Anti-Hero Lola [Comprehensive Anglo-American]

"Okay, okay," said Red Robin, "Lola. Let's go up, shall we? I'll take you to Batman, he'll have a way..."

"He won't be able to do it!" Laura retorted loudly, "It is absolutely impossible for him to do it!"

Little Spider: "...I think it might be inappropriate for me to interrupt now, but Rose quietly went out just now, and it's not the door she walked through, but the window she walked through..."

"Of course she will go." Laura snorted softly, "She...she must go."

"What do you know?" Red Robin asked, subtly unconvinced at the same time, "How do you know?"

"..."

Red Robin was keenly aware that he must have touched something important, some vital weakness, or gap.

"Laura," he said patiently, "tell me, Laura, I swear I won't tell anyone else. Your secret will be safe with me. We're friends, aren't we? Even Batman won't know." Everything that happened tonight, Laura."

Little Spider: "...I'm still here."

Anyone who heard this sentence could feel how wronged the owner of the voice was.

Red Robin: "...Sorry, I accidentally forgot."

Laura said, "...you promise...to keep the secret?"

"I promise."

"I do not believe."

"What do I have to do to make you trust me?"

"I can't believe anything you do," said Lola, suddenly articulate, at the cost of her fingers starting to tremble violently again, "I don't believe you, not because I don't think you're trustworthy, nor because I lack trust. the abilities of others."

She shook her trembling fingers to reject Red Robin's reply, and continued:

"I don't believe you because I know very well that no secret can be spread, and any secret known to a second person cannot be considered a secret."

"Sometimes the process of leaking secrets can't even be understood by the person who leaked the secrets-I never underestimate the wisdom of others, although I know that most people in this world just use their heads as decorations," Laura smiled. For a moment, even this shallow smile made her tremble uncontrollably, "But there are also very few people whose wisdom is beyond my reach."

So she doesn't listen too much, and she doesn't look too much.

Lola knew she wasn't the smartest person, though she was—and there was a difference between being smart and being smart.

Mozart was a genius of music, and no one would force this genius to learn multiple languages; Michelangelo was a master of sculpture, but no reasonable person would ask such a master to be proficient in social skills.

Laura knew very well that she was smart.

But her willpower is weak, she has difficulty concentrating and cannot control herself, and it is too conservative to describe the things she thinks of between the last second and the next second as diametrically opposed.

She is too lazy to delve into it, so it is good to be able to draw a conclusion at a glance, if not, she will throw this matter behind without hesitation.

She is still naive, she is still greedy, she is addicted to enjoyment, and her self-awareness is too strong.

Although she's smart, she has more flaws than her brains.

If a person has so many shortcomings, even if she is a genius, she will inevitably have to endure great hardships and pains to achieve success.

Luckily, Lola never cared about achieving success.

... She didn't care about anything.

What is there to care about?

Laura always feels that there is nothing in this world that she has never experienced.

She is not very old, but she always feels that she has spent countless years.

Maybe what she experienced was bigger than she imagined.

But when she thinks about those "reality", all she can feel is some weak, weak emotional remnants.She knew what might happen in the future before she could really comprehend what had happened.

—Some people are very smart.

"I don't know what to say," Laura said. "I love talking too much. I love expressing my emotions too much. I know there's...something wrong with it." She whispered before Red Robin tried to speak. Shaking his head, Red Robin fell silent, "I can feel that's wrong, I mean, Tibbo, I've never met someone so smart that I can't understand their thinking patterns at all."

She also has never met someone so smart that she can't even catch the other's thinking track.

No matter how smart a person is, he needs clues to think, has its logic, and there will inevitably be a process.

But some people's thinking patterns are simply... It can only be described as no trace.

"They can tell from a drop of rain who is responsible for a murder in another country, and they can look at the sky and know exactly what to do to bring an entire company back to life."

Lola looked at her trembling fingers.

Her actions made both Red Robin and Spider-Man realize that she is not ignorant of what is happening to her, maybe she is not very clear about the source of this happening, but she clearly knows how the problem is showing on the surface of her body of.

"...I've talked too much, haven't I?" Laura whispered.

Before anyone could answer, she denied her own words: "No, you can't understand what I'm talking about."

No one could understand what she felt just now. She was immersed in the depths of her subconscious, but what she saw was not water droplets, but the ocean.

The vast, boundless, churning ocean.

It's very... odd to be immersed in this ocean.

To explain in simple and straightforward language, an ordinary old man who has lived for more than 80 years may only have one or two drops of water deep in his consciousness.

Emotions that can be retained in the subconscious mind are by no means ordinary emotions.

Extreme happiness and extreme pain, or extreme sadness and extreme regret—only extreme emotions are eligible to be buried in the subconscious and become an inescapable part of this person's life.

And Laura, when she touched her subconscious in half-awake, when she felt strangely what she had never felt before, when she touched her "past" like a child, what she felt ...

Gently, Laura shivered.

She woke up from the dream.

"Ross has gone far away," she said, watching Spider and Red Robin with her calm eyes. "Aren't you going to follow?"

"You're not in good health." The little spider said quickly, "It's more important to see that you don't have an accident."

What Red Robin wanted to say was rushed by the little spider, and what the little spider said was too straightforward.

Since the other party said such things, he did not refute, but nodded in agreement: "He is right. You need to rest well, and other things are not important."

Laura was so surprised that she almost jumped out of bed: "What's wrong with you? Peter? Tibbo? Did you take the wrong medicine?"

She listened carefully, and Rose had already walked a long way, and she didn't know how long she had slept this time.

How strange, Lola thought, that sleep was a dispensable pastime for her, that she occasionally fell asleep for various reasons, but no matter how she slept, the sensitivity to the outside world was always online .

Jason is a fool.

He thought he pulled the curtains while she was asleep and she didn't know, but that's not the case at all.

It's not clear exactly how this sleep mechanism works, Lola can easily make herself unconscious when she sleeps, but it's also very simple to wake up, probably all it takes is a bird flying over her head A sudden chirping from the sky will wake her up from a deep dream.

Now Laura felt like she was waking up from a very deep dream.

Both Xiaochong and Xiaohong had weird attitudes, but she didn't think there was anything wrong with it, and Al's attitude towards her was also weird after living in her house a few times.

It can't be said that his attitude towards her has changed, anyway...it's hard to say, Laura doesn't know how to describe it, anyway, after Al has lived in her house for a few times, his attitude towards her will change a lot.

Laura didn't know what was going on.

There is no doubt that Artemis is a mercenary working for Lex Luthor. Laura thinks that whether it is her, Al, or Lex Luthor, they have all reached a certain consensus silently.

Although she hates being someone's tool, for special reasons, Lola doesn't very much resent being Lex Luthor's tool.

… Lex Luthor is by far the closest person to her “father” role.

……All right!All right!

Anyway, she was talking to herself!There's no point in lying!There is no need to hide anything anymore!

Hold!Hold!Hold!

Lex Luthor is not the closest person to the role of "father"!

No!

Although Lex always acted like a winner and always had an "I know what you're thinking and I know what you want and I can make it for you" attitude, but he was too smart.

Lex Luthor doesn't believe in love without a reason, he doesn't believe that people instinctively love someone because "he's my father/mother", he doesn't believe in everything, so much so that the mistakes he made Unavoidable.

...the person closest to the role of "father"...

His identity was clear from the start.

It's too clear.

It was so clear that Lola refused to admit it from beginning to end.

Who the hell wants an absolutely perfect father?Anyone who has the guts to think that way is a fucking idiot, someone who doesn't know what it takes, what sacrifices, to get it all - and of course such a person is an idiot.

More than a fool!

This kind of person is... just mentally retarded!moron!Neuropathy!Not normal from head to toe!Every muscle and every breath has a fucking problem!

Laura wanted to cry... She didn't even know why she was crying, but she didn't know why she was crying, which didn't hinder her desire to cry at all!

...It's too uncomfortable, really uncomfortable, and the most painful thing is that she doesn't know how to describe this kind of discomfort.

Even Laura couldn't figure out whether there was such a thing as "discomfort". There were too many confusing questions and too many confusing results. This wasn't even the answer, it was just the result.

...Lola didn't know what else she could hold on to and be sure of, her mind and her will were at stake, she didn't feel like she had done anything wrong, she didn't feel like she had missed anything, but the truth was always completely different from what she thought.

Laura didn't know what was going on.She couldn't understand herself.

"Are you all right?" she could only ask. "Peter? Tibbo?"

The author has something to say: These two chapters have been overhauled, so there are a lot of typos... I will make minor revisions right away