special stargazing

Sheng Yexing also found that the blue stars represent the same group as Lu Jianxing.

Blue should symbolize hope, not gloom.

The habit of seeing star spot nevus on the road is still maintained, but the frequency of blue is very rare, almost none.

At the beginning, he would spot blue moles for reasons such as "the white peach soda water is not good to drink", "the white shoes are stained with mud", "the clothes haven't dried after two days", but his mentality was quickly overwhelmed. Sheng Yexing made serious corrections.

In August, Zhanfei went to school, and Li Dingxi was discharged from the hospital. He took the battered moon lamp home and continued to ravage and love him.

Sheng Yexing and Lu Jianxing went to the university to report, and Gu Qunshan found a job with the help of his family and started a three-month trial.

In September, Sheng Yexing applied for a live-out at the university.There are good reasons, the high school has written a fact sheet, and the school has considered and approved their request to live out.

At the end of the month, they began to have their own small home.

In October, National Day, Li Dingxi brought his parents to the door to thank him, and Tang Han was awarded the title of outstanding teacher at the municipal level.

Sheng Yexing led the way to Jianxing to go back to her aunt's house for dinner. If she hadn't seen it with her own eyes, Wen Xiujuan would not have believed that her nephew really had someone who could accompany her in life.Shenghua stopped watching cartoons, started watching the record channel, and unpacked a bag of dried mangoes for Lu Jianxing.She bowed solemnly, thanking Lu Jianxing for spending time with her brother day after day, year after year.

The girl's pigtails tied with bows fluttered and danced.

The flowers are blooming.

In November, when Sheng Yexing turned [-], he invited his former brothers to have a hot pot together.Lu Jianxing was so hot that he drank several mouthfuls of Coke, but he still rolled up his sleeves and said that he could have some more!

That night, Lu Jianxing wrote the answer "When did I fall in love with you" on a note and secretly stuffed it under Sheng Yexing's pillow.

At the end of the month, Sheng Yexing finally discovered this unlucky note after Lu Jianxing's hard work hinted.

In December of the same year, it snowed again in the city.

Not too big, not too small, just enough to make my head white again.They stopped squatting in the snow and kissing.

Sheng Yexing led Lu Jianxing to go skiing, leading him along the way, afraid that Lu Jianxing would fall on his ass.Other college students looked sideways, and a few students made bold guesses, but Sheng Yexing did not deny it.

Turning the year, Sheng Yexing is 21 years old, and Lu Jianxing is 20 years old.

In January, Grade [-] and [-] took advantage of the winter vacation to hold their first reunion.

At the same time, Zhanfei did not come back.

On the night after attending the class reunion, Sheng Yexing and Lu Jianxing stood by the river where they used to take a walk.Lu Jianxing was afraid that the river would freeze, so he leaned against the guardrail and looked down, his eyes full of curiosity.Watching the river flow quietly, he recalled many scenes.

The basketball court, the city's second dormitory, the barbecue restaurant, the wetland park, and the subway, the epitome of their youth, are firmly imprinted into time.

The light and shadow of the city day and night, the willows hanging down to the embankment of the river, the everlasting street lamps.

Lu Jianxing was looking at the scenery, and Sheng Yexing was looking at him.

Ten-year-old myself, lying on the dusty floor in a daze, fingertips are full of blood from the wall, the world is spinning, and the pain is the reflection of his youth.

The dog in the yard at home is barking.Blood oozed from his forehead, his pupils were smeared dark red, and he barked not as loudly as a dog.

Later, when he grew up a bit, Sheng Yexing would fight, kick, and beat the children who came to laugh at him until he couldn't get up.

The other children were chasing after him, and my uncle was holding those children by their collars, telling them to roll away.Sheng Yexing stepped on his uncle's bicycle and took the posture of a motorcycle.

He jumped out of the car, stuck the art knife for self-defense upside down in the dirt, walked into the alley, squatted down to wipe away his tears with a blank expression on his face.

The first motorcycle was black, Sheng Yexing still remembers it now.

Perhaps because of the relationship between his name and his personality, he has always loved the color of the night and ignored the stars.After staying in Shi Er for so long in high school, he saw many people, heard many things, and was intoxicated by every sensuality of climbing over the wall and going out for the night.

He wears a hoodie, holds a cigarette, rides a motorcycle, treats wounds that shouldn't be on his body in the clinic, and then returns to the classroom with a gloomy face.

He gritted his teeth and vowed to take control of his life.

When taking medicine for the first time, Sheng Yexing asked his uncle, why did he take medicine?

Uncle said that you are sick, walk in the night.

Sheng Yexing swallowed the medicine, wiped off the ashes on his face, his eyes were red and swollen.

The pain is like a poisonous snake and beast, tearing away his reason and biting off his last line of defense.He threw himself on his uncle and tried to smash his head with the lamp holder.He burst into tears, and his voice, which hadn't changed, was hoarse. The neighbor knocked on the door early in the morning, asking if this kid from the Sheng family was crazy?

Uncle subdued him by relying on the strength of an adult, saying that it's okay to play basketball, swim, run, and you have to protect yourself.

When he was sent to the hospital and tied up, Sheng Yexing asked, why?

I have no problem.

The uncle said, look, you are sick and you still say you are fine, this is a sign of a serious illness.

Ridiculous!Sheng Yexing disagreed and insisted that he was fine.

Then, a piece of medical certificate floated in front of her eyes.

He picked up the page, and fate broke his wrist.

Later, Sheng Yexing began to love sweets.

Later, Lu Jianxing picked up the fallen leaves by the river and said that there was a butterfly on his fingertips.

Think here.

"You shouldn't be a star," Sheng Yexing wanted to say a long time ago, regardless of whether Lu Jianxing could understand, "You should be the moon."

As soon as he finished speaking, the classmates who came to see off the guests greeted Sheng Yexing: "Yexing, are you going back now?"

"Well, he can't go to bed too late." Sheng Yexing nodded and smiled apologetically.

The classmate continued: "The road is quite long, you two walk slowly."

Sheng Yexing replied loudly: "Don't worry, we walked side by side, we can't lose it."

Taking the subway back again, Lu Jianxing was so tired that he leaned against Sheng Yexing on the subway and fell asleep.Sheng Yexing pushed down the brim of his hat a little, rejected the stranger's request to take pictures on the subway, and made a "shh" gesture.

The long night is long, and the galaxy hangs in the sky.

This year, they officially came together. "I Love You" came to an end, and a new chapter started again.

He is the only lighthouse on rivers, lakes, rivers and seas, never letting go of boats passing each other in the dark.

Zhanfei's clothes changed from jerseys to uniforms.

He seldom has time to spend time with his family and friends in his free time, and occasionally makes a fuss in the group, mostly to report his safety.

After a long time, Sheng Yexing wrote down his and Lu Jianxing's monthly visits to the education center in long paragraphs and sent them to Zhan Fei.Zhanfei marked "1" after reading it, and then said "Don't read it when you are safe".

Life is trivial, I occasionally look at my phone, and the messages Zhanfei sends in the group are simple and neat, almost a weekly report of safety.

Sheng Yexing sent him some photos of Lu Jianxing drawing blackboard newspapers for the children in the education center, and photos of Zhuang Rou and Lu Jianxing preparing Christmas gifts together.

He said that Lu Jianxing still remembered the presents he received for Christmas last year, and remembered that apples meant peace.

Sheng Yexing also said, Zhan Fei, Lu Jianxing asked me to give you an apple.

Zhan Fei sent a photo of a military uniform with epaulettes on it, and the dark blue couldn't match his tanned body.He said that they parachuted, knocked on the lawn, and knocked on the concrete floor, and every time they could think of the feeling of riding across the bridge and road with Sheng Yexing and the others in the air.

In the air, freedom gave him everything.

When you are in youth, do what you feel.Love and hate, childishness, stability and courage, promote every step of everyone's feet and affect the trajectory of life.

Sheng Yexing framed this photo and put it on a storage shelf at home.

In addition to the photos of Zhan Fei, there are also some souvenirs they left behind when they were in the school basketball team, such as gold medals, silver medals, nba star figures, and the gold trophy they won in the game against ordinary high school students.

The document bag for storing Lu Jianxing's small notes and handwritten essays is also placed in the most conspicuous position.

Sheng Yexing opened the file bag, and every day asked Lu Jianxing to hold a pen in his right hand, write some words fairly, and then throw it in.

Their home is very large, more than 200 square meters, with jumping floors.

It was not convenient for Lu Jianxing to climb the stairs, so all the planning was simply moved to the first floor. The two of them had the master bedroom where they slept together, and there was a large study room, which had shelves used by Sheng Yexing to store motorcycles around.

The Road Hunter, which was about to retire, was put in the garage, and Sheng Yexing specially installed a high-pressure water gun.

Lu Jianxing also washed, until Sheng Yexing stood beside him, his basketball pants were completely wet.

During these years in college, Sheng Yexing learned how to cook, and often wore an apron in the kitchen half-naked.

Sheng Yexing's muscles are getting better and better, while Lu Jianxing's concentration is getting worse and worse.

Gu Qunshan often came to be a guest, covering his eyes and shouting that it was indecent.

In 22, Sheng Yexing was 21 years old, Lu Jianxing was [-] years old, and graduated from junior year.

After graduating, they went back to the teacher's dormitory in the second city to meet Tang Han. Tang Han was married to his blind date and was pregnant at home.

Lu Jianxing sent a gift box for infants and toddlers that he saved money to buy.

Sheng Yexing and Tang Han talked a lot, from six years ago to now, from 16 to 22 years old.

When leaving Tang Han's house, Lu Jianxing and Sheng Yexing passed by Shi Er's student dormitory and stopped at the same time.

Sheng Yexing took out his mobile phone to check the time, and accidentally found a new post from Mr. Tang Han in the circle of friends. It was the five words with deep meaning, which can be remembered by many students.

It was Tang Han who said on the first day he entered the school: Miracles in the second city.

After swiping through the circle of friends again, Sheng Yexing posted a new text-only post, followed by -

For example, Lu Jianxing and I.

"Crack."

Lock the screen, Lu Jianxing turns off the phone.

He turned his head away and took a deep breath, then turned to look at Sheng Yexing.Sheng Yexing stood beside him and looked at him, wiping away Lu Jianxing's unknowing tears with his fingertips.Maybe it was tears, maybe it was a yawn, Lu Jianxing didn't know it himself.

They will also have many miracles.

They painted the flower baskets at home black and exchanged 34 roses every week. They made wooden carvings into the shape of a basketball hoop, put the whole watermelon in the refrigerator to freeze, and set the combination lock on the door of the house as a fixed date for sex.Running barefoot in winter, seeing blood and sweat in kisses, and seeing heavy rain in a small garden.

Maybe one day, he will be able to write a letter to Sheng Yexing.

If you have to say when "like" started, Lu Jianxing really has no idea.

In a trance, he recalled that year's New Year's Eve party. On the big screen of the school's stage, there were overwhelming blessings from the whole school to him, and the vision of a beautiful future for this group of special teenagers.All the students turned on the flashlights of their mobile phones, held them up and shook them, and formed a magnificent galaxy that was more beautiful than those in the cosmic documentaries.

At that time, Lu Jianxing turned his head back to see Sheng Yexing.The eyes are the same as now.

Thank you, my light.

I also thank myself for being your light.

I am your moon.

Still your star!

The universe, the Milky Way, and the sun are all unimportant.

Having your love was the most wonderful act of bravery I ever had growing up.

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The author has something to say: write at the end.

Across winter, spring and summer, it's over.

Before starting to write, I seriously thought about what it would be like if there were such two "uncommon" boys around me.

Not only the other party, but also their relatives and friends are also kindly helping.The two boys grew into men.

The story ends, life continues, and the campus novel never ends.

There will be a time to gather and disperse, and there will be a period later.

It is not only Shier, Xiaolu and Yexing who performed miracles, but also our side, me and you.

Mr. Higashida Naoki wrote in his confession: "I don't hope that one day I can become an ordinary person. I, like everyone else, hope that tomorrow will come. I firmly believe that today's happiness will be connected with tomorrow's happiness. Now Your smiling face is very important.”

Hope and love are lights that make people better.

Thanks for growing up!

"Because of you, I grew up quietly."

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2019.6.12