Can't tell the truth from the fake

Chapter 55 It's You

Lu Xi lay on the hospital bed with his eyes closed, Gu Wen's murmurs could be heard from time to time.

There was pain and hoarseness in Gu Wen's voice that he had never heard before.

His sluggish heart still beat habitually with those words full of endless regret.There was a slight opening in his eyelids, and he vaguely saw Gu Wenshui squatting in front of the bed, under the cover of the ends of his hair, it was difficult to find the expression on that hypocritical face when he said these words.

He didn't know how long he had been in a coma, but he knew that the injury was serious this time, and every nerve in his body was transmitting pain.His throat was swollen and painful like a fire, and he was weak and unable to speak a word.

Although he also felt that after experiencing all this, he really had nothing to say to Gu Wen.

Probably because there was no response for a long time, Gu Wen also became silent.

Time passed quietly, and half an hour later, he felt the person standing up against the wall, finally sighed, and walked out.

After the door of the intensive care unit was opened, it was closed with a brief crash.Lu Xi opened his eyes silently and looked out of the window, with a mocking smile on his lips, but a soreness was unavoidable in his eyes.

Those grievances and grievances are in the past, all in the past.

No matter how hard it is to accept, the facts are always cruel and will not change because of personal sentimentality.During the time since he woke up, he has silently digested the last truth left to him.

Although he was surprised that Gu Wen would come to visit him, he was not too surprised.

But I still want to use him for something.

Three days ago, when he saw the snow-white walls, the glare and dazzling lights, and the first-aid equipment by the bed, what filled his heart was endless disappointment.

In the end, he was still alive, and did not go to the world in his fantasy where there was no betrayal, no pain, and no love or hate.

His most cherished memories were torn apart in such a harrowing way by those he cherished most.He spent nearly six years by his side with Gu Wen, but what he got in the end was humiliation and scars all over his body.

Even in the dream, Gu Wen's cold eyes, the dismissal letter, and the cruel and bloodthirsty silver snake facing him before he passed out are endlessly played back, raising the barbed whip high——

Always a nightmare.

He had had enough sweet dreams.

Through the oxygen mask, Lu Xi gradually became short of breath. His whole body felt suffocated as if he was strangling his throat. He opened his eyes wide, but his eyes were dark, and his whole body trembled uncontrollably. The medical equipment issued a "Didi" warning sound. .

The nurse walked in quickly, and after giving him medicine, Lu Xi calmed down little by little.

Lu Xi closed his eyes weakly, his short black hair was wet with sweat and stuck to his forehead.

So be it.

From then on, he never believed a single word Gu Wen said.

***

A week later, after Lu Xi's observation during this period, the doctor transferred him to the general ward.

On this day, the sun was still good, and the soft light at noon spilled into the room through the gap between the curtains. The TV hanging on the wall was broadcasting the news broadcast. The latest current events of the day are broadcast in Mandarin.

Lu Xi leaned against the raised head of the bed, raised his chin and squinted his eyes to watch the TV, indifferent to Gu Wen's arrival.

However, Gu Wen didn't care, put the thermos cup and a box of milk in the cabinet, turned around and sat on the sofa on the other side.

In the past few days, Gu Wen came to visit Lu Xi every day, rain or shine. There was a time limit when he was in the ICU before, and he couldn't stay for too long.After leaving the ICU, Gu Wen didn't know what he had said to the doctor. Lu Xi changed from a single ward to a VIP suite on the 14th floor, and Gu Wen moved in directly with the toiletries.

At first, Gu Wen would talk to Lu Xi about recent events from time to time, chatting casually about people and things around him.

But Lu Xi turned a blind eye to this, completely ignoring the man-made atmosphere in front of him.

Gu Wen dejectedly gave up communicating, but still stayed here every day, trying to help Lu Xi take care of the inconveniences in life.

However, Lu Xi would rather ring the bell to ask for the help of the nurse than to say a word to Gu Wen.

Gu Wen once considered whether Lu Xi's voice hadn't recovered and he couldn't speak, so he was not discouraged, and there was still a trace of fantasy in his heart.But when the doctor came to make rounds by chance, he heard Lu Xi's hoarse and magnetic voice as familiar as before when he talked about his condition.

There was only sadness in his eyes.

Before that, he was secretly glad that at least Lu Xi didn't drive him away, maybe because he still had affection for him.

Now that I think about it, I just don't care at all.

This series of attitudes all showed that Lu Xi no longer wanted to have anything to do with him, Gu Wen.In the next few decades of their lives, the two of them can only be strangers, not as good as strangers who pass by each other.

Gu Wen's heart was full of unwillingness.

Even death row inmates have the right to appeal in court.He couldn't accept that he was dragged into the blacklist without explaining all this to Lu Xi after he woke up.

Gu Wen's hands resting on the sofa were clenched into fists, he stood up abruptly, and took a step forward to unplug the TV.

He looked at Lu Xi with red eyes, but Lu Xi closed his eyes.

He took a deep breath, tried his best to keep calm, walked to Lu Xi and said, "Lu Xi, let's talk."

Lu Xi ignored it.

"I know you're listening, I just want to tell you what happened that day." Gu Wen rubbed his face with his hands, and continued, "I... I'm sorry."

"I know it's useless to say I'm sorry ten thousand times. It can't make up for anything. When you recover from the hospital, you can beat and scold you as you want."

"I... sorry." Gu Wen paused, tilted his head slightly, and wiped away the moisture from the corners of his eyes with his fingertips, "I never knew that Chinning was you, that day in the office, what we were arguing about wasn't the same thing, I keep telling you, no, Chinning is the man of the Golden Snake."

"I didn't know until I saw the letter you left...but it was too late."

"What happened two years ago was my fault. I shouldn't have refused to listen to your explanation, I shouldn't have trusted others, and I shouldn't have broken up with you."

"...So when I heard the news of your death, I was really devastated. I never thought that you would leave me in this way. You will never be found in this world again. It all happened so suddenly...I I regret it, I have been regretting every word that hurt you in the past, and before I even had time to apologize, you... are gone."

Gu Wen still couldn't hold it back, his nasal cavity was sore, and he covered his forehead with one hand to cover his tears overflowing eyes.

But he couldn't hide the choking in his voice.

"Chinning is the one who harmed you, so I wanted to take revenge on him and avenge you. But I never thought, I really didn't expect that you would become him. I pray for you to come back to life all the time, as long as you can come back, I ...I will treat you very well, I will give you whatever you want, and I will accompany you wherever you want to go."

"—I still didn't make it."

"I didn't mean to harm you, Lu Xi. I lied to you before because I thought you were Chinning. I will not show mercy to this person who caused us to be separated for nearly three years."

"If I had known...knowing about you...if you had told me that you were Lu Xi, everything would have never happened."

Lu Xi didn't know when he opened his eyes. His gray eyes looked out of the window, as if recalling something through the reflection of the window. A transparent teardrop fell on the pillowcase along the corner of his eye.

Gu Wen raised his head to look at Lu Xi, and hooked the corners of his mouth forcefully, trying to make his expression not so ugly.

"Having said so much, I don't want to justify my mistakes. In fact, I just want to tell you."

"The person I love the most... will always be you."

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