【Ji Lai】【Romy】Far Star

In fact, Bidenfield couldn't figure out where Gilfies could go - this is Henessen, not Odin. Of course, he will definitely not go back to the villa, but he doesn't have any parents, relatives, or friends. It can provide him with a place to stay, and at the same time, it is impossible for him to find a hotel or tavern or sit in a park in the middle of the street and do nothing.

So he turned around in circles like a headless fly, stood still and made a lot of ideas, and finally had a flash of inspiration and thought of the only remaining possibility.

"Go to the airport." He jumped into his car and ordered the driver.

Facts have proved that his conjecture was correct, because after about an hour of running wildly, he was indeed received by the person in charge of the airport who looked inexplicable and full of trepidation, and got the news from the other party that the Grand Duke suddenly Arrived without saying a word about boarding Barbarossa.

Biddenfeld wanted to help his forehead, but was very happy to find him.At the same time, Reinhardt's concern also surfaced in his mind again, prompting him to climb up to Barbarossa as soon as possible, and went to look for him in Gilfies' cabin.

The cabin door is closed.After knocking on the door and standing there for a minute, Bidenfield felt that no one was inside.

So he turned around and went to the bridge, and finally found the person he was looking for—Gilfies was sitting alone on the command seat, the hall was empty, only a few small lights above his head emitted the Hazy light.

Biddenfield didn't alarm him, and Gilfies didn't have the ability to detect anything at this time.So he didn't realize he had arrived until he was held down by Biddenfeld and forced to snatch the gun from his body.

He looks at him.Even in the dim light now, Biddenfield could notice that his eyes were completely red.

"Little brother, don't be like this..." Biddenfeld tried to persuade him with some uncertainty.

Those words made Gilfies turn his head away.Then there was a very poignant, soft sniffling sound, and Gilfies lowered his head and said, "I'm fine."

Now Bidenfeld became angry again: "How could it be okay, I'm not blind! It's Oberstein, right! What did he say?"

"He didn't say anything."

"Why do you still protect him now? Could it be that if you are a fair person, he will stop targeting you? This bastard who only engages in conspiracy..." "He really didn't say anything. He just told me the truth." Some Interrupting the opponent forcefully, Gilfies seemed to really not feel that Oberstein was responsible for anything.

Bidenfeld could never agree to this, but he also understood that now is not the time to confront Gilphias—forcing himself to forget Oberstein, he murmured for a while, and then finally thought of his words: "...but No matter what, don't quarrel with His Majesty. How much he cares about you, you can't care more, how can you make him sad?"

After hearing these words, Gilfies was stunned for a while.

Then he asked his friend standing next to him, clutching his gun: "Do you really think he loves me?"

Because he didn't know how to express this concept, Bidenfield froze for a while, but undoubtedly he still wanted to save the situation as much as possible: "I don't know much about love...I can only say, I believe that for your majesty He is willing to do anything. He really loves you and is devoted to you, I can guarantee that this is definitely not just lip service. "

Gilfies took a long breath, feeling both a sigh and a prelude to crying: "I know that he is willing to do a lot of things for me, and I also know that he really loves me. But so what? His The position has already determined the choice he will make, even if I can influence him or even confuse him in certain things, in the end..."

He couldn't go on.Bidenfield didn't like to hear him say such frustrated words: "There is nothing between you and him to influence or confuse. You and him should have had a good discussion and moved forward together..."

"But it's impossible. Absolutely impossible." Gilfies spoke again, and Bidenfield felt that he really heard the cry, "He is the emperor of the empire, and the most important thing in his life is this country. He has too much The principle of more must be adhered to. Like today, I don’t even have the position to blame him for saying that, because he is right. ——Those things represent the life, life, happiness and future of millions of people, and private emotions are nothing compared to them.”

"Don't be like this, I think you're going to be a dead end..." "I've been dreaming, hoping that I can occupy an absolute position and weight in his life, and want to be the most important part of him, but the dream is just a dream after all. Don't Speaking of Oberstein, even he himself understands that I should never stand in that position. No matter how much he likes me and gets close to me, I can only be positioned as a courtier in the end, and I must be well controlled and restrained. Everything is right, only I am wrong..."

Bidenfield could no longer answer him, so he could only move closer, as if he was trying to support Gilfies, and put his hand on his shoulder.

Then the two of them stood there silently for a while, and the trembling and heavy panting of Gilfies was the only thing that could show that time was indeed still flowing.

"It would be great if I could go back to when I was a child...or just let me die at that time..."

Suddenly, he said something like this, and at the same time he couldn't control his voice at all.The hoarse and inflected words resounded on the bridge, setting off a little empty echo.

Bidderfield knew, though he didn't see it directly, that there were tears falling like rain on a summer afternoon.

Sitting quietly on the sofa in his office, the emperor felt that everything was unimportant.

Putting his elbows on his knees, he just kept this movement in a daze, staring at the extremely smooth and shiny waxed surface of the coffee table.

He knew that what happened this time might be irreversible, but seriously, he didn't want to face such an ending.

Once, because of his selfish stupidity, he was forced to face the fact that Jilfiece might die, but luckily he and he survived.And now, because of his ruthless approach and self-righteousness, he was forced to face the situation where he completely disappointed and was completely disgusted by the other party, but the difference was that this time he didn't think he could survive—once Now that the end of the world really comes, it is impossible for him to have any enthusiasm and hope for the future.

Oberstein was ordered to reflect behind closed doors, but the emperor still did not blame others.

Just as Gilfies expressed, he is the one who really decides.If you stick to your principles and do things right, no one can force those misfortunes on you against your will.

There is no shirking responsibility at all, everything is my own fault.

I have always been too arrogant, too naive, and took everything I have for granted-especially for Gilfies.

In the past, I always pulled him, led him to make troubles, urged him to do things that did not conform to the behavior standard of a "good boy" in the general sense, asked him to accompany me to kindergarten for my own purpose, and completely tampered with his original behavior. Being able to settle a happy fate, interfere with his life arbitrarily, bring him too much trouble and danger, put him in danger of death, until finally pull him into the vortex of his desire.

For these, Gilfies fully tolerated.He never complains or is dissatisfied with anything, even if he makes a mistake, the only thing he will do is to persuade, tolerate and wait.

There is no doubt that I was spoiled by him, and I even forgot that he actually has his own bottom line and temper.

And unfortunately, this time I should really step on his bottom line: Gilfies has always regarded himself as the highest, tried his best to take care of himself, and bet almost all the love in his life on himself.Under such a premise, of course he would ask for an emotionally reciprocal return-this is definitely not greed, it is just the instinctive hope of a normal human being after making such a heavy effort, but he actually let him in this matter. disappointment.

He has given me everything, and I treat him like that, which makes him so sad.Reinhard thought so.

Then, he saw small dark spots of water appear on his sleeves, on his knees, and on the carpet under his feet.

At the same time, beneath his calm exterior, devoid of anything but a touch of mellow melancholy, a somewhat grotesque thought popped up: If only I could prove to him that my feelings for him and his feelings for me It's the same... Will he forgive me?

Reinhardt looked up suddenly.

he thought.He does have a way of proving this.Although strictly speaking, this method is very unflattering and requires him to pay an extremely heavy price, but it is not impossible to do it - and as long as it can save Gilfies, what can't be done?

A sudden frenzy overwhelmed him.

He began to shake and felt unspeakable tension, fear and excitement.Soon he could no longer sit in his original position, because the blood on his body seemed to be on fire, burning his brain and nerves, clamoring for him to go desperate.

So he was really desperate.

Standing up, he recalled where the things he wanted were.And when he remembered that it was in the second drawer from the left of the desk, he walked over without hesitation and bent down to open the drawer.

But he was so focused that he ignored his surroundings.

He didn't know when he entered the room and how he approached him, but in the next second Qisri had already rushed in front of him.He raised his hand to block the emperor's hand, pressed the other hand heavily on the drawer, knelt down in front of the emperor, and separated him from the desk with himself.

He didn't speak because he was speechless.He just looked up at the emperor in horror and embarrassment, and transparent cold sweat gradually appeared on his forehead.Usually he is always so silent and calm, with ease, but now he seems to have been cornered.

The emperor stared at him blankly for a moment.

Then, Reinhardt showed an expression as if he had been awakened - he didn't seem to know what happened just now, but he was undoubtedly very sorry for causing the current situation.

"Please don't do this." He reached out to help the loyal brigadier general, but the other party didn't get up.Qisili looked at the emperor, his Adam's apple rolled up and down, but he couldn't express his thoughts, and finally he only uttered a trembling half sentence: "Please..."

Looking at the scene in front of him, the feeling of illusory dizziness rushed to Reinhardt's head, giving him the illusion that he might fall down at any time.

So he closed his eyes and asked himself to take a deep breath, and then he was supported by Qisri who stood up.The Brigadier General put him back on the sofa, and after making sure that he would not act rashly again, he invited Falenhit, who had been guarding outside, and Mittermeier, who had heard the news, to come in.He didn't dare to let the emperor be alone in a quiet room with no one around him anymore.

It's a pity that the two generals couldn't comfort the emperor.They couldn't bring up the situation just now, couldn't ask him in detail what happened, let alone why Gilfies behaved like this.And if they don't know even that, then they can't say anything.