GL on the tip of the tongue

Diaries, paintings, videos... At the beginning, Xia Weiyang sorted them all out without subdividing them.Now, when she opened the magic box of memory, a gust of wind blew up in her memory, and suddenly, the chapters of her memory crashed and turned back all at once.

I thought I had forgotten, but in fact, I never forgot anything.She in Chen Muhan's paintings, in Chen Muhan's handwriting, in Chen Muhan's recorded video, she is still talking about her... She used to be autistic, because she was afraid of facing the face, and suppressed herself severely and deeply. She thought that in this way, she could pretend Nothing ever happened.

However, reality is reality, no matter how she avoided it, she finally returned to reality.

In the recorded video, there are scenes of their affection, but most of the time, Chen Muhan is alone. She is often in a daze, concentrating, and crying.Xia Weiyang kept watching, and saw Chen Muhan who was sitting in the living room crying endlessly in the middle of the night, she was really in pain, so painful that she couldn't extricate herself.

And the next day, Chen Muhan in front of Xia Weiyang was still the mature and sensible tyrant.

Chen Muhan, I'm sorry for letting you suffer so much alone.

I understand that you lie, but I was too angry at that time, so angry that I didn't want to accept you and understand you.Even through the screen, I could feel Chen Muhan's pain and depression at that time, Xia Weiyang's eyes were sour again, and the tears had long been unbearable.

Along with Chen Muhan wiping her tears in the screen, Xia Weiyang also raised her hand to wipe her tears, the person in the screen said: "But I really don't want to drive you away, scumbag, I love you, why would I drive you away? I always remember the agreement between us, I remember that we can't drive each other away, sometimes, I really want to tell you everything, you can punish me however you want, but I'm afraid that these things will irritate you, I don't know how these things will affect you, I..." Xia Weiyang burst into tears, overbearing, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, is it too late for me to say sorry now?

I used to think that I was the most innocent and painful person in the world, but now, Xia Weiyang suddenly discovered that Chen Muhan's pain was no less than hers.She can still vent her will, but Chen Muhan can only swallow the bitter fruit, pretending that nothing happened.

Chen Muhan said: "If she doesn't like it, give her freedom." Chen Muhan, even if I say I don't like it, don't give me freedom. Didn't we make an appointment?No matter how you chase the other party, don't leave. It's you who missed the appointment.

Even though she is autistic enough to block her memories, she is still so attached to Chen Muhan, what else can I say?In this life, there is no way to escape.

Xia Weiyang's face flushed red in the intense scene where she was gasping for breath. It was only now that she really realized one thing, she took away Chen Muhan's first time.When she was still losing her memory, Chen Muhan gave her her body, but Chen Muhan never really entered her own body. Is she afraid that she will regret it?Fool, how could I regret it.

The bastard who always likes to push her away, Chen Muhan, even if you can hold me tightly just once, we won't end up like this today.

Have cried, laughed, been happy, been in pain... Xia Weiyang got up to get the wine, and took a sip with her head raised.This time, Xia Weiyang was not drunk, except for the first sip, which was a strong gulp, and after that, she took small sips, drinking with memories.

Chen Muhan, after today, I really want to start my life again.

I want to make myself better, so that one day in the future, when we meet again, I won't be so embarrassed.

Xia Weiyang fell asleep crying, when Mu Zihe came back, he smelled alcohol.Covering Xia Weiyang with a quilt, Mu Zihe stood up, looked at Xia Weiyang's full of memories, sighed softly, and withdrew.

The next day

On the third day

Fourth day

……

The seventh day

This week, it has been like this, Mu Zihe will go out at the right time at night, Xia Weiyang will sit in the bedroom, face her own memories, and open herself up little by little, until, in her heart, she completely accepts all the memories, until, she It can be done without crying.

"Teacher Mu, you don't need to go out tonight." Xia Weiyang came out of the kitchen halfway through washing the dishes, and said playfully, "You don't need to stay at other people's house."

Mu Zihe smiled and said, "How do you know that I'm staying at someone else's house?"

"Because you smell of her perfume."

"Ha, you should sing it directly." Mu Zihe was somewhat relieved, she knew that Xia Weiyang must still be uncomfortable, but she was calmer than before.

Time is indeed a good medicine. She can't forget Jiang Xiaofei, maybe the time is not long enough.However, she has also improved compared to before. After returning to China, Mu Zihe has not contacted Jiang Xiaofei, nor does she plan to.

Women, sometimes they are very generous, but sometimes they are stingy. These two sentences are aimed at the same person.

Once, how generous you were to a person, now, you can be as stingy to a person.Mu Zihe was completely fussy, and Jiang Xiaofei, who didn't have her in his heart at all, hum, such a cold person would not be happy.

Xia Weiyang stayed at Muzihe's house for a few days, helping her with odd jobs, for example: drawing illustrations for her new book to be published.When it comes to illustrations, Xia Weiyang thinks of Mu Zihe's friend, that very powerful and picky character, "Teacher Mu, has she published a book recently?"

"She is so busy flying around that she has no time." Mu Zihe sat in front of the computer without looking back, "Will talking to me affect your drawing?" Xia Weiyang looked up at her back and said casually, " It doesn't matter, I often do this abroad."

"Be attentive when doing things."

"Okay, okay, Teacher Mu." Xia Weiyang said, "You are a little girl, I spoil you."

Mu Zihe turned around with a smile, "It's like you're older than me." Xia Weiyang pursed her lips in joy, "I'm mentally mature."

"Yes, yes, it must be hundreds of years old, and there lives an old goblin."

"Teacher Mu, you are so childish."

"In a family, there can't be two old-fashioned people." After Mu Zihe's voice fell, Xia Weiyang nodded, "Yes, in a family, there can't be two naive people."

The two of them bickered from time to time, making the room more alive.

"Wei Young, stay in the country." Mu Zihe issued another invitation, "Since you let go of the past, there is nothing you can't face. You develop in the country and have better network resources to use. This is a very realistic problem. "Xia Weiyang is actually thinking about this issue, "I think too, to tell you the truth, when you were busy recently, I submitted my resume a few times, but the results were not ideal."

Mu Zihe was speechless, "Have you still submitted your resume?" He weighed his hands, "Show me your resume." Xia Weiyang did print out a paper resume, and I'm too embarrassed to give it to her, "It's better not to read it..."

Mu Zihe stretched out his hand to snatch it, Xia Weiyang blushed, "Don't laugh at me after you read it." Mu Zihe glanced wide, and said twice, "Tsk tsk, is this your resume or a running account?" Xia Weiyang blushed. Hong, "Hey, tell me not to laugh at me."

"The resume is not good, there are no highlights, and you haven't written anything that should stand out. Why do you use your strengths and advantages if you don't write them?" Mu Zihe threw the resume on the table, "If we didn't know each other, your Give me your resume, and I’ll pass it off after a quick glance.” Mu Zihe spread his hands and shrugged, “You didn’t write seriously at all, do you think you graduated from a prestigious university with a good background and strength, so you just write casually, thinking that people can pass you Simple words, see your beautiful heart?"

Xia Weiyang didn't want to admit it, but Mu Zihe was somewhat right, to put it harshly, he just didn't take these companies seriously, and wrote casually because he believed in his own strength.Unexpectedly, the company didn't like her, which made Xia Weiyang depressed for a few days.

"Please write me a good resume." Mu Zihe stood up and stretched, "If you are sure to stay in China, I will find you a good company. It may not be the world's top [-], but there is definitely room for growth. , Do you want to do it, you think about it and give me an answer."

Xia Weiyang thought about it for a whole week and still hasn't made a decision, and Mu Zihe didn't rush her.This date, as soon as it swayed, half a month passed.Apart from preparing her resume, Xia Weiyang is also secretly submitting her resume for an interview, so she can increase her experience.When she was free, Xia Weiyang stopped and stopped in City H, reliving many memories of her and Chen Muhan.

Compared with the original bitterness, now it is more of tranquility, longing for tyranny, and a touch of sweetness.

Xia Weiyang likes City H, this is the place where they met again and fell in love again, like another part of their life, "I want to try staying in City H, if there is a chance."

"Small company, do you dislike it?" Mu Zihe asked while biting his pen, Xia Weiyang shook his head, "I value the future more."

"I'll give you a call. I'll make an appointment for an interview tomorrow." Mu Zihe sent Xia Weiyang an email, "Here's the company profile and related introductions, you can take a look first."

Xia Weiyang said oh, and started to look around, her expression was normal, Mu Zihe looked at her, "You call after you think about it, if you decide to start, you can't back down." Seeing that Xia Weiyang didn't react too much, Mu Zihe continued: "Although this company has only been established for a few years, you must be familiar with their achievements."

Xia Weiyang turned her head and glanced, Mu Zihe rested her chin on her hand, "For example, this company is responsible for the landscape design of the world's largest tourist resort that City H is planning to build." Xia Weiyang licked her little mouth , glanced at the company's name again: DC, "Isn't this company in City H? Why is it still in English?"

"The company was registered abroad, kid." Mu Zihe said slowly, "You can't keep up with your thinking. The company's headquarters is in the United States, and it's a branch in China."

"What is the name of this company in China?"

"You look down."

The text was too long, Xia Weiyang directly dragged it to the bottom, the company's Chinese name read: Fei Se Ying Xiang.

this name...

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