GL on the tip of the tongue

The door opened, "Baba!" Xia Weiyang shouted without even seeing anyone clearly.

"You..." A strange man in home clothes stood at the door, "Girl, did you find the wrong door?"

"Who is it?" A female voice came, and the man turned around and said, "It's a strange girl."

The dream was shattered, everything was an illusion, Xia Weiyang suddenly turned around, walked down step by step, tears fell drop by drop.

The house has been sold.Their past is completely ruined. The Chen family sold the house and never want to come back, right?

Xia Weiyang sat in the gazebo downstairs, the howling north wind cut her face, but it was nothing compared to the pain in her heart.Xia Weiyang burst into tears, Chen Muhan, are you really going to do this?Why even sell the house?I was wrong, but you are not wrong?How can you be so decisive?I owe you several lifetimes to like you.

Xia's original house is still there, but no one lives there.Xia Weiyang opened the door with the key, except for being deserted, there is not much change, because when she moved, she didn't take many things.

Xia Weiyang sent a text message to her family to report her safety, and Xia's father secretly sent her a message: Daughter, is everything going well?

Xia Weiyang had a sore nose, and wrote: Father, the Chen family sold the house.

Xia Weiyang gave birth to a trace of despair, no matter how good she becomes, what can she do?In this life, she might never see Chen Muhan again.Thinking of this possibility, Xia Weiyang lost hope in everything, yes, she is so worthless, everything she did in the past was to make herself reunite with Chen Muhan better.

But now, even the house in their hometown has been sold, along with their memories, how can this be?

Father Xia: Daughter, Dad wants to hear what's on your mind. To Chen Muhan...

Xia Weiyang wiped her tears and wrote: Dad, I love her, no matter how much I deny or lie, I can't change this fact, since I can remember, I have liked her.For so many years, love has taken root long ago. If you want to not love her, you have to eradicate the roots.Apart from my death, how can we kill the weeds and get rid of the roots?

Father Xia: Daughter, don’t think that way. Problems are dead, but people are alive.Dad originally didn't know what you thought of Chen Muhan, whether you wanted to be with her again, or let nature take its course.But when you mentioned that you wanted to go back to the market, dad knew that you never let her go in your heart.

With a deep sense of powerlessness in Xia Weiyang's heart, she wrote: Dad, it's not that I don't want to let go, it's that I can't do it at all.Involuntary, you understand?

No one wants to let go of Chen Muhan more easily than her, remember her, miss her, who knows the pain?In foreign countries, she also secretly cried countless times.But they all told themselves to persevere, in order that one day, they would be even better, stand openly in front of Chen Muhan, and be more suitable for her.Yes, she has such vain thoughts, she is so worthless, she can't be with Chen Muhan in this life, nothing makes sense...

Father Xia: Dad knows, so let's do it at the same time. On the one hand, look for Chen Muhan, and on the other hand continue to study.

Xia Weiyang was disappointed, and wrote: Dad, this is the last time I look for her. I have looked for her so many times, but she still refuses to show up. She really wants to hide from me, hehe, I will give up, even though I can't do it now, but I really won't be looking for her again.

Father Xia: Girl, think it over. Letting go of a person is not just talking about it, but actually letting go. Can you do it?

Of course, it can't be done, so it's painful.He clearly understands all of this, but he has to run counter to his true wishes.One step forward is an abyss, one step back is a cliff, no matter how she walks, it is a dead end.So, let it be like this, Chen Muhan, you have sold our memories, I, Xia Weiyang, am nothing in your eyes.

Xia Weiyang: Dad, I went back after wandering here for a few days, don't tell mom these things, after I go back, everything will return to the original state.

Father Xia only sent three words, silly girl.

Xia Weiyang's eye sockets were sore immediately, "Fuck it, fuck it, why do I have to like you, Chen Muhan?"you tell me!What do I like about you?I have to change it all, okay?It is precisely because I like everything about her that I don't know where to start so as not to like her.That is a complete love that cannot be divided.

Xia Weiyang went to buy wine, and bought two small wontons. She remembered that she came back from Beijing late at night, and wanted to hide in a dark corner to scare Chen Muhan, but she lost herself instead.It was Chen Muhan who came over to find her, and they held hands and bought a little chaotic, and when they got home, they fed each other, and at night, they slept in the same bed... They even kissed... Everything was never forgotten.

Chen Muhan, I don't miss the past, I don't want to miss the past, I miss, because there was you in the past.

I miss the past, maybe I don't regard the past as the past at all. I often imagine that everything is in the present.

You can't do it when you're sober, but you can deceive yourself and others when you're drunk.Xia Weiyang sat in the bedroom, looking at the familiar scene in the room, everything from the past emerged, her eyes and heart were full of one person.

Chen Muhan, I love you so much.I started to like you without knowing why, you took everything from me, even my heart, and only left me a shell.

The little wontons were not eaten at all, and they drank directly.Soon, the person was drunk and his memory began to be confused.Xia Weiyang's fascinated eyes saw it, the opposite building, the lights were on, ah~ha~ Baba~ Baba is there~ Xia Weiyang staggered towards the window, his legs didn't work at all, and he fell softly on the ground On the ground, she was panting and couldn't get up, she still stubbornly tilted her head and looked at the opposite light.

Baba, Baba, there, she was looking at herself.Xia Weiyang fumbled for a long time, took out her own phone, flipped through it, but couldn't find the number she was looking for, Baba's phone was missing~ Xia Weiyang sniffed aggrievedly, she simply typed it herself to be annoying, she couldn't Remember.

Xia Weiyang typed it in, pressed it to call immediately.Beep beep... The phone was picked up, and Xia Weiyang immediately yelled in a low voice, "Ba Ba Ba Ba Ba Ba!"

There was no sound on the phone, Xia Weiyang felt aggrieved, "I want to be a bully~ woo~" Xia Weiyang turned over with difficulty, curled up, and looked at the opposite building, "Baba~ woo~ I miss you~ come here Find me~ okay~" Xia Weiyang cried out, "I'm looking for you, I'm so tired, can you find me once?" Xia Weiyang cried and begged, "Even once is fine, Baba, come here Find me~" Memories and reality are confused.

"Every second, I miss you, every minute, I desperately want you, Baba, why don't you show up?" Xia Weiyang's crying body began to twitch, and she sobbed, "Where am I going? , I have never forgotten Baba, whoever I met, I can always think of Baba, a word, a song, a dish... Baba~ I love you so much, why don't you want me? Why~ tell me , what I did wrong, I will correct it~ okay?" Xia Weiyang began to cry out of breath, "or, just tell me, how can I not love you, okay? I'm really tired, I really want to die~"

"Scumbag." A call came from the phone, Xia Weiyang's teary eyes immediately widened, and she yelled several times, "Baba? Baba, Baba!"

"Zhazha, there is a way to meet Baba~ Do you want to?"

"I want it!"

"Now go back to bed, lie down, when you fall asleep, Baba will appear."

"really?"

"real."

"Baba won't lie to me, will he?"

"Yes."

"Then I'll sleep now." Xia Weiyang closed her eyes, sniffed her nose, pretended to snort a few times, and then yelled: "Ba Ba Ba Ba Ba Ba Ba Ba Ba Ba Ba Ba Ba Ba Ba Ba Ba Ba Ba Ba Ba Ba Ba Ba Ba Ba Ba Ba Ba Ba Ba Ba Ba Ba Ba Ba Ba Ba Ba Ba Ba Ba Ba Ba Ba Ba Ba Ba Ba Ba Ba Ba Ba Ba Ba Ba Ba Ba Ba Ba Ba Ba Ba Ba Ba Ba Ba Ba Ba Ba Ba Ba Come on come~"

"Little fool, don't lie to Baba~" It was a doting voice, "Baba is so smart, you won't be fooled~"

"Yeah, since I was a child, I have never been able to fool Baba der~" Xia Weiyang was wronged and proud, "I am the smartest bully~"

"Little scumbag, hang up the phone, sleep well, and when you fall asleep, Baba will appear."

"Don't~" Xia Weiyang closed her eyes obediently, "Don't hang up the phone~Baba will disappear~Baba, come quickly~woo~"

"Well, let's not hang up, Baba will chat with you, you will fall asleep in a while~"

"Well, I want to hear Baba tell stories~"

"Well, the bully will tell a story about a bully and a scumbag~"

"Yeah huh~ bully talking~ scumbag listening~"

"Say, once upon a time, there were two cute kids living in the same community, one with big eyes was cute, the other with a ponytail and a silly one..." Following the soothing words, Xia Weiyang's head sank, and after a while , went to sleep.

"Really?" Mother Chen asked.

"En." Chen Muhan was fully dressed. Finally, she picked up the mask, stood in front of the mirror, looked at her face, and put on the mask.

"Think about it, if Xia Weiyang finds out, all previous efforts will be for naught."

"She fell asleep."

"I have to go?" Sitting on the bed in the hotel, Mother Chen said calmly, "Since it's so hard to let go, why don't you get back together?"

"You and Miss Sister are so attached to each other, why do you push her away again and again?" Chen Muhan asked with her back to Chen's mother.

"You guys are different from us." Mother Chen paused, "Jiang Xiaofei, as long as I think about it, she will be mine the next second."

"Little slag, as long as I want, I can have her now."

"I can give Jiang Xiaofei everything, what can you give Xia Weiyang?"

Chen Muhan was silent, and Chen's mother said: "Don't live on impulse, for a lifetime, such a long time, are you really ready?"

"You can't even look at yourself, how can you get back together with Xia Weiyang when you're like this?" Chen Muhan's words hurt Chen Muhan, she touched the scar on her face, "My scar will get better in the future. "

"Yes, the scar on your face will heal, but what about the scar in your heart?"

"Mom!" Chen Muhan's voice trembled, and Chen's mother sighed, "Let's go, Mom will take you to see her."

Slag, here I come.