Not Crazy yet [Comprehensive British and American]

Clark Kent never confessed to anyone.

The only love affair in his life developed extremely 'naturally', and everything went unbelievably smoothly... But even without mentioning the influence of those external factors on this relationship, Clark is still a person who is not good at attacking and chasing actively .His nature has always been the 'Superman' who is good at accepting everything, and Superman really seldom fights for himself.

—Iron Man is completely different.

When Iron Man finally got rid of the threats from mad scientists, crazier entrepreneurs, superman clones, radical mutants, etc., he flew all the way back to the Stark mansion, and walked to the bathroom while hesitating whether he should call the man. When he was a small reporter...he actually received an invitation text message from the other party.

The content of this message is very concise and very direct.Although it actually clearly expresses the author's intention, it still makes Mr. Stark still remember it even if he soaks himself in the bath.

【Tony, I want to meet with you, shall we make it on Thanksgiving? 】

...the little bastard.

Well, how can it be bad?right?

【OK】

Iron Man replied quickly, even a little anxiously.Tony didn't know what he was anxious about... he didn't know what he was worried about either.

Tony spent some time that day in his private pool thinking about life.He couldn't even bring up the courage to go back to the bed... This moist, damp and bright enclosed space gave him a great sense of security, so that Tony could finally calmly look back on this wonderful and extraordinary day, and take a good look at his train of thought.

Iron Man's brown hair hung wetly by his ears, and a few strands hung on his cheeks not quite obediently.But he ignored it, and only supported his head with his hands, staring intently at the normal wall.

Today he made a very serious mistake.

The most serious point is that he doesn't know whether this is a mistake or not.

—Will Clark be Superman?

As soon as he thought of this question, Tony Stark felt an unbearable boredom and dizziness.The tens of billionaires sank their heads into the water childishly, and only after a while did they raise their heads again to take a breath.His boredom came from a distaste for his own avoidance; dizziness was an instinctive fear of the possibility.

The suffocation brought by the warm water made Iron Man more awake.He is not really an iron man, this day of adventures has exhausted him a lot of physical strength... But even so, it is difficult for him to go back and rest before giving himself an answer.It's been a long time since he's been thinking about something or being alone to such an extent.

So, will Clark be Superman?

Tony clenched his fists unconsciously.The man closed his eyes.

Physically, both Clark and Superman have black hair and blue eyes.Needless to say what Superman looks like, the compliments from those magazines are enough to make a set of books.And his farm boy, although rather shaggy, is young and pretty...they both have bright, beautiful blue eyes, don't they?

— No, no Tony Stark.Kal-El's beauty is completely different from Clark's...Superman is perfect like a fallen god, and Clark?Clark was just a unique kid...

Well, since I can't convince myself, let's count the age... Little Clark is 22 years old this year, and Superman came to Earth almost 20 years ago... So Carl is just a child.It's terrible, until I figured it out like this, I realized so clearly that he was still a child...

——But is it because Clark is also a child of this age that you realize that Superman who bears the fate of the world is still so young at this moment; or do you have to treat Carl and Clark so separately in order to completely reject the possibility that Clark is Superman?

Hold.

No matter how you think about it, there is only confusion.Iron Man, who was in a bad mood, opened his eyes and stood up. He wetly grabbed the towel and bathrobe beside him, and wiped himself clean indiscriminately.Tony walked into the bedroom expressionlessly, and fell into the bed.

...he just didn't want to admit it.

It's just hard for him to accept, hard to imagine... The boy he likes may be that strong and lonely boy from Krypton, who has been criticized and hurt, supported and protected human beings but has always been guarded by human beings.

Before Tony Stark could react, he let out a long sigh.Iron Man covered his forehead with his hands... The man who was always prone to worrying and panicked by strange pessimism did not consider the possible disadvantages of falling in love with Superman this time... This time he just sincerely I don't want Clark to be Superman.

There's nothing wrong with Superman.

…Superman is just too bitter.

He really didn't want Clark to be Superman.He didn't want that big boy with bright eyes who stared at him like a real hero to be the 'strongest man in the world'.

His boys don't need to be so strong.It doesn't even need to be that strong... Clark is just a motivated and sharp reporter with ordinary troubles and born in an ordinary and happy family is enough.Other than that he can have nothing, he doesn't have to be so 'special' at all.

A magazine once referred to Kal-El as 'The Chosen One'.What a ridiculous name, Superman has lost his hometown and blood relatives, and has no compatriots. Facing this group of people on earth whose wisdom and combat power are far inferior to his own... The loneliness he endured and his own "specialness" are just like steel. Xia can't understand the reason why he can become a hero.

Tony Stark, who was not a hero at the time, couldn't understand why Superman wanted to protect this group of mortals who were completely different from Kal-El and full of flaws.Even after putting on the armor, Tony still admires this Kryptonian youth who 'sees the world' and still loves the world.

...But what if this man who lost everything that belonged to his homeland and came to Earth alone is Clark Kent?

—Just imagining it made Tony frown.

He really, really didn't want Clark to be Carl.

When Carl was Superman, he admired the other's nobility; and if Clark was Superman...

He wanted to curse God for the child.

.........But when will life live as he wishes?Well, he is indeed a winner in life, but in the face of this kind of problem, God has never treated him kindly, Tony Stark.

Tony clenched his fists, he remembered the painting.The painting of Superman that he deliberately lost to Luther in front of Clark...

He really regretted it, so it seems that the winner that day was actually Luthor...

Then Tony remembered the day when they were whipped, and Clark's decisive action when he jumped to protect him...

Tony always thinks about that day.Whenever Iron Man recalled Clark's actions that day, he would be inexplicably proud and afraid.He was proud that he fell in love with such a child; and he was afraid that the character of this damn boy would cause him to have an accident someday.

But Tony was in a very different mood today.What if Clark was Superman?What if the boy he wanted to hold in his hand was Superman?

That's not all he has to worry about, right?

If Clark is Superman, what was going through the kid's mind when he told him about his background and weaknesses?Did Clark conclude that 'Tony' was a good man who would not harm him and was worth entrusting his life to, just by the few meetings they met? ...What kind of mood does Clark get along with me?

Tony Stark is not very good at empathy, nor is he very good at empathizing with others.But this time he really felt a headache about the 'grievance' that Clark Kent may have suffered... This headache bothered him, driving Tony to get out of bed, ready to blackmail some Lex Luthor Private account to ease the anger.

—he really didn't want Clark to be Superman.

The light on the screen shone on Tony Stark's face, Iron Man's stern expression contained a hint of sadness.

In fact, he also knows that all these entanglements of his are just some funny emotions to vent.This doesn't change anything.It doesn't explain why Clark is so distraught after seeing Lana Lang; it doesn't make him ignore why the name Superman asks is the same as Clark's adopted brother.Even if these were coincidences, why were Clark's text messages so brief, not even a phone call?

Iron Man silently empties Lex's third secret account.He had long expected that his feelings for Clark would be "sweet distress"... but he really didn't expect that the distress would come so quickly, so urgently, and so unexpectedly.He was initially only worried that he and Clark would hurt each other when they were together, and Tony always believed that he was the "troublesome guy".He sincerely did not want to cause distress or crisis to the boy.

——He has never been more careful, handles it with care...but now he has to accept it, the little guy he wants to live a relaxed and happy life...has been bruised all over his body long ago?

Tony squeezed the mouse tightly.

female horse.

…If I had known this earlier, I might as well have told Clark directly.

If I had known this earlier, it would be better to confess directly without knowing the situation, and let this silly boy know that he has been fascinated by him for a long time.Whether Clark accepts it or not, at least it won't be so embarrassing now.

Tony sternly empties Lex's seventh account.

See you on Thanksgiving, what are you trying to do?Brat?Set aside four days to draft yourself?How are you going to explain to me why you want to approach me?

Work, actually I can understand.

To shut up.

...or is the universe busy with other things?That's fine, if you're tracking Bizarro and Lang, or if you need time to adjust your mentality...

It's nothing too urgent.

……To shut up.

———After a while, when Tony and John really got to know each other... Tony complained fiercely to the Martian Manhunter about the crazy five days Superman left him.In the past few days, Iron Man has even thought of 'if the earth falls to the extinction of human beings, what should Clark do'...

But at this moment, Tony Stark can only lose sleep and keep a clean house.Not a single day passed in the next four days when he didn't think about...whether Clark was Superman or not.

And this is actually just a means for Iron Man to divert his anxiety.Tony actually had another layer of worry in his heart:

He couldn't guess whether Clark was going to tell the truth, and if he did, how they would get along.

... Fortunately, no matter how difficult it is, time will not really slow down.The weather was just right on Thanksgiving Day, Iron Man was still suffering from insomnia, and the invitation from Clark Kent came silently at three o'clock in the morning:

[Can you come to my parents' house in Kansas for the holidays?Tony? 】

The author has something to say: Stark: Pet, give me pet.

Clark: Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

In the next chapter, the confession was lost and the horse did not run away.No more cards.

In fact, I am a little bit of OTZ. If I don’t write it, it will be incomplete. Let’s write it, I’m ok...

Happy New Year, my dears, I will give out red envelopes at noon tomorrow, and there will be ones under this chapter too.There is nothing else these days. It's really a network difference + a lot of things.