If Zhou Xingchi can also talk about love

When Yao Ting finished putting on her makeup, Shen Ying also called.I went out with Yao Ting, walked downstairs to the dormitory and saw that silly girl Shen Ying standing in the wind.

"Honey, have you been waiting for a long time?" I hurriedly ran to her side.

"It's okay." With the mobile phone in her hand, she knew what she was doing without looking at it. With earphones plugged into her ears, she knew what song she was listening to without listening to it. I don't know if there were any good songs in the mobile phone.

"Yingzi, your husband is finally alive after being beaten up." Yao Ting said amusedly with a bag on her arm.

"Haha, yes, I finally saw her crazy again." Shen Ying took my arm and said, "Yao Yao, you want to go out?"

"correct."

"Aren't you talking nonsense? She's going out on a date, okay, let's not bother her anymore, let's go, let's go out on a date too." I dragged Shen Ying and dragged her away.

"Yao Yao, goodbye."

"Well, bye. Have a good date with your Xin Zhizhu."

……

"Honey, what do you want to eat?"

"I don't know, just do whatever you want." I grabbed Shen Ying, the sky was gray and it made me feel very annoyed.

"Then let's have a look first."

"Ah."

"You, I've been too sad recently. Smile more, don't be so sad. You can see that you have crow's feet." Shen Ying stared at my face and said righteously.

I nodded, pulled out a heartless smile, and said, "Haha, yes, look, I'm getting old. You're still so young."

Shen Ying is one year younger than me, so every time she celebrates her birthday, we are all hurt because she is the youngest of us.

Always feel old, obviously only 20 years old.

"Haha, of course, my sister is the immortal Tianshan Child Elder." Shen Ying laughed loudly.

"That's right, Immortal." I gouged her out and replied angrily.

"cut."

"I want to drink burnt jelly grass."

After eating, I wiped the oil from my mouth and said to Shen Ying who was paying.

"Okay. Let's go shopping together."

When I walked to the milk tea shop, I found that the shop was full of people.This is a Taiwanese milk tea shop. My favorite is the roasted grass jelly, which is very delicious. Their roasted grass jelly is more authentic than other stores.

After waiting for a long time, we finally arrived.Shen Ying stood in front of the bar, glanced at the list under the glass, and said, "I want a cup of pearl milk tea that only needs pearls."

"Ah?" The proprietress raised her head and looked at Shen Ying blankly.

"Beauty, we don't sell pearls." The boss hurried over and said.

"Ahem, she wants a cup of pearl milk tea with more pearls." I felt that people around me looked at us curiously, "Well, I want a cup of roasted jelly grass, with less red beans."

Or buy it quickly and go out.

"Oh, this beauty is really humorous." The proprietress couldn't help but sigh with emotion.

Shen Ying smiled mischievously, but still had a look of "it's none of my business".

But... wait, why does this scene seem familiar?

Where have you seen it?

I thought hard, and finally remembered.That day, Shen Ying said she wanted a cup of pearl milk tea that only needed pearls, the waiter and Ah Xing thought it was weird!

But, didn't they say that they had never seen Ah Xing before?

"Yingzi, did you say that when we went to the movie?"

"Ah? Which sentence?" Shen Ying raised her head and looked at me blankly.

"It's what you said, 'I want a cup of pearl milk tea with only pearls', so think about it."

"I want a cup of pearl milk tea with only pearls, this sentence?" Shen Ying repeated, lowered her shoulders, and said, "We didn't drink milk tea that day, how could I say this sentence? Brother, what happened to you recently? , You always think that we have done things that we obviously haven't done, what's wrong?"

"I don't know either." I shook my head, suddenly feeling very tired, not physically but mentally.

Did it really not happen?

"A cup of roasted grass jelly and a cup of pearl milk tea, a total of 20 yuan."

I didn't get the answer I wanted, and I kept worrying about it, but I couldn't find the exit.

For me, a Virgo, the obsessive-compulsive disorder is very serious. I have been forcing myself to figure out what happened to this matter, but I have never gotten the result I wanted. I started to want to give up. Maybe, I really didn’t When I met Stephen Chow, everything was just my fantasy.

Or maybe, it was a scene from another world, but somehow, it ran into my memory.Many novels do not say that the universe actually has many time-spaces, and these time-spaces are parallel worlds. In each time-space, there is a self, who may do the same thing as himself, or may be different.Maybe, those two days in my memory were experienced by myself in another time and space?

Or maybe it's just a momentary illusion on my part.Scientific research has shown that sometimes, it feels like you have done something, but in fact you haven't done it. This is just a memory in the brain's hippocampus.It is very likely that it just appeared in a dream, or it may be that I have seen similar scenes in other places.

So, maybe, what I think I have met Stephen Chow is just my own illusion?

Although judging from the current situation, I feel very real, not like a so-called illusion, but I can't find any evidence, so I can only think so.

For the past few days, I have been thinking that I am crazy, or that the world is crazy.But the truth is, I'm not crazy, and neither is the world.

The March 3nd in my memory is like this:

That day, Zhou Xingchi and I watched a movie all day, and then he had to leave because he had something to do, so we parted on the dimly lit street.

I stood by the side of the road and said to him, "If one day I can stand in front of Zhou Xingchi, I will definitely tell him 'I love him, not just like him'."

He nodded, but didn't speak. I looked at his arched back and wanted to rush up to hug him, but I held back.His back is very lonely, which makes me feel very distressed.

Then, I hit back to school.Contrary to Zhou Xingchi's direction, I was crying all the way.I was crying while looking at the scenery outside the window.Maybe it was because I cried for too long, and the uncle driver couldn't stand it any longer. He asked me what was wrong with concern, whether I was being bullied.I hoarse voice, said nothing.However, my heart has already collapsed.

I can't accept parting.I have always been a person who is afraid of parting.No matter who it is, I can't accept it.

I went back to the bedroom, didn't eat, took a shower and went to sleep.The next day was full of classes and I didn't skip class even though I wanted to go to the airport.I think it would be very romantic to go to the airport to see someone off like on TV.However, I remembered what he said, don't skip class, but study hard, so I obediently went to class.

For the next week or so, I studied hard every day.Every time I want to be lazy, I tell myself that Ah Xing said that he should study hard, and he can't let him down.

Those days, he was my motivation to study.

However, after the exam, everything changed again.There is no need to study so intensely, and there is no pressure. When I am free, I find it very empty.There is not a single call or message in the mobile phone, and there is no trace of Zhou Xingchi at all.

I feel very depressed.

I wanted to contact him, but couldn't.I told them that I had met Zhou Xingchi, but they didn't believe me.

I began to feel that I didn't want to face all this. I wanted to sleep. Only when I fell asleep could I not feel so lost.However, I also dream when I sleep, and I always dream of that scene when I dream.

He stood on the street, the light hit him, so warm, but so lonely.

I wanted to go and hug him, but he had already left.

That feeling of loss eroded my heart bit by bit, I woke up from the dream, and the feeling of loneliness filled my surroundings.

In fact, if you can't find the answer, you can give up.

I don't want to keep looking for answers.Because I really can't figure it out.

As long as some pictures in my memory are the luckiest and most beautiful stories in this life, or memories are fine.There are always things that you cannot control.

I want to get back to the way I was before.

"Xin Zhi, do you really want to play with us?"

Momo stood in the sun, showing an incredible expression to me.

Next to me stood Shen Ying, she reached out to hold Momo's arm.I pulled her back.

"Yeah. It's rare for us to be together. Maybe we can meet handsome guys."

"Hey, what are you doing?" Shen Ying, who was dragged back by me, stared at me with displeasure.

I really want to pinch her puffy little face!

"What do you think?" I raised my face, smiled slyly, and said, "You are not allowed to take other people's girlfriends."

"what?"

"Your husband is jealous, silly girl." Momo held her boyfriend's arm, smiling brighter than the sun.

"What, I'm not her wife." Shen Ying pouted and said dissatisfied.

"I didn't say you were my wife." I rolled her eyes, is this girl stupid, "You just want to be a light bulb so much, go, go, go, hold Momo."

"Ah? Oh." Shen Ying glanced at the tall boy next to Momo, blushing.

Let me just say, this girl is just stupid.

"Haha..." Momo's boyfriend couldn't help laughing.

"Baby, I want to hold your arm." Shen Ying leaned over and rubbed against my arms.

I pushed her away in disgust, and ran away, "No, sister, I don't care about you. Just go and be a light bulb."

"Well... don't do it."

I am still not interested in gatherings of dozens of people.Had a good time though.

He is not as handsome as he imagined, nor is he as tall as he imagined.After all, the people at the party were just a bunch of college students.

I feel that my aesthetics are different from theirs.

I don't know when it started, I like uncle better.Older boys are more mature and masculine.

Just like Stephen Chow.He is the most masculine uncle in my heart.

At school, everything is business as usual.

"Hey, Xin Zhi, what's wrong with you? Why are you smiling like a flower?"

"Ah, no." I sat on the bed and looked up at the girl on the opposite bed.

"You still said no, you have been laughing for a long time."

"Yeah, what's so funny, let's have fun together."

Everyone, you say what you say, so I have no choice but to recruit them truthfully.

"I'm reading a joke."

"Oh?..." Everyone raised the corners of their mouths with malicious smiles.

"You guys are overthinking. What I read is a short story about Zhou Xingchi written by others. It's just a few sentences, and then, it's similar to a joke, but it's beautiful to read." I explained.

"Oh, then read one to us." Everyone expressed their interest!

I dug out the heartwarming passage from my phone:

The little girl sat with her eyes closed and clasped her hands under the night sky, and the little boy walked over and sat next to him.

Little boy: "What are you doing?"

Little girl: "I'm looking at the stars."

Little boy: "Why do you want to look at the stars?"

Little girl: "Because I like stars."

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