensive] Teacher Songyang is always committing suicide

Songyang looked at Yinshi's silver hair that was dyed white by the moonlight.For no reason, he thought of the child sitting in the pile of corpses, shaking his little feet stained with black blood, looking up at the sky where crows were flying.

The sufferings of the world smiled cruelly on the boy with interest, but had not really left an indelible mark on him.So he thought, if he reached out to him at this moment, everything would be different.

He stood where the children could not see, and watched silently for a long time.The thought of wanting to save someone, wanting to save himself surged in his chest, he walked forward uncontrollably, and pressed his hands on that little furry head uncontrollably.

(Really, a very cute ghost.)

——In the long past, even if there was only one person, as long as there was one person who was willing to reach out to himself.

Then everything will be different.

"Yinshi, you have always been the most special child."

Some words can only be said after growing up, so that the other party can understand the deep meaning of them a little bit.Song Yang gently stroked the side face of the grown-up man, the gentle moonlight in the light green eyes seemed to melt his heart.

"If you can be saved, then I can be saved; if you succeed in protecting others, then I can too."

From the beginning, it was not he who picked up Yinshi, but Yinshi who picked him up.When Songyang untied his knife and handed it to Yin, he was not only looking at this silver-haired child with confused eyes, but also at himself who was a helpless child hundreds of years ago, as the only Xu who tried to break the bloody fate, For the first time a strong-willed manifesto was issued.

(From now on, start wielding this knife. Not to cut off the enemy, but to cut off the weak self; not to protect yourself, but to protect your own soul.)

Yinshi frowned, showing a half-knowledge and painful expression.

He may have vaguely guessed that his teacher had a starting point similar to his own, and he suffered for Songyang because of this, but he still doesn't know the existence of Xu, so he doesn't know what the "weak self" refers to Songyang who.

This is his luck.If it is possible, Songyang really hopes that his students will never encounter falsehood in their lives, and live their lives along their own path without regret.

If possible, he didn't intend to let anyone participate in his struggle with Xu.

"I'm very happy. Gintoki is no longer the kid who ran around with a knife in his hand, but has become an adult who will do his best to protect others. Thanks for your hard work, Gintoki has really done a good job. So, according to the agreement, I returned to you."

Yinshi's gloomy expression suddenly became dazed.He stared into Songyang's eyes like a dream, as if he had waited for an extremely long time before finally waiting for these words.

Taking advantage of his distraction, Songyang tried to move the opponent's arm, and found that the opponent seemed to have inherited his own monster's physical strength, and his arm was as motionless as cast iron.

He was a little embarrassed.If the hard ones don't work, just come to the soft ones. If you don't want to fight, you can always coax them.

Immediately, he took two steps forward and hugged Yinshi's tense body, and because the other person was half taller, he gently leaned his head on his shoulder.

"Although you will be a little late, but the teacher will not miss the appointment."

he said softly.

For Yin Shi, who was switching back and forth between the scoundrel and the shy ghost, this trick was indeed a bit invincible.

As soon as Songyang got close to him, Yinshi's whole body froze immediately, and the next second, he felt Songyang's fingertips pressing on the acupuncture points on the back of his head.

"Wait……!"

... This guy actually used beauty tricks!

Putting the temporarily unconscious silver-haired student in the bedroom of Master House, he refrigerated the breakfast for the next morning, reorganized the accounts, marked the places that needed to be mentioned, and slowly dressed He took off his shoes and walked on the cold street in the early morning.

virtual.

This name used to be his own code name, so the memory it represents is extremely important.

From the moment the general yelled "Xu Qing" that day, his brain has been occupied by flashback images and words, and even his dreams are full of splashed blood and red eyes.

Although the memory was not fully recovered, he still remembered the fact that there was another Xu in his body, and the fact that Xu once stabbed the knife into another student's body with his own hands full of malice.

The heart-wrenching pain at that time is still engraved in my heart.He also carefully asked Yinshi and Gui about other students. They didn't say clearly about the whereabouts of other students after he was taken away, but at least when it came to Jinsuke, it seemed that he was still alive and well.

It's great that the kid survived.

Otherwise, here today, above the shimmering branch of the dragon's veins, it would be impossible for him to face the Xu who has been entangled until now with such a calm face and voice.

"Want to talk to you."

Song Yang said lightly.

Sitting next to the tributary, the green light of the dragon's veins illuminates half of his side face, which seems to be a kind of joyful expression that is about to get his wish.

Because of the joy, the tone of Xu's speech is slightly raised:

"Your memory has recovered? It seems that the long-cherished wish to hear you meekly calling 'Father' cannot be realized."

With his back facing the entrance leading to the outside world, Song Yang followed his example and sat down.When he was moving, although there was a contemptuous smile at the corner of Xu Xu's mouth, his body was always tense and ready for battle.

No one knew better than the two of them what horrible monsters each other was.

"You are in a good mood today."

"It's the first time for me to enter the dragon vein."

Xu Xu's voice is very gentle, and his blood-red eyes are also calm.If it weren't for the lack of wine, others would have thought that the two of them were friends who were drinking and drinking.

"Sure enough, in the place where the dragon veins are the most abundant, even if you are what the world calls 'personality' or 'soul', you can have your own body. This surprised me-just as a consciousness, there will be no It's as intense as a physical touch."

Song Yang tilted his head.One of the reasons why he doesn't communicate much with Xu is that he has a fatal personality difference with Xu, which often makes him unable to understand what Xu is thinking.Whether it's as small as whether you should lift your bangs, or as big as whether you should destroy the world, in short, they have nothing in common.

The common memory makes them unable to get rid of each other's fate, but their thinking modes are completely different-to some extent, it can be regarded as a miracle of dragon-veined creatures.

"Since this is the first time you have entered the dragon vein, you must have seen many worlds connected by the dragon vein."

Songyang raised a crucial question.

"If I'm right, just destroying a world probably won't be able to eradicate the dragon's veins, nor will it be able to achieve your goal of destroying yourself fundamentally. Your plan is not feasible from the beginning, is it?"

Xu stood up.

He didn't seem to hear what Songyang was saying, or he never cared about it at all.He just approached Songyang directly, squatted down, and stared closely at Songyang's gentle green pupils.

"It's rare for me to be free these days. I sit here and think about a lot of things."

Thin white fingers entangled Songyang's sideburn hair, pinning them behind his ears.Just like Songyang's feeling before, while wishing to get rid of him soon, Xu will subconsciously make these movements to get close to him, he really doesn't know why.

"I tried many times, but I couldn't kill you. Do you know why?"

"do not know."

"Guess."

Song Yang looked at him lightly.

"Those so-called personalities who were 'killed' by you have long lost their sense of value as human beings, and it will be a matter of time before they return to a state of nothingness. But I am not, so I can appear in front of you again and again."

After saying this, he frowned himself.

For me who lacked memory, the first guess I made actually had a faint sense of déjà vu.Just like a long time ago, someone also told him——

(...If you don't have a sense of worth as a human being, you will eventually become an unconscious worm...)

Song Yang's eyes panicked for a moment.Then the next second, he fell into a cold cave.

When confronting Xu, not even a single hair on his body can relax.They are strong men with the same strength, and a moment of flaw can decide the outcome.

There was a raw and cold pain in the heart.Different from ideological injuries, physical trauma is closely connected with pain nerves and the brain.

The shattered sternum protruded abruptly on the torn plain kimono, Xu glanced lightly, and then set his gaze on the opponent's arm.The opponent's arm was also so pale that it lacked blood, and a large amount of bright red blood also flowed down.

Xu's throat was also torn open by the opponent in just a moment.Even under unfavorable circumstances, the opponent still made a counterattack like a beast.

Very good, Songyang.

Xu raised the corners of his lips, his smile was as cold as snake scales.

The power inside the dragon veins is naturally stronger than the outside, and the healing of fatal wounds is only a matter of seconds.From the moment Songyang came to his senses, he regained his vigilance, and then he saw a man who looked exactly like himself leaning over him, with a large swath of blood dripping from his throat.

"I've said it before. Compared to me who has lived for 500 years, you are nothing more than a naive child."

Inside the heart that had healed rapidly, there was something stuffed in it.

Songyang raised his head, breathing the thin air painfully, touched his chest with one hand, and touched Xu's wrist as expected.

His whole hand sank into Songyang's chest cavity, and his fingertips were embedded in his heart.Longmai was trying his best to repair Songyang's body, and he was able to barely maintain his sanity in such a bad state.

"I'm in your body now. Can you feel it?"

Xu lowered his head, touched Songyang's face compassionately, and said softly.What didn't match his gentle voice was the extremely cruel twitching of his fingertips.

"Ugh...!"

Songyang's body trembled like a convulsion, and was suppressed under him by nothingness.The pain of being forcibly invaded in his heart almost deprived him of all his ability to think.

"The direct pain that acts on the body is indeed different from what I remember. When I didn't even have the name 'Xu', this is what I felt every day."

Songyang grabbed his long hair that was hanging down like he was dying.Xu didn't resist, and lowered his head obediently, his cold lips slid from the corner of Songyang's lips to the other's ear.

"Can you still say the words 'love' and 'protection' as usual when your heart is repeatedly crushed like now? If you can do it, try it. Say you love me first and try?"

"...one-hearted... indulge in the hurt of the past, because the person who can take revenge... has long since passed away, a childish guy who is so angry and throws his anger at random..."

"Wrong answer."

Xu ruthlessly crushed the organs in his palm.

He bent over Songyang's ear, unable to see the other's expression clearly.He could only feel the other person's body trembling violently, from warm to cold, stiff for a few seconds, and then gradually softened.

However, the reborn body was still cold, apparently unable to recover from such abuse.

Xu raised his eyebrows, feeling a sense of loss inexplicably passing through his heart.

"Songyang. I have been observing you since the moment you were born."

Regardless of whether the people under him were awake or not, Xu whispered softly, his voice almost covered by the slow flow of the huge dragon vein.

"The most ridiculous thing is that I actually thought 'if it's this guy, maybe it can change something'."

Songyang slowly opened his pale green eyes.He tried his best to relax his body muscles, breathed as lightly as possible, and lay down under his empty body, pretending to be dead.

"Your village school period is full of flaws, I can occupy your body at any time, but I am really curious, how far can a guy like you who loves human beings innocently go?

"But you let me down."

Songyang immediately seized the critical moment.It was when he was pushed to the execution ground, Takasugi and Gui were arrested, and Gintoki was forced to cut off his head.

For a moment, he was shaken.He thought, to let his cherished students suffer such pain, it would be better to let him never exist——

And that was when Xu Xu raised his knife and formally emerged from the darkness.

(Your pain, I will end it.)

It was a lie at that time.

"If you can't even do it—"

Xu Xu's voice gradually softened like a dream.

"Nobody can do it anymore."

Songyang took a long breath of air.If there is enough time, he can continue to reason with Xu, but it shouldn't be when the other party has a hand embedded in his heart.

The speed at which he exploded and hurt people was almost invisible.Xu subconsciously withdrew his hand from his chest to resist the attack on the head, Songyang endured the inhuman pain, and pushed Xu into the dragon's vein.

Even Songyang, who walked around in the dragon veins every day, would be careful not to really step into the dragon veins, but just walked along the edge of the Guanghe River.There are many unknown living creatures inside the dragon vein, and it seems that there is a risk of being swallowed up by memories and emotions.

Of course, the most important thing is that when you are in the dragon vein, your vision will be blocked by the light of the dragon vein itself, just like a blind person.If it is not a person who has been active inside the dragon vein all year round, he will become completely unable to recognize the direction, and will eventually be unable to leave the dragon vein.

Smile instead of anger.He raised his hand and grabbed Songyang's wrist, and dragged Songyang, who was still in a weak state, into the huge stream of light.

The stream of light seemed quiet, but when it actually fell into it, there were roaring chirps and whispers in my ears.Before his hearing was about to be completely filled with noisy voices, someone whispered in his ear:

"Let's take a gamble."