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"It's already very late, how about Xiao Dan sleeping tonight? It just so happens that I can talk to my aunt." Mu's mother smiled and greeted the two of them. Cui Dan was about to nod secretly but was accepted by Mu Hexiao. Guohuatou: "Mom, I'll send her back right away. She has to go to work tomorrow. It's too far from our house to go to work, so it's inconvenient." Is it really inconvenient?Mu Hexiao chose to be a part-time model in order to earn money back then. After graduating from university, he signed the company as a matter of course. Later, when the contract expired, he also rejected the company's idea of ​​renewing the contract, and started a loose model by himself. There was no one to pick up the job, and Cui Dan had already turned into his manager, helping him arrange work and handle the itinerary.Ordinarily, the two went to work at exactly the same pace, which should be the most convenient. It can be seen that Mu Hexiao really didn't find a suitable reason to refuse.

Saying goodbye to her parents, Mu Hexiao concentrated on driving the car along the way. Cui Dan wanted to speak up several times, but she endured it until the car stopped smoothly downstairs at her house. Before getting out of the car, Cui Dan wanted to see her off like other couples In the last farewell kiss, Mu Hexiao dodged intentionally, and then froze there as if he realized something again.But it was just like this, maybe it took less than a second for Cui Dan who had been speechless to speak: "I feel like a clown, I love you is a one-man show, your heart is very hot, but it is a hard piece to me." Stone, if my love for you every day was a drop of water, there should be some traces after 8 years of dripping! But why are you so determined to choose to only look at the back of a person!" Tears are like broken beads, dripping The drop made Mu Hexiao even more speechless. The reason why he agreed to Cui Dan's pursuit at the beginning was because Tao Jia and Ling Yan were together, and his heart was hollowed out, and he couldn't sleep because of the pain every day.I don't want to use Cui Dan to fill in the gap, so when we were together, I also said that I would not fall in love with her, I just want to be a friend who can talk and share my thoughts, and Cui Dan also said that he doesn't care about the result.But now he still has to face such a question, what to say, how to comfort, Mu Hexiao has no idea at all, in fact, the answer is too obvious, the heart is only so big, if it can be easily changed, then what is the pain?

"Sorry, I know what I said is unreasonable, but I still want you to understand, I don't think I have the strength to like anyone else, and I don't want to change. I think I have liked Tao Jia for too long, For a long time, I have regarded this kind of feeling as a habit. Therefore, no matter what your decision is, I will not oppose it, and I owe you this." Cui Dan listened to it with tears but finally laughed, which is ironic Laughing, who are you laughing at? I don’t know. Can she still not understand the person she has liked for 8 years?I like him probably because of his single-mindedness and gentleness, but neither of these are for me.But I still accept the fact that I have been imagining that one day I can change.Such a result is actually expected, but why can't I accept it, my heart hurts too much.

"Actually, I never said that I hate Tao Jia. I wish I could burn him to ashes! I hate that he doesn't know how to cherish at all. What he squanders at will is something I can't get with all my hard work. But I am very proud, I You two like each other but can never be together, you can stand on the opposite side of your parents for him, but he will never give you this chance. He has two lives on his back, Mu Hexiao, you are still persistent What, it is impossible for you and him! Tao Jia is just a selfish ghost, he is reluctant to let go, so he let you suffer with him. But you never get tired of it." In the last sentence, Cui Dan almost exhausted all his strength.She wanted him to know how stupid and pathetic he was!And she knew in her heart that it was impossible, and she still had some ideas, hoping that he could choose wisely to give up.But the person in front of her just smiled softly, it was a kind of indifferent smile, she just looked at him with tears and looked at the busy traffic outside the window, and said softly: "This is a dead end, who am I to compare?" They are all sober. Unless he says that he is not willing to bear the shackles anymore, otherwise, I will never let go. Even if I want to lose my bones, I will stay by his side, as long as he needs me."

The last hope also disintegrated in a few words, and behind the hope was doomed disappointment.For a moment, Cui Dan didn't know where her strength came from. She let go of her 8 years of infatuation, wiped away her tears, and took a deep breath: "It's impossible for us?" "Sorry!" She answered without hesitation, but it was expected middle. "Thank you, thank you for accompanying me through that time, thank you!" Not wanting to let him see the tears she shed for him in front of this man, Cui Dan quickly jumped out of the car, and stood still with his back facing the car door: "I should have said this a long time ago. I don't have 8 years to wait for you to let him go. In fact, I don't believe you will let go. I am not as brave as you, or my love for you is not as good as yours." For him, I conceded defeat, and I lost completely, but it was worth it."

Seeing the figure running upstairs, Mu Hexiao let out a long sigh of relief, feeling unclear about the emotions in his heart, including guilt, sadness, and even a hint of relief.In this way, maybe you can wait even more without distractions!It's just that I owe her, I don't know if I can still pay it off.

Tao Jia walked out of Liuguang alone, the night road was only a few dim lights, and even the moon was not so clear, where to go, but there was no result at once. Thinking about it, the only place in the world to go is the one with Mu Hexiao In the rented apartment, when Mu Hexiao was busy walking the stage, waiting seemed to be a peaceful state of mind, but knowing that the reason why he didn't come back today was not because of this, the quietness made people feel a kind of loneliness instead.Standing at the intersection hesitating, touching his pockets and the cigarettes that came from Wu Fei, he wanted to light it but remembered that Mu Hexiao had already taken away the lighter, so he had to play with it and stood in a daze at the intersection, but he did not expect the unexpected Waiting to chase after her Xiaowen, "Go to my place, I'll buy some lo-mei, and have a good chat at night." As if his heart finally found his way home in an instant, Tao Jia hid his previous loneliness and smiled and joked: "Where is Situ? No Will it bother you?" "Nonsense..." Xiaowen blushed and took a bite, and pulled Tao Jia towards the intersection, a black Honda slowly stopped, and Situ rolled down the window and greeted the two of them to get in the car with a smile , the lo mei has been bought, bringing bursts of fragrance, "I will not go back today when I look at the store. You carry the lo mei when you get off the car. There is beer in the refrigerator at home and red wine in the wine cabinet, but you two are not allowed to drink it. Drunk!" Tao Jia smiled and patted Xiaowen on the shoulder: "Have you heard that, the leader has already ordered you to get drunk!" Hold on, it makes me want to strangle me to death every time someone comes to pick you up." Xiaowen was able to fight back, and was about to say a few more words, but was interrupted by Situ coughing, and then he noticed that Tao Jia's face was a little pale , Immediately understood that he has been abnormal all the time today, he probably didn't eat well at all, his stomach problem is not a day or two, and if he doesn't know how to cherish himself like this, something big will happen sooner or later.Try to keep quiet all the way, so that Tao Jia can close his eyes and rest for a while.After arriving home, Xiao Wen found new pajamas for Tao Jia and cooked a bowl of noodles for him. After the two of them took a bath, they sat cross-legged on the bed in the bedroom, set up a small table, a few plates of snacks, and a pile of beer. In this way, you take one bite and one bite, and all your troubles are left behind.

"Don't you need to call Mu Hexiao? He will be worried!" Xiaowen picked a boiled peanut and threw it into his mouth.Tao Jia stared straight at the beer can, as if he was in a daze, and it took him a long time to reply: "No, he and his girlfriend went home to see his godmother, and she always has backaches recently." Xiaowen shook his head with a wry smile , shaking the beer can, "Come on, do one!" Tao Jia smiled and touched lightly, both of them took a deep breath.After a long time, Xiaowen spoke slowly: "I didn't speak for Wu Fei because of Situ's relationship. I know what you're thinking, but now you can't pass this level at all. Can you be with him? Why? Why do you want to be in such pain? You know Wu Fei’s heart for you, why not give him a chance to let everyone be completely relieved!” Tao Jia smiled wryly and shook his head: “Sometimes I envy you and Situ very much. Thinking that there are really too few people who can get together again. I used to think that I had such happiness, but time proved me wrong. Now time tells me that if I have a relationship, I will not be wrong if I choose, but I have no way to choose. .This is a road of eternal doom, and I can't let others walk with me...Wu Fei, let me think about it again, I don't want to be with him in the future because of guilt towards him!"

Maybe the topic is too heavy, the pots are empty on the ground one by one, both of them are a little drunk, after moving the table to the floor, they find a place to lie down side by side on the bed, Xiao Wen smiled and patted Tao Jia's arm: "Let's We have known each other for several years!" "Well, it has been many years!" Tao Jialue replied after thinking for a moment. "Do you still remember? It was snowing, and I was sitting on the side of the road wearing a thin coat. I was still thinking, maybe tomorrow or the day after tomorrow there will be news that someone on the side of the road is freezing to death, and then I saw a Put the umbrella over my head." Xiaowen was obviously a little drunk, and he started to chatter.Tao Jia turned over and pulled the quilt on one side, and covered him: "Actually, I noticed you in the morning, but when I saw you were still on the side of the road at night, I suddenly wanted to talk to you. At that time, I couldn't." Heart-to-heart friends, Ah Xiao, Wu Fei, Situ, they are all by my side, but I can’t say anything.” “So, this is fate, although the words are quite vulgar, but without you, I picked me up and introduced me later When I come to Liuguang, I won’t know Situ, and I won’t have the life I have now.” Tao Jia smiled silently: “Yes, everything is fate.”