GL on the tip of the tongue

"I don't agree with you going to find her now." Mu Zihe spoke on the phone with a sharp tone, "Have you healed the scar and forgotten the pain?"

Xia Weiyang remained silent, the scar still hurts, but love her even more.This love cannot be denied by her.Every night when she couldn't sleep, she was thinking about it, and every day when she was full of thoughts, she was imagining countless times, if... If nothing happened, if she chose to bear it...

"I don't know where Chen Muhan is or what's going on with her, but according to your current appearance, even if you meet again, you are really together again." Mu Zihe paused, mercilessly, "It's just There is another period of time to torture each other, and now you can't bear the weight of love."

Xia Weiyang's eye sockets began to sore, she was unwilling, but she couldn't deny it.

"There is still a little reality, you didn't realize that even if you really found Chen Muhan, you are so sure that she will agree to be with you?" Mu Zihe's rhetorical question made Xia Weiyang's heart ache, but Mu Zihe didn't She didn't mean to stop, her gentle words in the past turned into thorns, stabbing Xia Weiyang, "Being with a childish person is a very tiring thing, why do you like Chen Muhan? Have you ever thought about it? "

Xia Weiyang's tears began to fall, she bit her lip to prevent herself from making a sound.

"Put yourself in another way, if you were Chen Muhan, would you choose someone who is younger than yourself?" Mu Zihe looked aggressive at the moment, Xia Weiyang's sobs had already been heard, but she was even more stern, "You love Chen Muhan, What can you give her? Or are you just selfishly enjoying the love she gives you?"

She didn't, she also loved Chen Muhan, she loved her, she was even willing to die for her.It is true that she almost lost her life because of Chen Muhan more than once, she never complained, Chen Muhan's love is so noble, isn't her love heavy?

That deserter liar is not worthy of her love at all. At this moment, Xia Weiyang became angry, wiped away her tears, and said viciously: "You are right, I am selfish, I will only love me in my life Myself, I don’t want to love anyone!” If you don’t love her, it won’t hurt, there are so many people who love her, any one of them is better than Chen Muhan.Those people, at least in one place, are better than Chen Muhan, they won't make themselves sad.Because, because... She won't be sad if she hasn't been tempted.

The phone was hung up rudely, Mu Zihe stared at the phone in his hand, and said silently in his heart: I'm sorry, Wei Young, other than this, I don't know how to stop you from pursuing her.I don't want to, see again, two people who love each other hurt each other.Wait, wait until you can afford to love each other, I wait for the day when you show your affection.I believe that day will definitely come.

Xia Weiyang burst into tears again, saying again and again that she won't cry for you, actually, why bother?To truly let go is to let nature take its course.

Chen Muhan, from this moment on, I will really let you go from the bottom of my heart.You are no longer an untouchable wound in my life.

In the eyes of outsiders, Xia Weiyang has really recovered. She studied hard and smiled seriously.Not only is she back to normal, she seems to be more mature than before, and she will take everything around her seriously.She gradually put away her cuteness and learned to walk in society like an adult.

Xia Weiyang's goal is simple, to paint and make money.Apart from that, she has no more pursuits.

Chen Muhan?She still misses and cries, but she accepts herself like this, like Xia Weiyang who once loved Chen Muhan deeply.One day, the feelings will fade away, and one day, she will be able to control her feelings.

Xia Weiyang's junior year is extremely busy, she wants to graduate early so that she can do what she likes to do.

"What do you like to do?" Mu Zihe seemed to have a good stay abroad, and he was reluctant to come back.

"I have a little dream."

"Share your dreams with me."

"I came up with my own comic book."

"..." Mu Zihe almost choked, "Are you insulting me?"

"Who insulted you!"

"My Mu Zihe's student, the goal is to publish a comic book?" Mu Zihe said in an inconceivable and helpless tone, "I beg you, can you make your dream bigger."

"What's going on... It's so ugly, it seems like I'm going to make someone's stomach bigger."

Mu Zihe laughed loudly, "You have that ability, but it's amazing."

"I'm talking about publishing a book, because I want to publish a book of homosexuality abroad."

Mu Zihe still didn't understand, "Why do you have to draw homosexuality? In China, your development will be restricted..." Mu Zihe suddenly understood, "You don't want to go abroad, do you?"

"Yes, I'm going to study abroad, so I'm going to disappear for a long, long time."

Mu Zihe didn't ask where Xia Weiyang went to study, but the child seemed to be real, all her dynamics were stagnant, and even sent a wechat, it took a long time before she replied one or two words.

Xia Weiyang wanted to study abroad a long time ago, but at that time, her mind was full of Chen Muhan, she didn't want to do anything.Including the matter of learning, Xia Weiyang is now consciously adjusting herself to return to reason. Xia Weiyang's performance makes the people in the dormitory think that she is cheating.Xia Weiyang, who was not very good at English, actually did a simultaneous translation when the school foreign guests came to visit. The people in the dormitory said: It's scary.

Falling in love turns out to really make a person stupid.Xia Weiyang was not very happy looking at her TOEFL score which was close to full marks, but she came to the above conclusion.And by the way, let me be proud. It turns out that she is not really stupid, but her eyes of wisdom are blinded by love.

If a person can achieve the ultimate in what she is not good at, and do it extremely well, it will give her great confidence.Xia Weiyang is like this, she discovered the joy of studying, she loves studying, it is true love.There is no need to explain the life of hanging up, Xia Weiyang who is addicted to studying, began to worry the roommates, "Weiyang, don't be tired, you seem to have not moved all day, aren't you hungry?"

"I'm not hungry." Xia Weiyang raised her eyes and smiled, "I'm so happy to paint today." Xia Weiyang stretched out, and the dormitory people gathered around, "Have you changed to Chinese painting again?" The picture is a picture of the sound of pine trees on a mountain road.

"It's okay, let's draw and play." Xia Weiyang grabbed an English book from the side and gnawed on it, the people in the dormitory couldn't stand it anymore, "You're going to study like an idiot, no, we want to take you out to have fun." Xia Weiyang Being dragged out by force, in the middle of the night, eating, drinking and having fun, crying and howling in ktv, Xia Weiyang is also screaming desperately, still love you, what should I do?I'm going crazy in my studies, but I still can't forget you.

You are my curse, Chen Muhan.

So, I'm going to leave, leave the country, go to a place without you, and completely cut off my thoughts.

The sisters in the dormitory graduated, Lu Yuhan stayed in school, and Xia Weiyang focused more on her studies.After being warned by Xia Weiyang, Lu Yuhan did not take any oversteps, love, don't be so selfish.I can love you secretly, but I can't let my love become your burden, Lu Yuhan told himself.

The busier she was, the faster time passed. Xia Weiyang got the admission letter from her favorite school, a well-known art school abroad, and she will enter in autumn.It’s autumn in China, and she squatted on the ground, picking up fallen leaves, and said to herself, “You are so lucky, I’m going to take you abroad, you must be the first batch of leaves that have ever been on a plane. "I picked up a lot in my hand, and I can't take any more. Xia Weiyang sat on the bench and put them all down, "Chen Muhan, I'm leaving, I'm leaving here." She wants to bid farewell to the memories where they once fell in love, " It's so rare that I can talk to you like this without crying."

Xia Weiyang took a deep breath, "Forget how long we have been apart, forgot how long we haven't heard from you, you seem to have never disappeared in my heart, I don't know if I can really forget you when I go abroad this time "Xia Weiyang picked up a leaf, lifted it up, and blocked the sun, "Actually, what can I do if I forget you? Is it because I am so obsessed with forgetting you that I can't get it because I love you? This kind of pain tortures me and makes me feel, hurry up It's better to forget about you."

"Speaking of it, I'm still too naive, aren't I?" Xia Weiyang shook the leaves, "Isn't life like this? Get it, lose it, maybe get it back, and more importantly, lose it forever, otherwise, people I don’t always say, cherish it.”

"I keep asking myself, will I regret what I did at that time." Xia Weiyang raised her hand tired, lowered her head, and said with her head down: "Everyone says I'm better than before, the funniest is Lu Yuhan, she said, I I finally lived like another person, Chen Muhan, you must not know that I can also be a top student."

"Except for feelings, I am indeed better than before, and I feel that my head is brighter, so, you say you, I am with you, you don't make me smart, but you make me stupid, but you yourself become a god and dominate. Isn't it fair?"

"I won't go to you, coward, in this life, if you don't come to me, I won't go to you." Xia Weiyang still felt distressed, "In love, I am a warrior, you are a coward, in study , you used to be a top student, and I was a scumbag, but now, I am also a top student in Yangmei, have you grown into a warrior of love?"

"Is it almost 1 year and 11 months since we separated? What have you done during these 1 year and 11 months? I actually want to know. Even if we really can't be together, I still want to know, How are you doing, even though I curse you, I still hope that you are the happiest person in the world."

……

That day, Xia Weiyang and Chen Muhan talked a lot, but they still cried in the end.

On the day Xia Weiyang went abroad, Xia's father and Xia's mother sent her to the airport, Xia's mother really wanted to go together, but Xia Weiyang refused, "Mom, I have grown up, don't always treat me like a child."

"When you get there, you have to call mom and take good care of yourself, you know?" Mother Xia's tears were about to fall again.

With a flick of a finger, although it is exaggerated, it is true.Do you find that time flies by when you focus on something.

In this world, the fairest thing is time.Whether you are poor or rich, no matter where you are, it gives everyone 24 hours a day.Similarly, the cruelest thing is time, whether you are happy or sad, time will never stop for you.

In this way, in a distant foreign country, two people, with the fair 24 hours given to them by the old man Time, move forward in different ways.

She used it to study, and to study again.

She uses it to work, and to work.

The time is ticking, ticking, ticking, and they are running around their respective trajectories.However, they don't know that as time goes by, the wheel of fate pushes them slowly towards each other again.

They will meet again, in an unknown place, in their unknown ways.

Do you know what would happen if life was just as it was at first sight?