【Ji Lai】【Romy】Far Star
Chapter 98
It was very late now, and the emperor hadn't eaten anything yet.
After sitting with him silently for half an hour, Mittermeier still suggested that the emperor go back to the villa, have a good rest and eat something, and the emperor did not refuse.
While in the car, Reinhardt remained silent.Mittermeier sat next to him, but could do nothing.Even soon they will reach their destination - but at this moment, the emperor suddenly spoke.
He whispered something, but because the volume was too low, Mittermeier couldn't hear the content clearly the first time.
"What, Your Majesty?" He turned to look at Reinhardt.
"...Why did you choose Reyantal?"
Mittermeier was stunned.He knew that the emperor knew what was going on between him and Luo Yantar, but he really didn't expect that one day he would tell this matter clearly.
For a while he was unable to answer, but luckily the emperor continued to ask himself: "He is not a very good person, at least he should not fully conform to your moral values. He has a lot of problems, too many Regardless of status or character ideas, it is very dangerous... If you are not careful all the time, it is entirely possible that he will drag you into the abyss. At the same time, you have so many other good choices, and these choices can make you It's been very easy and happy...so, why?"
This question is really too profound, and even Mittermeier himself doesn't know the answer - although what Reinhardt said now is the truth, he himself has never really thought about it.
But under the current circumstances, he had to give the emperor an answer, and he had reason to believe that this answer would have a great impact on the emperor.It's just that he doesn't know what kind of answer and influence is good and benign.
So, in the end, he decided to tell the whole truth.
"...Because I can't help it, Your Majesty." Swallowing, he replied.
The emperor looked at him sadly, his eyes showed that he didn't quite understand what he meant.So Mittermeier had no choice but to continue to explain: "...I can't resist the arrangement of fate. Maybe he is the means sent down from heaven to punish me—no matter what happens, I can't push him away after reaching out to me he."
"Then if...he did something vicious and selfish that disappointed you, would you still think so?"
This question made Mittermeier think again, and then he realized that he was going to blush—this answer was so unbelievable, so condescending, so self-destructive, and full of the deepest feelings that he didn't want to be humane to others, But of course, he gritted his teeth and said the words: "If...he is still true to me, then I will not refuse him a chance."
The emperor did not answer.He just showed an expression of hard thinking, and looked ahead dimly with his eyes.However, Mittermeier's character made him somewhat unable to accept the emperor's gentle and passive approach: "...Your Majesty, you can call him back."
There is no need for explanation, the emperor knows who this "he" refers to.
"If I ordered him this time, then there will be only orders left between me and him." A little weak and dull, he answered his loyal friend softly.
"It's not an order." This time Mittermeier was sure that the emperor's mind was stuck in a dead corner, so he had no choice but to remind him: "Just simply ask him to come back, there is no need for him to execute anything immediately."
"Then he won't come back."
"It's not a question of whether he will come back. Your Highness is still very young, he is the same age as you, and his experience has always been very simple. He doesn't have much life experience—at least I don't think his experience has surpassed yours much. When you are confused and painful, of course he is also helpless. The purpose of asking him to come back is not to ask him to come back, but to tell him that you need him. Of course he can choose, but if he chooses you, what he gets must be good the result of."
"but……"
"Please give Your Highness a chance, and give yourself a chance." Mittermeier continued to insist.
For hours afterwards, Mittermeier's suggestion swirled in Reinhardt's mind.
Honestly, he didn't know if it was right or wrong, but...his now weary and flustered mind couldn't think of any other options.
So after formally refusing the dinner, and sitting in his living room for a while accompanied by Mittermeier and Fahrenheit, the emperor finally called his attendant and asked the other party to send him a meal for him. information.
"Tell him... I feel extremely remorseful, full of apologies, and have begun to reflect on myself. He can come back anytime, and I am waiting for him."
It was a generous and social remark, but considering it came from Reinhardt's mouth... it was very precious and very unusual.
And when he said this, although Gilfies didn't appear at the door right away, and he himself was purely pessimistic about the future of this relationship, Reinhard did feel better.
He is still sad and blames himself, but he has recalled his identity and responsibility, and feels unspeakably ashamed for the behavior he once tried to commit suicide.In any case, whether it is for this country, for those who follow him, for himself, or for Gilfies, he must cheer up and continue to stand where he should stand—with his own strength, He calmed down.
And after confirming that he really calmed down, the others finally had a sense of certainty in their hearts, and they began to listen to him, withdraw and no longer surround him, and let him rest alone.
Standing alone in front of the bedroom window, the emperor quietly looked at the night sky outside.
The room was quiet, and there was no one there but him—not even the other person who would normally be here.He misses him very much, but at the same time he also understands that he has to bear the consequences for his actions.
Even he was almost wide awake.Next, he will work hard for it, but he will not insist on struggling—even if there is no result and he cannot go on, love is still love.If he loses the other party this time, Reinhard will experience the most painful loss in his life, but as long as Gilfies is still alive, his will will not collapse.The memories of the past will always remain in his heart, just like the stars above his head will always twinkle, leading the way and pointing the way for him in his lifetime.
Gilphia Ace.
The emperor said his name silently, and then began to foolishly recall the spelling of the name, feeling like listening to the wind blowing in the grassland.
After finally speaking his mind and venting the extreme emotions that had accumulated deep in his heart for a long time and were so serious that they caused him to lose his psychological balance, Gilfies calmed down very quickly.
He didn't show any more aggressive thoughts, and at the same time he was once again in full control of his actions.Although he was still a little quiet, his thoughtful manners and gentle demeanor had returned to him.He even tried to eat a couple of bites when Biddenfield's men brought them supper, and it was clear to everyone that he couldn't possibly want to eat now.
Soon, Bidenfeld felt that the alert level could be lowered by one or two levels.
So he took the time to secretly talk to Mittermeier, exchanged information, discussed what to do next and so on.
"We can only wait for them to calm down first. They are too young and value each other too much, and their ideas are too idealistic. When they are impulsive, they really don't care about anything."
"Then I think my side is calm enough—now it's as if he's been dumbed down by poison."
"...That means they haven't completely calmed down yet. Give them some more time, and people like them won't fail to understand. In addition, His Majesty has already sent someone to persuade His Highness, remember that you just need to listen, and don't help to urge him to go back or Talk too much, as long as he can understand that His Majesty is waiting for him to go back."
"Okay, no problem, you can do whatever you want. Those of you who understand love have the final say on this matter. I am only responsible for listening and executing orders."
These words caused Mittermeier on the opposite side to pause for a while.
Bidenfeld intuitively felt that he wanted to refute the words "knowing love", but after the silence, Mittermeier chose to ignore this very wisely, and began to take care of Bidenfeld, "Be patient and try to watch your words and emotions, and never say the wrong thing ".
Responding with the best temper, Bidenfeld felt that he was really delaying his mother-in-law like never before.At the same time, he felt that Mittermeier had actually changed a bit—of course, the previous him certainly couldn’t understand this mysterious and unpredictable natural phenomenon, and he had no idea about everything related to it.But now he can understand the general ins and outs of this matter, the root cause, and even has the ability to make suggestions for the parties involved.
Maybe being in a relationship or something... does make one smarter and sharper--Bidenfield starts to think that for a moment, but then he quickly puts it all together when he thinks about the Emperor and Gilphaas. The words crossed out from my mind.
About two hours later, a special emissary from Reinhardt arrived.
The gentleman who came here was not a soldier, but one of the attendants who accompanied Reinhardt to Heinesen this time. Gilfils also knew him, and had accepted his greetings and smiles many times.
He wasn't wearing a uniform, and he was wearing a very everyday plain suit, which showed that the emperor didn't intend to put pressure on Gilfies from any hierarchical point of view.At the same time, it was almost 2:[-] in the morning, and Reinhardt had never troubled his officials with his personal affairs, and now he did so only because he was very anxious.
Gilfies received this gentleman very politely, and listened carefully to what he had to say—"Now Your Majesty is very sorry for you, Your Highness. He regrets what he has done and wants to redeem everything , I hope you will return to him for the sake of his sincerity. He doesn't ask for anything from you, and he fully understands your anger and disappointment. Everything can be discussed, the key is that you have to go back first-and even if you don't Go back, His Majesty will always be waiting for you."
For an emperor, such an expression is really extremely condescending.But of course Gilfies didn't immediately feel repentant and grateful. He just showed a sad expression and nodded slowly to show that he knew.
He remained silent.
It's just that now even Bidenfeld can feel that what's hidden under this silence is not a cold heart and cold rejection.Gilfies seemed to be thinking about something in a very complicated and peaceful state.
In fact, as long as you inform the other party of the emperor's intentions, the mission of Mr. Attendant can be regarded as a successful conclusion.But out of selfishness, he doesn't think that's enough.
"I don't know what you want now?" After a little consideration, he tried to win over the other party, "Actually, there are still vacancies in the car, and your bed is made as usual."
This time, Gilfies finally answered, "Sorry."
As long as the other party refuses, leave immediately - Mr. Attendant has been clearly taken care of in this way.So then he saluted and said goodbye immediately, and retreated silently and gracefully.
Of course Bidenfeld knew that Gilfies would refuse, but to some extent he felt that things were beginning to change.
"If you don't go back now, when will you go back? Don't you really want to never go back? Don't tell me that you are a person who wants to put down picks when you encounter problems, and you don't even want to take your own responsibilities to the end." With Ya's care, he asked the people around him very directly.
"...Let me think about it." As if prevaricating, Gilfies answered the other party in this way, and at the same time leaned his head back on the backrest of the commander's seat, covering his face with his hands.
After sitting with him silently for half an hour, Mittermeier still suggested that the emperor go back to the villa, have a good rest and eat something, and the emperor did not refuse.
While in the car, Reinhardt remained silent.Mittermeier sat next to him, but could do nothing.Even soon they will reach their destination - but at this moment, the emperor suddenly spoke.
He whispered something, but because the volume was too low, Mittermeier couldn't hear the content clearly the first time.
"What, Your Majesty?" He turned to look at Reinhardt.
"...Why did you choose Reyantal?"
Mittermeier was stunned.He knew that the emperor knew what was going on between him and Luo Yantar, but he really didn't expect that one day he would tell this matter clearly.
For a while he was unable to answer, but luckily the emperor continued to ask himself: "He is not a very good person, at least he should not fully conform to your moral values. He has a lot of problems, too many Regardless of status or character ideas, it is very dangerous... If you are not careful all the time, it is entirely possible that he will drag you into the abyss. At the same time, you have so many other good choices, and these choices can make you It's been very easy and happy...so, why?"
This question is really too profound, and even Mittermeier himself doesn't know the answer - although what Reinhardt said now is the truth, he himself has never really thought about it.
But under the current circumstances, he had to give the emperor an answer, and he had reason to believe that this answer would have a great impact on the emperor.It's just that he doesn't know what kind of answer and influence is good and benign.
So, in the end, he decided to tell the whole truth.
"...Because I can't help it, Your Majesty." Swallowing, he replied.
The emperor looked at him sadly, his eyes showed that he didn't quite understand what he meant.So Mittermeier had no choice but to continue to explain: "...I can't resist the arrangement of fate. Maybe he is the means sent down from heaven to punish me—no matter what happens, I can't push him away after reaching out to me he."
"Then if...he did something vicious and selfish that disappointed you, would you still think so?"
This question made Mittermeier think again, and then he realized that he was going to blush—this answer was so unbelievable, so condescending, so self-destructive, and full of the deepest feelings that he didn't want to be humane to others, But of course, he gritted his teeth and said the words: "If...he is still true to me, then I will not refuse him a chance."
The emperor did not answer.He just showed an expression of hard thinking, and looked ahead dimly with his eyes.However, Mittermeier's character made him somewhat unable to accept the emperor's gentle and passive approach: "...Your Majesty, you can call him back."
There is no need for explanation, the emperor knows who this "he" refers to.
"If I ordered him this time, then there will be only orders left between me and him." A little weak and dull, he answered his loyal friend softly.
"It's not an order." This time Mittermeier was sure that the emperor's mind was stuck in a dead corner, so he had no choice but to remind him: "Just simply ask him to come back, there is no need for him to execute anything immediately."
"Then he won't come back."
"It's not a question of whether he will come back. Your Highness is still very young, he is the same age as you, and his experience has always been very simple. He doesn't have much life experience—at least I don't think his experience has surpassed yours much. When you are confused and painful, of course he is also helpless. The purpose of asking him to come back is not to ask him to come back, but to tell him that you need him. Of course he can choose, but if he chooses you, what he gets must be good the result of."
"but……"
"Please give Your Highness a chance, and give yourself a chance." Mittermeier continued to insist.
For hours afterwards, Mittermeier's suggestion swirled in Reinhardt's mind.
Honestly, he didn't know if it was right or wrong, but...his now weary and flustered mind couldn't think of any other options.
So after formally refusing the dinner, and sitting in his living room for a while accompanied by Mittermeier and Fahrenheit, the emperor finally called his attendant and asked the other party to send him a meal for him. information.
"Tell him... I feel extremely remorseful, full of apologies, and have begun to reflect on myself. He can come back anytime, and I am waiting for him."
It was a generous and social remark, but considering it came from Reinhardt's mouth... it was very precious and very unusual.
And when he said this, although Gilfies didn't appear at the door right away, and he himself was purely pessimistic about the future of this relationship, Reinhard did feel better.
He is still sad and blames himself, but he has recalled his identity and responsibility, and feels unspeakably ashamed for the behavior he once tried to commit suicide.In any case, whether it is for this country, for those who follow him, for himself, or for Gilfies, he must cheer up and continue to stand where he should stand—with his own strength, He calmed down.
And after confirming that he really calmed down, the others finally had a sense of certainty in their hearts, and they began to listen to him, withdraw and no longer surround him, and let him rest alone.
Standing alone in front of the bedroom window, the emperor quietly looked at the night sky outside.
The room was quiet, and there was no one there but him—not even the other person who would normally be here.He misses him very much, but at the same time he also understands that he has to bear the consequences for his actions.
Even he was almost wide awake.Next, he will work hard for it, but he will not insist on struggling—even if there is no result and he cannot go on, love is still love.If he loses the other party this time, Reinhard will experience the most painful loss in his life, but as long as Gilfies is still alive, his will will not collapse.The memories of the past will always remain in his heart, just like the stars above his head will always twinkle, leading the way and pointing the way for him in his lifetime.
Gilphia Ace.
The emperor said his name silently, and then began to foolishly recall the spelling of the name, feeling like listening to the wind blowing in the grassland.
After finally speaking his mind and venting the extreme emotions that had accumulated deep in his heart for a long time and were so serious that they caused him to lose his psychological balance, Gilfies calmed down very quickly.
He didn't show any more aggressive thoughts, and at the same time he was once again in full control of his actions.Although he was still a little quiet, his thoughtful manners and gentle demeanor had returned to him.He even tried to eat a couple of bites when Biddenfield's men brought them supper, and it was clear to everyone that he couldn't possibly want to eat now.
Soon, Bidenfeld felt that the alert level could be lowered by one or two levels.
So he took the time to secretly talk to Mittermeier, exchanged information, discussed what to do next and so on.
"We can only wait for them to calm down first. They are too young and value each other too much, and their ideas are too idealistic. When they are impulsive, they really don't care about anything."
"Then I think my side is calm enough—now it's as if he's been dumbed down by poison."
"...That means they haven't completely calmed down yet. Give them some more time, and people like them won't fail to understand. In addition, His Majesty has already sent someone to persuade His Highness, remember that you just need to listen, and don't help to urge him to go back or Talk too much, as long as he can understand that His Majesty is waiting for him to go back."
"Okay, no problem, you can do whatever you want. Those of you who understand love have the final say on this matter. I am only responsible for listening and executing orders."
These words caused Mittermeier on the opposite side to pause for a while.
Bidenfeld intuitively felt that he wanted to refute the words "knowing love", but after the silence, Mittermeier chose to ignore this very wisely, and began to take care of Bidenfeld, "Be patient and try to watch your words and emotions, and never say the wrong thing ".
Responding with the best temper, Bidenfeld felt that he was really delaying his mother-in-law like never before.At the same time, he felt that Mittermeier had actually changed a bit—of course, the previous him certainly couldn’t understand this mysterious and unpredictable natural phenomenon, and he had no idea about everything related to it.But now he can understand the general ins and outs of this matter, the root cause, and even has the ability to make suggestions for the parties involved.
Maybe being in a relationship or something... does make one smarter and sharper--Bidenfield starts to think that for a moment, but then he quickly puts it all together when he thinks about the Emperor and Gilphaas. The words crossed out from my mind.
About two hours later, a special emissary from Reinhardt arrived.
The gentleman who came here was not a soldier, but one of the attendants who accompanied Reinhardt to Heinesen this time. Gilfils also knew him, and had accepted his greetings and smiles many times.
He wasn't wearing a uniform, and he was wearing a very everyday plain suit, which showed that the emperor didn't intend to put pressure on Gilfies from any hierarchical point of view.At the same time, it was almost 2:[-] in the morning, and Reinhardt had never troubled his officials with his personal affairs, and now he did so only because he was very anxious.
Gilfies received this gentleman very politely, and listened carefully to what he had to say—"Now Your Majesty is very sorry for you, Your Highness. He regrets what he has done and wants to redeem everything , I hope you will return to him for the sake of his sincerity. He doesn't ask for anything from you, and he fully understands your anger and disappointment. Everything can be discussed, the key is that you have to go back first-and even if you don't Go back, His Majesty will always be waiting for you."
For an emperor, such an expression is really extremely condescending.But of course Gilfies didn't immediately feel repentant and grateful. He just showed a sad expression and nodded slowly to show that he knew.
He remained silent.
It's just that now even Bidenfeld can feel that what's hidden under this silence is not a cold heart and cold rejection.Gilfies seemed to be thinking about something in a very complicated and peaceful state.
In fact, as long as you inform the other party of the emperor's intentions, the mission of Mr. Attendant can be regarded as a successful conclusion.But out of selfishness, he doesn't think that's enough.
"I don't know what you want now?" After a little consideration, he tried to win over the other party, "Actually, there are still vacancies in the car, and your bed is made as usual."
This time, Gilfies finally answered, "Sorry."
As long as the other party refuses, leave immediately - Mr. Attendant has been clearly taken care of in this way.So then he saluted and said goodbye immediately, and retreated silently and gracefully.
Of course Bidenfeld knew that Gilfies would refuse, but to some extent he felt that things were beginning to change.
"If you don't go back now, when will you go back? Don't you really want to never go back? Don't tell me that you are a person who wants to put down picks when you encounter problems, and you don't even want to take your own responsibilities to the end." With Ya's care, he asked the people around him very directly.
"...Let me think about it." As if prevaricating, Gilfies answered the other party in this way, and at the same time leaned his head back on the backrest of the commander's seat, covering his face with his hands.
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