Can't tell the truth from the fake

"How can you make me believe you?"

After a long, long time, it was so long that Gu Wen thought that he would not get an answer from Lu Xi. He grabbed his hair with his hands dejectedly, looked down at the ground, and didn't know what he was thinking.

When he heard Lu Xi's hoarse voice, Gu Wen suddenly looked up at the person lying on the bed.

Lu Xi's eyes were emotionless, and the gray eyes were almost transparent under the sunlight. He looked at Gu Wen lightly, and continued, "Give me a reason."

"Because I didn't recognize Chinning as you, so..." Gu Wen blurted out, he stared at Lu Xi awkwardly, trying to explain all the confusion, but was interrupted by Lu Xi.

Lu Xi twitched the corner of his mouth: "How can you prove that what you said now is not lying to me?"

Gu Wen seemed to have been splashed with a handful of cold water from the top of his head, his eyes were bloodshot with anxiety, and he opened his mouth to say something, but was finally speechless.

However, Lu Xi may have been silent for too long, or these words have been settled in his heart, he did not pay attention to Gu Wen's reaction, and continued: "You are right, you and I really need to talk."

"Every sentence you said to me just now is not convincing. Instead, it seems to have made up a story for me."

"In your story, you showed affection and affection for me, and everything you did was for me—but in my opinion, you just wanted to use me to fight against the golden snake. You are Jin Snake has suffered a lot, so I want to get revenge."

Lu Xi paused for a second, glanced at Gu Wen's stiff figure, moved his eyes to look at his fingertips: "You recognized me, as a person who betrayed you in your opinion, probably even if I was beaten in country M It has become a sieve, and the past few years of death can’t calm down your hatred. So after you investigate Chinning’s identity, you think it’s best to let me confuse the golden snake. It can kill two birds with one stone. Let me and the golden snake fight to the death. Reap the benefits of the fisherman, and then..."

"Enough!" Gu Wen shouted suddenly, his voice trembling.He stood up abruptly, staring at Lu Xi who was still indifferent with his scarlet eyes, "You... Lu Xi, how can you think like this?"

"Why can't I?" Lu Xi tilted his head, with an incredulous expression on his face, "Or do you think I can't see that this is a scene you're acting?"

"This is not a show, what I say is true!"

"...Do you still remember the days when we lived together after you confessed to me some time ago." Lu Xi ignored Gu Wen's rebuttal and said to himself, "At that time, you were so gentle, looking at me The eyes are full of concern as before, and then you tell me-these are all fake."

"What you said to me, what you did, do you dare to say that you didn't lie to me?" Lu Xi stared into Gu Wen's eyes, as if he wanted to explore Gu Wen's sincerity through them.

Gu Wen let out a breath and tried to calm himself down. He lowered his voice and said, "I lied to you, no, I didn't lie to you. I lied to Chinning. I didn't know he was you. I already said that." I've said it many times, why can't you believe me?"

"Isn't that because you didn't trust me?" Lu Xi actually smiled and rubbed his eyes, "If you hadn't chased me away two years ago and chose to fight the Golden Snake with me, maybe I wouldn't have died Bar."

"That's not right." Lu Xi shook his head, "You didn't love me at that time, right? I asked you, and you told me why I should humiliate myself."

Gu Wen's fists were clenched and he heard what Lu Xi said, he felt that his whole body was about to be dazzled by anger, but the deep sense of powerlessness made him calm down bit by bit.

He really didn't know how to make Lu Xi believe him, and he even wondered if Lu Xi said that on purpose.

Lu Xi didn't speak any more, and the ward was silent for a moment.

"What I told you is true, Lu Xi." Gu Wen stepped forward, took Lu Xi's hand hanging by the bed, and rubbed his cold fingers against the gauze wrapped around the wrist bone, "we are together so much Over the years, in the past that belongs to us, there is a sweet past, and a life we ​​yearn for together, you can't deny these..."

"It's not me who denies it, but you." Lu Xi looked at Gu Wen, the curvature of the corner of his mouth, and the deep meaning in his eyes were full of obvious sarcasm, and the abrupt scar on his handsome cheek made Gu Wen even more angry. The heart throbbed constantly.

"Gu Wen, two years ago you didn't give me the trust that lovers should have, and two years later you even told me with practical actions that the so-called love is just my imagination. From the beginning to the end, you didn't Made me feel safe."

"So now, I really can't trust you anymore." Lu Xi's every word seemed to hit Gu Wen's chest heavily, and he even wanted to cover Lu Xi's mouth, so that he would not say these words again .

He looked at the sneer in Lu Xi's eyes, but suddenly recalled the year when they first met, when they first got together.He inquired about a well-known old gourmet restaurant from his college classmates, and stood downstairs in Lu Xi's house with the wonton noodles he bought there, looking at Lu Xi who was walking towards him with a smile on his face.

The sunlight at that time rendered the ends of Lu Xi's hair golden, and the smile on Lu Xi's face was a little more gentle than that of the sunlight.

Lu Xi took the lunch box in his hand, kissed his earlobe lightly, and said to him, "I love you."

At that time, they were still young, and there was no later grievance and hatred. The love was pure and simple.

Now, eight years have passed, and he looks at his lover who has no feelings for him with vicissitudes of life. This relationship has finally become beyond recognition.

Gu Wen closed his eyes, took a step back, slammed his calf heavily on the cabinet, and sat down on the sofa in a state of embarrassment.

In a trance, he heard Lu Xi say to him——

"You have successfully revenged me, and I don't owe you anything. So don't come here again, Gu Wen. We should have ended long ago."

The author has something to say: because Lu Xi died and was reborn two years later.

So for Lu Xi, they had known each other for six years, and for Gu Wen it was eight years.

Explain a little bit~