special stargazing

It was originally agreed to stay in the capital for only a few days, but Wen Xiujuan called and asked Sheng Yexing to stay longer.

Sheng Yexing saw Lu Jianxing's excitement in other places, so he agreed without thinking too much.

During the period of getting along, Sheng Yexing also gradually understood that the development of a person's basic quality needs to be guided by those around him, and this is a long-term "exercise" project. It is not realistic for Lu Jianxing to catch up with children of the same age. But as long as he is allowed to continue to learn and receive education, he will be able to make a breakthrough.

They both need a pair of hands to pull each other back from the teetering edge to life.

Throughout the month of May, Sister Chen took Lu Jianxing to see him a few times, did a few training sessions, and helped him improve his studies at any time.

After a long time, Lu Jianxing and Sheng Yexing became a little more familiar with the people at the hospital, and they were able to go there by themselves.There are quite a few bookstores in the capital, Sheng Yexing will lead the way to see the stars every two days to go around, flip through a few books, buy them back and read them to the other party.

At first, Lu Jianxing was unwilling to open his mouth, so Sheng Yexing took some unused chopsticks from the takeaway, pointed at the Chinese characters and asked him to pronounce them one by one.

What was he thinking, wondering why there was a rainbow behind the sprinkler.

He went out with Sheng Yexing early this morning.

Sister Chen had something to do today, so Lu Jianxing offered to accompany Sheng Yexing to the hospital, and bought soy milk and steamed buns on the way.There are few noodles for breakfast in the north, so he also refrained from oil and meat by the way.

The morning sun fell like fragments, sticking to the back of his neck, making him feel drowsy and hot with sweat.

Thinking of the sticky popsicle melting in his hand, Lu Jianxing frowned.

Sheng Yexing read the words on the medicine bottle while walking, and read it to Lu Jianxing bit by bit, but Lu Jianxing's attention was all on the sprinkler not far away.He saw a bright rainbow behind the sprinkler, and pedestrians on both sides of the road were taking pictures with their mobile phones.

Sheng Yexing swiped a shared bicycle, and as soon as his ass collapsed, Lu Jianxing said, "I...I'll push you."

"Okay," Sheng Yexing sat on the cushion sideways, crossed his arms and looked at him, "I'm so heavy, can you push it?"

Lu Jianxing glanced over, "They're all men."

"Last year, you came to my back seat for the first time. There was no one around, and there were lights hanging in the sky. You were in my back seat, silent as if you weren't there." Sheng Yexing whistled, "For the first time, I felt nervous."

Wiping away the sweat from his neck, Lu Jianxing lowered his eyes, watched the light and shadows passing by the wheel, and burst out laughing: "Oh..."

He stretched the ending so long, I don't know if he heard it.

The summer wind passed, the leaves were blown, and the light spots reflected on Lu Jianxing's side face, so beautiful that Sheng Yexing's heart skipped a beat.

"Is it red today?"

Sheng Yexing looked at his face again and again, the heat in his palm made Lu Jianxing startled.

He looked at it carefully, and stretched out his fingertips to touch it twice, "Why is it still a little protruding... You couldn't have ordered too much, did you really order one?"

Lu Jianxing stared at him with his browbones pressed, and after a while he choked out a sentence: "... Ning Mo."

It's really not good at all, then I'm really happy every day.

The roads in the capital are wide and flat, and Lu Jianxing pushed his bicycle effortlessly, and was in such a good mood that he even wanted to hum a little song. "Voice" is a wonderful existence for him, and he often starts humming songs unconsciously without knowing why.

Sheng Yexing held onto the armrest for balance, turning his head to glance at Lu Jianxing from time to time.

Passing by the entrance of a park, small stalls selling yogurt and ice cream were open, and elementary school students passing by surrounded them, the red scarves on their chests were twisted to the back of their heads.

"Go buy a popsicle," Sheng Yexing said suddenly, giving me a bite. "

"Okay." Lu Jianxing squinted his eyes and replied.

It's not too late to go back to the hotel every day, probably in the evening.

The fire in the sky was so intense that the whole city was covered with gold, and the arms of all the pedestrians on the road were sweaty. This strong dampness made Lu Jianxing extremely uncomfortable, and he hurried forward along the way.

Putting down the iced drink stuck to his cheek, Lu Jianxing didn't wear slippers, and just stepped on the bathroom tiles with bare feet, saying it was cool.

Sheng Yexing leaned over and kissed him, "Salty."

"Ok?"

"Your neck is sweaty," Sheng Yexing said as he took the towel off the bathroom hanger and handed it to him, "Go take a shower."

Lu Jianxing took a change of clothes and was about to wash, Sheng Yexing took off his clothes again and again, and "shamelessly" squeezed into the bathroom, "Together!"

Sweat dripped from the tip of his nose, Lu Jianxing was speechless: "..."

When I came out of the shower, it was already seven o'clock.

In summer, the days are long and the nights are short, and the sky gets dark late. Sheng Yexing inserted a steel spoon into the mouth of a crispy watermelon, and while opening the curtains, he said to Lu Jianxing, who was still drying his hair in the bathroom: "Today's sunset is so beautiful."

In the bathroom, Lu Jianxing brushed out his hair, which was not long at all, and tapped on the foggy glass mirror with his hand, drawing a circle of smiling faces.

"Come eat watermelon after blowing your hair, the plastic wrap is foggy," Sheng Yexing poured two glasses of water, "Would you like mung bean soup? I'll order a takeaway."

Lu Jianxing sat down holding a water glass, shaking his head to express that he would not drink.

Lu's father and Lu's mother called last night, asking him why he hasn't returned yet, and how the results of the consultation here are, is there any way to recover in the capital?

Sheng Yexing suppressed his temper, and patiently explained to the other party that there was no possibility of curing Lu Jianxing's problem for the time being.

After hanging up the phone, Sheng Yexing pushed the curtains a little further, and saw that the red and orange in the sky was burning fiercely, and the bath towel tied around his waist was even a bit discolored.

After wiping off his sweat, Sheng Yexing raised his head, rolled his Adam's apple, and let out a long breath—it was still hot.

He was about to change into his bathrobe when his phone's WeChat vibrated on the desktop again.

Lu Jianxing pressed the answer button, handed over the phone, and ran to the side to eat watermelon by himself.He ate until the corners of his mouth turned red, pulled a tissue to wipe himself, and checked that his phone was also on.

He stretched out his index finger to swipe open the screen to see that it was an invitation to a group video.

Lu Jianxing hesitated for a few seconds, pressed the button to answer, and stood the phone next to the paper box to fix the camera, then bowed his head and ate the watermelon without saying a word.

"Fuck! See Xing'er answering the video call! Ah! Ah!"

Li Dingxi called out first, and a face full of surprise appeared on the screen.

There were only six people in the chat room, and five of them started the video, Dongxia, Gu Qunshan, Li Dingxi, Lu Jianxing, and Sheng Yexing.Li Dingxi said that Zhanfei worked very hard to prepare for the exam. In order to pass the recruitment, he had to undergo some surgery at the end of the year, so he had to correct it.

"I've been to the capital to see a doctor. It's different. Lu Jianxing can answer the video... Hey boss, how did your doctor treat you?" Dong Xia was holding a bowl of taro balls in his hand, and was eating.

"Chat, do psychological training...what else can I have, it's all the same," Sheng Yexing lay on the sofa by the floor-to-ceiling window of the room, and looked back at Lu Jianxing, "But my doctor, who met Lu Jianxing several times, said This kid is quite smart, quite different.”

Dongxia continued to ask: "Do you still use your restraint belt?"

"It's useless," Sheng Yexing said, "I feel much better."

Gu Qunshan couldn't help but interjected: "Dongxia, you made my sister hear about the concept of 'capital'?!"

Dongxia bumped into it with an elbow, "Why are you talking nonsense in dialect?"

"I speak Mandarin." Gu Qunshan staggered, almost falling over.

"You...forget it," Dongxia rubbed his temples, too lazy to listen to him, "Can I still expect you to speak Mandarin without an accent?"

Gu Qunshan was dissatisfied: "I don't have an accent!"

Didn't I cooperate with Xing'er and Boss!

Seeing the brothers fighting, Sheng Yexing held back his smile and took the camera away, pretending to be disgusted, and said, "I'll just come up to see a doctor, and I'll tell you that it's like going on a sightseeing trip, so don't worry about it."

"Have you eaten popsicles?" Gu Qunshan began to pick up which pots, "Will the boss let you eat?"

"Ah."

Lu Jianxing was so hot that he didn't want to talk, he felt that the sweat was flowing down his chest to his belly button, "mint ones."

"One?"

"Ah."

Sheng Yexing was a little tired looking at the road and seeing the stars, so he reached out and snatched the phone and said to Gu Qunshan: "You think you are like you, but you have to eat five or six, and the taste is not the same. It drips and sticks to your hands."

"You still lick your fingers when the chocolate melts," Gu Qunshan said, "but it's all from childhood..."

"Hey, how long are you coming back?"

"The ticket for the day after tomorrow," Sheng Yexing said, "accompany him here today to celebrate his birthday."

Lu Jianxing is not very good at speaking, so he can only listen. He is also used to listening, and his eyes will brighten up when listening to others.Occasionally sad, it is definitely not interested or not noticed.

Hearing the word "birthday", his eyes lit up.

Three days later, May 25th, is Lu Jianxing's birthday.

On this day, Sheng Yexing didn't let Lu Jianxing go with him to the hospital, he ran to the hospital with the test report, had a meal with Sister Chen at noon, and was going back to the hotel after one o'clock.

After taking the medicine and preparing to leave the consulting room, Sheng Yexing didn't know how to speak, "Doctor, er, I... If I can't sleep at night, can I take more medicine?"

Holding Lu Jianxing to bed every day, it's amazing how easy it is to fall asleep early.

Sheng Yexing had already experienced the power of drowsiness after taking manic drugs.

"You took this medicine for drowsiness, not hypnosis." The doctor glanced at him, and was writing something down on the paper, "This medicine is psychotropic, can you take more?"

"No." Sheng Yexing said.

"It's not good to take too much medicine. Try not to take it if you can." The doctor adjusted his glasses and advised, "If you can't fall asleep, listen to some soothing music, and don't sleep too late."

"Okay," Sheng Yexing gripped the paper tightly and greeted, "I'll go first."

After leaving the hospital, Sheng Yexing did not leave.

Sheng Yexing went to the stationery store to buy a black marker pen, painted the wooden rearview mirror of the motorcycle in his pocket black, and wrote "Road Hunter" on the car body.

This is the model name of his own car. Unexpectedly, it was a coincidence, and he really became a "road" hunter.

Every morning, he would get up before Lu Jianxing, and secretly make some in the bathroom, trying to prepare it for him before his birthday, and finally he's done.The wood carving in his hand is no longer as rough as it was last month, the corners are all finely polished, Lu Bingpi'er absolutely likes it.

Sheng Yexing's understanding of "birthday" is still quite vague, and he doesn't think growing up is such a good thing.If possible, he even hoped that the one belonging to Lu Jianxing would never come.

However, as long as they are mortals, they can't escape the fate of growing up, and they will face their own world, and then they will be responsible for themselves for the rest of their lives.

After picking up a bicycle and riding back to the hotel, Sheng Yexing ordered a cake delivery, and waited for the cake to arrive in the hotel lobby before going up.

Lu Jianxing was still awake when he left in the morning, so he couldn't say "Happy Birthday" in time.

Sheng Yexing went back to the room with the cake, while Lu Jianxing was holding the phone, a little dazed to see many students in the class swiping their screens, wishing him a happy birthday.

The students there had little contact with the society, and most of them were relatively direct, saying everything, just hoping that Lu Jianxing would get better as soon as possible and integrate into them as soon as possible.

"I said," Sheng Yexing carried the cake to the table and put it away, "You deserve a lot of blessings, many, many."

After he finished speaking, he walked to Lu Jianxing's side and printed a kiss on Lu Jianxing's cheek that was chilled by the air conditioner, "I'm sweating from the heat. I'm going to take a shower. What do you want to eat?"

Lu Jianxing knew he was asking about lunch, but he still said, "Cake."

"Okay, let's eat together later," Sheng Yexing took a deep breath, wiped the sweat on the hem of his clothes with his palm, took out the small wooden carving from his pocket, and said casually, "Here, I'll give it to you."

"what."

Lu Jianxing's eyes were shining. He really missed the motorcycle whose keys were confiscated by Tang Han. It was Sheng Yexing's "Colorful Clouds", which could carry him to far, far places.

"Pretend..." He took the gift as if holding a baby, looked at his suitcase, and didn't know where to put it.

"Just put it in the suitcase, and put it in the dormitory when we go back to the market," Sheng Yexing said, "Do you like it?"

Lu Jianxing nodded, but still repeated: "Pretend!"

Seeing that his eyes were completely glued to the wood carving, Sheng Yexing smiled and asked, "Put it in a box. Do you have to take it?"

Lu Jianxing just said, "Beside me."

"Put it in your hood pocket." Sheng Yexing waved his hand.

"I lost it." What should I do if I lose it?

"I've carved it for a long time, don't lose it," Sheng Yexing raised his eyes and glanced over, "If you lose it, I'll give you the whole thing."

Let alone the whole world, the "whole" world is fine.

After coming out of the shower, Lu Jianxing grabbed his newly researched toy—the hair dryer, and volunteered to dry Sheng Yexing's hair.

"What's there to brag about my short hair?" Sheng Yexing couldn't laugh or cry, "I have to blow it longer, I don't need to blow it, you know?"

"Oh." Lu Jianxing reached out to pull the plug.

Sheng Yexing felt that he couldn't dispel his enthusiasm, so he stretched out his hand to embrace him, then bowed his head obediently, "Blow it."

The hair dryer rang overhead for a while, and Lu Jianxing silently put the hair dryer away again.

He still held the wooden sculpture of the Pathfinder in his hand.

Meaning, am I ready to start today?It's funny to think about it. When he was six years old, he still thought he was three years old. His mother spent a lot of time explaining to him that people grow one year older.

"It's getting dark." Sheng Yexing took a look, the night outside the floor-to-ceiling windows was about to fall, and the color of the sky was slowly darkening, "Now you are here."

It was getting dark and the stars were out.

Sheng Yexing flicked his hair from the sideburns, and pulled Lu Jianxing's ears, "I heard that there will be an event at school a few days ago, and there is still time for us to go back and participate."

"Yes." Lu Jianxing hugged the wood carving and agreed to come down.

"Happy birthday."

Sheng Yexing's tone was tense, "I won't say much, I have to prove it with actions."

In the past, Lu Jianxing was not yet an adult, and to Sheng Yexing, he was still a child, and even thought he was a beast.Adolescent boys are like this. They are always older by one year, but they feel that others are still young.

Once you pass, you will look back at the world with a different perspective.

Sheng Yexing thought about it, sighed, took a row of drinks and sniffed them at his nose.

Fuck, a man in love with a boy is so fragile.

"Action." Lu Jianxing said suddenly.

"Yes," Sheng Yexing raised his head and took a sip of mineral water, sitting cross-legged on the bed with his pillow in his arms, watching Lu Jian Xingdui drink, "It's a new year, I want to play with you better."

"I'll play with you" is really a beautiful promise, representing two people being happy together.

"Do you want to?" Lu Jianxing looked up at him, "do something else."

Sheng Yexing's hand for pouring the drink paused, he clearly felt that Lu Jianxing had turned off the floor lamp, and the light in the room was a little darker.He tightened his throat, and said slowly: "...you are an adult, do you know?"

"I know." There was a faint shadow under Lu Jianxing's eyelids.

"Damn..." Sheng Yexing took a deep breath.

In fact, Lu Jianxing just wanted to kiss him, but he didn't have time to think about anything else.Sheng Yexing didn't dare to approach because there was no condom in the room.He bought a variety of drinks, including discounted coconut-flavored premixed wine, which tasted sweet but not low in alcohol.

"Do, what to do," Sheng Yexing didn't think that Lu Jianxing fully understood that kind of thing, "Do you want a hug? Or..."

"..." Lu Jianxing didn't say a word.

He took a few unsteady steps, straddled Sheng Yexing's lap, chewing ice cubes in his mouth, popping and popping.

After gulping down the second bottle of blended peach juice in one go, Lu Jianxing's mouth was sweet and cold, he lowered his head and gently kissed Sheng Yexing's lips, and then pushed the piece of ice in his mouth with his tongue.

Depend on.

Sheng Yexing understands a little bit what is meant by "two heavens of ice and fire".

After the kiss, Sheng Yexing knelt on the edge of the sofa on one knee, holding the back of Lu Jianxing's head, trying to put him on the bed.With great strength, Lu Jianxing grabbed Sheng Yexing's short-sleeved collar and pulled it forward, and both of them fell into the softness.

There were thousands of lights outside the window, and the curtains of the floor-to-ceiling windows were not closed. Sheng Yexing didn't bother to go to bed, so he directly dragged the quilt to the floor.

He thought, let the housekeeping department send another clean quilt later.

They turned on the air conditioner to sixteen degrees, put on the quilt, and hugged rudely and carefully.

The bedding is very dry, but the human body transmits moisture and warmth.

In summer, it is full of vitality.

When the job was over, Sheng Yexing pulled the messy quilt calmly and put it on Lu Jianxing's bare shoulder blades, then patted Lu Jianxing's back lightly, "I turned the air conditioner on low...it's not cold Bar?"

Lu Jianxing shook his head, holding the wrist of his right hand with his left hand, his eyebrows and eyes were twisted together in pain.

sore hands.

Why did it take so long...

He pinched Lu Jianxing's sore arm, pressed left and right, and comforted him, "It won't hurt if I squeeze it for you, my dear. We used to do this in the school team. Mutual, it's very comfortable after finishing."

"...?" Lu Jianxing cast a puzzled look over him, and Lu Jianxing was dumbfounded.

What do you mean?

They used to mess with each other like this in the school team?

Sheng Yexing didn't think there was anything wrong with what he said, but thought he thought it was too weak, so he put more emphasis on it and asked, "What's wrong?"

"You guys," Lu Jianxing coughed twice, "You guys."

It's fun, isn't it?

After carefully thinking about Lu Jianxing's eyes, Sheng Yexing quickly explained: "What are you thinking about. I mean, they often massage each other."

"Oh."

Sneaking, Lu Jianxing rolled up his sleeves again and moved his arms forward, and found that it was more comfortable to pinch!

Looking at the time again, it was early morning.

After turning off the light and lying down, Sheng Yexing reached out and hugged Lu Jianxing from behind, and said in a hoarse voice, "That's great."

"..." Lu Jianxing felt that he was hugging him too tightly, so he pinched his arm.

"It's just nice, there's no reason," Sheng Yexing lowered his head and rested his chin on Lu Jianxing's shoulder, "The current atmosphere and people are worthy of my words."

"tight……"

Lu Jianxing was strangled by him almost out of breath.

When sleeping, Sheng Yexing likes to put his palm on Lu Jianxing's lower abdomen, and Lu Jianxing always takes a deep breath subconsciously, and the breathing is not smooth.

"Relax," Sheng Yexing patted his lower abdomen, "It's full of abdominal muscles and no fat, why are you breathing. Nervous?"

Before the drowsiness hit, Lu Jianxing replied in a low voice: "Yes."

Sheng Yexing closed his eyes: "I'm so skinny that I don't have any flesh, I need to feed him to get fatter."

"Hmm..." Lu Jianxing was so tired that he felt drowsy.

"good night."

Finally, Sheng Yexing said.

In the morning, Sheng Yexing went to ring the cleaning bell with his upper body naked, but no one came after waiting for 5 minutes, so he went to the stairs with a garbage bag by himself.

When passing by the long mirror in the corridor of the hotel, he glanced at the mirror, and saw the crimson marks on his shoulders and arms—the finger marks that were pressed hard, made by Lu Jianxing.

The one whose ears turn red when hugged, the one who says funny things and laughs just right, the one who gets called "abnormal".

It was nine o'clock, and the bright summer light leaked in through the corridor window and spread on his shoulders.

Unconsciously, with a shaking of his hand, Sheng Yexing's room card fell on the carpet.

He bent down to pick it up.

After putting away the garbage to the storage place at the entrance of the stairs in the safe passage, Sheng Yexing returned to the door of the room and looked up at the closed heavy door.

Then he took the card and swiped the door open again.

Sheng Yexing has heard that "when youth ends, one needs to close the door alone", but he believes that as long as the person he loved when he was young is always by his side, this youth will never end.

Today, his journey to see the stars is official.

Meanwhile, May ended smoothly.

Their ignorant era also came to an end.